I hate my art. I hate myself. I decided to disappear from everywhere for a while. My depression hit me again. I can't control anything in my life, I don't understand what I want. Drawing is not my thing. I will not succeed in this. I'll be looking for myself, I don't know if I can come back. I'm all fucked up. Tomorrow is my birthday. The worst day of the year.
sometimes i wish i never been born at all.

I’m a noob in pixel art, but enjoyed to draw this ~~~ https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49717174/
Maybe you guys want a something like this? Now I know that FA need a file with fewer frames per second, so I can make little animation like blink or smile idk if you need an avatar for site
Or maybe just a art 200x200 (or bigger)
If you interested in icon/animation please note me! Let's discuss the price together, a little experiment from me💓

First about my dog. She has become much better and there is no longer that terrible cough. Food change, good for her. Let's hope that everything will be fine. I love her too much and I'm afraid of losing my dog so soon, there's still time.
Second, I bought an iPad! Now I will learn how to use it and I will draw on it. My old tablet is no longer able to work as much (my laptop too). Now I can draw more often and much faster! I hope for your support💙
(and be safe please. In the store where I work, a lot of people got sick and I had to take a lot of shifts overtime, so I didn't draw for so long, I was tired)

TW: animal disease, blood.
My old small dog got very sick. 2 day she coughs with blood, now she took a walk and her whole mouth was in the blood. She suddenly developed a tumor under her paw and it seems to have grown into her lung. There is no way to take the dog to the vet, and in my small town they can only euthanize it. I have been preparing for this for a long time, but still not ready. She walks by herself normally and looks guiltily at us because of bloodstains. This is very hard for us. Our family member for over 11 years.
Forgive me for writing here, it's a little easier for me to deal with this.
[update] The doctor said to change the diet and look at the state of health, we believe in the best.

⭐ Wish everyone luck and enjoy ⭐
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Heya! When I got 200+ watchers, I want to make a big art raffle with 💕3 prizes💕
Hope it's gonna be really soon!

Hello, my dear watchers. It's been a long time since I posted my work anywhere... It's very hard to start again.
A lot has happened in my life: moving, working in the market (because my family does not take seriously my intentions to earn a living by making art), health problems for me and my relatives and close friends. Finally, I was able to adapt to everything that was happening, find the strength to recover and heal. My mental health is very shaky, even a small problem can make me lose my temper and I have to start all over again.
So far, I have decided not to create nsfw content for myself, especially to order. My skills are not enough. And now there is not enough time to draw (and live lol). I work a lot and keep an eye on the house, I get tired and can't find motivation to do something for myself, even though I really want to create.
I will not lower the prices for custom orders, but YCHs and clones will always go at a lower rate so that I can make myself a portfolio for the future.
Thank you for your understanding, I hope I will be able to return (｡T ω T｡)

it took longer, but the new battery fit and i can work, yay!! thanks for your patience, all orders will be rendered next week 💙
you can see my to-do list HERE

Where did I lost? On last week battery of my laptop was broken and I'm waiting for new one. Sorry for this, all commissions and YCH will be finished later, I don't have other pc for drawing here... (my to-do list can't be edit too т_т)

are welcome for commissions!! More info below:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46064704/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46064704/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46064704/

Please check this journal if you want to support and help Ukrainian artists!

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10138995/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10138995/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10138995/

Good artist need to heal cat! More information below!!!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10186747/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10186747/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10186747/

The winner is
Thank you all for participating and support 💙✨
The screenshot from RANDOM.ORG on the picture: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45915083/

The last chance to join!!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45915083/

The result will be posted 3 hours from now!
✨Good luck for everyone✨

if you know, paypal not working for russia and belarus, so by now i can't take payment and close commissions for the time. searching for the alternative, it's hard for me because i don't have a normal bank account, only e-wallets that do not fit (ノ_<。)

I live in Belarus, but many of my dear friends live in Ukraine. Please avoid misinformation and understand that people are afraid for their lives.
Now I will send all the money earned here to support the people of Ukraine.
Thank you for your attention and take care of yourself.
I hope it won't lead to a big war (╯︵╰,)

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I've been feeling awful for the last few days because I've been sick. Just a reminder!!! Take care of yourself and your loved ones, it's very unsafe right now😷

Alsooo wow💙💙💙110+ watchers💙💙💙Thank you so much for your support and love, that's mean a lot for me😻
So soon I'll make a free raffle and new YCH's for you✨

Last year was difficult for me and only now I realize that the new year has come! I was sick a lot and my old technique did not allow me to work steadily (because of this I got a lot angry and had to take breaks in drawing, my skill did not grow at all). In any case, I want to say thank you to those who supported me, it means a lot to me💙
Wow, I hope things turn out differently, I have high expectations!

December 9th will be my birthday! Time flies so fast ( ╥ω╥ )
I really need money for a special party, so I will appreciate your support!!
You can order a commission from me (10% OFF)
https://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/chubchik/
Or take a YCH's slot
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....70713/YCH-OPEN

✨Thank you for the attention✨