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Posted 10 years agoWell me and karissa 
were at my families Christmas celebration and since it has been such an amazing time with her in my life and i want her to be in it forever i asked for her hand in marriage and she said yes! We are now engaged!!! ^w^
were at my families Christmas celebration and since it has been such an amazing time with her in my life and i want her to be in it forever i asked for her hand in marriage and she said yes! We are now engaged!!! ^w^Update i have a mate <3
Posted 11 years agoWell its official me and have started dating, had a crush on her for awhile and we talked about this and found we both really liked each other so officially we are together ^w^
have started dating, had a crush on her for awhile and we talked about this and found we both really liked each other so officially we are together ^w^Stuff and things. If linked to you please read. Means alot.
Posted 11 years agoFirst I just want to start this journal off saying thank you to all my friends, close acquaintances and people who i talk to on a semi regular basis. Also the people who i should talk to more but get really busy with life >.< . I digress.
Basically for a couple months now since shortly after summer 2013 I have/had been off. Whether that be emotionally and physically.
I had done some bad things in my past, my close friends can attest to this. (not terrible, just not smart nor good >.>) But since then i have been working to better myself to grow and change from the person i once was, to a person worthy of being. Relationship wise i have made allot of mistakes in my past hurting allot of people i cared for. Even after the relationship ended i still made mistakes that hurt them. It took me to long IMO to figure out how to stop hurting and begin to grow. All of my past mates, who have moved on, or are just living their lives now. Thank you for being, or having been in my life. They where all experiences that i needed whether painful or pleasant. It all means I've learned to not make that mistake again.
To my friends, you have been a beacon of support to me even when i have felt like this horrible person that should just disappear. I can't even begin to name people because it would be unfair to others that i didn't name. Know that I appreciate every moment i spend with you, every message i get, every opportunity to just be around any of you. You are all like family to me and i will fight for my friends and family till the day i leave this earth.
To the point of this journal. Thank you to everyone and everything. I am doing. Great. simply put i am doing great, may be a little lonely :p but overall freaking great thanks to all of you <3 My friends, and furamily x3 Thank you and remember i love all of you so much for everything you have done and know even though it doesn't seem to be the biggest thing you all mean the world to me.
and now i am rambling a bit, so to wrap up thanks for reading and remember even if i don't message allot (life keeps me busy) you mean a ton to me for everything and anything. Feel free to message and i will always respond the best i can. Also even to my new friends you mean allot also <3
Basically for a couple months now since shortly after summer 2013 I have/had been off. Whether that be emotionally and physically.
I had done some bad things in my past, my close friends can attest to this. (not terrible, just not smart nor good >.>) But since then i have been working to better myself to grow and change from the person i once was, to a person worthy of being. Relationship wise i have made allot of mistakes in my past hurting allot of people i cared for. Even after the relationship ended i still made mistakes that hurt them. It took me to long IMO to figure out how to stop hurting and begin to grow. All of my past mates, who have moved on, or are just living their lives now. Thank you for being, or having been in my life. They where all experiences that i needed whether painful or pleasant. It all means I've learned to not make that mistake again.
To my friends, you have been a beacon of support to me even when i have felt like this horrible person that should just disappear. I can't even begin to name people because it would be unfair to others that i didn't name. Know that I appreciate every moment i spend with you, every message i get, every opportunity to just be around any of you. You are all like family to me and i will fight for my friends and family till the day i leave this earth.
To the point of this journal. Thank you to everyone and everything. I am doing. Great. simply put i am doing great, may be a little lonely :p but overall freaking great thanks to all of you <3 My friends, and furamily x3 Thank you and remember i love all of you so much for everything you have done and know even though it doesn't seem to be the biggest thing you all mean the world to me.
and now i am rambling a bit, so to wrap up thanks for reading and remember even if i don't message allot (life keeps me busy) you mean a ton to me for everything and anything. Feel free to message and i will always respond the best i can. Also even to my new friends you mean allot also <3
VIDEO WOOOO well sorta check journal for info
Posted 11 years agoWell decided i was bored and why the heck not play some league with friends doing a co op vs ai, and what better to do than to record the insuing hilarity. ^^
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TaUGJmuXYzI
a moment to even just give it a view is awesome thanks guys :D you don't even have to watch it all :3 thanks fuzz butts *hugs for allll teh fuzz butts*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TaUGJmuXYzI
a moment to even just give it a view is awesome thanks guys :D you don't even have to watch it all :3 thanks fuzz butts *hugs for allll teh fuzz butts*
Gotta go to ER
Posted 12 years agoGotta go to ER urinating blood outright text me to keep updated 503-562-9613
Ill
Posted 12 years agoWell i have bene ill since last saturday and it really hasn't gotten to much better, i had to come home from work because i couldn't function.
My stomach hurts constantly, my arm hurts where i got 2 vaccines done, and i may now be stopped up. Oh and also I now have blood in my urine. What a great week this has been. If it gets worse tonight i may be going to ER or urgent care, if it stays fine i have an appointment tomorrow at 9 am to see a doctor (my second appointment in 3 days) Just wanted to update this to give my friends a heads up.
My stomach hurts constantly, my arm hurts where i got 2 vaccines done, and i may now be stopped up. Oh and also I now have blood in my urine. What a great week this has been. If it gets worse tonight i may be going to ER or urgent care, if it stays fine i have an appointment tomorrow at 9 am to see a doctor (my second appointment in 3 days) Just wanted to update this to give my friends a heads up.
Flyingfire is giving away stuff
Posted 12 years agoGo GO NOWWW
Posted 12 years agoFlyingfire is doing a free art raffle
all you need to do is a post a ref NOTHING ELSE, but seriously WATCHH HERR
this is a deal you cannot miss.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4902573/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4902573/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4902573/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4902573/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4902573/
all you need to do is a post a ref NOTHING ELSE, but seriously WATCHH HERR
this is a deal you cannot miss.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4902573/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4902573/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4902573/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4902573/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4902573/
Feel... lost. And Found.
Posted 12 years agoI don't know I've been through so much in just over a year now and it feels good and bad. Relationships have come and gone. Some i wonder what would have happened, had something gone differently. Some i am glad for, some not so much. I am amazingly happy to be with my mate and never want to lose him as he is my world. I have come to find a Master that takes care of me. I should feel very happy. But i just feel off. In the past year and a half friends have been leaving my life much to rapidly. Friends that where there for me through so much, and that i fought for and stood for every day of the year. But in the end they're gone. Leaving me nothing i can do to bring them back. Some i realize hate me, some i don't understand why they do. and some, i just know are to scared to just grow up and move on.
*sighs*
I guess just i see myself moving forward in life and i thought I'd have them in it with me, but alas they chose to move away from me, (for better or worse?). I cannot know what the future holds nor should I. So to conclude this, i thank those friends that are in my life and are their for me. And also thank my mate for being strong even when he normally couldn't be.
Simply I love you Night you are my life and heart and I realize your tournaments are going right now and i cannot wait to be able to talk/skype/call/text with you as you have time because you mean the world to me, you are my heart my fire and are just the best a man could ask for. Especially since you can put up with my derpyness <.<
Written at 11 pm at night so ignore grammar and stuff.
*sighs*
I guess just i see myself moving forward in life and i thought I'd have them in it with me, but alas they chose to move away from me, (for better or worse?). I cannot know what the future holds nor should I. So to conclude this, i thank those friends that are in my life and are their for me. And also thank my mate for being strong even when he normally couldn't be.
Simply I love you Night you are my life and heart and I realize your tournaments are going right now and i cannot wait to be able to talk/skype/call/text with you as you have time because you mean the world to me, you are my heart my fire and are just the best a man could ask for. Especially since you can put up with my derpyness <.<
Written at 11 pm at night so ignore grammar and stuff.
Pimping for muffin
Posted 12 years agoShe has a auction up for a character as she is trying to save up to get a new tablet cause the one she has is on it's last leg.
Go check it out
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11042069/
Go check it out
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11042069/
Why Not Rafffle time
Posted 12 years agoKudan is doing a raffle and told me about it so i decided to enter it.
Go here to enter http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4587888/
Go here to enter http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4587888/
In pain once again.
Posted 12 years agoMe and 
just broke up and I am sad hurting and in pain, we both knew that the thing effecting our relationship was to much in the end we both wanted to remain friends so we ended it before spite or anger developed. I just know I am sad.
just broke up and I am sad hurting and in pain, we both knew that the thing effecting our relationship was to much in the end we both wanted to remain friends so we ended it before spite or anger developed. I just know I am sad.To those in my life.
Posted 12 years agoOver the past few months I have done some stupid shit and hurt a lot of people and lost some friends because of it. I am beginning to make amends for what i have done. It is long over due, and I just feel i have caused a lot of pain to people I care about. Whether it be broken promises, horrible things I did when I thought they would help. They all need to be made up for. I have things that need to be changed and fixed I do not know how long It will take me, but they will all be fixed.
In this life I am done losing friendships and people I care about because of my actions, I need to change my behavior and alot about myself. Just to even get started, so over the next few months I will be balancing making amends into my day to day life.
In this life I am done losing friendships and people I care about because of my actions, I need to change my behavior and alot about myself. Just to even get started, so over the next few months I will be balancing making amends into my day to day life.
Go watcht he stream nowwwww :D
Posted 12 years agoFlyingfire is streaming some badges that she is selling you all should go watch.
http://www.livestream.com/flyingfire
GOGOGOGOGOGOGO
http://www.livestream.com/flyingfire
GOGOGOGOGOGOGO
Don't even know any longer.
Posted 12 years agoI should be happy as hell since it was my 1 year anniversary yesterday but instead, I am irritated upset, and just generally annoyed.
Drama keeps popping up in my life, and with all the stress i have in my everyday life I do not fucking want all of the extra stress this drama is bringing into my life. All I want is people to return to fucking normal so we can all move on with our lives, because i'd rather be happy and celebrating the amazing year I have had with my mate, but instead i am stressed out to the point of almost tears.
I am not upset I just want everything to return to normal *whimpers and curls up*
Drama keeps popping up in my life, and with all the stress i have in my everyday life I do not fucking want all of the extra stress this drama is bringing into my life. All I want is people to return to fucking normal so we can all move on with our lives, because i'd rather be happy and celebrating the amazing year I have had with my mate, but instead i am stressed out to the point of almost tears.
I am not upset I just want everything to return to normal *whimpers and curls up*
SUPER COMMISSION INBOUND
Posted 12 years agoOkay so 
is a badass artist and deserved an awesome commission
So I decided to commission a giant bbq commission picture from her and it includes a bunch of my friends.
The list of my friends
in it
AmpZero http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6276818/ 1
Alysharabbit http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9751732/ 2
Deceitfulshade http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9252433/ 3
Braedyn aka halcyoncub http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7892517/ 4
Jaden AKA MEEEE http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7670567/ 5
Zakedas http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9238575/ 6
Uro http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8805206/ 7
Renashe http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9194199/ 8
Luca http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7523775/ 9
Totschrei http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9537467/ 10
Pasic http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8800061/ 11
Reinbow http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7069943/ 12
Demetrios http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9580847/ 13
Xiao Mao http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7858888/ 14
Scars http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7508604/ 15
lessthan3 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8736363/ 16
Maranaa http://www.furaffinity.net/full/9844998/ 17
Lemming http://static.f-list.net/images/cha.....age/164163.png 18
Flyingfire 19
DarkIcewolf http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5318723/ 20
I will be accepting donations for the picture as it is quite a large commission both in characters and monetary..
my paypal is mini_doctor1[at]hotmail.com
The current layout is
Table 1
Zakedas sitting with Demetrios on his lap giving him a small bite of cake. Demetrios is doing grabby paws for the cake.
I am sitting on her right holding braedyn on my lap, braedyn is throwing a french fry at my head.
Lem is snuggled up to my right side sitting beside me.
Table 2
Scars in the center of the table holding a jar of sauce arguing with amp about sauce.
Amp is on the left of scars arguing with him about sauce.
Table 3
Tot is sitting with reinbow on her lap, tot is giving reinbow a small bite of some food. Reinbow's tail is biting a piece of food off a plate on the table.
Pasic is sitting beside tot nomming on a dinner roll.
Table 4
Aly is on the far left of the table getting to know renashe and uro as they sit there cutting up something to eat.
Renashe and uro in order are on the right of aly talking with her.
Table 5
Maraana is sitting nomming a burger happily.
Luca is sitting on his right nomming a chicken leg.
shade is sitting on the far side of the table twiling his knife with an eaten plate of food infront of him, his eyes are wide as he sees a water balloon flying towards the group.
A water balloon is seen flying towards the group of 3 cats. :3
Less than 3 and Mao, and flyingfire are going to be placed by fire.
is a badass artist and deserved an awesome commissionSo I decided to commission a giant bbq commission picture from her and it includes a bunch of my friends.
The list of my friends
in it
AmpZero http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6276818/ 1
Alysharabbit http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9751732/ 2
Deceitfulshade http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9252433/ 3
Braedyn aka halcyoncub http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7892517/ 4
Jaden AKA MEEEE http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7670567/ 5
Zakedas http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9238575/ 6
Uro http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8805206/ 7
Renashe http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9194199/ 8
Luca http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7523775/ 9
Totschrei http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9537467/ 10
Pasic http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8800061/ 11
Reinbow http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7069943/ 12
Demetrios http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9580847/ 13
Xiao Mao http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7858888/ 14
Scars http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7508604/ 15
lessthan3 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8736363/ 16
Maranaa http://www.furaffinity.net/full/9844998/ 17
Lemming http://static.f-list.net/images/cha.....age/164163.png 18
Flyingfire 19
DarkIcewolf http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5318723/ 20
I will be accepting donations for the picture as it is quite a large commission both in characters and monetary..
my paypal is mini_doctor1[at]hotmail.com
The current layout is
Table 1
Zakedas sitting with Demetrios on his lap giving him a small bite of cake. Demetrios is doing grabby paws for the cake.
I am sitting on her right holding braedyn on my lap, braedyn is throwing a french fry at my head.
Lem is snuggled up to my right side sitting beside me.
Table 2
Scars in the center of the table holding a jar of sauce arguing with amp about sauce.
Amp is on the left of scars arguing with him about sauce.
Table 3
Tot is sitting with reinbow on her lap, tot is giving reinbow a small bite of some food. Reinbow's tail is biting a piece of food off a plate on the table.
Pasic is sitting beside tot nomming on a dinner roll.
Table 4
Aly is on the far left of the table getting to know renashe and uro as they sit there cutting up something to eat.
Renashe and uro in order are on the right of aly talking with her.
Table 5
Maraana is sitting nomming a burger happily.
Luca is sitting on his right nomming a chicken leg.
shade is sitting on the far side of the table twiling his knife with an eaten plate of food infront of him, his eyes are wide as he sees a water balloon flying towards the group.
A water balloon is seen flying towards the group of 3 cats. :3
Less than 3 and Mao, and flyingfire are going to be placed by fire.
Far cry 3
Posted 12 years agoI love this game to all hell it is fun as all get out, and admittedly it is very fucked up at times but the main villian is just so scummy and evil and messed up it almost makes him likeable and this live action video that was made by the voice actor/real life model for vaas just shows how fucked up but funny it is.
Warning do not watch if you don't like seeing acted and faked torture.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LvukGv09yIM
Warning do not watch if you don't like seeing acted and faked torture.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LvukGv09yIM
I just cannot fathom this.
Posted 13 years agoI cannot even fathom this, http://exposingreligionblog.tumblr......ost/7636751534
Can people maybe now see how evil this is becoming? Please?
Can people maybe now see how evil this is becoming? Please?
Dang
Posted 13 years agoIt's been a long 8 months or so but my mate 
is finally moving out here to oregon and I am so excited, she arrives in a little under 12 hours and I cannot express how happy I am to be holding her in my arms soon.
is finally moving out here to oregon and I am so excited, she arrives in a little under 12 hours and I cannot express how happy I am to be holding her in my arms soon.Night wolf is doing a raffle and salessss
Posted 13 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/9100477/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3951178/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3919226/
and here is the raffleeee raffle raffle raffle http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3955946/
Also you HAVE to check, out all the different awesome necklaces AND ALLLLLLL THE GLOWY THINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3951178/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3919226/
and here is the raffleeee raffle raffle raffle http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3955946/
Also you HAVE to check, out all the different awesome necklaces AND ALLLLLLL THE GLOWY THINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just found her and thought she deserved a pimp ^^
Posted 13 years agoMilkteatown who I just found is doing free art to work on some new styles.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3933534/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3933534/
I really don't know if anyone is going to read this anyways.
Posted 13 years agoTitle^
With what happened with me audri and mao, there is still alot of stress between me and audri.
She needs time after what happened and I find it extremely hard to give her it, not because i don't care about her, I do care about her A-LOT, but more because I don't want her to close off. I know she needs time and I need to give it to her, anyone got a suggestion of how to cope with when you got to give the one you love some time and space? Writing this journal seems to help a little. Any suggestions would help.
With what happened with me audri and mao, there is still alot of stress between me and audri.
She needs time after what happened and I find it extremely hard to give her it, not because i don't care about her, I do care about her A-LOT, but more because I don't want her to close off. I know she needs time and I need to give it to her, anyone got a suggestion of how to cope with when you got to give the one you love some time and space? Writing this journal seems to help a little. Any suggestions would help.
Kuriouskatt is being AMAZING
Posted 13 years agoOkay guys you all need to go buy some awesome art from Kuriouskatt as she is doing an amazing iron artist sale, also if you haven't GO WATCH HER NAOW.
Iron artist Link.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3885628/
Her gallery
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/kuri0uskatt/
Why haven't you bought something GO NOW.
Iron artist Link.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3885628/
Her gallery
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/kuri0uskatt/
Why haven't you bought something GO NOW.
Pimping lupey
Posted 13 years agoLupeyroo is looking for commisions go go go watch and commission!!!!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/8846901/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/8846901/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/8846901/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/8846901/
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/8846901/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/8846901/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/8846901/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/8846901/
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
