well i got to work a 10 hour shift today (Friday) from 9-7 with one break (lol can't wait). then after i get off work and get stuff together and depending on weather my wofly has work or not will leave for FCN then. so we will be getting to FCN late Friday night. and will be there till late Sunday night. i will be running around in suit a bit so keep a eye out. i will try to maybe update stuff depending on how the internet is at the hotel.

well hope to see you guys there now i got to get some sleep
night
-otto

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1302218/

please check out the link above two of my very good friends had there rental car broken into at FWA. over 400 bucks of stuff was taken from their car and the door lock was broken which the rental company is making them pay for. also they took the keys to two of their personal car which mean they are borrowing a car right now. so if you guys can help out in any way please to even a few bucks will be a huge help. these are great people who i know would bend over backwards to help anyone out.

thanks
-otto

well guys going to make this quick as possible i am going to be at FWA this Friday-Monday. its going to be my second con ever and i am really excited about it. also going with a great group of friends which makes it even better. will try to update stuff if i have time but i have a felling i won't.

so any way i got to pack and stuff so see you guys there

ok so i got a call from a job i applied for not to long ago. the job is for jeff wyler Cadillac and i would be working as a lube tech/intern mechanic. would be making about 8.75 a hour starting out. the job is a 5 to six days a week. working from 2-7 mon-fri and 8-5 satuday and sunday off. it would be about a 30 hour work week. i currently go to high school and next year will be going to college so if i take the job i will basically have almost no free time and trips to cons will be out of the question.

i currently work a a certified lube tech at a valvalone instant oil change make about 8.50 a hour. i work about 22 hours a week and as of now with work and school i barley have time to do anything social or anything for myself and i am almost running on empty. i know that working at a dealer would be moving i9n the right direction but i found something out about jeff wyler. they may lose their GM fanchise this august which mean they would have to shut down. so i am not assured a job. so i would be leaving a steady job at valvoline where i have been for over a year and am about to move up in the company for a dealer that may not exist in 6 months. so idk what to do what do you guys think?

THE PROS:
-get to work in a high end dealer
-higher pay more money to work on my project cars
-can intern with my school for college credit
-gets my foot in the door of a dealership
-my goal has been to work at a dealer for the past few years now

THE CONS:
-The job may not be there in august at which point i would be moved to a KIA dealership and i really don't like KIA
-Nearly double the distance to drive each day so more mileage on car and more cost in gas.
-will be burning my bridge at valvoline and quitting a steady job that i most of the time like
-if i take the job will be working my ass off and have no personal time (30 to 40 hour week with college or high school)
-No Saturdays off EVER
-no vactaion time to go to cons at all
-know people who use to work for jeff wyler and they quit because the management was so bad
-alot more stress and and no "me" time i am only 18 i have the rest of my life to work my ass off and i have worked since i was 14 and kinda want to spend sometime having fun while i still can and have the money to blow
-kinda scared to make the change because i am happy with the way things are going in my life right not
-if i don't take it who knows if i will get a chance again to get into a dealer but at the same time i am only 18 so i still have lots of time to reach that goal.

so what do you guys think i know that from a carrer stand point i should take the job but from a personal stand point i am loosing a lot of fun time and socail time and lot of my teenage years will be spent working my ass of.

at this point i am leaning towars saying no to the job what do you guys think?

took this from  painwolf

1.Are you single or taken?
still single here..................

2. Chocolate or flowers?
chocolate i guess

3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
probably nothing just go to work from 10-5 and then come home and do nothing i guess

4.Do you like anyone?
yeah i do have someone really special to me

5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
nope been single for about a year and a half if not longer

6. What would be your dream Valentines date?
idk i guess just spending time with someone special doesn't have to be anything big

7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
nope, did once and got it throw back in my face lol

8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
one girl was kinda like that in 10th grade but stalker is a better word

9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
yeah

10. Do you believe in Cupid?
nope i guess not

11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
no not really

12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?
no never have

13. Do you like candy hearts?
those like anti-acid type things not really

14. Flowers or chocolate?
Please see number two lol

15. Is Valentines day depressing?
i mean it can kinda be a downer but not depressing

16. How do you feel about PDA?
shrugs not really a big deal

17. How is your love life?
not bad been better lately but could still improve i guess

18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
nope

19. How many roses would you want?
me none lol

20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next year?
maybe i really can't tell what the future holds *shrugs*

ok now for the tagging stuff well...........i tag
 twiztidwolf
and lets see lets also tag
 toa
 peppermonkey

- Go here to find a good copy/paste format [if you want].
- Write yes or no and an explanation under each achievement [if you want]. Try to keep the format, and use your own judgment!
- Add up your score.
- Post your score total with the journal's subject. (ie., "Furry Achievement Score: X")

"Waited In Line For Blotch Porn"
Parameters: Go/went to a furry convention.
Score: 50
Completed?: Yes, morphicon 2009

"Rug Burn"
Parameters: Do/did the business, with one or more partners in a fursuit.
Score: 50
Completed?: No

"It's Like A Miniature Convention!"
Parameters: Go/went to a furmeet.
Score: 30
Completed?: Yes, all the time

"FURtune 500"
Parameters: Have over 10,000 views.
Score: 30
Completed?: nope

"High Roller"
Parameters: Have your character drawn by an artist that has over 100,000 views.
Score: 30
Completed?: yes

"Friends In High Places"
Parameters: Have gift art of your character from an artist.
Score: 20
Completed?: Yes

"Different Strokes"
Parameters: Own/owned/used an animal-molded, or furry-oriented, sexual toy.
Score: 20
Completed?: nope

"So, Yeah"
Parameters: Have more furry friends than non-furry friends in real life.
Score: 20
Completed?: no about equal fur and no fur friends

"Stalker"
Parameters: Be friends with an artist.
Score: 20
Completed?: Yes.

"Connected"
Parameters: Have a total combined buddy count [on AIM, MSN, Skype or etc.] of 200 or more.
Score: 20
Completed?: Nope

"Just For The Art"
Parameters: Draw anthropomorphic art.
Score: 20
Completed?: Yeah i try too but fail lol

"Dramatic"
Parameters: Have a LiveJournal, Facebook, FurAffinity, DeviantArt, and a Twitter account.
Score: 20
Completed?: yeah but i have never used the twitter lol

"Get Over It"
Parameters: Have/had a spouse/partner/significant other/mate/whatever, in real life, that is a furry.
Score: 20
Completed?: nope

"Vanilla"
Parameters: Have nonsexual art of your character.
Score: 10
Completed?: all i have

"O MURR"
Parameters: Use/used the word 'yiff', 'scritch', or 'paw' when talking to a non-furry friend in real life.
Score: 10
Completed?: Nope

"And All I Got..."
Parameters: Own a distinctly 'furry' t-shirt [something made by furries and/or for furries].
Score: 10
Completed?: Yeah

"I'm Not Even Trying"
Parameters: Have some form of furry porn on your desktop [whether as wallpaper or a file].
Score: 10
Completed?: yeah lol

"UNLESS IT'S A FARM!"
Parameters: Play/played Team Fortress 2 on a furry server.
Score: 10
Completed?: No

"Such A Cock"
Parameters: Listen/listened to a 2 the Ranting Gryphon rant.
Score: 10
Completed?: Yes

"Friends With Benefits"
Parameters: Commissioned/commission artwork of a friend's character.
Score: 10
Completed? no

"Anti-Uppity"
Parameters: Have sexual artwork of your character.
Score: 10
Completed?: nope

"Don't Knock It 'Til You Try It"
Parameters: Roleplay/roleplayed your character over a messenger service/in a game of some sort.
Score: 5 for having done it at all, +5 for having done sexual roleplay.
Completed?: yeah for both

"NO FRATERNIZING WITH THE ENEMY!"
Parameters: Post/posted on 4chan or SomethingAwful.com
Score: 5
Completed?: Nope

"Furries Ruin Everything"
Parameters: Post/posted a furry image on 4chan.
Score: 5
Completed?: Nope

"You're Doing It Wrong"
Parameters: Post/posted on fchan or TGFB [http://dammitfreehaven.com/].
Score: 5
Completed?: No

"The Greater Good"
Parameters: Post/posted an image on e621.net.
Score: 5
Completed?: No

"O.. murr"
Parameters: Use/used the word 'yiff', 'scritch', or 'paw' when talking to a furry friend in real life.
Score: 5
Completed?: Yeah

"How Did That Get There?"
Parameters: Have a folder dedicated to furry porn.
Score: 5 for having a folder, +5 for having a folder of 1gb or larger.
Completed?: Yeah but not that much lol

"THIS IS THE REAL ME! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!"
Parameters: Commission art of your character.
Score: 5
Completed?: Yep

"SRS BSNS"
Parameters: Tell/told a parent/friend that you are a furry.
Score: 5
Completed?: Yeah all my family knows

"Ding, DONG"
Parameters: Have a male character.
Score: 5
Completed?: Yes.

"Tits or GTFO"
Parameters: Have a female character.
Score: 5
Completed?: no

"It's A Trap!"
Parameters: Have a herm/shemale/transgendered/etc. character.
Score: 5
Completed?: No

"Dime A Dozen"
Parameters: Did/do another furry meme.
Score: 5
Completed?: Yeah

"You're It!"
Parameters: Tag at least 1 person after doing this meme.
Score: 5

well i will choose to tag  twiztidwolf lol

well yesterday was my 18th birthday and it is pretty sweet to be 18 now lol. not that much has or will change. but its awesome not to have to worry about loosing my license any more for speeding lol. but i plan to go to more cons this year so keep a eye out for me at cons in 2010.
-otto

so i stole this from  jellybeans95

If you got 00-10 [you need to get out of the fucking house]
If you got 11-20 [you watch fox news]
If you got 21-30 [your parents must be ashamed]
If you got 31-40 [You're on the highway to hell]
If you got 41-50 [YOU'RE FUCKING HARDCORE]
If you got 51-60 [YOU DANCE ALONG THE RAZORS EDGE]
If you got 61-69 [I'd be scared to know you]
If you got 70+ [you're not allowed within 100 feet of a school]

[] punched the walmart greeter in the face
[x] stolen from a store
[] owned a fake ID
[x] broke something and blamed someone else (and got away with it)
[] drank alcohol to the point of blacking out
[] not remembering a night
[] drank and drove
[] had a hangover
[] been so drunk/hungover you threw up
[x] made yourself throw up
[x] woken up in someone elses bed
[x] fallen asleep beside a toilet
[] went to and AA meeting

Total: 5

[x] gotten into a fight
[x] killed something
[] taken a dump in someone's shoe
[] nutted on an old womans face
[x] flushed a kids gold fish down the toilet when you told them you were going to bury it/it was going to heaven
[ ] used drugs
[ ] a drug other than marijuana
[ ] used the bible in a hotel room to snort drugs off of
[] been to rehab

Total: 8

[] went to a strip club
[] worked at a strip club
[x] bought/watched porn
[ ] did porn
[x] been walked in on
[x] punched a hole through a wall
[ ] own a gun
[x] had the police called on you
[x] threw a party at your house

Total: 13

[x] been arrested
[ ] spent more than a day in jail
[] been fired from a job
[x] been asked to leave a store
[x] played frisbee with a kid and threw it too hard and it hit them in the face
[x] threw a turd at someone
[x] Driven without a license
[x] seen a psychologist :NOTE: my mom is one lol

Total: 19

[x] had a crush on someone who wasn't single
[x] kissed someone who wasn't single
[x ] skipped school
[x] made someone cry
[x] gave someone a swirly
[x] called one of your teachers/professors a hoe in front of them
[x ] streaked
[x] skinny dipped
[x] did a keg stand

Total: 28

[] stolen gas
[] threw a milkshake at a car because they didn't stop at a cross walk and almost hit you
[] enjoyed starbucks
[x] donated to charity
[x] believed in santa claus past 7
[] called your parents out on being the tooth fairy/santa claus/easter bunny/ect
[ ] ran away from home
[x] egged a house
[x] toilet papered a house
[x] forked someones yard

Total: 33

[x] set something on fire
[ ] ran from police (does a mall cop count)
[ ] gotten away
[x] cheated on a test
[x] stolen money from someone
[] been called a slut
[ ] been okay with it
[] enjoy kinky bedroom activities
[] had sex
[] had sex with the opposite gender
[] had sex with the same gender
[] had sex with more than 1 person
[] drunk sex
[] had to do the walk of shame
[] left with less than your started with

Total: 36
[] went to a con and lied to your parents about where you were really going
[x] driven more than 12 hours straight
[] signed up your friends for you schools LARP club
[] made a homeless man do a dance for money
[] wished you did
[x] downloaded more than 10g in media that you didn't pay for
[x] keyed someones car
[x] bumped into someones car and left (hit and run)
[x] stolen a cars emblem
[x] forged documents

Total: 42

[] seen someone die
[x] been in a car accident
[x] been to a party and ran when it got busted
[] done smexual stuff inside a movie theater
[] been in the fandom for more than 3 years
[] faped to something on FA
[] been banned from FA
[] had your car towed
[x] thought kanye was cool

Total: 45

If you got 41-50 [YOU'RE FUCKING HARDCORE] XD

well i just got a call from one of my good friends. his cousin who he was very close with and i knew very well was stabbed to death out side of his base. Friday night around midnight he was standing out side of his barracks when another marine came by and proceeded to stab him multiple time. then dumped his body in a near by creek. i mean this is really fucked up that some one could do this and i feel really badly for my friend to lost a cousin who was more like a brother to him. it kinda makes you lose faith in humanity a little. well please keep him and his family in your thoughts
thanks
-otto

ok so i spent this weekend in ann arbor hanging out at shiro's and kiska's place. went up there with twiztid wolf. let me just say that i had an awesome time hanging out. saturday was just having fun hanging out and working on cars lol. also i got to thank kiska's for making the eyes in my fursuit Saturday night.

Sunday was an awesome time it was my first time suiting in public and it was sweet. i had an awesome time and i want to do it again real soon hopefully. Ann Arbor is an awesome city mostly everyone was cool with us. i was still kinda shy in suit. i don't know why i am but it is getting better each time i go suiting. i really hope to go back up there to go suiting again soon.

again i got to thank kisks and shiro for letting us crash at there place for the weekend and helping with my suit.

can't wait till next time
-Otto

well guys i am about to maybe get a little emo on ur ass lol. lately i have come to realize who my true friends are. the people who act like they like you or even love u and then turn around and talk shit or do things behind ur back. after this summer going back to see my ex and a few of my so called friends has really made me realize who really cares and who is just trying to use me to get something out of me or take something away. those types of "friends" are really starting to show there true colors. like for example my ex girlfriend turns out she never really cared about me and shit. went to go talk to her the other day and she said that she didn't want to speak to me anymore because i have nothing to offer her and i never did. what the fuck? i really cared about her as a friend even after our relationship ended badly last year. so apparently all the things she said and the time we spent together was just a big show and that she never really cared about me. also turns out she told most of the girls that she knows that i am a "freak" (aka a furry lol). this got around to some of my car friends who now think i am weird and one of them even said that i must be gay if i am a furry. ahhhhhh this has got me so stressed out but fuck them if they don't like me for who i am fuck-em. because i have other great friends that care about me and will always have me back and be there for me. like my bro twiz, bro u mean alot to me and i will always be here for u no matter what. u are a true friend and my wolf brother lol.

well i am done ranting, just been having a tough week and needed to get some stuff out on my mind lol.

well leaving tomorrow more to go down to myrtle beach for a week with my family. so i will not be online at all. if ya got my cell # please feel free to text me. so you guys in about a week
-Otto

well :icon:jellybeans95:icon: posted this and i was kinda bored so here we go

THE RULES...
1) Post these rules
2) Post 8 true things about yourself
3) At the end you must tag 8 people and post their icons
4) Go to their page and send them a message saying you tagged them
5) NO TAG-BACKS


1.) I stared fursuiting when i was 12 years old (before i knew about the fandom) for my moms work
2.)i like to go racing every Friday or Saturday night. even though i usually lose
3.)I have been pulled over a total of 15 times and never had a ticket
4.)one of the times i was pulled over the cop searched my car and found my fursuit (you should have seen his face XD)
5.)I sometimes wear my tail and collar (with tags XD) when i drive my car. (thanks to tinted windows)
6.) I have never been fursuiting just for fun in a public place
7.) I have only been to one con ever
8.)It's 2:24 AM and i have work tomorrow at 7 AM XD

well i don't tag any one becuase most people have done it it you want to do it go ahead
-Otto

well just got back from a interview at a local Valvoline instant oil change place. and i got the job. i have to go to training on Tuesday in Cincinnati at 8:30 in the morning. so traffic will be fun so i will have like a two hour drive ahead of me. also have to go out and buy some business casual clothing becuase i don't think a fursuit counts XD. but who wouldn't want this wolf giving your car a oil change and lube job (god that sounded dirty and wrong on so many levels)

but any way i am really happy to get the job because i am in desperate need of money. but if all goes to plan i will repaint my car and go to some cons this year. who knows i may even build another fursuit.

-Otto

well last night i met up with about 12 other furs at a local furs house. met some awesome people and had a great time. i was kinda quite the whole night. as i said this was my first time meeting this many furs and i was kinda overwhelmed by the whole thing. i was know as the "shy guy" at the meet XD. but next time i will talk more once i get to know people a little i am pretty outgoing (i think) XD.

well any way played some rock band. well i didn't becuase i am horrible at that game. over all had a great time and can't wait for the next one.

-Otto

well i just had my first face to face fur encounter. before tonight i had never met another fur in person. well tonight i met http://www.furaffinity.net/user/twiztidwolf/ at a local Mc donalds. talked for about a hour and a half or so. he's a really nice guy and i plan on meeting up with him again soon.

we really didn't talk much about fur. mostly talked about cars and stuff. maybe some other time we will talk more about that i'm sure. hopefully some time him (and a few others)and i can do some fursuiting XD

well I'm just glad to finally meet another fur in my area. just thought i would let you guys know

-Otto

well i would like to wish every one a late Christmas and a happy fur-year
-alex

well after not being on here for a good two months i"m back and this time i have a fursuit. also i just turned 17 so that's it. please go check out my gallery
-alex

well i haven't been on here for a really long time becuase of school and family problems. i am hoping to get back in touch with some old freinds and start doing more art.

i just uploaded some new art so go check it out and tell me what you think.
i would really like to reconnect with you guys so give me a shout if you get a chance
-alex

well i hope every one had a good Christmas, mine was awesome got some new parts for my car. i also got a paint ball gun and i am already addicted to paint ball even though it hurts like hell.

also i lost my digital camera so basically I'm screwed till i buy a new one

also i want to wish everybody a very happy new year,

-alex

well there won't be much art in the next few months i am sorry tho report. i just don't have the time to do as much as i like. between school, my girlfriend, getting my car ready to drive in a month, and taking driving school classes so i can get my license.

so as you can see my day is pretty much packed from dawn to dusk. but i will try to get at least 2 pieces of fur art uploaded a month. i may do more i may do less.

hope you guys understand

thanks
-alex

!PLEASE READ AND COMMENT!

Well as most of you know i went to the police car owners of America convention last week and i had one of the best times of my life. this years convention was in Detroit Michigan (motor city usa) In this journal i am going to tell you all about the 3 days of the convention.

Day 1:
1.)all 30 police car drove to the G.M Heritage center. the g.m heritage center is not open to the public so it was a really big deal to even be able to get in the door. Inside they had some of the best cars i have ever seen and yes i did get pictures and yes i will post them. any way they had some concept cars and lots of cars that were the first and or last every made. over all a great experience
2.) the rest of the day we went around to other museums like the fire house museum and a few others that i cant remember the name of but i did get pictures.
3.) lastly we went to a members house who is a mopar collector and had a car show and bar-b-Q at his house. he had some great car he even had 2 wing car ( Plymouth superbird for those who don't know muscle cars here is a link [link])
overall i would say he had over 1 million dollars of car. i got pics too i think i took 150 picture that day.

Day 2:
1.) on day two we all got in are cars and drove to Canada. it was a great time while we were there we toured the factory were the Ford crown victoria is built. it was cool but i am a Chevy guy so is was just o.k. The thing that i thought was cool was when we had a car show in Canada. the way people really loved my car made me feel great to own it.
2.) on the way back to the u.s we took a ferry and i don't know if you guys have ever noticed but police car are not small cars and to put 12 of these car on one ferry was...well lets just say interesting. it was one of the weirdest thing floating down a river in a 2 ton car have to avoid tankers...i have a picture that is really funny i will post it later.

Day 3.)
1.) the last day we had a judge car show at the Chrysler museum there was about 50 police cars at the show and mine was one of them. i had a great time and got some great pictures.
2.) that night we had the awards banquet. we all got together and ate and had a good time. i won a few door prize which is great. when it came to awards i thought that my car didn't have a chance but it turns out it did my car placed in the top 20 it first show. this may not seem like much but wait to see what cars it beet out. i got a plack for it which i will post a pic of later.

Day 4.)
We had to leave to go home it it was really sad because it felt like i was leaving family behind and i wont see them again till October.

Well thats it i tried to make it as short a possible but it is still kind of long.

See ya
-Alex

! PLEASE READ AND COMMENT !

well everybody i am back from Florida. i got back Sunday night but didn't have time to write this journal. i got alot of really good pics including one that may become my deviant I.D?
Well....I am going to leave again Monday the 13th for a week to go to the police car owners of America get together in Detroit Michigan. i am going to put my 1991 Chevrolet caprice 9C1 in the car show there.
i am really excited about it but i have alot to do before i leave. i have to detail my car and put on some police lights before i go. i will get some new stuff posted hopefully before i go but i am not sure

well thats pretty much it.....i need some pie....wow..that was random enough....o.k

-Alex

O.k tomorrow afternoon i am leave to go down to Florida for about a week and a half. So that means that i will not be online at all during that time.

I plan on stopping by and see a few people and some family but mainly i am just going down there to see the ocean and take some time to relax for a little while.

I have some new art that i was going to post but i don't have time because i leave tomorrow morning and i haven't started to pack yet......so i got to go pack talk to you guy in a week or two

See yay
-alex

i am trying to put an avatar up for my account but it keeps saying that it is to large and i have tried resizing it but it still is giving me the same problem. if any can help please to

thanks
-alex