so im back into that rut again...depressed and lonely ...i havent been able to sleep properly for the past 2 or 3 week..im so tired..the doctor is doubleing th khemo im shocked i still have my hair i feel like me dying would be beter cause of the harm that i cause in the world...at my house and just around me...why do i have this feeling of letting death consume me...but im jsut to scared to let it-sighs hugging my knees-if you guys want to talk to me or try to cheer me up add me on skyper at lonewolfsniper328 or note me

hey if any fursuit makers can not me asap please do its important

im just in a lonely feeling right now if you have skype add me lonewolfsniper328 ill rp or talk with ya id love to talk it make me feel better and again im playing minecraft if you guys want to join let me know

hey guys im doing some what better. i got really into Minecraft now on my xbox 1 if any of you guys want to join just add me and well play together add me on CJ The Fox328 and well play. also minecraft on xbox 1 can play with minecraft on 360

im all alone right now...i dont like this feeling...i could really use a friend right now...ontop of that the doctore says i prob. have at least 1 to 2 months due to the cancer spreading up to my brain.i dont want to die because i have alot of potentual in life im studying for my guard card for a good job but....now this news might as well put a bullet into my brain(sorry for any misspells im just upset and depressed atm) if youd like to talk to me add me on skype at lonewolfsniper328 i dont want sympathi im not that kind of person that gets better with sympathi.

Hey guys plzs add me on skype i really need some 1 to chat or rp with

Lonewolfsniper328

hey guys im going to be at wondercon 2015 on 4-03-15 friday look for the nazi basically if ur interested in a decal commission ill be doing free comission for ppl tht ask me at wondercon if you take a pic with me and post it up u get two free decals so look for me guys if your going

Hey guys been a while im doing fine now adays but hey anyways talk to me on skype at lonewolfsniper328. And remember prepair for titanfall

well surgery was just to see how the kemo did but now im sick with 102 fever-ears lower- i hurt

alone all the time parents wont see me i did my second treatment and feeling week-ears lower-sofie and i argued and she hates me at the moment-puts my paw to my chest as my heart hurts-i hate fights and i hate being alone

-sits on my bed ears lowered as i held my derpy plushie close to me. old vinyl records spread out across the floor as glenn miller plays. i stare at the floor.-i dont want to die...im to scared to die-tears swell up in my eyes-im to young to die.

well my hair makes me look like tom cruise now so long long majestic hair i got my first kemo therapy and im weak as a sick puppy so no tickeling me im weak and un able to efend myself....(side note) i want to apologise for all the rummors that i have spread about .not every thing was true yes he hurt me no he didnt cheat on me yes he sent terrible mesages but none wich said i wish you were dead so if u read this he and i are friends now and i would be apprciated if you can do this one thing for me and go appologise to him please thanks.

sick puppy out.

ok so heres whats up the doctor says ints a small cancer thats in my arm near my blood vessles but infecting my limphnods...not good...options kemo or amputation....ill go with option A thank you very much so i start the treatment wednesday-smiles a little- wish me luck guys

-sits in a hospital bed ears lowerd doctor talking to my parents. I rub my head and some of my hair comes out.-docters say i have cancer...im glad caught it soon im starting kemo idont want sympathy just a thumbs up will do ill keep u guys posted

-stands on the grss holding a boque of flowers myscarf around my neck floating in the wind.tears drip from my cheeks as i look down at a head stone-i kneel down sitting on my knees placing the boque in the holder.i look at the headstone as tears swell up in my eyes and slowly roll down and fall.i cover my face and cry.-why did god take you...you were the best peron in my life im so alone and empty inside with out you chelsea...i wish you were here still..its not the same anymore...i ..i .. i wish it was me instead of you that died. you touched every one, i became who i am today because of you. my life is not happy any more..you wernt there when i graduated i cried because i thought of you i thought i saw you in the stands as i walked across the stage man i wanted to hug u so badly-wraps my arms around myself and cries-i wish you were here chelsea i miss you.-lowers my head and cries-

finished the ASVAB and got Results and 91B here i come with a score of 75

-sits at my desk with three filled note pads of notes as i stare at my ASVAB book studying for the test in the morning.the light of my lamps shines brightly at my book as i high lite and study.-

-walks down the street in a leather jacker with aviator shades on as the song September by earth, wind and fire plays-
Do you remember the
21st night of September?
Love was changing the minds of pretenders
While chasing the clouds away

Our hearts were ringing
In the key that our souls were singing.
As we danced in the night,
Remember how the stars stole the night away

Ba de ya - say do you remember
Ba de ya - dancing in September
Ba de ya - never was a cloudy day

-lowers my shades and winks as i smile-

hey hey you guys should come check out this free raffle its a nsfw raffle and sounds like it would be a lot of fun. ^^ here ill give you the link -tosses down the link for you- http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6330969/
enjoy

-dances some in the kitchen as Average White Band - Pick Up the Pieces plays in the background. i tosses a bottle in the air spin in a 360 and catch it putting it away in the fridge and smiles as i put my apron on and gets some ingredients for something to make. takes a butcher knife and spins it by the tip on the tip of my finger and tosses it in the air doing another 360 spin and catches it by the handle-

I am looking for a person that can draw MLP Characters good and i want them to draw my OC Bad Pun

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i cant deal with the pain and im putting an end to the battle im just going to leave the fandom. the pain and lies i have been through from arctic has put me down long enough my page will still be up but i will not be active on it anymore so i say to u my friends, watchers, fans i abid u a long fare wel-holds up a shot glass of vodka then drinks it setting it down and walking away for ever-

hey guys my gf is making adoptables and for only 15 dollars there cute and fluffy and adorable so get one or ask to get a ref sheet madefrom her

hey guys my gf is making adoptables and for only 15 dollars there cute and fluffy and adorable so get one or ask to get a ref sheet madefrom her

-holds my paw out and holds my other paw next to it and slowly does a cranking motion. my middle finger slowly rises up. i gasp-o o oh dear i i i am so sorry i didnt know how the machine worked...yea right if your reading this its for u and guess what your the lier u lied to me ever since we were together