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Broken Arm, broken healthcare system, broken muse
Posted 5 months agoHey, folks.
I've been focusing on doing things to materially make my life better. I rearranged my living space to be much cleaner and I got a new desk with dedicated space for my tablet in an effort to move on from the deaths of family members and focus back on my craft. I also had a chance to meet my partner, Hex.
Unfortunately, when I did, I did trip, fall, and break my non-dominant arm. this has made doing much at my desk very annoying. thankfully, it's not a particularly bad fracture and I won't need surgery, but getting further coverage to see an orthopedist and get therapy has been... challenging.
there's also anxiety about comms I've failed to do, and dworking the courage back up to stream. I'm... I'm a mess.
Hopefully I'll find it in me to get some stuff done. I just have had so much going on and my muse has not been up to the task to move me.
I've been focusing on doing things to materially make my life better. I rearranged my living space to be much cleaner and I got a new desk with dedicated space for my tablet in an effort to move on from the deaths of family members and focus back on my craft. I also had a chance to meet my partner, Hex.
Unfortunately, when I did, I did trip, fall, and break my non-dominant arm. this has made doing much at my desk very annoying. thankfully, it's not a particularly bad fracture and I won't need surgery, but getting further coverage to see an orthopedist and get therapy has been... challenging.
there's also anxiety about comms I've failed to do, and dworking the courage back up to stream. I'm... I'm a mess.
Hopefully I'll find it in me to get some stuff done. I just have had so much going on and my muse has not been up to the task to move me.
TwitterX deactivated
Posted a year agoyeahno, Elon Musk doesn't get to train grok on my work.
https://bsky.app/profile/wishyafter.....rk.bsky.social
this is where I was starting to post my sketchy shit anyhow. I'll... try and go through and get some old PWYW sketches uploaded elsewhere at some point.
Right now, uh... my life is at a particularly stressful point.
https://bsky.app/profile/wishyafter.....rk.bsky.social
this is where I was starting to post my sketchy shit anyhow. I'll... try and go through and get some old PWYW sketches uploaded elsewhere at some point.
Right now, uh... my life is at a particularly stressful point.
Eulogy
Posted a year agoThis isn't going to be long, because... I don't think I'm much qualified to speak on the life of Sean P. Piche.
What I am qualified to speak on is the ideals that Dragoneer stood for, the fury I feel for his death to the American healthcare system, and... what having this place for so long has meant for me.
even if I'm just a brick in the mural of creativity that is this place, I'm glad to have my place here. I'm thankful that someone who cares so much for this community put his everything into making sure this place remained the free, largely sanitized but artist forward webspace that it always has been.
that... that last Bluesky post of Dragoneer's is so chilling... that saddled with debt as he was, he was given no choice in the matter, no option to continue his stalwart stewardship of the furry fandom, and... it really puts into perspective just how much we dance upon the knife's edge.
What I am qualified to speak on is the ideals that Dragoneer stood for, the fury I feel for his death to the American healthcare system, and... what having this place for so long has meant for me.
even if I'm just a brick in the mural of creativity that is this place, I'm glad to have my place here. I'm thankful that someone who cares so much for this community put his everything into making sure this place remained the free, largely sanitized but artist forward webspace that it always has been.
that... that last Bluesky post of Dragoneer's is so chilling... that saddled with debt as he was, he was given no choice in the matter, no option to continue his stalwart stewardship of the furry fandom, and... it really puts into perspective just how much we dance upon the knife's edge.
Bluesky
Posted 2 years agoTwitter Dead, Cohost starting
Posted 2 years agohttps://cohost.org/WishyWashy
Gonna be trying my hand at cohost, but... maaaaaaaaaaaaaan. :/ why does 2023 have to be the year the internet breaks down?
Gonna be trying my hand at cohost, but... maaaaaaaaaaaaaan. :/ why does 2023 have to be the year the internet breaks down?
Furaffinity's May 19th internal policy update.
Posted 2 years agoI consider my furaffinity an archive of my artistic journey from the dawn of my adulthood until now, a place where my art has been given to the internet, set in stone until link rot claims it.
I have not nor will I EVER want minors to come unto harm, sexually or otherwise. I'm pretty sure a vast majority of Furaffinity users feel the same way.
In the interest of keeping my gallery the archive that I consider it to be, I will calmly wait until July the 1st. If FA staff come knocking and suspend this account or want to remove any works they feel are in violation of this change? So be it. That is their prerogative to moderate the content on their website.
I personally feel that this change makes Furaffinity poorer for the experience. Rival platforms of ill repute will have everything to gain as they gain a user base of people who just wanna depict shortstack characters or cutesy characters.
I hope that this isn't an ironclad stance the moderation team isn't willing to budge on.
I have not nor will I EVER want minors to come unto harm, sexually or otherwise. I'm pretty sure a vast majority of Furaffinity users feel the same way.
In the interest of keeping my gallery the archive that I consider it to be, I will calmly wait until July the 1st. If FA staff come knocking and suspend this account or want to remove any works they feel are in violation of this change? So be it. That is their prerogative to moderate the content on their website.
I personally feel that this change makes Furaffinity poorer for the experience. Rival platforms of ill repute will have everything to gain as they gain a user base of people who just wanna depict shortstack characters or cutesy characters.
I hope that this isn't an ironclad stance the moderation team isn't willing to budge on.
New beginnings
Posted 2 years agoSo... I took my first dose of my HRT meds today, so... It's official! I'm transitioning! :D
they done took my friggin' kidney!
Posted 2 years agosomething something candy mountain and magical liopleurodon.
But yes, Hi. I'm a survivor and recovering from surgery. I'll know if I'm in full remission by the end of April. :)
But yes, Hi. I'm a survivor and recovering from surgery. I'll know if I'm in full remission by the end of April. :)
Or my surgeon could be on vacation on the 31st of march.
Posted 2 years ago... Yup! Surgery bumped to April 7th.
Update to the cancer situation
Posted 2 years agoMy surgery will be on March 31st! I'll be getting my left kidney removed and be in the hospital for most of that day and April 1st, but I'll try and give folks updates! at that point, they will be able to do tests on the removed kidney to know how far the cancer has advanced and if I'll need to do anything else related to that. the surgeon seems to think that for someone as young as I am that I probably don't have as much to worry about and that there's about a 20% chance it's not even cancer at all.
in the meantime, I'll be needing to do several things to prepare for the surgery, but I should have those handled lickety split.
in the meantime, I'll be needing to do several things to prepare for the surgery, but I should have those handled lickety split.
I came out as Trans to my parents.
Posted 2 years agoIt went surprisingly well! After being so cripplingly afraid... the weight of the world is off my shoulders.
I just gotta... y'know, beat cancer!
I just gotta... y'know, beat cancer!
I hate that patriotism has been beaten out of me.
Posted 3 years agoI just... I can't.
https://www.nbcchicago.com/news/loc.....-area/2872781/
I can't feel proud of a crumbling democracy that is sliding towards theocracy, that wants women bare-foot in the kitchen pregnant, who doesn't want people like myself and my friends to exist.
I can't.
https://www.nbcchicago.com/news/loc.....-area/2872781/
I can't feel proud of a crumbling democracy that is sliding towards theocracy, that wants women bare-foot in the kitchen pregnant, who doesn't want people like myself and my friends to exist.
I can't.
You know what's genuinely disheartening?
Posted 3 years ago... Seeing people favorite your stream notification post.
on the one hand, yes, people like the image enough to tuck it away for later viewing or at least show the artist their appreciation.
On the other, they are auto-piloting so much that they look at the image, favorite it, don't go to the stream, and then go about their day, just stuffing their fav box like a glutton.
I get it. it's hard to have an attention span in this world where the internet constantly bombards us with endless, sloshing tsunamis of sewer manure, where there's a never-ending flow of nationalist fuckheads finding new and unique ways to reject modernity and embrace their awful traditionalist bullshit for everyone because they need power over 'others'. I also get that something as insignificant as furry art is something you shouldn't have to challenge yourself to look at what the piece is called or what is in the description box or even if you've seen the piece of art before. I get it.
... It still makes me question when I submit something new here and get favs from all the usual suspects if I'm actually showing something people appreciate and like, or if I'm just... getting the same metrics from the same people going through the motions, providing me a banal platitude, y'know?
on the one hand, yes, people like the image enough to tuck it away for later viewing or at least show the artist their appreciation.
On the other, they are auto-piloting so much that they look at the image, favorite it, don't go to the stream, and then go about their day, just stuffing their fav box like a glutton.
I get it. it's hard to have an attention span in this world where the internet constantly bombards us with endless, sloshing tsunamis of sewer manure, where there's a never-ending flow of nationalist fuckheads finding new and unique ways to reject modernity and embrace their awful traditionalist bullshit for everyone because they need power over 'others'. I also get that something as insignificant as furry art is something you shouldn't have to challenge yourself to look at what the piece is called or what is in the description box or even if you've seen the piece of art before. I get it.
... It still makes me question when I submit something new here and get favs from all the usual suspects if I'm actually showing something people appreciate and like, or if I'm just... getting the same metrics from the same people going through the motions, providing me a banal platitude, y'know?
a general update on a few things.
Posted 4 years agoHey, FA audience. how's it been? it's been a hot minute. kinda. I've been plenty active and stuff around other nooks of the internet, but it probably seems like for how much I seem to stream and draw, I don't end up uploading a lot here.
That's mainly because I don't want to bury folks under the massive, MASSIVE dump of sketch commissions I take on the regular. It's something I found I like doing; it's something I can do quick and easily and I don't have the weight of owing folks art constantly bearing down on me, because that is largely what creates the naegative feedback loop that often times leads to me taking hiatuses from art for several months.
That being said, the PWYW sketches usually end up either on my personal discord, or on my NSFW Twitter WishyAfterDark.
The PWYW sketches are really a place of comfort for me. sure, I do burn out and end up taking large breaks after I finish a big batch of those, but people actually get their art in a timely fashion, which is often not what can be said for my colored work, which is both a time consuming process and one that gives me a lot of aches and pains.
Which is another reason I don't really do as much coloring as I used to; I suffer from chronic costochondritis and the posture I currently adopt for drawing really causes it to flare up rather badly. I often times have to take Asprin before a drawing session to be able to effectively deal with the pain.
Also, I should probably adress the MVC cabnet-sized elephant in the room; it's been one year since I started the Marevel YCH project and I still have intentions to complete it. I have folks who are waaaaaaaaaaaay too excited to see me do more of that. Provided I can manage the pain okay, I hope to have the motivation to plug away at that more in the coming weeks HOPEFULLY! No promises, though. I'm bad at keeping those.
I suppose you could say I'm very wishy-washy like that, eh?
That's mainly because I don't want to bury folks under the massive, MASSIVE dump of sketch commissions I take on the regular. It's something I found I like doing; it's something I can do quick and easily and I don't have the weight of owing folks art constantly bearing down on me, because that is largely what creates the naegative feedback loop that often times leads to me taking hiatuses from art for several months.
That being said, the PWYW sketches usually end up either on my personal discord, or on my NSFW Twitter WishyAfterDark.
The PWYW sketches are really a place of comfort for me. sure, I do burn out and end up taking large breaks after I finish a big batch of those, but people actually get their art in a timely fashion, which is often not what can be said for my colored work, which is both a time consuming process and one that gives me a lot of aches and pains.
Which is another reason I don't really do as much coloring as I used to; I suffer from chronic costochondritis and the posture I currently adopt for drawing really causes it to flare up rather badly. I often times have to take Asprin before a drawing session to be able to effectively deal with the pain.
Also, I should probably adress the MVC cabnet-sized elephant in the room; it's been one year since I started the Marevel YCH project and I still have intentions to complete it. I have folks who are waaaaaaaaaaaay too excited to see me do more of that. Provided I can manage the pain okay, I hope to have the motivation to plug away at that more in the coming weeks HOPEFULLY! No promises, though. I'm bad at keeping those.
I suppose you could say I'm very wishy-washy like that, eh?
DO NOT FOLLOW THIS ACCOUNT IF YOU ARE A MINOR
Posted 4 years agoTitle
Apologies for inactivity, the Marevel Vs. Furcom YCH proj...
Posted 5 years agoHey, folks, I just wanna give you all a small update.
Yes, I'm still working on the YCH, it's just going quite slow and I've hit a few roadblocks that's kept me from doing longer art sessions.
I'm going to try and put my nose to the grindstone and work on what has rapidly gone from a 'summer' project to a 'tbd' sort of project. that being said, I think I've done the right thing by not taking pyaments until I get to a sketch at least and that might be how I operate from this point forward to avoid some of my obvious pitfalls in the past.
I'm really ready for a COVID-19 vaccine to start getting put out in hopes that it makes doctor visits a lot less scary. I feel like for years I've had a lot of isues that I should probably be working out with a doctor. I might get to some semblance of a regular sleep schedule or find the means to focus enought o actually get myself into a schedule of work. as it is, I stay awake longer than I probably should and gradually adjust my sleep schedule forward in perpetuity. Really, my issues with sleep though are just a microcosm of the layers and layers of things I need to work through to better myself. My deepest fears have always been generating medical debt I cannot escape and I just...
Regardless, I'm here to try and psych myself up to actually work and not be a sad sack, so... I'm going to try and push through the bits of the YCH that are payed for, get that out, and get a hold of the next two folks I intend to sketch out!
Yes, I'm still working on the YCH, it's just going quite slow and I've hit a few roadblocks that's kept me from doing longer art sessions.
I'm going to try and put my nose to the grindstone and work on what has rapidly gone from a 'summer' project to a 'tbd' sort of project. that being said, I think I've done the right thing by not taking pyaments until I get to a sketch at least and that might be how I operate from this point forward to avoid some of my obvious pitfalls in the past.
I'm really ready for a COVID-19 vaccine to start getting put out in hopes that it makes doctor visits a lot less scary. I feel like for years I've had a lot of isues that I should probably be working out with a doctor. I might get to some semblance of a regular sleep schedule or find the means to focus enought o actually get myself into a schedule of work. as it is, I stay awake longer than I probably should and gradually adjust my sleep schedule forward in perpetuity. Really, my issues with sleep though are just a microcosm of the layers and layers of things I need to work through to better myself. My deepest fears have always been generating medical debt I cannot escape and I just...
Regardless, I'm here to try and psych myself up to actually work and not be a sad sack, so... I'm going to try and push through the bits of the YCH that are payed for, get that out, and get a hold of the next two folks I intend to sketch out!
Life seems to be conspiring against me here.
Posted 5 years agookay, so... I was planning on doing bunch of streaming yesterday, but then my Power went out for 12 hours and then my internet for an additional 8 hours.
Today is FF14 patch day.
Today is FF14 patch day.
I'm so angry.
Posted 5 years agoThis last weekend more than any other time where I've been angry and upset and felt like I should have never taken the brony plunge has been the hardest to love myself and love others. It should be a time to celebrate little victories like Derpibooru taking a firm stance on how abhorrent hate speech is, and how Equestriadaily too has taken solidarity with them in a way that shows that we're finally done with idiot assholes making art of Applejack as a plantation owner with Zebras hauling carts of apples in the background, and then going "Oh, hurrrrr, Zebras aren't an allegory for black people you're reading into a TOTALLY apolitical and highly subjective piece of art like that! what are you, racists, lol? :trollface:"
I get angry every time I see stupid ass shit like that or that stupid ass Nazi Pony OC not getting her teeth bucked out of her mouth. I know that she's a product of /mlp/, a product of 4chan embraced by a community that adopted pony more as a veil to make mainstream media feel awkward more than to embrace the show's virtues of being good to your fellow man.
I get angry thinking about the ways I've depicted ponies for sexual fantasy. As a submissive and would-be trans girl, the idea of being whisked away to a world where bondage and raunchy sex and dirty talk where I don't have to think seems like a fun escape. It was never about glorifying abuse or being spiteful to the fairer sex because It was all about sex fantasy and being so over-the-top that I never thought people could realistically prescribe to the sort of Gor-esque nonsense. I've had that fantasy shaken as I see people buy into the idea that they have to die to make a statement about not wearing masks as a matter of public safety. We live in an era where the Onion cannot possibly come up with satire ridiculous enough to not somehow become a sad, sad reality.
I get especially angry when I see people getting blackmailed, harassed, and gaslit over taking a staunch stance against something that love and tolerance has failed to rout for 10 years. I get angry at people pulling their head out of the sand long enough to spout some nonsense about slippery slope freedom of speech garbage that I'd expect to come from the mouth of Anne Coulter or Milo Yianopoulis as a university kindly rejects their request to spread their hate speech bile at places of learning.
I'm so angry that it makes me stare at Wishy long and hard and makes me wish I hadn't gone down the brony rabbit hole. It makes me question the ways I've wasted this last decade, if I'll be the next one to get blackmailed by Nazi sympathizers, even as insignificant as I am to the grand scheme of everything. It makes me want to tear my artwork down from various social media.
However, that would be incredibly irresponsible, and against my creed that we cannot erase our mistakes, but must instead embrace them and learn from them. No matter how hot-headed I feel, how anxiety-inducing it is being told the fandom around me needs to burn because it's too deeply corrupt and refuses to out agents of hatred...
I'm better served standing in solidarity those who do care and want to see brighter day for pony.
Remember, kids.
#blacklivesmatter, #TransRights, #PrideMonth, and fuck you super duper extra hard if you're upset that you can't post Aryanne and other bigoted crap on Derpibooru. Kindly go to Rainbooru and live in quarrantine with the rest of the white supremacists boiling in their own cum jars. <3
I get angry every time I see stupid ass shit like that or that stupid ass Nazi Pony OC not getting her teeth bucked out of her mouth. I know that she's a product of /mlp/, a product of 4chan embraced by a community that adopted pony more as a veil to make mainstream media feel awkward more than to embrace the show's virtues of being good to your fellow man.
I get angry thinking about the ways I've depicted ponies for sexual fantasy. As a submissive and would-be trans girl, the idea of being whisked away to a world where bondage and raunchy sex and dirty talk where I don't have to think seems like a fun escape. It was never about glorifying abuse or being spiteful to the fairer sex because It was all about sex fantasy and being so over-the-top that I never thought people could realistically prescribe to the sort of Gor-esque nonsense. I've had that fantasy shaken as I see people buy into the idea that they have to die to make a statement about not wearing masks as a matter of public safety. We live in an era where the Onion cannot possibly come up with satire ridiculous enough to not somehow become a sad, sad reality.
I get especially angry when I see people getting blackmailed, harassed, and gaslit over taking a staunch stance against something that love and tolerance has failed to rout for 10 years. I get angry at people pulling their head out of the sand long enough to spout some nonsense about slippery slope freedom of speech garbage that I'd expect to come from the mouth of Anne Coulter or Milo Yianopoulis as a university kindly rejects their request to spread their hate speech bile at places of learning.
I'm so angry that it makes me stare at Wishy long and hard and makes me wish I hadn't gone down the brony rabbit hole. It makes me question the ways I've wasted this last decade, if I'll be the next one to get blackmailed by Nazi sympathizers, even as insignificant as I am to the grand scheme of everything. It makes me want to tear my artwork down from various social media.
However, that would be incredibly irresponsible, and against my creed that we cannot erase our mistakes, but must instead embrace them and learn from them. No matter how hot-headed I feel, how anxiety-inducing it is being told the fandom around me needs to burn because it's too deeply corrupt and refuses to out agents of hatred...
I'm better served standing in solidarity those who do care and want to see brighter day for pony.
Remember, kids.
#blacklivesmatter, #TransRights, #PrideMonth, and fuck you super duper extra hard if you're upset that you can't post Aryanne and other bigoted crap on Derpibooru. Kindly go to Rainbooru and live in quarrantine with the rest of the white supremacists boiling in their own cum jars. <3
Final YCH reminder
Posted 5 years agoAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa
Posted 5 years agohttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JCziRtubIdo
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
IT'S
MAHVEL
BABY!!!!!!
(fuckIwanttheMarvelVsCapcomonesobadithasthefuckingbengusartonitIamlosingmymind)
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
IT'S
MAHVEL
BABY!!!!!!
(fuckIwanttheMarvelVsCapcomonesobadithasthefuckingbengusartonitIamlosingmymind)
Week 1 results!
Posted 5 years agoI'm really blown away by how much people would actually want to get aboard this YCH auction! I was super reluctnat to pull the trigger on this and I've had this ideas for years, ever since I saw 
Hayakain do something similar.
I decided this should be done over 2 weeks to give folks time to justify the funding in this troubled time, but also made sure the auto-buy wasn't TOO Crazy. I've seen YCH auctions get to CRAZY high prices, and I don' tthink you folks need to go that high.
The current standings for each slot are as follows:
#1: Mattwolfy ($70)
#2: Wishy! (default)
#3: DarnelG ($80)
#4: JKJUGGERNAUT ($65)
#5: Peppersheep ($60)
#6: Vesperce ($80)
#7: mediocrades_ ($65)
#8: Metalstorm ($65)
#9: VectorSprint ($80)
#10: Spectre626 ($65)
#11: RubyLuvCow ($65)
#12: Kintuse($75)
#13: DjynnFlyssa ($80)
#14: Triskavanski ($65)
#15: aires163 (Auto-Buy)
Only one slot remains at starting bid (From my good friend
Peppersheep) which has me positively FLOORED. I was thinking I'd struggle to get all 15 slots even taken, let alone all the bidding activity that happened throughout the week! there's a whole other week ahead of me, though, with sunday looking to be VERY interesting, given i know at least one individual who plans on making their bids then!
Again, best of luck to the lot of you!
Hayakain do something similar. I decided this should be done over 2 weeks to give folks time to justify the funding in this troubled time, but also made sure the auto-buy wasn't TOO Crazy. I've seen YCH auctions get to CRAZY high prices, and I don' tthink you folks need to go that high.
The current standings for each slot are as follows:
#1: Mattwolfy ($70)
#2: Wishy! (default)
#3: DarnelG ($80)
#4: JKJUGGERNAUT ($65)
#5: Peppersheep ($60)
#6: Vesperce ($80)
#7: mediocrades_ ($65)
#8: Metalstorm ($65)
#9: VectorSprint ($80)
#10: Spectre626 ($65)
#11: RubyLuvCow ($65)
#12: Kintuse($75)
#13: DjynnFlyssa ($80)
#14: Triskavanski ($65)
#15: aires163 (Auto-Buy)
Only one slot remains at starting bid (From my good friend
Peppersheep) which has me positively FLOORED. I was thinking I'd struggle to get all 15 slots even taken, let alone all the bidding activity that happened throughout the week! there's a whole other week ahead of me, though, with sunday looking to be VERY interesting, given i know at least one individual who plans on making their bids then!Again, best of luck to the lot of you!
The first 24 hours...
Posted 5 years agoI'm ASTONISHED I managed to get people down for 14 of those YCH slots, and even have someone get dunked out on an Auto-buy! it's a really wild ride, but remember there's still 13 days! if any of you folks are interested in it, you can bid in!
I think if I do something like this in the future, I might price lower, given that I seem to have priced a LOT of folks out.
More importantly, I... I have a staggering amount of work ahead of me. hopefully I can will my way through it, given how bad I can be about doing that sometimes. :S I'm hoping framing it this way make my muse less fussy about the whole ordeal. I really do hate taking commissions, but this is an idea I've had for SO long. I'm going to avoid gaffes I've had in the past by taking payment when I'm ready to work on each character, but... I'm getting ahead of myself. 13 days left, right?
I think if I do something like this in the future, I might price lower, given that I seem to have priced a LOT of folks out.
More importantly, I... I have a staggering amount of work ahead of me. hopefully I can will my way through it, given how bad I can be about doing that sometimes. :S I'm hoping framing it this way make my muse less fussy about the whole ordeal. I really do hate taking commissions, but this is an idea I've had for SO long. I'm going to avoid gaffes I've had in the past by taking payment when I'm ready to work on each character, but... I'm getting ahead of myself. 13 days left, right?
It's the COVID-ocalypse!
Posted 5 years agoSo, in "My March just keeps getting better and better" news, I've been asked not to leave my house for the next 6 weeks under any circumstance.
This is admittedly understandable. My father has Stage 4 COPD and a compromised immune system, and I am his primary caretaker during the day. Furthermore, the High School I went to and that I live down the street from is closed because one of the students tested positive for Coronavirus.
So! in the immediate, this dashes my lunch plans with
KingofKoF today! My cousin WAS going to have a NCAA tournament party that doubled as a birthday party of sorts, and obviously that ain't happening because March Madness is canceled.
I'm probably not even going to be seeing immediate family for any sort of birthday dinner. MAYBE my mom will slip out to a store wearing a mask and body armor made out of toilet paper or something.
I'll likely make the best of this and plan some sort of stream for Friday, March the 27th and celebrate with all you lovely sexual deviants who care to come around here! I can't promise there will be cake and ice cream, but maybe there will be sweet art or video games I like or something. I dunno.
This is admittedly understandable. My father has Stage 4 COPD and a compromised immune system, and I am his primary caretaker during the day. Furthermore, the High School I went to and that I live down the street from is closed because one of the students tested positive for Coronavirus.
So! in the immediate, this dashes my lunch plans with
KingofKoF today! My cousin WAS going to have a NCAA tournament party that doubled as a birthday party of sorts, and obviously that ain't happening because March Madness is canceled.I'm probably not even going to be seeing immediate family for any sort of birthday dinner. MAYBE my mom will slip out to a store wearing a mask and body armor made out of toilet paper or something.
I'll likely make the best of this and plan some sort of stream for Friday, March the 27th and celebrate with all you lovely sexual deviants who care to come around here! I can't promise there will be cake and ice cream, but maybe there will be sweet art or video games I like or something. I dunno.
Trying not to be heartbroken.
Posted 5 years agoI was really looking forward to March this year. I had plans, motivations, things to actually look forward to...
Coronavirus scare has effectively dashed that, and now I feel hollow and empty. I wanted to meet up with Hex so damned badly, I'd been planning and planning, but...
Ugh. :(
I'm really, REALLY afraid for Combo Breaker. that's my other big plan for this year.
I just...
Fuck, this month has been ROUGH on me.
Oh, and I'm gonna be 32 on the 27th. there's that too.
would have been nicer to celebrate my birthday with Hex.
Thank god I didn't buy the Medieval Times tickets. I was totally gonna take Hex on a date there.
Coronavirus scare has effectively dashed that, and now I feel hollow and empty. I wanted to meet up with Hex so damned badly, I'd been planning and planning, but...
Ugh. :(
I'm really, REALLY afraid for Combo Breaker. that's my other big plan for this year.
I just...
Fuck, this month has been ROUGH on me.
Oh, and I'm gonna be 32 on the 27th. there's that too.
would have been nicer to celebrate my birthday with Hex.
Thank god I didn't buy the Medieval Times tickets. I was totally gonna take Hex on a date there.
Thinking of doing a KoFi drive stream today
Posted 6 years agoAfter I go to bed and wake up this evening, I'll probably hunker down and try and do some cheap stream sketches. I thought I'd give folks a heads up via this journal, in case there's any of you who want a simple bust-up sketch for as low as $3!
