hey all my watchers and travelers!

thank you for sticking around my page for all this time. since I officially set myself up to start doing commissions I hope to be more active on here again.

I hope you all have been well

not sure if you still need to do that to see new icons, but yeah, finally drew myself another one

anyways how are ya'll doing

go for it, don't be shy

what song do you associate me with?

meeee

yeah sorry guys my computer broke early November and frankly wasn't really active much all through December and early January. but yay I got a new computer for Christmas and I got it set up. I drew a new icon to celebrate. I haven't downloaded photoshop yet so it's ms paint. ms paint will have a special place in my heart

how are you all doing? I hope you all had a great holiday season

If you comment I will:

1. Tell you what animal/creature you remind me of.
2. Tell you what color I think fits you.
3. Tell you how I feel about you.
4. Insult you. (though I don't mean it)
5. Tell you my favorite OC of yours.
6. Tell you what season you remind me of.
7. Tell you what food you smell like in my head.
8. Think of a random nickname for you.
9. Tell you what element you remind me of.
10. Ask you to put this in your journal without using the word 'tag'

anyone is welcome to do this, I didn't get tagged I just saw this bro did it

A – AGE: 22

B – BIGGEST FEAR: cockroaches, don't even ask me why it's just always been a thing

C – CURRENT TIME: 10:23 pm

D – DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Mountain Dew

E – EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: my close friends, no specific one over the other

F – FAVORITE SONG: bruh why would you even ask something like that. I mean come on who has just ONE favorite song? ONE of my many favorites is The Rain Song by Led Zeppelin https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zDVnjCwCYCs

G – GHOSTS, ARE THEY REAL: not sure how I feel about it. I'm neutral

H- HOLIDAY YOU LOVE THE MOST: again bruh. one of my favorite would have to be Thanksgiving, because of family, food, and football. to be honest fall and winter are my favorite times. right when fall comes around I just get like an excited puppy because cooler weather, football starts, and the best holidays Halloween, Thanksgiving, and Christmas follow up!

I – IN LOVE WITH: nobody

J - JEALOUS OF: Nobody, I guess the only thing I sometimes get jealous of is just those people in general that are able to get relationships like it's no big deal and it isn't hard/they make it look easy. and they act like it's as easy as breathing. and then here's my ugly ass all, bruh I never even been asked out before. but then I realize it's a silly thing to be jealous of and I forget about it. but yeah

K – KILLED SOMEONE: No, why would I?

L – LAST TIME YOU CRIED: Monday actually, I was having a rough day

M – MIDDLE NAME: nah

N – NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 3, though they're half and I never lived with them because they're older so I always felt like an only child and treated like one

O – ONE WISH: to finally get enough courage to give my full trust into faith (for faith working for me, of course. because I believe in faith full heartedly for everyone else but me. it's like one of those "exceptions to the rules" I'm the exception to the rule so everyone else can find their lovers)

P – PERSON WHO YOU LAST CALLED: my mom. remember I'm a dateless loser.

Q – QUESTION YOU'VE ALWAYS ASKED: "do I want to be in a relationship or do I just want to prove that I'm worthy of one?"

R – REASON TO SMILE: because the world is beautiful, and I don't mean that to be silly, I seriously mean it. it's so amazing to see the different kinds of people that there are, and I always like wondering about the lives of strangers as they walk by. so many walking stories. I mean I guess I'm pretty strange considering I find peace at the cemetery. especially the one where my step dad is buried it's on top of a hill that overlooks the valley, and one time I was there it was in the evening so I got to see all the city lights come on and they flickered, it was almost magical. seriously if you stop and look around you can find some amazing things

S – SONG YOU LAST SANG: Karma Chameleon -Culture Club

T – TIME YOU WOKE UP: 9:30 am

U – UNDERWEAR COLOR: who said I was wearing any? >w>

V – VACATION DESTINATION: first I want to travel the US, then some places around the world, like Italy and Germany to name a couple places

W – WORST HABIT: fingers at the mouth. like I don't bite my nails, but when they start growing out I have a habit of putting the underside of the nail on the edge of my lower teeth

X – X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: none

Y – YOUR FAVORITE FOOD: bruh I'm fat I don't discriminate with food. however, pizza is amazing, so are steaks and baked potatoes, deli sandwiches, and buffalo wings

Z – ZODIAC SIGN: Aquarius

wow sorry I got so personal on you guys

that's right! its TMI Tuesday! ask away

I'm not even waiting for Tuesday, ask me whatever!!

I also want to note that you guys can literally ask me TMI stuff WHENEVER YOU WANT!!

enough said, this eyebrow game will stare at you as it pops up on your messages!

I am now part of the LEGION OF DUCKS, for I am now 22. what now yo!

also wanted to throw out a TMI Tuesday because I like them and I always forget to do them

MAKE IT START OFF WITH A BOOM GUYS

you all that have put a word in on my last journal was nice. I wasn't even that upset, it was mostly just letting my thoughts out in some way. life is good, and you all are lovely and thank you again for talking with me, it was nice to hear some feedback

why must I be an aggressive person when it comes to going about relationships? I get impatient okay, if I’m standing around waiting then I’ll be waiting forever and I don’t have time for that. as my personal motto goes: “I’m striking out, so I want to strike out swinging” because nobody has the balls to make a move on me.

I understand the fear of rejection. rejection is a sucky feeling, TRUST ME I know the feeling, but I feel bad for the people who let that fear run their lives I really do. I just hope I run into someone that doesn’t let that fear run them. because I’ve had my share of rejections and it hasn’t stopped me yet.

I probably need to move out of Southern California to a place where the men will find me attractive and want to me with me :b because I get as much attention as a white crayon. as I said, I hope I just run into someone one of these days that want to be with me. I'm over online dating, I want something tangible

hit me with your best shot

I forget to do these each week, ask away

I almost forgot, ask away lovelies~

I realized I didn't have time to still make a TMI Tuesday, and I still want to do one this week so I'm breaking the rules and calling it Wednesday. ask away!

ask away

dared by

Leave a comment here, and I will...

1) Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your FA page for 10 seconds.
2) Tell you a color you remind me of.
3) Tell you my first memory of you.
4) Ask you a question.
5) Tell you something I like about you.
6) Tell you the object that is in front of me.
7) Dare you to do this yourself in your own journal.

you know the drill lovelies

so I was tagged by this guy and I'm glad he did because I just love music~

1. Favorite bands/singers?
2.Favorite female artist?
3.Favorite male artist?
4.Favorite song now?
5.Favorite song when you were younger?
6. Favorite music genre?
7.What genre you is your least favorite?
8.What bands/singers can you not stand?
9.What was your first concert? Did you like it?
10. Add a question!

1. Metallica, Green Day, Fall Out Boy, Led Zeppelin, Tiger Army, and Fleet Foxes. you could ask me more bands that I really enjoy, I'd be typing this all night if I listed them here

2. there are several I enjoy listening to including some Madonna, Stevie Nicks, P!nk, and Ke$ha, but my favorite would have to be Paramore

3. another tough one, but it's a tie for Johnny Cash and Nick 13. I'm sure you guys know Johnny Cash, but maybe not Nick 13. he is the singer to a band called Tiger Army, and he has a solo album that just melts my heart and makes my soul happy

4. hhggggnn so I'm just going to mention the song I'm hooked on right now, which is several, but I will point out. In the Shape of a Heart by Jackson Browne

5. the only song that comes to mind is one I use to put on repeat so much when I would be playing on my Gameboy Color in the car on trips, I don't know why either, it was called Runaway by Del Shannon, it's an oldie

6. it's hard to say, but I'd go with the genres that are listed on #1, and one not mentioned on it that I want to add is Country.

7. my least favorite would be screamo, I know people like it, but to me it's irritating, the instrument aspect is gold, but the screaming aspect just, no.

8. huh, I never really thought about it. well, I guess I can say Robin Thicke, only because that song he did got super old super quick and it's annoying as fuck. it wasn't even that good anyways.

9. my favorite would have to be a tie for Styx and B-52's, I saw them both at the county fair. my dream concert would be to go see Metallica

10. well alright then! Q: What is a band you don't listen to anymore?

this was cool, go ahead and ask me any other questions about my answers or whatever, and I welcome anyone to do this meme

in the drawing mood, so if you want a mug shot of your character just send me a link and I'll get to it as soon as I can :3

ask away~

yeah and now that that's out of the way, how are all you lovelies doing?