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Posted 7 years agoCheck this out! https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8929530/
Current Update
Posted 7 years agoJust a quick update:
I was FINALLY able to see a doctor and get started on getting treatment for my shoulder! I am waiting on a Sports specialized orthopedic to call me and set up my first appointment. My shoulder has improved some, thankfully, but I will most likely still need surgery. I will post more updates as treatment progresses.
I will be taking another unexpected trip to NJ due to a family emergency. While my dad was in the hospital, they found a tumor in his esophagus and did a biopsy. A few days ago I was informed of this and that the results came back positive.. My dad now has esophageal cancer, and once again has to undergo surgery.. Mid-Feb. I will be heading up to NJ for an unknown amount of time. I'm hoping it will only be 2-3 weeks at most. He hasn't even recovered from his heart surgery and 5-6 month hospitalization. I will update here when I have more information on it.
Thank you all so much for your patience with me. Life is just so unpredictable.. As soon as I can work again, I will be working constantly to catch up. I am so incredibly sorry for all of this...
I was FINALLY able to see a doctor and get started on getting treatment for my shoulder! I am waiting on a Sports specialized orthopedic to call me and set up my first appointment. My shoulder has improved some, thankfully, but I will most likely still need surgery. I will post more updates as treatment progresses.
I will be taking another unexpected trip to NJ due to a family emergency. While my dad was in the hospital, they found a tumor in his esophagus and did a biopsy. A few days ago I was informed of this and that the results came back positive.. My dad now has esophageal cancer, and once again has to undergo surgery.. Mid-Feb. I will be heading up to NJ for an unknown amount of time. I'm hoping it will only be 2-3 weeks at most. He hasn't even recovered from his heart surgery and 5-6 month hospitalization. I will update here when I have more information on it.
Thank you all so much for your patience with me. Life is just so unpredictable.. As soon as I can work again, I will be working constantly to catch up. I am so incredibly sorry for all of this...
Update - Previous failed to upload
Posted 8 years agoOk SO. I wrote in this big update /maybe/ two months ago or so (on my other account), and it apparently didn't post.. YAY (so mad) >.>; So I guess I'll try and keep this one short and sweet.
Mid-Sept. I tore my rotator cuff in my dominant arm, and it has gotten incredibly worse since. I have been severely impaired and even need help showering and dressing everyday. I haven't had health insurance, and in order for me to just see my doctor it cost me $70, plus total costs of any tests or procedures. Because of that, I haven't been able to receive treatment yet. BUT as of Jan 1st I will finally have insurance and will be immediately seeking treatment and discussing surgical options. I will be working hard to get my shoulder fixed and back to normal! It needs to be fixed ASAP because its keeping me from working and doing every day things. The mobility of my arm is badly impaired, and constantly painful. But I am keeping positive!
For those of you that don't know what happens when someone tears their rotator cuff, it is extremely painful and you can't really lift, extend or pick anything up using your arm. Sometime it's downright impossible because it's the part that connects the muscle to your joint that's torn. Just some info in case you were interested. ^^
Quick update about my dad:
He is FINALLY home as of last week. He has been in and out of the hospital for issue after issue, and back and fourth between the hospital and the rehab facility. I won't go into crazy detail, but he is in pretty rough shape and has a ton of trouble even getting up. But he is WAAAYYY better than he was! I am so thankful to still have him in my life!
I am trying to keep a positive outlook on all of this, and just push forward to get my shoulder fixed and get these suits done and out! Wish me luck!
On a lighter note, my Birthday is Tuesday the 12th! Yay! XD Anyone in the Nashville, TN area know of anything going on or have suggestions? Lemme know if you think of anything!
Also for anyone I met at MFF, it was so awesome to meet so many new people and see all the old faces I love so much! <3 Thank you for being who you all are and giving me the pleasure of even being a part of a moment in your lives! FWA is up next! :D Keep being you!! <3<3<3
If you have any questions or concerns, please note me!
Mid-Sept. I tore my rotator cuff in my dominant arm, and it has gotten incredibly worse since. I have been severely impaired and even need help showering and dressing everyday. I haven't had health insurance, and in order for me to just see my doctor it cost me $70, plus total costs of any tests or procedures. Because of that, I haven't been able to receive treatment yet. BUT as of Jan 1st I will finally have insurance and will be immediately seeking treatment and discussing surgical options. I will be working hard to get my shoulder fixed and back to normal! It needs to be fixed ASAP because its keeping me from working and doing every day things. The mobility of my arm is badly impaired, and constantly painful. But I am keeping positive!
For those of you that don't know what happens when someone tears their rotator cuff, it is extremely painful and you can't really lift, extend or pick anything up using your arm. Sometime it's downright impossible because it's the part that connects the muscle to your joint that's torn. Just some info in case you were interested. ^^
Quick update about my dad:
He is FINALLY home as of last week. He has been in and out of the hospital for issue after issue, and back and fourth between the hospital and the rehab facility. I won't go into crazy detail, but he is in pretty rough shape and has a ton of trouble even getting up. But he is WAAAYYY better than he was! I am so thankful to still have him in my life!
I am trying to keep a positive outlook on all of this, and just push forward to get my shoulder fixed and get these suits done and out! Wish me luck!
On a lighter note, my Birthday is Tuesday the 12th! Yay! XD Anyone in the Nashville, TN area know of anything going on or have suggestions? Lemme know if you think of anything!
Also for anyone I met at MFF, it was so awesome to meet so many new people and see all the old faces I love so much! <3 Thank you for being who you all are and giving me the pleasure of even being a part of a moment in your lives! FWA is up next! :D Keep being you!! <3<3<3
If you have any questions or concerns, please note me!
Update 8/25
Posted 8 years agoUpdate 8/25:
I've been in NJ now for 3.5 weeks and I still don't know when I'll be going home.. my dad's condition has drastically improved, but he isn't even close to going home yet.. he is still on the ventilator but it's now through a tracheotomy. He was finally stable enough to be transferred to a rehab facility in another hospital that specializes in taking people off respirators. The swelling is gone and he can finally move his fingers, arms, legs, etc. He can communicate better with mouthing the words and can even (sloppily) write on a little whiteboard. They are hoping to get him breathing on his own soon with on and off support from the ventilator. They have him exercising his limbs so he doesn't get even weaker while here. They tried to stand him up this morning, but he was just too weak. He may have to go to an in-patient physical therapy rehab facility after here.
Plus side: I get to see my brother who I haven't seen in like 14 years and my one sister who I haven't seen in about 3 years.
Being away from home and away from my boyfriend and animals for 3.5 weeks (so far) is taking a big toll on me.. I'm depressed, I'm lonely, and beyond stressed... not just about this, but I have NO way of having any income and I'm running out of money...i can't work on anything.. I can't even get a job here cuz I don't have a car.. thankfully my friend
comes to visit me on the weekends and keeps me somewhat sane..
So it goes without saying, ALL work is on complete hold until I can get home. No idea when that will be. I'm just glad that's he's doing so much better.
I will update you all again when I can. Of you have any questions or concerns, just let me know.
Thank you everyone for all your kind words and support.
I've been in NJ now for 3.5 weeks and I still don't know when I'll be going home.. my dad's condition has drastically improved, but he isn't even close to going home yet.. he is still on the ventilator but it's now through a tracheotomy. He was finally stable enough to be transferred to a rehab facility in another hospital that specializes in taking people off respirators. The swelling is gone and he can finally move his fingers, arms, legs, etc. He can communicate better with mouthing the words and can even (sloppily) write on a little whiteboard. They are hoping to get him breathing on his own soon with on and off support from the ventilator. They have him exercising his limbs so he doesn't get even weaker while here. They tried to stand him up this morning, but he was just too weak. He may have to go to an in-patient physical therapy rehab facility after here.
Plus side: I get to see my brother who I haven't seen in like 14 years and my one sister who I haven't seen in about 3 years.
Being away from home and away from my boyfriend and animals for 3.5 weeks (so far) is taking a big toll on me.. I'm depressed, I'm lonely, and beyond stressed... not just about this, but I have NO way of having any income and I'm running out of money...i can't work on anything.. I can't even get a job here cuz I don't have a car.. thankfully my friend
comes to visit me on the weekends and keeps me somewhat sane..So it goes without saying, ALL work is on complete hold until I can get home. No idea when that will be. I'm just glad that's he's doing so much better.
I will update you all again when I can. Of you have any questions or concerns, just let me know.
Thank you everyone for all your kind words and support.
Update ---Emergency Trip to NJ---
Posted 8 years agoJust want to post a quick update so you all know what's going on.
My condition as of a week and a half ago:
I was showing good improvement, thankfully. Still depressed, still dealing with bad anxiety, but much better than it was.
Now:
Last Tuesday I was woken up around 9:30am by my bf that came home from work. My mom had called him and said my dad was in the hospital and it wasn't looking good.. I called her back and found out my dad had an aortic aneurysm that tore and was being life flown to Jersey Shore Medical Center (a REALLY good hospital in NJ). We immediately started packing and took off on the long drive to NJ from central TN. Wednesday mornong we finally got to the hospital from our drive. Long story short, he is still sedated in a medically induced coma because of complications he's having.. They don't know when they will be able to wake up. Every time he did wake up, his blood pressure plummeted and had to be sedated again.. It's touch and go.. I don't know what's going to happen, nor do I know how long I will be in NJ for..... I will not be leaving here until he is awake and we KNOW he is ok...
All work (art and fursuits) is on hold u til further notice.. I'm sorry to do this, but I have no choice..we still don't even know if he will pull through........
If you have any questions or concerns, please note me...
Update 8-10
Just a fast update. My dad was awake today and responding to me!! He's still on the respirator so he cant talk, but he was looking right at me when I was talking to him and nodding and shaking his head to respond. I wanted to cry so fuckin hard! :""")))))) Today was a good day!
My condition as of a week and a half ago:
I was showing good improvement, thankfully. Still depressed, still dealing with bad anxiety, but much better than it was.
Now:
Last Tuesday I was woken up around 9:30am by my bf that came home from work. My mom had called him and said my dad was in the hospital and it wasn't looking good.. I called her back and found out my dad had an aortic aneurysm that tore and was being life flown to Jersey Shore Medical Center (a REALLY good hospital in NJ). We immediately started packing and took off on the long drive to NJ from central TN. Wednesday mornong we finally got to the hospital from our drive. Long story short, he is still sedated in a medically induced coma because of complications he's having.. They don't know when they will be able to wake up. Every time he did wake up, his blood pressure plummeted and had to be sedated again.. It's touch and go.. I don't know what's going to happen, nor do I know how long I will be in NJ for..... I will not be leaving here until he is awake and we KNOW he is ok...
All work (art and fursuits) is on hold u til further notice.. I'm sorry to do this, but I have no choice..we still don't even know if he will pull through........
If you have any questions or concerns, please note me...
Update 8-10
Just a fast update. My dad was awake today and responding to me!! He's still on the respirator so he cant talk, but he was looking right at me when I was talking to him and nodding and shaking his head to respond. I wanted to cry so fuckin hard! :""")))))) Today was a good day!
Update on My Condition
Posted 8 years ago________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
First update journal 7/6:
I am finally able to write an update..
For the past month I have been going through the (mentally) hardest time of my entire life.. It all started from severe side effects from a medication I was on. I have been going through hell since.. I haven't been able to feel happiness since the day before we left Reno, NV (BLFC). I have tried everything.. for a few weeks I couldn't physically function right due to one of the symptoms: Mobile and Cognitive Impairment.. I was horribly depressed and unable to do even the simplest tasks. It was incredibly difficult to even take a shower. That finally wore off, but the depression stayed and got worse, along with my separation anxiety, all of my anxiety really. I was having hysterical crying spells 3-5 times a day, unable to do anything but curl up on the couch deep in my depression. I couldn't handle being alone. Every time My bf went to bed, I would cry and feel like my heart was breaking.. I STILL do... my depression improved a small amount, but is still incredibly bad. I have trouble doing simple things around the house. I can't handle even the smallest amount of pressure or stress.. I cry myself to sleep every night.. I spoke to my doctor and she is even recommending in-patient treatment... that is how bad I am.. This depression is truly crippling.... I'm terrified I'll never feel happiness again.....
Before anyone asks, no, I am not suicidal, thankfully. My doctor obviously took me off the meds with the side effects. She has no idea why this is happening for so long. They are doing a DNA test to see if I metabolize medication poorly, because that would explain a LOT.
___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
Current Update:
This is just an update on my condition.
It hasn't improved much at all since the last update.. I started to see some improvement for a few days last week but then Thursday came. I had to see the case manager for a yearly financial update. She was a cold, heartless bitch.. judging me the whole time, ask an inappropriate question and kept bring it up. Meanwhile I am crying horribly because I was terrified that my visit cost was gonna go up because of how much my bf makes. She obviously didn't give a shit about me one bit... She finally got all the forms done and told me the amount like it was nothing... visits went from $20 to $70.. as soon as she told me I broke down; crying even harder than I already was.. she wasn't sympathetic in any way whatsoever.. I left crying hysterically through the office and into a waiting room to get my meds refilled.. I just sat in the corner trying to cry quietly.. I finally left and sat in my car crying hysterically for like a half hour, continuing the whole way home.. I cried the entire day... Suddenly what progress I had made was instantly gone and I even got worse than I was... I cried on and off every day since.. Saturday we had to run the TN Furbowl (50+ people) and my anxiety was going nuts.. I had to force myself to keep it together. That lasted half the night.. the following night I cried for about two hours before I was able to calm down enough to sleep... I've been rough since.. I saw my doctor yesterday and she still recommends in-patient care, but I am doing everything I can to avoid it coming to that.. Cried the whole visit..After the visit I talked to someone about how unprofessional she was and how she treated me.
I feel a very little bit better today, but still very depressed and anxious.. My anxiety is pretty bad right now.. I haven't been able to work for the last month and a half and it has been eating away at me...All this has been a living nightmare...I just wanna feel like myself again..
NEW UPDATE 9/19:
I got a call from my doctor's nurse with more bad news... Remember that important DNA test I was gonna have done? Well they won't help with the cost one bit because how much my bf makes....So she gave me the cost of the test.... $1,750.. So I can't even have that done....wonderful...
I will be reposting this on all my other accounts.
If you have any questions or concerns, please note me..
First update journal 7/6:
I am finally able to write an update..
For the past month I have been going through the (mentally) hardest time of my entire life.. It all started from severe side effects from a medication I was on. I have been going through hell since.. I haven't been able to feel happiness since the day before we left Reno, NV (BLFC). I have tried everything.. for a few weeks I couldn't physically function right due to one of the symptoms: Mobile and Cognitive Impairment.. I was horribly depressed and unable to do even the simplest tasks. It was incredibly difficult to even take a shower. That finally wore off, but the depression stayed and got worse, along with my separation anxiety, all of my anxiety really. I was having hysterical crying spells 3-5 times a day, unable to do anything but curl up on the couch deep in my depression. I couldn't handle being alone. Every time My bf went to bed, I would cry and feel like my heart was breaking.. I STILL do... my depression improved a small amount, but is still incredibly bad. I have trouble doing simple things around the house. I can't handle even the smallest amount of pressure or stress.. I cry myself to sleep every night.. I spoke to my doctor and she is even recommending in-patient treatment... that is how bad I am.. This depression is truly crippling.... I'm terrified I'll never feel happiness again.....
Before anyone asks, no, I am not suicidal, thankfully. My doctor obviously took me off the meds with the side effects. She has no idea why this is happening for so long. They are doing a DNA test to see if I metabolize medication poorly, because that would explain a LOT.
___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
Current Update:
This is just an update on my condition.
It hasn't improved much at all since the last update.. I started to see some improvement for a few days last week but then Thursday came. I had to see the case manager for a yearly financial update. She was a cold, heartless bitch.. judging me the whole time, ask an inappropriate question and kept bring it up. Meanwhile I am crying horribly because I was terrified that my visit cost was gonna go up because of how much my bf makes. She obviously didn't give a shit about me one bit... She finally got all the forms done and told me the amount like it was nothing... visits went from $20 to $70.. as soon as she told me I broke down; crying even harder than I already was.. she wasn't sympathetic in any way whatsoever.. I left crying hysterically through the office and into a waiting room to get my meds refilled.. I just sat in the corner trying to cry quietly.. I finally left and sat in my car crying hysterically for like a half hour, continuing the whole way home.. I cried the entire day... Suddenly what progress I had made was instantly gone and I even got worse than I was... I cried on and off every day since.. Saturday we had to run the TN Furbowl (50+ people) and my anxiety was going nuts.. I had to force myself to keep it together. That lasted half the night.. the following night I cried for about two hours before I was able to calm down enough to sleep... I've been rough since.. I saw my doctor yesterday and she still recommends in-patient care, but I am doing everything I can to avoid it coming to that.. Cried the whole visit..After the visit I talked to someone about how unprofessional she was and how she treated me.
I feel a very little bit better today, but still very depressed and anxious.. My anxiety is pretty bad right now.. I haven't been able to work for the last month and a half and it has been eating away at me...All this has been a living nightmare...I just wanna feel like myself again..
NEW UPDATE 9/19:
I got a call from my doctor's nurse with more bad news... Remember that important DNA test I was gonna have done? Well they won't help with the cost one bit because how much my bf makes....So she gave me the cost of the test.... $1,750.. So I can't even have that done....wonderful...
I will be reposting this on all my other accounts.
If you have any questions or concerns, please note me..
VERY Important Life Update
Posted 8 years agoI am finally able to write an update..
For the past month I have been going through the (mentally) hardest time of my entire life.. It all started from severe side effects from a medication I was on. I have been going through hell since.. I haven't been able to feel happiness since the day before we left Reno, NV (BLFC). I have tried everything.. for a few weeks I couldn't physically function right due to one of the symptoms: Mobile and Cognitive Impairment.. I was horribly depressed and unable to do even the simplest tasks. It was incredibly difficult to even take a shower. That finally wore off, but the depression stayed and got worse, along with my separation anxiety, all of my anxiety really. I was having hysterical crying spells 3-5 times a day, unable to do anything but curl up on the couch deep in my depression. I couldn't handle being alone. Every time My bf went to bed, I would cry and feel like my heart was breaking.. I STILL do... my depression improved a small amount, but is still incredibly bad. I have trouble doing simple things around the house. I can't handle even the smallest amount of pressure or stress.. I cry myself to sleep every night.. I spoke to my doctor and she is even recommending in-patient treatment... that is how bad I am.. This depression is truly crippling.... I'm terrified I'll never feel happiness again.....
Before anyone asks, no, I am not suicidal, thankfully. My doctor obviously took me off the meds with the side effects. She has no idea why this is happening for so long. They are doing a DNA test to see if I metabolize medication poorly, because that would explain a LOT.
I will be reposting this on all my other accounts.
If you have any questions or concerns, please note me..
NO AC FOR ME
Posted 8 years agoI am just letting you know that for the first time since 2008, i will be missing Anthrocon... This would have been my tenth year.. We wanted to try BLFC and we had to give it up... I don't think I'll be giving up AC again.. it already hurts..
But to let you know, I will NOT be at Anthrocon this year... Please have some extra fun for me.
But to let you know, I will NOT be at Anthrocon this year... Please have some extra fun for me.
BLFC Meme
Posted 8 years agoWhere are you staying?
Main hotel!
Who are you staying with?
and our friend Xan
Day of arrival/Departure?
Tuesday - Tuesday
Transportation?
Flying!
Who will you hang with during the convention?
As many people as I can!
How can I find you?
I'm 4'11" so look down. ;) haha I have a lot of piercings in my face. That's how a lot of people pick me out of a crowd! I will also (hopefully) be in the Artist Alley!!
Are you cliquey?
Nope, I like everyone!
Will you be suiting?
Hell yeah!!
What’s your gender?
Genderfluid (bio-female)
Are you taken? Are you looking for a mate?
Taken, but Semi-open Poly (Please be respectful. That doesn't mean its a free-for-all.
How tall are you?
4'11"
Can I talk to you?
Hell yeah!! I love meeting and talking to new people!
Can I touch you?
Please ask. Hugs ok, but more is saved for close friends.
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs, please ask first. Snuggles are reserved for close friends.
Can I visit your room?
Only if you are invited.
Are you nice?
I have been told I am!
Will you draw/do badges/do trades?
Yup! Hopefully I'll be in the AA! (Ask about trades. usually I don't, but you never know!)
Are you going to any panels/shows/dances/competitions?
I'm not too sure yet. I would like to get something together for TN Furs. Maybe dancy things!
Can I give you stuff?
Sure, why not?? XD
Do you smoke/do drugs/drink/vape?
No. I do vape but not too often. Please be respectful of it.
Can I buy you a drink?
Yes please!! <3
Will you be going to parties?
Most likely. :P
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Just come right up to me! I try not to bite! XD Yell "Clem", "ClemFox", "Clementine", "small orange thing", etc. haha
What/where will you be eating?
Lots of places!
Can I come with you for food/fun?
Only if you are invited. Please do NOT invite yourself.. I have had dates ruined because someone decided to just follow us and invite themselves.. rude.
Can I take your picture?
In suit, sure! Out, please ask first!
What’s your goal this year?
To have fun, see people, suit a bunch, hopefully make some money, and did I mention HAVE FUN?!? :DDDDDDDD I have never been to Nevada so I wanna explore lots too!!
Any other things your curious about? Feel free to comment! <3 See you all there!!!!
Main hotel!
Who are you staying with?
and our friend XanDay of arrival/Departure?
Tuesday - Tuesday
Transportation?
Flying!
Who will you hang with during the convention?
As many people as I can!
How can I find you?
I'm 4'11" so look down. ;) haha I have a lot of piercings in my face. That's how a lot of people pick me out of a crowd! I will also (hopefully) be in the Artist Alley!!
Are you cliquey?
Nope, I like everyone!
Will you be suiting?
Hell yeah!!
What’s your gender?
Genderfluid (bio-female)
Are you taken? Are you looking for a mate?
Taken, but Semi-open Poly (Please be respectful. That doesn't mean its a free-for-all.
How tall are you?
4'11"
Can I talk to you?
Hell yeah!! I love meeting and talking to new people!
Can I touch you?
Please ask. Hugs ok, but more is saved for close friends.
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs, please ask first. Snuggles are reserved for close friends.
Can I visit your room?
Only if you are invited.
Are you nice?
I have been told I am!
Will you draw/do badges/do trades?
Yup! Hopefully I'll be in the AA! (Ask about trades. usually I don't, but you never know!)
Are you going to any panels/shows/dances/competitions?
I'm not too sure yet. I would like to get something together for TN Furs. Maybe dancy things!
Can I give you stuff?
Sure, why not?? XD
Do you smoke/do drugs/drink/vape?
No. I do vape but not too often. Please be respectful of it.
Can I buy you a drink?
Yes please!! <3
Will you be going to parties?
Most likely. :P
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Just come right up to me! I try not to bite! XD Yell "Clem", "ClemFox", "Clementine", "small orange thing", etc. haha
What/where will you be eating?
Lots of places!
Can I come with you for food/fun?
Only if you are invited. Please do NOT invite yourself.. I have had dates ruined because someone decided to just follow us and invite themselves.. rude.
Can I take your picture?
In suit, sure! Out, please ask first!
What’s your goal this year?
To have fun, see people, suit a bunch, hopefully make some money, and did I mention HAVE FUN?!? :DDDDDDDD I have never been to Nevada so I wanna explore lots too!!
Any other things your curious about? Feel free to comment! <3 See you all there!!!!
FWA 2017 Meme!!
Posted 8 years agoWhere are you staying?
Main hotel!
Who are you staying with?
, 
, 
Day of arrival/Departure?
Wed. evening/night - Monday sometime
Transportation?
Driving!
Who will you hang with during the convention?
As many people as I can!
How can I find you?
I'm 4'11" so look down. ;) haha I have a lot of piercings in my face. That's how a lot of people pick me out of a crowd! I will also (hopefully) be in the Artist Alley!!
Are you cliquey?
Nope, I like everyone!
Will you be suiting?
Hell yeah!!
What’s your gender?
Genderfluid (bio-female)
Are you taken? Are you looking for a mate?
Taken, but Semi-open Poly (Please be respectful. That doesn't mean its a free-for-all.
How tall are you?
4'11"
Can I talk to you?
Hell yeah!! I love meeting and talking to new people!
Can I touch you?
Please ask. Hugs ok, but more is saved for close friends.
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs, please ask first. Snuggles are reserved for close friends.
Can I visit your room?
Only if you are invited.
Are you nice?
I have been told I am!
Will you draw/do badges/do trades?
Yup! Hopefully I'll be in the AA! (Ask about trades. usually I don't)
Are you going to any panels/shows/dances/competitions?
I am hosting a TN Furs Panel on Friday with my other half. I will also be attending a couple panels and dance comp/floorwars, plus the dances! :D
Can I give you stuff?
Sure, why not?? XD
Do you smoke/do drugs/drink/vape?
No. I do vape but not too often. Please be respectful of it.
Can I buy you a drink?
Yes please!! <3
Will you be going to parties?
Most likely. :P
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Just come right up to me! I try not to bite! XD Yell "Clem", "ClemFox", "Clementine", "small orange thing", etc. haha
What/where will you be eating?
Lots of places!
Can I come with you for food/fun?
Only if you are invited. Please do NOT invite yourself.. I have had dates ruined because someone decided to just follow us and invite themselves.. rude.
Can I take your picture?
In suit, sure! Out, please ask first!
What’s your goal this year?
To have fun, see people, suit a bunch, hopefully make some money, and did I mention HAVE FUN?!? :DDDDDDDD
Any other things your curious about? Feel free to comment! <3 See you all there!!!!
Main hotel!
Who are you staying with?
, 
, 
Day of arrival/Departure?
Wed. evening/night - Monday sometime
Transportation?
Driving!
Who will you hang with during the convention?
As many people as I can!
How can I find you?
I'm 4'11" so look down. ;) haha I have a lot of piercings in my face. That's how a lot of people pick me out of a crowd! I will also (hopefully) be in the Artist Alley!!
Are you cliquey?
Nope, I like everyone!
Will you be suiting?
Hell yeah!!
What’s your gender?
Genderfluid (bio-female)
Are you taken? Are you looking for a mate?
Taken, but Semi-open Poly (Please be respectful. That doesn't mean its a free-for-all.
How tall are you?
4'11"
Can I talk to you?
Hell yeah!! I love meeting and talking to new people!
Can I touch you?
Please ask. Hugs ok, but more is saved for close friends.
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs, please ask first. Snuggles are reserved for close friends.
Can I visit your room?
Only if you are invited.
Are you nice?
I have been told I am!
Will you draw/do badges/do trades?
Yup! Hopefully I'll be in the AA! (Ask about trades. usually I don't)
Are you going to any panels/shows/dances/competitions?
I am hosting a TN Furs Panel on Friday with my other half
. I will also be attending a couple panels and dance comp/floorwars, plus the dances! :DCan I give you stuff?
Sure, why not?? XD
Do you smoke/do drugs/drink/vape?
No. I do vape but not too often. Please be respectful of it.
Can I buy you a drink?
Yes please!! <3
Will you be going to parties?
Most likely. :P
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Just come right up to me! I try not to bite! XD Yell "Clem", "ClemFox", "Clementine", "small orange thing", etc. haha
What/where will you be eating?
Lots of places!
Can I come with you for food/fun?
Only if you are invited. Please do NOT invite yourself.. I have had dates ruined because someone decided to just follow us and invite themselves.. rude.
Can I take your picture?
In suit, sure! Out, please ask first!
What’s your goal this year?
To have fun, see people, suit a bunch, hopefully make some money, and did I mention HAVE FUN?!? :DDDDDDDD
Any other things your curious about? Feel free to comment! <3 See you all there!!!!
|---|---|--- Friend Needs Help! Hospitalized!! ---|---|---|
Posted 8 years agoPlease go here for more information:
https://www.facebook.com/Clementine.....90818237686896
Donate/Share!! https://www.gofundme.com/car-accide.....-plea-for-help
STREAMING!
Posted 8 years ago*-----> TN Furs Panel @ MFF!! <-----*
Posted 9 years agoAttention those attending MFF!!
My Boyfriend (Aisu) and I (Clementine) are hosting a TN Furs panel on Friday at 3pm! There will be a few people representing different parts of the state. We are representing Middle TN, our group being Central TN Furs. Troubleshep is representing the East (Knoxville), and Leone aka KJ is representing the West (Memphis). All TN furs and surrounding states are welcome!
MFF Meme!!
Posted 9 years agoWho are you staying with?
With some awesome fuckin people!!
What days are you attending?
Wed. - Mon.
How are you traveling?
Driving!
How is the best way to find you?
You can't miss me! but I /am/ 4'11" so I may be hiding behind something. ;) I'll also be in the Artist Alley, so come see me!! I'll be selling badges, some horse tails, patches, and maybe some blanks!
Are there any panels you might be attending?
I am running a TN Furs panel along with! Other than that, I'm sure there will be some others. lol
What do you look like?
Short, piercings, tattoos, mostly shaved head, and I'll post a pic soon!
Will you be suiting?
YAAASSSSS!! I'll be wearing Clementine of course!
Do you do trades?
Sometimes. Feel free to ask, but the answer is usually "no". I really need to make money to cover the cost of a new computer.
Do you do badges?
Yes I doooo!!
What is your gender?
Genderfluid
How tall are you?
4'11"
Can I talk to you?
Hell yeah you can! I LOVE meeting new people!!
Can I touch you?
Depends on how.. lol Nothing inappropriate unless you are a VERY close friend..or I start it.. >.>
Can I visit your room?
If you are invited, sure!
Can I buy you drinks?
PLEEEAAASSSEEEE!! <3
Can I give you stuff?
Hell yeah, you can!
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs, sure! Please ask first! Snuggling is reserved for some ;)
Are you nice?
I've been told I am, and strive to be!! Just don't fuck with the people I care about. ;) haha
Do you have an artist table?
YAAASS Come buy badges n shit!!!
Will you be going to parties?
Yes I will! :D
Will you be performing?
I wish!
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Yell "Clem", "Clementine", "ClemFox", "Tequila Fennec", or even "small orange thing"! Don't be afraid to come right up to me!
Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
Artist Alley, and all over with my amazing peoples!! <333
What/where will you be eating?
Gonna get some Filipino food, but other than that, noooooo idea.
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
If you are invited. Please do not invite yourself!
Can I look in your sketchbook?
Ask first! Unless its at my AA table :P
Can I take your picture?
Sure! If I'm out of suit, please ask first!
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
To make money to pay off my computer parts, to fursuit, and of course to spend LOTS of time with all my friends!! Also to have a successful TN Furs Panel!
With some awesome fuckin people!!
What days are you attending?
Wed. - Mon.
How are you traveling?
Driving!
How is the best way to find you?
You can't miss me! but I /am/ 4'11" so I may be hiding behind something. ;) I'll also be in the Artist Alley, so come see me!! I'll be selling badges, some horse tails, patches, and maybe some blanks!
Are there any panels you might be attending?
I am running a TN Furs panel along with
! Other than that, I'm sure there will be some others. lolWhat do you look like?
Short, piercings, tattoos, mostly shaved head, and I'll post a pic soon!
Will you be suiting?
YAAASSSSS!! I'll be wearing Clementine of course!
Do you do trades?
Sometimes. Feel free to ask, but the answer is usually "no". I really need to make money to cover the cost of a new computer.
Do you do badges?
Yes I doooo!!
What is your gender?
Genderfluid
How tall are you?
4'11"
Can I talk to you?
Hell yeah you can! I LOVE meeting new people!!
Can I touch you?
Depends on how.. lol Nothing inappropriate unless you are a VERY close friend..or I start it.. >.>
Can I visit your room?
If you are invited, sure!
Can I buy you drinks?
PLEEEAAASSSEEEE!! <3
Can I give you stuff?
Hell yeah, you can!
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs, sure! Please ask first! Snuggling is reserved for some ;)
Are you nice?
I've been told I am, and strive to be!! Just don't fuck with the people I care about. ;) haha
Do you have an artist table?
YAAASS Come buy badges n shit!!!
Will you be going to parties?
Yes I will! :D
Will you be performing?
I wish!
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Yell "Clem", "Clementine", "ClemFox", "Tequila Fennec", or even "small orange thing"! Don't be afraid to come right up to me!
Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
Artist Alley, and all over with my amazing peoples!! <333
What/where will you be eating?
Gonna get some Filipino food, but other than that, noooooo idea.
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
If you are invited. Please do not invite yourself!
Can I look in your sketchbook?
Ask first! Unless its at my AA table :P
Can I take your picture?
Sure! If I'm out of suit, please ask first!
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
To make money to pay off my computer parts, to fursuit, and of course to spend LOTS of time with all my friends!! Also to have a successful TN Furs Panel!
Wondering anything else? Feel free to ask in the comments!! <3Fangcon!
Posted 9 years agoSEE YOU ALL THERE!!!!
---> Need a room for Fangcon?? <---
Posted 9 years agoAre you attending Fangcon and need a room?? Please comment here, note, or any way you can contact me ASAP!!
----------| Other Places To Find Me!! |----------
Posted 9 years agoThese are some other places you can find me!
https://beta.furrynetwork.com/clementine/
https://www.weasyl.com/~clementine
https://www.weasyl.com/~fruitsuitcreations
https://twitter.com/ClemFox_
https://twitter.com/FruitSuits
https://www.facebook.com/ClementineFox
http://ask.fm/ClemFox
FruitSuitCreations.com
Telegram: I keep it personal. Ask, but please don't be offended if I say it is for personal use.
Any others you wanna ask about? Comment below! I don't think I'm missing any XD
https://beta.furrynetwork.com/clementine/
https://www.weasyl.com/~clementine
https://www.weasyl.com/~fruitsuitcreations
https://twitter.com/ClemFox_
https://twitter.com/FruitSuits
https://www.facebook.com/ClementineFox
http://ask.fm/ClemFox
FruitSuitCreations.com
Telegram: I keep it personal. Ask, but please don't be offended if I say it is for personal use.
Any others you wanna ask about? Comment below! I don't think I'm missing any XD
Check This Out!!
Posted 9 years agoSo I am trying to get these Copics so I can share them with all my friends! They are such expensive markers, and I know a lot of people can't afford them. I really wanna give them a chance to get to use them!
Go Enter here!! https://copicmarkertutorials.com/gi.....y/?lucky=96971
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Posted 9 years agoCheck out this AMAZING Artist!!
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GO WATCH HER NOW!!!!!
FWA MEME!!!!
Posted 9 years agoFurry Weekend Atlanta 2016
Transportation:
Wheelchair
Staying:
Main Hotel!
Arrival/Departure:
Thursday-Monday
Roomate(s):
Description
Short fucker with a lot of metal in my face.
Art propaganda:
Hopefully doing Artist Alley doing badges!
Fursuit(s):
Clementine! http://www.fruitsuitcreations.com/#.....1gh9/image13nq
Who you hang with:
n soooooooo many more!!!!Main purpose for attending:
EVERYTHING.
Where you usually eat:
All different places. I LOOOOVE the asian across from Metro Cafe! <3
Parties:
YES. Tequila.
Sleep/get up:
That isn't something that could be planned at a con. XD
To get my attention:
Come up to me! I love meeting new people! Or you can yell "Clem" "Clementine" "small orange thing" or "hey short fucker!!" XD
How far is too far:
Um..contact? well don't touch me inappropriately if i don't know you well. ask before hugging me and don't lift me!
Can I dance with you:
I don't really dance "with" people. lol but i dance silly with close friends.
Can I talk to you?
Of course!!
Can I touch you ?
Ask first, but nothin creepy..
Can I visit your room?
Only if you are invited.
Can I buy you a drink?
Sure! :D I'm gonna be pretty broke.
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Ask first for hugs, but snuggles are reserved for close friends ^^
Are you nice?
Been told i am ^^
Do you have an artist table?
Hopefully i'll be in the Artist Alley doin badges!
Will you be going to parties?
Our room is gonna be the party! XD but maybe ;)
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
As long as you are invited! Please don't just follow without asking. We may be on a date. I have had that happen..
Can I take your picture?
In suit, sure! Don't be afraid to ask! Out of suit, please ask!
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
To have as much fun as I can with the people I love! <3
Art Stuff:
Gonna have my tablet n traditional art stuff with me!
What Events/Panels will you be attending?
Dancing things, dances, not sure what else but i normally don't do panels :P
ANYONE HAVING A WALKING DEAD SEASON FINALE PARTY?!?!?
Rules of engagement:
Ask to hug. DO NOT LIFT ME. I have a bad back injury n you could really hurt me..
How far is too far:
Don't be racist, sexist, prejudiced, rude, violent, creepy, or inappropriate n I won't punch you.
Can I buy you things:
Why not? XD Again, i'm gonna be pretty broke. >.<
Best communication medium to reach you:
Telegram if you know it
Facebook: Clementine Fox
Phone if you have it
Email: fruitsuitcreations[at]gmail.com
Any other questions? Just ask!!
JBadger Hospital Update
Posted 9 years agoUpdate on 
's hospitalization:
Ok so I had about an hour-long phone call with JBadger tonight. Someone started a rumor of him on his death bed due to "terminal cancer". This is not true. That means that there's no hope. He is fighting a rare, aggressive cancer, but there is some little hope for him. He is still in an extremely dangerous situation. There's actually a mass in his chest that is pressing on his heart. He can't stand or walk or he could collapse n his heart could stop. They are going to do aggressive radiation treatment to try n shrink the tumor. He has little chance to get through this, but it is better than none at all.
Please have him in your thoughts n prayers.
's hospitalization:Ok so I had about an hour-long phone call with JBadger tonight. Someone started a rumor of him on his death bed due to "terminal cancer". This is not true. That means that there's no hope. He is fighting a rare, aggressive cancer, but there is some little hope for him. He is still in an extremely dangerous situation. There's actually a mass in his chest that is pressing on his heart. He can't stand or walk or he could collapse n his heart could stop. They are going to do aggressive radiation treatment to try n shrink the tumor. He has little chance to get through this, but it is better than none at all.
Please have him in your thoughts n prayers.
Blank n Health Update!!
Posted 10 years agoPlease go here to read the update!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7211697/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7211697/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7211697/
IMPORTANT!! RE: Updates & anti-depressants PLEASE READ!!!
Posted 10 years agoThe following is extremely important. Please read...
Doctors urge you to NEVER abruptly stop taking your meds n to take them as directed. Get your meds filled BEFORE you run out. This is all extremely important to know. I knew about these responsibilities, but i learned the hard way what it can actually do to you.... I made the mistake last week n forgot to refill my anti-depressant (Paxil 40mg/day) right before the weekend n ended up being off them for about 5-6 days.. I cannot even begin to explain the horror that i have been experiencing these past 4 days.. The thoughts in my head..the things i wanted to do to myself... i can't even go into detail.. it's impossible to explain.. I almost went to the hospital.. I've been having psychotic episodes on n off for these 4 days.. i have scared myself to the point of almost calling hotlines for help.. i have never felt this in my entire life but i didnt know why this was happening or who could even help.. i didnt wanna contact friends or family because i didnt want to scare them.. because i myself was terrified.. i wanted to hurt myself.. i wanted to flip tables n just hit something hard.. i scratched at my skin n pulled my hair..I couldn't even see straight.. i am extremely lucky that i didnt try to kill myself..
With that, I urge you...i beg you... do not EVER stop or let your friends/family stop taking their meds abruptly.. That label on the bottle is on there for a reason.. TAKE THEM AS DIRECTED. DO NOT ABRUPTLY STOP TAKING THEM....
From personal experience, you don't ever want to... It is just too dangerous...
I am slowly getting better. I finally got them to fill my meds today. I'm still not stable, but in no way am i as bad as earlier when i was having a psychotic episode in the grocery store...I am slowly getting back to normal but it will be probably at least a week before i feel normal again. I apologize that i havent been posting, havent been talkative, or very responsive.. Don't worry, I am ok. There is no need to message me panicked wondering if im ok as it will make it worse. Thank you everyone for your concern n support. I also want to thank the very few that talked n helped me through this...you know who you are, n i just couldnt have made it without you...I love you all...
Feel free to share n help others become aware.
Update: I have my meds now n it has been 24 hours since i started it again. I am still very unstable, but the psychotic episodes are becoming less extreme. I am trying my best to keep it under control n to get better.. thank you all for your love and concern.
An Important Update From FSC!!!!
Posted 10 years agoThis is a quick update to all customers n watchers!!
Tomorrow morning i leave for my 2-week long visit to NJ to see my family (4th-17th). I am bringing some things that i can on work there. I was going to take all the materials to recast all the head blanks I owe but i cant fly all those chemicals with me... I will have to get them all done after the 17th.
I sincerely n deeply apologize for all the delays. It is all due to things that i cannot control, but i assure you that i am making sure that you all get the quality you deserve. i refuse to send anyone sub-par work. I strive to make items worth the time that customers wait. for all of those that are waiting on blanks, i will be doing something special for you all as a thank you n apology for the delays!
If you need to contact me, please email me at fruitsuitcreations [at] gmail [dot] com
Thank you for your incredible patience!
