and now normally i aint big on my birthdays AT ALL! in fact i still dont want you guys to get or make me anything XD

the reason i bring it up is for...well two reasons.

number one it will be my 21st birthday! not a huge deal for you people that been drinking since you where 13 -3- i however only just started drinking last augest so like XD i'm happy i can finally drink without worry (theres backstory i rather not go into)

abd reason number two is, fur the more is soon after my birthday! so i just wanted to know who i would see there and if it be worth throwing a small birthday party for myself...because thats what all the cool kids do right? throw THEMSELVES birthday partys?

anywho who will i see at fur the more? btw i still got room space but i would like to know who i am rooming with :3 (i.e known you for a year or more)

So my buddy  renashe made this journal

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6718216/

and in the pic in her journal i thought her cute wittle puppy looked like they where done with rens shit.

so i'm just makeing sure ren knows how DONE Maya is with her.



THis is just a quick joke XD wont be my icon for long XD (totes did not mean to make it one but i made it the perfect size so i thought why not.

I do find myself haveing room space for fur the more! just a few quick things

I'm okay with partys so long as they dont go out of controll and no body ruins the room.

After dark activets must be told to other room mates before hand.

NO locking the door, i dont care if you are balls deep into a hot piece of man, if i need to grab something from the room i will.

also i would like to know you atlest somewhat before rooming with you.

other then that i'm pretty laid back!

the room is a two bed and i try not to have more then 4 (including me) in a room.

Q: How are you getting there?
A: Car (always)

Q: Who do I address you as?
A: Whatever ya like! i get called by so many names now its hard to keep track XD but when all eals fails i always look around when i hear "Cobalt" :3

Q: How old are you?
A: 20 (i'll be 21 at fur the more and it is where i will be celebrating my birthday! BRING ME BOOZE)

Q: Where are you staying?
A: Sheraton Premiere at Tysons Corner

Q: When will you be arriving and leaving?
A: Thruesday-monday

Q: Who will you be hanging with?
A: Who ever wants to hang out with me! so dont be shy if ya wanna chat and hang come on up and say hi!

Q: Who will you be rooming with?
A:  renashe  UroRaeus

Q: Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
A: Oh its so hard to tell, but most likely near the dealers den since i am on ranger staff!

Q: What/where will you be eating?
A: ....look i'm gona be honest i have a very bad time eating at cons so if you are going out to eat and you dont mind if i tag along let me know XD

Q: Will you be having a room party?
A: if the roomies are okay with it yeah! like i said i'm celebrating my birthday!

Q: Will you be drinking and/or getting drunk?
A: okay like i said i will be CELEBRATING my TWENTY FIRST BIRTHDAY there. YES i will be drinking and YES i will most likely be drunk! (off duty ofcorse)

Q: What is your gender?
A: i have the boy bits

Q: How tall are you?
A: 5 foor and 7 inches (though i might be taller now? i dont know)

Q: If I approach you, will you chat with me?
A: i LOVE chating with people! so feel free and come up to me at any time :3

Q: If I see you, how should I get your attention?
A: Feel free to come up and tap me on my shoulder or call to me. just plese do not man handle me. i have been forcefully turned around, stopped buy someone grabbing me, and tackled. i do not like that and will not hesitate to let you know.

Q: How many furry conventions have you attended?
A: lets see...MFF 2012, FM (fur the more) 2013, FA:U 2013, FM 2014 and FA:U 2014! and if it counts, witch for most of you it dont, i also went to bronycon

Q: Do you own a fursuit?
A: Yup yup! leam ratty face! http://www.furaffinity.net/user/leamrattyface

Q: Can I hug or snuggle with you?
A: I'm Always up for a good hug! hug all you like! though for snuggles XD i'd have to know you.

Q: How can I find you?
A: Find the large crowd of people and i'm mostlikely asking them to keep the hall clear XD but really the best way to find me is to look. i MIGHT post something with my face/ suit and if i do then you will know :3

Q: Can I buy you drinks?
A: Twenty. First. Birthday.

Q: Can I take your picture?
A: Sure! but real fast my lawer wanted me to post this

My client Cobalt The Fox is not responsible for any image taken device that brake as of the result of taking is photograph in any way.

Q: Do you do free art, trades, commissions, badges?
A: PSH you think i can art XD

Q: Do you have a table in the Artist Alley / Dealer's Den or a panel in the Art Show? If so, what are you selling?
A: Hmm i need to ask if there is any way to sell warm fox hugs...

Q: Do you plan to volunteer?
A: i am on staff as a Ranger!

Q: What's your goal for the con this year?
A: have fun, party, and just mae the most out of the weekend!

Q: Anything else I need to know?
A: I'm friendly as can be so come right up and say hi! also i'm running the dace comp again this year so come on by and watch all the awesome dancers!

April fools, hay is for horses!

Dont get depressed at 5 in the monring XD

Im using my phone text to seech so it might be worse then normal.


I don't have a crush are legitimate care for anyone right now and I'm finding myself becoming depressed because of it I care about people but I don't care of romanticly about people. it's like something is missing and I just don't know what it is I'm with the person that needs to love somebody and if I don't have that I become depressed and I really just don't know what to do like I love you guys but you know what I mean I don't know maybe I should stop being a little bitch and just get over myself but I don't know I just don't know.

sorry for bothering you guys is this I need someone to vent to sell really sorry I love you all I truly do and don't let anyone tell you otherwise I'll see y'all later talk to me whenever you can love you

I may not have everything i want
and i may be made to feel like the runt
but that never gets me down or gloomy
infact being a runt makes the place roomy

No it is when i see others sad
is when i feel quite bad
for its not my tears that i feel
its the tears of thoughts i cant help that are real.

I would do anything for them
It is for you my kindness stems
to see someone in pain
that is what ways heavy on my brain.

So if you are ever feeling lost or alone
or you feel like you are the unknown
just bare in mind i am here for you
when ever you are feeling blue

So go ahead and be happy
for i know this poem can be sappy
but if it made one of you smile
then that made this whole thing worth while.

So who do i need to add?

its amazing how not long ago
it was the first time we said hello
and after we talked for hours on end
we found calling eachother friend
was not that wierd or stange
and now it's our lifes, we exchange.

When i'm down i call you to make me happy
you know how to make things not seem crappy
I know what super powers you'd like
and you told me who heads you'd see on a spike
Even though we never got into a fight
i know just what to say to make you bite.
i can tell you none of this is pretend.
because you really are my best friend.

We could spend all night talking to each other
even though sometimes i think you would like me smotherd.
We had times where all we did was sing
or i watched you be a wizzard with sting.
i gotta say i'm glad you're not a mister
because you are so much like a sister
I'm not sure how i ended up with you
but hell am i glad i did, with my best friend Kizzu.

So i know its hard to read and does not really follow a good patttern but hell if that aint mine and  trig17 friendship! her birthday is soon so this is a littler early but i'm really bad at holding presents XD

Happy soon to be birthday kizzu :3 love ya brah!

You lie, cheat, and steal from your mother
is it any surprise how you treat your brother?

I would do anything that you needed
if it would just get you clean like i pleaded

You are my sister and i love you dearly
yet as time goes on i can see so clearly
Of how you will never change your druggy ways
and how you steal from us with the passing days.

You treat everyone like you are owed
as you keep on filling with another drug load.

All i want is my sister back
because it is your kindness we now lack

for you rather lie cheat and steal
then to stop and let our family heal.

We go on day by day trying to find what to do or what to say or to see what kind of ground work we can lay so we dont have to up and pay for the cost to play or our mouths to feed or to fill our belly's with mead so we find out who can lead and it is to them that we plead not to give into sick greed or to plant the seed that will bring us pain so that a happy life we can try and gain, though it is in vain so it is our tears that will rain as the leave a dark stain on the fabric of our hope as we go and tie the rope that will send us down that dark slope that will have us fall in the same old trope that we call society.


not really sure if this is a poem, i just wanted to try something new. so tell me what you guys think?

also sorry if the grammar is really bad.

You fight and argue all the time,

you are at each other throats at the drop of a dime.

"Till death do us part" you have both proclaimed,

now it seems your marriage is going the way of a horse that's been lamed.

All the hate in this house you built,

but still i wonder who holds this guilt.

Drugs, money, or the kids you fight about,

but no matter how it ends it's not only you that pouts.

So yes i have grown up to man hood,

but i'd give anything to stop this if only i could.

my tears fall heavy on my cheeks from this,

i just want to yell "make up and kiss!"

But no matter what is said or what is done,

it always ends up the same hurting your son.


So pretty much theres is ALOT of fighting going on at my house all the time. its its really wareing out on me. this was just something to get my feelings out, so if you liked it thank you for reading. if you are worried, dont be i'm fine :)

So you found the one that close to you heart,

you found the one who you don't mind if they fart.

this special someone that make your knees quiver,

that makes your droll look like a river.

who's eyes look at you and you alone,

and the only person who spends all night with you on the phone.

As soon as the leave you miss them already,

sometimes they'll pop out and scare you like Freddy.

The only one you will take the good and the bad,

and the only one who can make you happy when sad.

this is the day for you and your valentine,

so go and make this awesome day, better then fine.

people play DnD with me .w.

 renashe this lady right here is so awesome and cool! she is one of my best friends and i legit love her.

shes does so much for me and i cant thank her enough. so go show her some Cobalt love! <3 ren


(btw i use the word love is a friendship term)

Cobalt grew up in a small village, little a ways from any city, and grew up under his parents gudice. His Father the villie mayor and his mother the Village Doctor. One day a visitor to the village was meeting with his father, at this time Cobalt was 16, and was allowed to sit at dinner with the visitor. The man went on and on about the land he came from, Talking about how anyone from any where and make a life for himself doing whatever it is that he wishes. Cobalt was enraptured by the man words but his father did not like the glint in his sons eyes. the next few years where spent with the two arguing over Cobalt's path in life and it looked like Cobalt would have to stay un-happy in his village if not for his mother wanting him to follow his dreams. After giving him the money to go and a few more long talks with his father all was arranged for Cobalt to go to the land the man came from on his twentieth birthday. So off Cobalt went, to make a name for himself and to see what the world truly had to offer.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6423181/

My friend  mylordslover need help! she is an awesome artist who gots my full suport.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6423181/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6423181/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6423181/

Well i cant draw, or sing so i might aswell make a poem!

The land is white with snow as soft as clouds
And house so quite you cant hear a sound.
For it's Christmas eve and everyone knows
this if they are now asleep for the tones
The good ol saint nick would ride by
Without even saying a hello or hi.
So all the houses where quite and dark
All but the one that is neighbor to the park.
There are six who live in this awake house
and if you look though the right window you'd find a mouse!
yes a mouse, fox, wolf, ferret, corgi, and even a dragon!
You can know in order to go places they need a big wagon.
They all desied to stay up for the saint this year.
For the Mouse has posted his silly fear.
He posted to his friends that Santa may not be real
And if he found it true it would be clear how he is to feel.
so they said they would put his fears to rest.
all but the dragon who wanted to be up by breakfast.
Hours and hours went by and no bells from the deer.
and the mouse was about to cry, he could feel the tear.
then all of a sudden he heard a thump up above
He thought to himself "its santa!" with love.
So quickly he faned sleep to fool Claus.
Laying at the passed out ferret paws.
None could stay awake longer ofcorse.
But the mouse enjoyed how they did force.
but now the chimney made a noise.
As a bag came down, full of joys.
Thats when the mouse saw him Big and red.
it was saint nick just as he said!
though the storys must be lagan
for the santa he see is a dragon!
With one eye open he watched
as the old man stood at the tree as if admiering a swatch.
as he started placeing the presents under the tree.
the mouse jumped up and said "Santa it's me!"
Quickly he turned to look at the boy
the lad face is full of joy.
as they looked at eachother the mouse toke
a thought that the dragon had a rememberble look.
THe old man walked closer to the boy, wet boots on the rug.
Got down on his knee and gave the lad a hug.
After some water he sent the lad to bed with a smile.
the lad knowing he could not stay awhile.
When morning came he told every the story of meeting the saint.
but for the dragon he did not need the story to paint.


Merry Christmas to all :3

Sorry i been so out of touch. i really want to connact to all of you but i'm falling so short.

soon hopefully. so soon T_T

Streaming minecraft with  trig17 come join!

http://www.twitch.tv/cobaltthefox/
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i will be at the NYFB! and would love to hang and chat with people there :3

roomies are kinda iffy right now lol but i do have one for sure!  mylordslover

COME FIND ME! i'll be the albino rat, kinda hard to miss X3, or a human with Cobalt badges!

who will i see there?

I have no good exsues for you guys! i'm so sorry i been hard to reach the past week or so.

Work has gotten busy as well as alot of family issues coming up and some personal things i got to deal with.

i promises here soon i'm be more active! just got to get though all the poopy crap X3

love you all <3

Douch bad, shit head, fuck up, son of a bitch right now.

everything i do i do wrong. i spend my money when i should save it, i say sorry to things that i should of never done to begeen with, i am just one HUGE fuck up!

i know i can do better...why is it so hard for me to.



This is just a vent journal about something i ONCE AGAINED fucked up. :/ i'll get my life on track...some how i will.

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