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https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2886480/

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Go see this guys Icons THEY ARE AWESOME. Takes vids of ur favorite character danceing and makes it into an icon. *mine blown* *drools over russia danceing*

Best Song ever! <3 ADTR <3
song describes what happens to just about anyone who believes in "LOVE"
Lyrics are below for those that dont understand New Metal vocals.


I'm a mess that's the best way to describe it
I leave no time to myself the only way I can fight it
When I'm alone it's like I'm staring into a mirror
Don't know the person inside it and that's never been any clearer
I miss our family and I miss all my friends
If you had it to do over your do it over again
Cause I would, it means something more to me
There's a whole in my heart where you use to be

I still wish you the best of luck baby
And don't go thinking this was a waste of time
I couldnt forget you if I tried
You killed what was left of the good in me
I'm tired so let me be broken
Look down at the mess that's infront of me
No other words may be spoken
And I've got nobody else to blame though I tried
Kept all of my past mistakes down inside
I'll live with regret for my whole life

I confess, that I brought this all on my self
Condemned to suffer alone, like there's nobody else
When your gone, it's like a whole part of me's missing
So I'll keep living the lie and just hope that your listening

What doesn't make us alive here
But our foundation was built for sin
Now stop and run until the damage was done
And I've never had the upper hand

I still wish you the best of luck baby
And don't go thinking this was a waste of time
I couldn't forget you if I tried
You killed what was left of the good in me
I'm tired so let me be broken
Look down at the mess that's infront of me
No other words may be spoken
And I've got nobody else to blame though I tried
Kept all of my past mistakes down inside
I'll live with regret for my whole life

All the things you love are all the things I hate
How did we get here in the first place?

All but your cold blood inside your mind (All my trust)
Is always burning inside of me (All the way)
I can't make any more progress I know I'll faint
The only thing that can heal this this time is space

You killed what was left of the good in me
I'm tired so let me be broken
Look down at the mess that's infront of me
No other words may be spoken
And I've got nobody else to blame though I tried
Kept all of my past mistakes down inside
I'll live with regret for my whole life
For my whole life

Taken from





Very shortly (still some details in progress), I will be selling fans! Here's some information on what to expect, and what I will be offering. Please ask away with any questions you have!

What are they?
--They are fans that are inserted into the muzzle of a fursuit head that either blows air in to the wearer's face or away from the wearer's face. They both improve the ability to breathe, and help keep your head cool. One common complaint that fursuiters share is usually your head that tends to overheat first. These fans do help.

How does it work?
--A fan is placed in the muzzle, it just rests in there and is easily put in or taken out later. A long cord runs down from the fan to a battery that hangs off your belt. You simply connect up the fan to the battery and it turns on, via a simple white connector. The batteries come with a charger and are fashioned so they hang from your belt. These fans are good for both full suits and partials.

What if the fan doesn't fit?
--Every muzzle is different as there are many species out there, and every head fits the wearer differently. There is a chance of the standard fan not fitting properly. If you are worried that your suit's muzzle may not be a good fit, know there are several options available. I offer several different size fans availble from 40mm to 70mm. If by a chance none of these work, then research can be done to find a fan suitable for the size/shape of your muzzle. Depending on the muzzle, some may require a different method of mounting to get a fan in there properly, including the possibility of alterations to the head if necessary. These will be done on a case-by-case basis with your options presented to you based on what I think the best way to install a fan is (prices may vary depending on the work needed). As a side note: if you happen to catch me at a con, by all means ask me if you can test out a fan for sizing or just to see what it is like.

What are the standard packages?
--There are two standard packages that will be offered. Both options come with a charger as the batteries are rechargeable.
Package One: 1 fan, 1 battery (9.6v), 1 battery charger = *See here!*
Package Two: 1 fan, 2 batteries (7.2v), 1 battery charger = *See here!*
To avoid confusion, the reason the batteries are lower voltage on Package Two is because the setup is different. On Package One the fan is linked to the one battery9.6v, and on Package Two the fan is linked to both batteries in series for14 volts, in short, Package Two is more powerful, but heavier in weight and more cumbersome in size. Consider things like just how hot do you get while you suit, and how long do you stay in suit when deciding which is right for you.
*Note: Extra batteries will be available for purchase!

Prices:
Fans:
--40mm, 50mm fans = $27
--60mm fan = $30
--70mm = $33
Batteries:
--9.6v = $25
--7.2v = $27
Charger:
--$23
Packages:
--Package One (1 fan, 1 battery, and 1 charger) = $80
--Package Two (1 fan, 2 batteries, and 1 charger) = $110

Payment:
--It will be a non-refundable 50% downpayment, and the other 50% upon completion. Products will be shipped (or hand delivered if possible) when last payment is received and processed.
--Payment plans? Please inquire, but again products will not be shipped until final payment is received.
--No returns,. Products are tested before shipping to insure quality.
--Repairs are always available!
--Shipping will be added to price based on purchase and location, unless it is worked out beforehand to get hand delivered such as at a con.
--International shipping will cost more. Please mention if you are purchasing from outside the continental U.S.

Coming soon!
--Looking into adding fans with LED lights built in as an option, currently they are blue and only available on 60mm fans. Going to try to find a bigger variety of colors and sizes. *See here!*

Extra side note! At FWA I will be running around and if you are interested in getting one, feel free to track me down with questions or if you wanna test out a fan. is also able to assist in fan testing and able to answer some questions/point in the right direction. Also I might take a few orders there for anyone interested.

Haunted by a past i don't even remember, Parents wanting me to be a person who no longer exists, and friends wanting me to be a person i'm not. And most of all i'm tired of running from who i am. running for 13 years, trying to be someone i'm not; trying to be the person everyone remembered and not who i am. Today i stop walking, stop jogging, and start walking. Walking so i can enjoy my life and look and see whats right in front of me and not pushing it out of the way so that i can run. To all those I have hurt i'm sorry and to all those that are still with me; thanks for running with me and picking me up when i fell. I love my friends more than anything; my friends are my family. Now Lets all have fun.

Last few weeks have been HELL, no easy way to put it. Unless i find a ride and a room mate for Furry Fiesta Im SOL (Shit out of luck) for those that dont know what that means. Im still trying to make it to FF tho, Not going to give up untill the day of the Con. It will be my first one, and DAMIT I WANA GO! Granddad's funeral went.... ok... i guess is the proper word for it. Still quite upset about it. And i have quit my WoW adiction because i need to save up money for my Fur Suit and for other things. But WoW was traded for DDO because DDO is free!!! *dose happy dance and facepaws* yea i know DDO is not that much better but it keeps my occupied and kinda sane. Anyway, If ya wana chat with me, either drop me a line here or TXT me.

Got some bad news guys. If you have been keeping in touch with me then u know that my grandfather has been very sick. Well he passed away today at 2:17 PM. i will be away for a while trying to cope and deal with this. I love u all and wish u the best in all ur future plans.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2035866/

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× • ALL | ABOUT | ME • × •
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- Name: ColdFury
- Single or taken: Single Sadly
- Sex: Male
- Birthday: 8th of April
- Sign: Aries
- Hair color: is brown but i keep it either black and red or black and blue
- Eye color: it changes from brown to green. Idk how
- Height: 6'2"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: im 70% straight and 30% gay

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• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •
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- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: Anywhere i can find cloths that are in tall sizes
- Favorite designer: dont have one
- What is your sexiest outfit?: me in my tux
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: black jeans and a shirt
- What do you usually wear?: jeans and a shirt

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• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: anything that says Moisturiser on it
- What are you listening to right now?: The phones ringing
- Who is the last person that called you?: The Tokoyo Fox
- How many buddies are online right now?: 2
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• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •
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- Food: Chicken Alfrado
- Girls' names: Rose
- Boys' names: Tony
- Subjects in school: Math, Social studys with Mr. Dugan
- Animals: Wolves, otters, penguins, and all types of dogs
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• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
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- Given anyone a bath?: No
- Smoked?: Yes
- Bungee jumped?: No
- Made yourself throw up?: Yes
- Skinny dipped?: No
- Ever been in love?: Yes
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Yes
- Pictured your crush naked?: Yes
- Actually seen your crush naked?: Yes
- Cried when someone died?: Yes
- Lied: Yes
- Fallen for your best friend?: Yes
- Used someone?: Yes
- Done something you regret?: Yes

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• × • C U R R E N T • × •
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- Clothes: Work Uniform
- Desktop picture: Windows Default
- CD in player: A Day To Remember Homesick album
- DVD in player: None

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• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •
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- You touched: Co-worker, we brushed sholders
- Hugged: The Tokoyo Fox
- You kissed: Not telling
- You IMed: Vamero
- Talk to online: Vamero
- You sexed it up with: Not telling

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• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
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- Understanding?: Yes
- Open-minded?: Yes
- Arrogant?: Not really
- Insecure?: Yes
- Random?: All the time
- Hungry?: Meh
- Smart?: Anough to get me by
- Moody?: I can be
- Organized?: Not enough
- Shy?: ............Yes *hides face in tail*
- Difficult?: Nope
- Bored easily?: I'll find something to do
- Obsessed?: Nah
- Angry?: If you give me a reason to be
- Happy?: Try to be
- Hyper?: Yes, Yes i can be.
- Trusting?: Yes

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• × • R A N D O M • × •
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- In the morning I: Had a HUGE headake from last night
- Love is: Something i want to feel again
- I dream about: i very rarely dream
- Sexual preference: Wemon, but if i meet the right guy i will.
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: This question confuses me.

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• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • ×
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- Coke or Pepsi: Coke
- Flowers or candy: Candy
- Tall or short: Either or

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• × • W H O • × •
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- Makes you laugh the most: Alot of people
- Makes you smile: people i trust
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Not answering


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• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: No
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: It would be interesting but i like being a male
- Wish you were younger?: I wish i looked Younger, people thing im 30 It makes me Cry
- Cry because someone said something to you?: Yes
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• × • N U M B E R • × •
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: 5 times
- Of guys I've kissed: 2
- Of girls I've kissed: 5
- Of Cd's I own: 30+
- Of scars on my body: 10+

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*Takes in a very deep breath*

Ok so this is how it goes, My GrandFather and Great GrandFather are both dieing of cancer, Doctors tell them they will both be lucky to see there next birthday. And we all work in the same family business so i have to see them every day trying to make the best of what they have left in this Dark disgusting Reality we call LIFE. My Great GrandMother is haveing surgery on both of her knees and wont be able to walk for about 3 months. My mom has been crying all day long cause we had to get rid of our dogs, My boys, Max and Gizmo. I will miss them both dearly. My Dad is blowing all of his money trying to build a boat when we can barely afford to pay the bill and put food on the table so he and i can eat. (BTW my parents are split up but still married to each other, my mom just lives an hour away) My brother just moved out with his wife ,who hates my guts, and complains to me about all his problems. And i feel like complete shit because it seems that lately everyone that knows me and hangs around me either now hates me or is caused pain because of me.

Im drowning and it seems like the more i try and swim to the surface and get some air, the current just beats me down.

Thanks for letting me just get that off my chest.

Homophobia means:

* I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

* I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

* I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

* We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

* I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

* I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

* I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

* I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

* We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

* I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

* I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

* I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

* I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

* I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

* I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

* I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

* I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.

* I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

* I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

* I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.



Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.

Taken from Journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2002807/

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The bottem part. With the batteries