I am so extremely frustrated of ppl trying to scam me. It always starts with them admiring my character and then they drop the "give me $100" for what's most likely stolen or AI. It REALLY trips me up because when I'm in a bad headspace I don't recognize it right away until they ask ME to commission them. It messes with me mentally with my paranoia and such. I've only ever had it happen to me in furry fandom but I'm sure it's in every fandom. Just...with my rocky relationship with the furry fandom over the last several years...it just feels like a blow.

This is me 24 hours after a severe mental health episode. So I'm a little dramatic. But still, it irritates me more every time.

I have joined art fight (I think)-

This is my first time participating in the official™️ art fight and I hope I did it right. (Any advice or tips would be EPIC.)

Planning to do digital art but it might have to be traditional if I can't figure out drawing on my computer-

I'm afraid of getting overwhelmed but I REALLY need to start drawing regularly again.

https://artfight.net/~PidgeEmeritus

Quick pride rant thing while I take a much needed mental break in my car

Coming out to my parents, they had honestly the best reaction: "Okay...what do you want for dinner?"

Not the exact words, but you get the point. That might sound dismissive, but was the best answer I could have received. I hear this "You told us something, but that doesn't change anything about our relationship and we're going about our day."

Didn't matter if it was being a furry, being a feeder, being pan or androgenous. Same reaction every time. I have such supportive parents and I really must aim to be like them when we have children. While they might not understand, they don't put me down for it either and will just let me be. I don't live with them anymore but I am lucky I get to and WANT to visit them.

My step dad is the most chill guy. I think my dad would have been just as supportive, if not maybe just a bit more interested in my random ass hobbies.

That's all, thank you and good pride to you.

Is anyone willing to help me pay for something on Boosty or Hipolink? I'm trying to send $20. I would send it first of course. I've tried everything and it just isn't working this time around at all even though in the past I've gotten it to work after a couple tries. ;o;

I'm getting married this Saturday and then I'm off on a two week honeymoon!!!

I want to say I love the furry community but man have I been scammed and/or screwed over by more furries than any other fandom I belong to...

Too many....-
Love In Every Bite
Cat Got Your Tongue?
NSFW ice cream stuffing
NSFW late night cake stuffing
Gift/trade for Aurora
Unsuspecting pred vore

(All stories)

I'm feeling really volatile.

Updates: i was about to start my cycle. No wonder.

I'm going to be taking a hiatus until mid May. I am extremely overwhelmed with my wedding and honeymoon planning. Not to mention the sheer amount of money that I'm funneling into it right now. I don't have money for commissions so I really should not be buying them. Thus, I'm going on hiatus. I won't completely be gone since there are various commissions I'm waiting on so I will check back periodically. But for now, I really have to take away that temptation because tying to budget myself clearly isn't working lol. (Edited cuz I sounded condescending - I'm only blaming myself here XD)

Edit: I'm writing a lot of various works right now and I will be back to share those. I'm mainly taking a break or trying to slow down from getting commissions until I actually have the money again.

Hello, I was wondering if anyone could provide some ideas for writing.
My New Year's resolution is to write about a kink or BDSM experience that I haven't yet written about. It'll probably have to be linked to belly stuff in some way since ~fetish~ but I still would like to challenge myself in some way.

Here's some things I have written about, for reference: stomach growling, tickling, vore, pet play, inflation, gassy, force-feeding, mutual gaining, transformation, blueberry, shrinking/micro, vampires, multiple prey vore, pregnant, tummy ache, degradation and name calling, different languages dirty talk, host/hostess, breast feeding, button popping, suspenders, funnel feeding, drinking from soda fountain, pool toy, plushie, object vore, fear play, pain, biting.

I don't think I've written about body swap yet. Or getting stuck like in a doorway or something. Or blind folded.

My soft limits (most are just passing interests that aren't usually turn ons but sometimes I might get curious): macro (not really super into giants destroying cities but it might be time to give it a try cuz I loved the game Rampage as a kid and still do) hard vore, digestion, popping, omorashi, nausea, magic/instant weight gain, prey smaller than pred, plugging, chastity.

My hard limits: incest, underage, non con, CNC, abuse, ABDL (in the context of NSFW, my regression and interest in this is reserved for SFW), scat, crushing, beastiality, drugs, alcohol (I'm totally fine with Demonus from the OM! universe since I imagine it to be sparkling grape juice to humans and I do weirdly like drunkeness), cooking.

Odd one out: emeto (I have emetophobia but I'm trying to get over it, so...)

More might be added as I go along and remember what I have and haven't done lol.

Thank you for your time and any suggestions 🥹

TW: Pet's end of life

My parents dog, the doggo I got after my childhood pup passed, isn't doing well at all. She is just wandering around in circles, falling down, isn't eating or drinking. My parents are taking her in on Monday if she...lasts until then. I don't live with my parents anymore but that is still my dog. I've been dreading this moment for 10 years...

Happy New Year!
I'm getting married this year! I'm so excited. But I also got like 3 different bad news just this evening I'm really missing Beanie and I don't feel well bc I can't process the news I received. But I'm going to try to be positive. It's going to be a very special year

Merry Christmas, Happy Hanukkah, Blessed Yule, Happy Everything everyone!! 😁💖

Time to go cry my eyes out because they're announcing the end of new content on the Obey Me apps right before my birthday and while I'm on my period I'm not okay
Third world problems I know I really don't have it rough but the holidays just a tough time for me always gotta think about when I lost my dad so close to Christmas and now I've got wedding jitters and I really just need a break

Please help, I'm about to lose my mind with this back pain and I have zero clue whats causing it. x.x I thought maybe someone would have some insight?

Its worst when I wake up, so it must be how I'm sleeping, but I haven't changed anything about my bed. Mid to lower back, hurts the most when I bend over.

I have a heavy bookbag, I just made it lighter, my back still hurts even on days I don't wear it at all on my days off.

I'm using a heating pad for the pain. I've also just started my cycle today, but this pain feels worse than the usual period back pain.

Idk if I should go to the doctor's or just try to stretch and drink more water than usual. But I'm just so lost.

I can't see my dentist until Monday and the pain is getting unbearable. I've been switching up taking ibuprofen or acetaminophen every 3-4 hours but it still hurts so effing much and I don't know what to do.
I literally just got a filling so why does it hurt out of nowhere??? I even got a bite adjustment which seemed to feel so much better when I bit down but now the pain is getting close to severe from moderate.
No other symptoms as of now, if I notice swelling or anything I will bite the bullet and go to the ER or urgent care but I'm trying to avoid it.

Move to Canada right now

I bet it's pretty obvious at this point but I'm taking a quiet break. At least from posting and from interacting outside of commissioning. Once again, I am feeling a HUGE disconnect with the furry community as a whole. My trust issues have flared up and some past trauma has been haunting me. I strongly feel, again, that I do not belong here.
If you need me, I'll be in the world of Obey Me/OM NB.

Just for reasons outside of fa or community, I will no longer post nasal vore or communicate about it publicly. I still very much like it but someday I will have a profile specifically for that.

Wow it's Rosh Hashanah already?? That was fast. Shana Tova, apples and honey to a sweet new year! :)

Cw; pet death
Sorry for uploading the last story I wrote twice
It wasn't showing up for me so I was like did I start it and then not post it after all? My bad. It's been a weird week. Grandpa's in the hospital, my aunt had to put a dog to sleep and I couldn't be there for them or see the doggo one last time and the same aunt has a tumor.... We're waiting for the biopsy appointment. Work got stressful although I do still enjoy it, but I just feel like I'm not doing a good job and it makes me anxious. I also did something I haven't done in a while and shouldn't do to myself. And I really paid the price this time.
Hopefully my mind will calm tf down I just started therapy again.

Hello hello I am looking for someone who might be interested in designing a giraffe-water dragon character based off a game/anime character! I don't have a huge budget right now. I have a few people I could think to ask, but, I wanted to put this out there first to see if anyone was super interested in letting me commission them for this project! Thanks so much c:

Fun times half my bridal party barely speaks to me and I haven't heard from my maid of honor in like 2 months! Loving life. I know stuff happens but I just feel... Upset? Is it me? I don't think I'm a bridezilla...I want everything to be as easy and stress free as possible. Idk. I'm just here.

Woke up to the news and can't properly process yet. Didn't know Neer personally but without this place I...no, I don't want think about that. Thoughts and prayers to his family. Fly high.🕊️

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