Shit sucks, man. Turns out, I have to figure out what to do with my dog, because the place I'm moving has a 'No-pets' policy since they went under new ownership. Not even if I pay a Pet Deposit.

I've got to deal with moving my shit out, which is sucky since I have no car, let alone a truck to move my bed. My old roomie is hitting me up for money because of the 'inconvenience' of my stuff still being there at the beginning of February, despite the fact that I have 30 days to move my stuff out.

My life is crazy with school and work, and between the two, I don't have any spare time to pack any shit up. GAWD DAMMIT RAGE!

I wanna just break something...

First off: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2063507/

Check it out, he's doing a Free Iron Artist thing... rules apply, but yeah. Check this awesome dude out. FREE!

Now then..

Things are going alright. Finally got my financial aid money today.
I plan on moving out of the pothead's apartment and into one that my friend currently has. A fellow Furry, so he's cool, and the rent will be reduced because he does yard maintenance for the place. Been playing YGOTGC and D&D lately, so I'm busy.

Wish I had a truck so I could move my bed... *sigh*

A friend of mine from F-list,  gradare is taking commissions for traditional art, acting as sort of a manager for his sister, the artist. My work of Falcon that I just had done was done by her, and it'd be really cool if you guys showed some love and commissioned him... though not many watch me.

..since I've made a journal entry, so I'll make one now.

All in all, my Christmas Holiday was good. I spent some quality time with my family, and had a lot of fun up in the comfortably cool weather. My little brother and my parents' dog are getting big. My little brother's currently engaged in the high-risk business of illegally dealing sodas around his middle school, where the sale of such soft drinks is prohibited... He's making a killing.

The HUGE pond near their house was partially frozen over pretty well, so I walked around on it and had fun. Ice is nice... :3

And, I finally came out to my parents and little brother. My step-dad had said that he had known since the day I met him, which was before I even knew myself... So yeah. My little brother was disbelieving at first, but then realized I was serious and got a bit of a nervous chuckle. He's 14 and lightly homophobic, so I'll give him a break.

Finally, my mom confronted me while the two of us were on a walk. She said that she knew, which I knew that she knew, because my psychologist asked me about it and how I felt about my mom knowing. She said that although she she had said some things in the past, she had been working to get over her old feelings. She said that I couldn't really be sure, seeing as I'm a virgin and haven't been in a real relationship, which I just nodded and thought to myself about how much bullshit that was, but I digress.
She said that the most important thing to her was that I was happy with however I 'chose' to live my life, and that her biggest fear for me was winding up alone...

So yeah, there's all that stuff.

This week has been a real fucker for me.
My mother came down from New England back here to Texas to help me move my stuff out of the house, and into an apartment, not knowing where I was going to be living because all my plans had fallen through.

My older brother made a call, and found me a place with one of his friends. This friend is a major pothead, but at least has a job and can mildly support himself. Apparently, I confuse this room-mate, though. He's confused by the fact that I don't go out and party like he and my brother do. Fuck him. He's my room-mate, doesn't have to be my friend.

Bike got a flat tire after riding about 6 or 7 miles to see the Rocky Horror Picture Show downtown. I didn't realize this until after the show, where I waited in line for an hour before getting let into the bar, because the drunk idiots who didn't know what was going on refused to leave.

Had to catch a ride with someone, luckily a girl from my Psych class was there. That was REALLY lucky of me.

Had to call in sick to work the next morning, because I couldn't make it to work. Which is now much farther from my new place. Same goes for school, but I can catch the bus to there.

I'd been so anxious and nervous, that my grandma gave me half of an Ativan before we went out to eat in order to calm me down.

Of course, I didn't do jack shit this Halloween, which annoys me severely.

Bad week was bad... let's hope this one goes better.

Today, I wore an outfit that I'm quite proud of.

It was a white, long-sleeve, thermal shirt. Over that, I wore my short-sleeve pastel yellow polo shirt.
I had on my favorite blue jeans, and by black, studded belt.
Of course, along with all this, I wore my white collar.

I was only able to wear this, because the weather has been very pleasant as of late here in Texas...
I really hope it stays like this.

..that's how I'm feeling this evening.

It's just hard sometimes... ya know?
I just have to keep telling myself that things will work out. That I will make it work. That I will be happy in the end.

But... why is it so difficult to believe sometimes?

It really sucks...

For the past few nights, I've been unable to fall asleep until about 3 or 4 AM. It's not healthy, and it pisses me off.

Hopefully I'll be able to fix my sleep schedule...
Also, the Internet is not being helpful.

So yeah. FurAffinity, as you all know, allows new user registration again.

Awesome.