I think I'm done with the furriness for the time being. Nothing against anyone in particular or anything, it's just not what I'm into any more. It's okay to un-watch and all that, I don't think I'll be posting here any more.

Have fun and be nice to eachother.

-cindersoul

Me and my partner have been getting ready to move to our new apartment. Bills are all paid off, First month's rent is done with, everything seems to be in order. We just have to finish packing.

Don't know how long it will be before I'm able to get back online, but I'm hoping it will be soon enough.

Also, It looks like we'll be getting married all official-like in California within the next year or so. I don't think there will be any sort of ceremony, just a trip to the courthouse. The only real difference is a name change and some rights as a married couple. Yay rights! Really got my fingers crossed about the policy being repealed. Kinda proud of California for at least giving us hope on the subject.

For the time being we are broke as hell though. Moving is expensive! We'll be fine, but it means we can't go out to eat for a couple weeks and have to reeeaaally be careful with spending. I'm all excited. :3

The demo for the creature creator has been out for a while and is freely available on their web-site, I believe, as well as having over 1000 seeders on the isohunt torrent.

This, however is the crack that unlocks all the other parts:

http://rapidshare.com/files/1230817.....n.package.html

I've already DL'd it and used it. It's hot. Just replace the original file in the ...Spore/Data folder and it works.

And now you know why I haven't drawn in almost a week. :D

FA is back up! :D I'll have some new porns up shortly either tonight or tomorrow.

Got sick of seeing that meme already.

Need to think up some drawing ideas for tomorrow.

I found this horrible and long meme. It's about fetishes, but it seems really....well, fucking stupid. There are a lot of very stupid fetishes. I've really no reservations about judging people, especially the pedophiles, rapist wannabes and murder fetishists. Boohoo, you fuckers.

Notable benchmarks:
+++++ : I love it more than anything
+++ : Something that REALLY turns me on
+ : I enjoy it
o : I’m indifferent to it
- I don’t enjoy it
--- I have NO sexual attraction to this and cannot get myself to, but do not hate it
---- or –---- : I truly, truly hate this with every fiber of my being

Had to add about 9 categories to the end. >.> I know a couple might fit together/ in other categories like foot fetish or whatnot, but I like those so much more than the other stuff located in the general categories I had to list them separately. >.>

Abasiophilia (Casts, Braces, Wheelchairs) : -
Age Play? : –----(hate)
Adult Baby/AB Parent? : –----
Algolagnia (Pleasure derived from physical pain)? : –----
Amputee Fetishism (Amputation/Deformity)? : –----
Anal Sex? : +
Anal Vore? : --
Andromimetophilia (Androgyny)? : +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++x9001
Arse (Ass Play, Worship)? : o
Asphyxiaphilia (Breath Play, Choking)? : ----
Balloons? : o
Bestiality/Zoophilia? : lol furry
Beating (Flogs, Whips, Canes, etc.)? : –--
Biastophilia (Committing Rape/Sexual Assault)? : –----(hate)
Biting/Teeth? : -
Blood (Drawing Blood, Cutting, etc.)? : –----
Body Hair? : o
Body Modification (Tattoos, Branding, Piercings, Scarification, etc.)? : o
Bondage (Blind folds, Gags, Restraints)? : o
Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc.? : --
Breasts? : ++++
Breast Expansion? : o
Candle Wax? : -
Chains? : -
Chastity Devices? : --
Chinese Balls/Ben Wa Balls/Anal Beads? : ---
Cling Film/Plastic Wrap? : ---
Cock and Ball Torture, Clamps, etc.? : –----
Cock Vore? : ---
Collar and Lead/Leash? : ---
Confinement/Caging? : ---
Coprophilia (Shit Play/Scat)? : –----
Costumes (Period, Fetish, etc.)? : ++ (nothing really fetishy, but it can be fun)
Cross Dressing? : +++++
Cub? : –----(hate)
Cupping (Suction of the Skin)? : lol wut?
Cybernetics/biomech? : (chainsaw hands ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++) lulz
Dacryphilia (Arousal from Tears)? : –---- wow you sick fucks
Defilement (Seeing a partner dirty or wet)? : –---- idiorts
Denim? : o ...huh?
Depilation/Shaving? : o I guess, I can't really find that sexual, more of a pain in the ass.
Diapers/Diaper Lover? : –----
Dildos (Hand-held & Strap-ons)? : +++++++++++++++++++++++mmmyes++++++++++++++++++++
Discipline? : --- fuck that
Doctor/Nurse Fetish? : o
Domination? : ---
Ears? : o
Electrotorture (EMS TENS units)? : –----
Emetophilia (Vomit, Regurgitation)? : –---- ugh
Erotic Photography? : ++ sounds interesting
Exhibitionism/Sex In Public? : + it's fun to fantasize
Expansion/Inflation? : - never understood it, doesn't do anything for me
Fat? : -- no thanks
Feathers? : -
Pyrophilia (Fire Play)? : –---- yeah, that sounds like a good idea
Fisting? : --- ouch
Food Play? : -- pfft, we can fuck AFTER I'm done eating, impatient bastard
Fuck Machines/Robots? : ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Furry/Fur Fetishism? : ? what does that even mean? I guess?
Gangbangs? : -
Genital Worship? : --
Guns (Gun Play, Worship)? : –---- fucking retards
Hair Pulling? : ----
Handcuffs/Shackles? : ++ yeah, sure, fine
Harnesses? : o
High Heels/Stilettos? : –---- high heels make me angry
Humiliation? : –---- blah blah blah
Incest? : o lol retard babies
Infantilism (Pacifiers/Bottles, etc.)? : –----
Kidnapping Play? : --- lame
Klismaphilia (Douching/Enema)? : --- fuck that
Knives (Razors, Swords, other blades)? : –---- srsly guys....guys srsly
Lace/Lingerie? : - unnatractive
Latex? : o boring/blahblah fetish unimaginative blah
Leather? : o see above
Macro/Micro? : ++ the thought of giant wang/bewbs/'gina is kinda drool worthy at times
Making Home "Movies"? : - yeah right
Masks (Erotic/Gas Masks, etc.)? : o they look cool, but it isn't a sexual thing for me
Masochism? : –---- no, and I can't stand these people
Massage? : +++++++++++++++++ oh yeah. a good massage and ....mmmmmmmmmm
Master/Slave? : –---- makes me angry, GAH!
Masturbation (Mutual or Forced)? : ++++++ I love masturbating and so do you. it's great!
Medical Scenes/Equipment? : –---- blah
Menstruation (Sex During, Eating, etc.)? : --- icky
Murder Fetishism? : –---- fuck you fuckers, I hate you. Seriously, I do.
Military Fetish/Uniforms? : ++ not neccesarily for the military, but yeah, a uniform can me hot
Mind Control? : o stupid
Milk Fetishism/Lactation? : +++++ I don't know why, but heck yeah
Necrophilia (Death, Corpses)? : –---- sick fucks
Nipples? : +++++ nipples are fun to play with
Oral Fixations? : +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Oral Sex? : +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ my favorite
Oviposition? : - meh
Pain (Giving/Receiving)? : –---- stupid
Piercings? : o ho hum
Pinching? : – I'm giving it a minus because ...damn these are mostly lame
Play Piercing/Needle Play? : –---- I hate needles
Plushophilia (Stuffed animals, Plushies)? : - no thanks
Podophilia (Foot Fetish)? : o the whole body is sensual, including the feet.
Power Exchange? : –---- dumb shit
Pregnancy Fetishism? : --- pregnant people aren't attractive to me at all.
Punishment? : ---- didn't we have this one, like five times already?
The Rack/Medieval Devices? : ---- see above
Raptophilia (Sexual arousal from being raped)? : –----I know we had this one, lamest meme ever
Religious (Nunplay, Priestplay)? : –---- unable to get aroused by anyone wearing religious symbols.
Retifism (Shoes or Boots)? : o lame
Rimming? : -- not my thing
Role Playing? : +++++++ DnD fo lyfe, sucka
Rubber? : o retarded fetish
Sadism? : –----(hate)
Scent? : +/o/- depends on the smell, nothing gross
Sensory Deprivation? : o I'm too skittish
Sissy Boy? : o lol gender roles, get over them
Skunk spray? : --- ew, damn
Smoking Fetishism? : o I admit it looks cool (sometimes) but not DURING sex, that's retarded
Spanking/Paddling? : - no, don't like pain.
Statuephilia (Mannequins, Dolls, etc.)? : ---- lol so ronery
Stockings/Fishnets/Pantyhose? : + maybe as part of a hot outfit or something, I dunno
Talking Dirty/Verbal Humiliation/Abuse? : –---- What did you just call me?!
Tentacles? : ++++ Ok, I'll admit it. Tentacles are kinda saucy, but not rape...so rarely
Tickling? : o it's fun to rough house and tickle, but not as a fetish
Tongue Fetish? : ?! the fuck?
Toys (Buttplugs, Vibrators, etc.)? : +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ duh.
Transformation? : - silly
Transvestism? : +++++ We already had crossdressing.
Unbirthing? : ---- gross
Urolagnia (Water Sports/Urine)? : ---- double gross
Violence/Physical Injury? : –----(hate, also repeat)
Vore? : --
Voyeurism? : - yawn
Wrestling/Fighting? : ++ it's fun to rough house and wrestle sometimes, nothing painful
Zombies/Gore? : –---- gross
Being farted on : –---- hahahahahaha, that is the stupidest thing I've heard in a while
Socks : o
Armpit sniffing : - ew
Crotch sniffing : o haha whatever.
Forced fart sniffing: see that other fart one, god that's stupid
Smelly socks : - ew
Forced Armpit sniffing: - ew
Forced crotch sniffing: - ew
Forced foot/sock sniffing: - ew, stupid shit, ok, I'm adding my own stuff now...
Autofellatio: +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ fuck yeah!
Intelligence: +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ smart people make me hawt
Kissing: ++++++++++++++++++ turns me right the hell on, quicker than dick
Daleks: +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ (technically not robots) EXTERMINATE!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Ghd1SFF_W8

Okay, so I lol'd my butt off, but it's also pretty cool. Choreographed dance as a method of inmate rehabilitation. The coolest part is that it apparently works. I dunno, it was kinda touching for me.

If you aren't familiar with the song/dance, here is the original:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z2HpAE-QcQA

In other news: slowly working into a drawing routine. Thinking up more lighthearted porns to perpetrate.

Half a year came and went since the last time I posted here. Geez.

Life is hard. Boo hoo.

Trying to force myself out of my usual rut yet again. It's fun so far, so I'm gonna keep at it. Try different stuff this time. Try to branch out with stuff. Hopefully it'll work.

Not enough time in the day, these days. Oi.

I'm still not very sure how I got this job, but I'm a security guard now. Mostly pretty boring work. Standing in one place looking professional, but I also have to kick people out who are acting up. What the heck? I've never done anything like this before. They pay well though, and I've found that people are generally nice and just want to get along. Actually, it's the perfect place to hone one's philosophy, I think.It's all conflict resolution.

The hardest part is staving off boredom, I suppose, while at the same time paying active attention to your surroundings. I get employee discount at every store in the mall though! Rawk! Just in time for the holiday season.

Sorry I've been neglecting just about everyone. By the time I get home, it's almost eleven and my whole body aches! I swear, I sound like my grandma going up the front step to our appartment.

Hope everyone has a good thanksgiving, if you're state-side. I'm not very patriotic, but I love food! :D Tis' the season of home-cooked goodies!

Happy halloween! Hope everyone had a great time. I was kidnapped by friends and made to wear dresses while taking little sisters out trick or treating. Twas fun, but I hate showing skin. Pretty fun to have a girl's night out though at the same time.

Here, they make kids tell jokes to get candy. We had it easy, mang. Only had to go around looking cute.

Been in one of those unsocial funks of late. Been so busy with job-hunting and school and running around on the bus that I've just been mentally drained. I'll come out of it soon, I just get overwhelmed sometimes.

Welcome to my page. I'm not terribly prolific, when it comes to illustration, but I'll post my furry/fantasy-ish art here.

I go by the name of Pesha, a skunkess of dubious wisdom. I'm a huge Dungeons & Dragons geek and many of my drawings are somehow derived from those experiences.

I decided a long time ago never to do commissions, sorry. I hate drawing for money. I might except an occasional request, but don't get your hopes up. I've got a job that takes up most of my time.

That all being said, thanks for stopping by, and hopefully you enjoyed poking around my page. Much love!