Well, work can sure keep you bust, speshly when the drive is an hour long and they toss a bunch of hours at you x3 Anyhow, hi everyone, just.. well, updating. So we’ve been living at Pauls place now. He’s been overall pretty kind and welcoming. Much better living environment, sadly, mom does seem pretty attached here, there pretty into each other, though she may not know what to do after this summer, I think if I were to move down to Florida, it would be without her xD. Still, she’s happy, and though it’s kind of the middle of nowhere up her, I feel the hands of fate have dealt me a pretty lucky hand. For one I’m home alone half of most weeks, and that presents me privacy I’m not accustom too x3.

Not to mention, for my birthday, Paul has used his UNGODLY amount of points he gets from traveling for his work to get me a flight for AnthroCon, as well as extending my stay two days before, and a day after. My vacation is now a week long, and the travel won’t take a day for each way. And it didn’t cost him an amount I could never repay. Couldn’t ask for a better present xD. And yeah, I turn 22 on the 27th. Though I’ve been too crazy busy with all this ccrraaappp to get anyone any gifts thus far this year, so really guys, I don’t need anything. But I do have the day off on the 27th, so if anyone does have some free time, I dunno, some skype calls might be nice.

Oh, and I finally got my hedgehog. He’s a cute little guy, though naming him has proven to be a challenge. I just don’t have anything in mind just yet… But I’m sure it’ll come to me. Also Animal Crossing is coming out in 2 weeks. That will be wondrous. So yeah, great things happening in the oncoming times. I’m pretty content really. Now I just need to get settled so I can start prepping for school. I’ll admit, it’s nice just to work, and relax. But I know what I want to do with my life, and I can’t put it off forever. I want to be in college before my 23rd birthday rolls around, working towards my career. But for now I’m going to breath, and get a rhythm going. I’m going to get the greatest stress reliever ever in a few months anyhow, and I expect to at least see a few of you there :3

Oh, also Toonami’s been back for a year. Came back last year on my Birthday. And they just brought back One Pieces. On the vary episode in which I last watch online…. It feel like magic XD so proud to be part of the Toonami Faithful.

Anyhow, I think that just MIGHT be all I have for now, see you guys around x3.

This will be quick I'm using my phone, we're out of this house, it was a bit more, he came home, cried, and the best it Rained on us. But any how, we'll have TV Thursday and Internet Friday, till then I'll miss you guys but the storms passing there's a sunny day ahead both figuratively and literally XD

Well, as my days at this home draw shorter, and a knew, better place is dawning, I feel I may as well vent a smig, and tell you all what I've been dealing with. Let's talk about a man named James. I don't know his age, but he's a bit on the old side, though still looks young, maybe early 50's? He's been a family friend for a while, and he sells, and build guns and sound equipment. He was a good fit for my mom, because dad liked to relax and unwind at home, and mom wanted to go out and do things. James did stuff with her.

They've been together for a year or two, and after high school was done, mom begged me to come live with her. Ever since I moved here, James hasn't had a single nice thing to say about me, and now, I will list off a few examples that come to mind.

Mom wanted to get my a drawer, nice big one, so after a while, mom and James find a worn one at a goodwill, cost them 5 bucks. And we start fixing it up, sanding and refinishing. Now this kinda work pretty much sucks, but ya know, I start to get into it a bit, and when we're alone I say "Ya know, I can see the appeal to being a craftsman, it's a lot easier to work on when it's yours." And he replies "Well, you'll be using it.".... So I'm working my ass of for something that will now belong to you, which will occupy my room? keep in mind, Mom really wanted me to have something like this.

I got to the gas station, picking up a few things, I see these Mountain Dew Kickstarts, and there buy one, get one free. I get back home and offer James one, and he simply replies "Energy drinks will kill you." In a condescending tone. I mean just... why be sucha dick about it? for what reason does this assist you in any way? Oh also, PS: He smokes, and has a hacking cough which requires him to spit after xD

Before we got the drawers, mom went through the house to get a nightstand. She offered me a few choices, and I choose one that belonged to her. It was a little big, but I liked the look of it. James pops up, and has to know what we're doing. He says it's too big. We kinda just shrug. Later, he comes up with a measuring tape and points it out further. We say whatever, and we'll put whatever he wants in. He starts whining, saying no. Ya see, we can't just give him his way, he has to SHOW how he's right. And after a while he snaps at my mom saying "I'm just trying to make things match, Your the one that had to go and make a big deal out of it!" I mean... It makes me sad, how insecure can one man be in his own home?

I know the journal seems a little bitchy, but I swear, these are how these events have transpired, and these are only the first few that come to mind. You guys should know me pretty well by now. I'm kind, I want to help, I'm not a hard person to get along with, but this man has gotten under my skin. And it's driven mom crazy. Granted mom has issues with him on her own level, but she's actually taken it worse than I have.

Honestly the most stressful part is all this sneaking around. were trying to make this break clean, get most everything we need and bolt. I'm just grateful my mother is strong. James is the kind of man that acts nasty to my mother, and than apologies greatly after, doing his best to make it better, but than doing the whole thing over again. It's more or less an abusive relationship without violence, and once we're done, neither of us are coming back.

While he may not hit, he is simply emotionally immature, he whines, and groans and bitches, and when he doesn't get his way, he through a tantrum like a two year old, and it disgusts me. Keep in mind, your hearing this from a bloody babyfur xD. he's one person I care not for, he's given me no reason too, not even a little, and this journal is a way of putting it behind me. I have a few more days to deal with him, though thankfully a good chunck of that will be filled with work. That job is the only thing good about living here, and as much as I love the people there, it's not worth it.

As whiny as I'm sure I sound in this journal, I must say I don't think I've even scratched the surface, I'm not sure there's a person I know that I now hold more distane for, not My dad, who was rough on me at times, but now seems like a gem, not the Blood father that payed me no care, and didn't really bother fighting for any kinda of custody, not even the very few people here who have done my wrong in any great, or small way.

I look forward to the day that this is all behind me, and this stress vanishes. Once I'm free from this man I will let out a deep breath, and feel free. I still hope for Florida, there's just too much greatness there, but whether it's the summer or for years to come, I can't complain about the place I'm heading. I think I may actually get to feel at home, and I'm learning that you can't really put a price on that. Thank you any who bothered to read all this... well, crap xD I guess ever new chapter need a few bumpy paragraphs to really get good. Though there may be a few wrinkles to iron out still, there's a lot of good stuff coming up, I just know it.

Well... Damn things been crazy. Okay first, jobs going great, I want to hurry up and get this over with and give them my two weeks notice or get a transfer or sooommeetthiingg, because I want to leave there on good terms.

But anyway, mom is done. D.O.N.E. Staying here? Not a choice anymore, we'll be gone in like, a week or two. For now, we're moving in with a friend of hers named Paul. Nice guy, much Nicer than James xD and we'll be staying there for the summer at least. Maybe long. Does that put an Ax to Florida? Well, no, we haven't really gotten any word on that. So, we're living with Paul for the Summer, still in South Carolina, and mom will be working with her sister down in Georgia a couple of days out of the week. It looks like it'll all work out pretty well, though it's very stressful.

I am honestly still hoping for Florida though. I mean Paul would be an upgrade, no doubt. But we would be moving to Kissimmee. That's a few short hours away from some great friends of mine, as well as being the City Megaplex is located in xD. I mean yeah, a TRUE con needs to be done in a hotel, just get up and go, but it's so soon after AC, my funds would be low, so just getting to drive over... that's sswweeetttt

But anyway, packing shit up, trying to sneak stuff out, we wanna be prepped when mom drops the bomb. James, the boyfriend doesn't know just yet,, and we wanna make sure we can just get what we need and leave. Paul's actually not home a ton, which works even better for me overall, house to myself a good few days out of the week, but he also doesn't have internet even set up... So I've been working on that xD pretty crazy if I do say.

But I think my biggest news is the most interesting. Ya see, the Phone is in James's name, both me and my mothers. So we need our own. Today, me and mom went out, and I get my first Smart phone! I've had a damn flip phone for ages xD Now we only got a Gig of data, we're trying to keep it cheap, another reason I need to get wifi at Pauls... But I have unlimited text and talk. I can text, for the first time since a limited amount at Anthro con I can freaking text xD, I dunno, that just, excites me to no end. Also, for those wondering, I got a Pantech Discover, Mom got the Pantech Flex x3, not high end, but hey, I had a damn flip phone :p

Anyhow life is crazy, and pretty stressful for me and my mom, but it seems to be going okay :3 Now if I can just get in touch with Direct TV and make sure I get that good, on sale internet and TV combo pack...Those guys stressed me out yesterday x3, kinda dim over there.. Oh, and though I've had to give up two little babies already, another litter of Hedgehogs are on the way it seems, and Paul is totally cool with me having one. Looks like in two months I'll finally have my pet Hedgie ^~^

Anyhow Hope to e giving you all more good news later :3 Have a great day!

Okay, been trying to post for a good while, but SO much shit has been happening. So, moved into a new place, a new state, a new home, allll that shit. after a few weeks of looking, I even got my first, real real job. Part time cashier at Staples. And it's well, pretty great. Bit of a drive, 12 miles, 24 there and back, but ya know the vibe is really nice, the people are pretty great, both co-works and customers, and it really skates by really quick, like so quick sometimes i get so caught up, that it's nearly closing and I never took my break, and I'm not annoyed about it xD.

So yeah, training should be ending soon. But now... more.. awkward things. Seems Mom, and her boyfriend, James, the owner of the house, have been going through some... Things. Mom assures me I'm not at the root of it, and though I rather don't like James overall, I've actually defended him more readily than mom. Though I'm always going to be on my mothers side, I'm just making sure she's being fair, and all that, but she's about over it. So this morning, she started talking exist strategy with me....

Yeah, pretty heavy stuff xD though she assures me that we have opposition, still, some crazy shit might be going on these next few weeks, still I'll keep you posted, it could mean things will get better here (He's kind of a Nazi with the internet, unplugging the modem all the time, and moms fed up with his control freak nature overall) Could mean us moving a hand full of miles (A friend of moms, who's been one of her "Shoulders to cry on" has offered a place) Too a few states ( We have lotsa choices in Mississippi, though neither of us really want to go there xD Her sister back an Georgia has both a large house, and a Scrubs store for both a job and a place to live, and she's pretty sure she could tough a few strings, and get herself a job at a nudist resort in Florida) Sooo, yeah, for now I'm just staying the course, honestly I'm over all comfortable here, and I don't think any of are choices would really be that much worse. Not to mention whether we leave or if things change for the better... Well I haven't had a "Home" Since I was 11 or so, I didn't feel all that welcome back with my Dad, and though moms tried her damnedest, I don't really feel welcome here yet.

So who knows, I foresee a bit of roughness ahead, but from the looks of it, it's just a cloudy night before the sun shines through, I'll keep you all posted my dear friends, and thanks for taking the time to listen ^^

Yeah, here I am in South Carolina. I've been sick, ever since I started packing. Of course that's not the mmaaiinn reason you haven't heard from me. Mostly it's because the house lacks a router. So no internet, other than at my moms work.

I really, really hope we get to talking about it soon, along with the hedgehog issue, there's just some things that need to be dealt with xD. But yeah, I'm getting settled in, writing out applications and such, trying to find somewhere to work, ya know how it goes. Get some cash, prep for college, so on and so forth. Here's hoping something comes up on those grounds. I'll be sending Apps out everywhere, I've never worked in the real world so to speak, so nothings too small.

And yeah, I may be getting a pet soon, we'll just have to see what Mom's boyfriend James says. Man this man annoys me. I have to appease him, as it is his house... but I swear, if it wasn't for all the work down here, as well as moms begging, I wouldn't put up with him. Most of you know me, I'm a nice guy that puts up with most anyone... But this guy... Whiny, pretentious, has a deep desire for people to listen to his ranting, it just grains on me xD

So yeah, lets hope things work out in the next few days, I'll soon be better, and we should at least have a router soon, which will make things more homey :p, I'll keep you all updated I guess.

I feel like sharing a decent metaphor about my life. It actually roots from Sonic Adventure. My life, for the longest time, has been like Big the Cat. Now I don't mean the silly, unwanted Fishing gameplay, I more mean, the character. My life for so many years, has been.... pretty care free. I've just stayed up in these mountains, connecting with you fine fokes, coasting through life, getting what I must get done. I've lived of 25 a week for quite some time. I've had it easy, but it's been.. well save for my time staring at a screen or a Con. Overall, dull. But now I'm about to move. Get a job, with some decent income, start working for college. As as sit at my little pond, casting my line.... I can see the Sonic Shoes, in the corner of my eye.

It's scary... But also.. kind of exciting. It'll be harder, but my life could be filled with so much more... Well, adventure. I Think I may need to get a comish to detail this x3. I'm going to be leaving everything I know. Well except for you guys. Your all a constant in my life, and have been the best part of it for so long. And though I hope for the chance to make a few friends in a new place, I would never forsake any of you for the world.

I only have another week sitting on the mountain top, saying goodbye, and regulating the few loved ones I have to "Visiting" Won't be easy. But I'm long overdue for a run. I know when I get out of college and get the Psychology degree, that I'll be good at what I do. So I dunno, I just felt like musing x3, I think, I'll end with a quote.

"An adventure's no fun if it's too easy"

Hey everyone :3. Well it looks like I'm moving on the 17th I think, something like that. I'm packing and such, moms stopping by to grab a few things, before next week. Packing boxes and things like that. So I'm doing all that kinda sucks, trying to rush around half my stuff....Still, I'm gonna do my best.

Also, most people know this by now, but I did pass my drivers test, as well as finished my homeschooled high school bull crap x3. By the skin of my teeth. I'm good with rules x3, just don't have a lot of confidence yet. Though funnily, my first time driving alone, I got pulled over xD. No ticket, or even warning, it was just 7:00 PM I was going a little slow, so he was making sure I wasn't a drunk x3. I actually found it pretty funny x3. So yeah, high school education, drivers licence are a go. Next is job, than college :3

Also, as long as all works out well, when I do get all settled, looks like a cute little hedgie is all lined up for me ^^. So looks like I'll get a sweet new pet with my new room, and new job and such. It's a little scary, I admit, but there's a certain bit of excitement. Hope your all doing well :3 I think things are going... pretty well, even if it's not easy to tell. Love you all :3

Well, My High School Home Schooling crap is done. All my tests, writing projects, all done and graded. On Wednesday I'm taking my driving test, and I've studied a great deal.... So I think I can pass, I really hope so xD I can drive pretty well I think, me and my mom do well. But the big thing, in a few weeks... I'm moving from my home, in Cleveland Georgia, where I live with my Dad, to Greenvile South Carolina with my Mom.

Now this isn't a big deal for my online friends for the most part, but It's steel a big deal... But still, getting a job, going to college, moving o a brand new state, some big stuff ya know? And I guess You guys would care to know, ya know?

Also, I plan to get a Hedgehog to make up for the fact that I'm losing my Dog, it should be kinda neat, there not Legal in GA, but are in SC, and it's the perfect pet for where I am in my life.

On a smaller, but awesome note. As most of you know, I've been homeschooled for most of my life. But I DID got to Elementary school. I was going on Facebook, not something I normally do. But long story short, one of my good friends from grade school is a fur too!  Kami_Yama And we were a small class, it's just kinda..... cool :3

So yeah, there's an update x3

Might be gone for a few days, post xmas trip with my mom, and after that, I'm staying with her for a month, and finishing up my driving training :3, won't be long, but still x3

Yep, I'm feeling the spirit of things, the family is doing good, and despite the rain, feels like a pretty nice day. as for gifts and such I got some cash, a new headset to skype with ya'll with, a dragon pedant necklace from dad (I swear a DnD book, a Pepper Garden, that guy surprises me every year :p ) and a bit of cash.

Pretty nice, and I'm rather proud of all the gifts I could give. Though I honestly wish I could get YOU all more things..... but a 25 dollar a week salary is a bit.. binding. And even though I'm not super close with my family, it's nice to see them all ^^. But really, if you have the time, tell me here how you're all doing. Because when it comes right down to it, you guys are my family too ya know?

So I wish you all a Merry Christmas, Happy holidays, and a wonderful new year ^~^. Yeah, not sure what else to say x3

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Oh come on guys, I HAD to, this has been in my head since the very first Majora's Mask Joke was made, and we're not dead, so I think I've earned a little fun. Plus I'm the optimistic sort, so this is up my alley ;3

(Bit of vent, and long to boat, soooooo warning I guess)

Ya know, I thought I was done, after a sleepless night, and then sending note, hoping to reconnected with an old friends… But my mind won’t quite down.. and I feel I must say more, to you all, or to anyone who cares to read. As I grow closer to moving on with my life, starting to move away from familiarity, as much as I dislike my current routine, the unknown begins to frighten me, even if what lies at the end is better….

What calms me down, honestly, is all of you. This fandom, you furries.. it means different things to a lot of us.. and for me.. well you guys are family. All this has shaped me greatly, and I fine my long lasting friends online, route from here. Though I wish the track recorded on that was better. Because I won’t lie, it’s hard. Friends come and go, and rarely do I deal with it well, people drift, and get busy, especially at the point the most of us are at in our lives. And don’t miss understand, it’s not your fault, it’s mine. While your all doing what you must, I’m latching on to what I have, and doing my best to busy myself when I can… Though I’m not very good at it, very rarely does that end productively.

And these thoughts, they swarm. Where do I stand with the people I care about? We’ll the ones that are a distance away so much as give me a wave down the line? Why am I SO bothered without certain people in my life, when they seem to be getting along well enough without me? And to the friends I do have, am I taking them for granted? Am I not doing enough for them? And why?

These things swirl around me often, and I’m mostly just saying all this to say it, it’s not targeted at anyone, this is very a much a MASS thing. I just hate it, that I’ll look over this BIG list of people to talk to… and not know who to even say hi too… And I’m not sure what to do about it.

And I don’t expect any answers, this is venting after all, but… It’s so bitter sweet, because while these sorts of thoughts haunt me at times…. This morning at least, it’s making me smile… Because this is me, this is a key defining feature, and I feel good to have all these self reflecting thoughts, and to really try and take more step to working them out, cause I can see a future where I’m working hard towards passion, and I have a large group of loving stead friends, some of which I get to actually SEE in the world outside of all this.

But that’s also to keep in mind, that I’m hoping to have more of all this, not less, because this is my ticket to what I want, not something holding me back from it, as much as I have worried about it. And two all who actually cared to read all this, I must give thanks, because I’ll reiterate, what I have hear is a hobby, a fetish, a life style, or any of that, it’s family, and it’s hard to imagine what it would all be like without this element. It’s not really a long shot to venture I meant be dead for some reason or another, past handful of years have had enough rough patches with you all around, I shudder to think what I would have had to deal with without.

Well anyway, I think I finally got all… whatever this is out, best to get this out of my head, lest it explode at some point. I do hope you guys are doing well, and that my rambling hasn’t eaten up valuable time.

yeah.. been a while since I posted, guess I just haven't had all that much to say.... Dunno why, guess nothing's been going along, I've just been.. scooting along x3. But anyhow I'm visiting my mom for a bit, maybe a few weeks, something like that, I can't be for sure how long. But the good news, is I'll be staying with the guy she's dating, and I have a working laptop. No more lack of internet, or even having to bum moms xD

So I'll be busy doing stuff with her, but I'll also be around wwaayy more compared to my other trip.

In other news, I love my 3DS, it's working out just wonderful, and Animal Crossing news has been flowing.. It looks wonderful o.o makes me love my avatar all the more xD. Also The color is pretty nice, a great blue, and all the special ones, the Pikachu XL, even the Animal Crossing XL are... neat, but not all that appealing. I would have raged too, what with my obvious love for the series, but it's really nothing special x3.

Annnyyhhooww see you guys around :3

I'm going to be here till about the next weekend. The service was nice, though being preached at makes me a feel... a bit uncomfortable. It just feels a bit odd... I mean I respect the church an all that... but I'm not really part of the Christian collective.....

But anyhow, my grandfathers at peace, the family is doing well. I'll be here for a good while, assisting mom with sorting out the estate and all that. As always with theses trips, internet is spars, so I'm just doing my best.

Good news is when i visit mom, we most likely won't be coming up here, which at least mean I won't miss you all so much, and school won't be halted, though I'll be done with school in the oncoming months anyway x3.

Anyways, thanks for the kinda thoughts and wishes, I love you all, and while I'm with my family, I consider this fandom to be one as well, and I do miss you all.

See you guys in a few days, take it easy.

Yeah so my grandfather past, and I have two hours to get ready. So yeah... It was sudden, but he's been in a bad state for years. So not real sadness needs to be shed on my behalf. But I would be gone for some time, and I couldn't guess how long.

Will miss you guys, see you whenever ^^;;;

And I can't say I'm much of a fan.

I dunno, just fell like posting a journal, it's been awhile xp. But yeah, I use to like Summer... but now, eh... I'm sneezing up a storm, it's way to hot, and I just feel... extra lazy xD.

Which isn't good, I mean, everyone's busy, out doing shit, which ya know, can kinda suck on my part since I got nothing to do, and I should be getting some work done, so I can have stuff to do later, but I don't feel like doing jack....

I mean past couple of months I've been doing good about getting stuff done, but eh, just, dunno xp. Not saying anything bad, or anythings wrong, I just don't much care for this time of year, I'm curious if I'll see more of the appeal when I have the choice of getting out and doing shit.

I'm also hoping getting this down on paper will help motivate me x3. So uhm... Yeah! everyone enjoy there summer, I'm going to be looking forward to fall >w> my favorite time of year anyway :p

Yep, ikato is open for Comishes, and I thought I would totally get one. I love my bouncy Icon, but it's been bouncing for a year or so now! Time for a bit of a change. I think it turned out great. PS, ya should totally comish something from  ikato I mean look at this! It's just an icon too :3.

Will also post this just a little later.

Cutting this up to fit all the dumb icons x3, anyhow.

I also ran into  roscoefoxdale ,  circuspeanut ,  wonderingwolf18 ,  lenlen55 , and  komi pretty briefly. Was great seeing you, even if it was only for a moment, hope to see you guys more next time ^^.
I finally got to meet  kilionthefallenangel she was adorable, and it was great seeing her :3 real snuggable, and nice ^~^ I hope she had a great time :3 I sure did.

Got to see  latias714 again, and yay, it wasn’t awkward :3, very snuggable and sweet as normal, I just wish him and Kili didn’t leave so soon.

It’s always a joy to see  blue-ferret hardly any of you would know me if not for the crazy pup, and I always enjoy hanging out with the dancers, I think next year, I won’t be a groupy, and actually shake my tail in that circle. I got close, and I may have even tried for a 2nd chance, but my knee gave out, twice, and fucked that all up xD Still, more time to get fit and practice.
I was also surprised that I got to hang with  toyapup in Shiro room :3 was a real nice time, he sure is a busy pup, but he mean well, and I was happy to see him ^^

And yeah, I think that about does it, so sorry if I forgot anyone, I think I did x3, Was an amazing time, filled with lots of running around, meeting people, dance, standup comedy, I mean I guess other stuff happened, but what really mattered is the people I saw and spent time with, getting to know my Roomies, learning a lot more about fursuiting, all manner of amazing things.

Every Anthrocon is good guys, anyone who can should save, and do their best to go. It’s worth every penny, it brings us all together, and it shows me, that all this, all of you, are real.

Mister 2 Gryphon said something during his set. That we furries, clump together, so we can move into places we have no business being. I dream that I can fellow in those paw step, and until then I’m going to tow the line, do school, and try to be more active. Until then friends, I wish you all the best of luck ^_^

~Clow, a proud furry.

Yeah, it’s late, I know x3. I’ve been getting back into my routine, and chatting with people to ward of the post con depression. Which it seems has worked :3. I feel pretty good really.

Okay, well I think the best thing to do, is get the bad stuff out of the way, feel free to skip it if ya like.
-Pre con was extremely stressful. I had to scrap and panic for money, and my first time on a Bus was less then pleasant, though I did learn a lot, and it won’t happen, should I take the bus in the future.
-I spent just a bit to much time alone, and I actually missed a few people this year. Next time, phone numbers, for an from everyone xD.
-Me knee gave out an my toe was a pain in the ass to deal with, but really that’s a knit pick. At least me knee gave out shaking my tail around :3.

But it was still Fucking Anthro Con baby x3.

I mean last year was more balls to the wall crazy. But on the bright side I got to be a lot more social, met lotsa new people, was a lot less shy to, rather outgoing :3.

I roomed with a bunch of Canadians mostly :3  Gaia1234  acuteartist  Waggable  rioclaw and  tummakaru It was a nice time ^^. Was great getting to know them, and I look forward to getting to know them even better. I hung out iconacuteartist for some time, it was nice, while we waited for others, and he was nice enough to supply me with gauze, which got me through the week.

I was glad to get there so very early ^~^, it was amazing, so the Westin so spares, watching it exploded with all the furries.

I met a few new friends :3 :
iconWolf_Seisenbacher: He’s a crazy fun Chimera, and a great suiter, hopping on people backs for piggyback rides. He was a fun little trip.
 sam-person is dating  acuteartist and she was a bit of a trip, real sweet, ad fun to hang out with, she was pretty shy though, kinda how was last year, I’m sure next year will be better for her :3.
I saw  Zharr18 and  SarusTreeleafWolf A lot, a rather cute and sweet couple, who were very kind to me on multiple meetings, not much else to say other then there a very sweet couple x3, and I appreciate how friendly they were.

I also ran into icon: dracovar: and  Yiggers Met them at the copy place, looking for Soda, and we hung out a little, whas pretty fun :3, I love how random crap like that happens x3
:rinthedragon: Was also a really random meeting, and she was a joy to talk too, one of the first time I met someone not from the content in real life, was fascinating, and I hope to talk a bit more with her later.
I met the above by just kinda taking note of the 3DS, and did much in the same for  Blarion Very cool guy, pretty cute too x3
 rowedahelicon was a fun little Crux that was a good time to hang with, and through him I met  lynx189 who also get me into  catmonkshiro ’s Room, which was a fun time in of itself :3. Still need to find some of the other nice roomies xD.

I really hope I didn’t forget anybody…

Of course AC is actually less about meeting new people, as amazingly fun as that was, and meeting friends you already know.

As always, it was great seeing the CKC crew. : iconatsufawx: was in prime form, and he won the fursuit dance off! It was totally bitching guys, I won’t be forgetting it ANY time soon, and I’m still excited for him, so very happy for, I’m just simply amazed o.o.
 jrabbit Was his normal crazy self, honestly that guy still scares me just a bit >w> but mostly in a fun way xD. He and  eyanicarea Seemed really happy together, which was real nice to see, especially since they really deserver one another, in a good way naturally :3
 ikato Blow things up :3 He was crazed, and amazing, and I just don’t even xD. I really don’t what else to say, other than it was great seeing him in person.
Also  digitz is finally a furry, good for him, one of us! one of us! one of us!

Well everyone it’s that time again. I’ve saved all year, and it’s paid off. My fair furs, I’m soon to leave for Anthro Con. Time to stretch my wings and Pittsburg once more!

To all going, I look forward to seeing you there. Some relevant news, to communicate with my Canadian roommates most effectively, I have texting. So all of you, feel free. If you wanna get a hold of me 864-553-9508. I would be worried about giving my phone number like this, but it hasn’t bit my in the butt yet :p I’m sssooo not Popufur x3. So yeah, if anyone I haven’t added wants to meet up, let me know :3.

So yeah, I’m leaving on bus, it’s going to be a bit of a pain, but for once, I’ll get to see a lot of interesting states. Should be a nice smooth ride. I got a book, Ipod, DS, all that good stuff, so it should be nice.

I’ll be In Pittsburg on the 12th at 8 AM :3 going to be so much energy.

See you guys in a week, because I’m not touching a computer for that whole time. Also I’m going to listen to this at least ten times during the ride. If not more.

https://youtu.be/SEzg9S0MtXg

I will warn ahead of time. this is really just nerd rage, nothing to really freak about or anything. Just me bitching about a bit of frustration, nothing more or less x3.

Buuuttt......

I swear... Most of you know me by now. I'm calm... I don't mind waiting around, waiting my turn, being patient, it's all good. But really... this E3 has lift a very bad taste in my mouth, that I look forward to washing away at AnthroCon.

One game.... I just wanted to hear about one game. E3 10, it was announced, E3 11 it got a trailer. It's post to be coming out this year. Surly they'll have something great, something to just make me squee. Two years I've been waiting.... They've only given me scraps, and I've been waiting Waiting for more of this.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z6jMM06l0ro


I mean it looks great, a series I truly enjoy, finally taking a big leap forward, one I hope to play with all of you who enjoy it too. So I wait. First day of E3. Nintendo big press day. The extra 3DS stuff the day after, the unknown Nintendo game on the last day. Each day, I keep hope.

And I get nothing.

Well that's a lie, I actually get WORSE then nothing, at least in my opinion.

I get THIS

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lgfI3YPiq0k

Really? I mean just... REALLY? It's one thing not to get what you want. You shrug it off, be polite, and just don't bring it up. You sweep it under the rug, you deal, and you wait. But it's another thing for the person that was suppose to give you what you want, to just RUB IT IN YOUR FACE.


What in the name of Nook where they thinking? I mean I was planning to finally get a 3DS after AC. I got a decent bit more money for my birthday then I was thinking, and there's enough games and other stuff about the 3DS to keep me busy until the ONE game, that honestly makes me want to finally buy the handheld come out. But now?... I really don't know, I feel betrayed and taunted by the house of Mario, and I'm not sure they deserve my money right now xp

Yep, going to be a bit of a whore, but I love the pool, so I think this pic would be nice x3, get it while it's hot http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3507132/

Okay, everything’s set, my monies in my paws, my bus tickets have been bought, I’m Registering before June, as soon as I can put just a bit of my cash in hand, into my check. Nothings stopping me, my ingrown toenail is acting up, but I’ll get the bitch cut off before it keeps me from all this. So now. The AC Meme


Where are you staying?

-The Westin, it’s the place too bbeee :3. Plus it makes getting and dropping stuff off easy xD.



What day are you getting there?

- Tuesday, aka the 12th, yep, on the earlier side, it’s not going to cost me extra, and my room will be there that night, so why the hell not?



Who will you be with?

-I’m rooming with:  gaia1234  waggable  acuteartist  rioclaw  tummakaru I don’t know many of them, but I trust that green deer, and waggable seems nice. So I’m sure I won’t be ebat up in my sleep :3



Who will you hang out with during the convention?


-Oh jeez, so many, the CKC crew deserve note, as well as some really old friends like Blue, and Don, and I’ll get too meet Kilion for the first time :3. Along with more old and new friends wwooooohhh


Are there any panels you might be attending?

-Uhm…. Well I’ll hang with the dancing fuzzies I’m sure, Other than that I’m not sure, it’s real fun



Will you be suiting?

-Nope, don’t own one yet x3



Which suit(s) will you be bringing?

-Well I’ll have a tail made by  Blarmajin It’ll be based off the main me, Clow, not the pokemon, Though maybe ones day, a Shaymin tail is pretty simple xD



Do you do free art?

-I suck too much xD


Do you do trades?

-I suck even more too much to do that :p



Do you do badges?

-WAY to bad at art xD



-Do you do commissions?

-Do I really need to go on? I can’t draw well enough for any kinda exchange x3



What is your gender?

-I’m a boy, at least most people seem to think so at least x3



How tall are you?

-Six foot something or other :3


Are you taken? Are you looking for a 'mate'?

-Not at the moment.



Can I talk to you?

-Of course! I love to talk ^^, to anyone, about anything, I’m a conversationalist :3.



Can I touch you?

-Well I am hoping for more glomping and what not o.o



How can I find you?

-Through my friends I guess, I’ll most likely wander around with random people.



Can I visit your room?

-I’m not really incharge of it, so I’m not the one to ask xD



Can I buy you drinks?

-Well I will be 21 this year, so sure I guess, can’t say I’ll like it.



Can I give you stuff?

-I don’t know why your would, thought my birthday is tomorrow xD. Still


Can I hug or snuggle with you?

-Well yeah, if you know me in some way, strangers doing such may cause me to faint xD. I’m shy and stuff.



Are you nice?

-Most people say so I do my best o be kind and friendly ^^



How long are you going?

-Two days early, and I plan to be there somewhat late into the day if I can x3



Do you have an artist table?

-Nopers, I refer you to the suckyness



If I see you, how should I get your attention?

-Scream “Clow!” I mean… there’s like.. no other Clows man. I’m about the only one that’s a furry. That I know of.



Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?

-Following friends around. Adventures!



What/where will you be eating?

-Whatever’s around, I think I’ll bring some cup of Noodles :3



Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?

-Sure thing, as long as I got the cash and stuff.



Can I look in your sketchbook?

-Uhm, yeah I’ll try to bring it. But I STILL suck.



Can I draw in your sketchbook?

-Sure, why not? I guess there’s still lotsa room.



Can I take your picture?

-Oh heck yeah! I need more of those

Any artists you'll be seeing?

-Mostly my friends that are artists x3



Can I get your e-mail/FA name/number?

-Uhm, yeah I don’t see why not, just ask, send a note or some stuff.


What's your goal(s) for the con this year?

-Be less shy I guess :3, I LOVED the Con last year, but I was in such deep shock.

Okay, well my time with my mom is almost over. It went well, and we did a lot of fun stuff. Got too pet and get up real close with a Tiger named Gwen. Got too see a new Zoo with really active animals. Tried a new, nice frozen Yogurt place, she gave my a family pocket watch, some trip money, and when I get my licence and insurance, her older car, as she has repaired my grandmothers car. So she was very generous, and I was quite grateful.

As I return, I make final prep work, making sure I have a ride too the bus station, after that, I'll get my ticket, get my Reg a few days after, and I'll be off! Found my self a room with  Gaia1234 and  waggable and there roomies, so everything is coming up roses.

Time to get home, do some work, and keep on trucking, I need to start getting new numbers and what not. I'm ssooo glad things have worked out for me, despite my mistakes.

I'll give you all more updates. Also Don't miss Toonami's return tomorrow!