OMG NOOOOOO!!! MY IPOD! MY BElOVED IPOD GOT WASHED WITH THE LAUNDRY!!! OMG IM SOOO SAD ALL MY ARTWORK AND MUSIC WAS ON THERE!!! WILL SOMEONE PLZ COMMISION ME SO I CAN START SAVING UP FOR A NEW ONE?! PLEASE HELP A FUR I NEED T_T....

what the hell! I swear FA is really getting on ym nerves lately! Im trying to submit work it freezes shuts doewn submit again doesnt show the pic, magically decides to show it smoewherwe else...seriosuly!! >< Im comp retarded so I rly am not helping the problem I know, but FA comp ppl c'mon....work your magic and stuff!

Yes I am now definitely open for commisions! please check out my commision page and tell me what you think! hope some of you are interested! ^^

i think ill start doind what I did on my old DeviantArt account and draw a picture ofr whoever gets a certain pageview when the look at my own page. whoever get the 1500 page view will get either a regular furry pic of their character (G-Rated) or a yiffy pic, your shoice, I need something to force me to draw anyway! XD

I just read this on AOL....I swear things like this absolutely disgust me. We should hutn these fuckers down and shoot at them see how they feel....humans....mother fucking A.....http://news.aol.com/topnews/a.....00010000000001

I actually am happy for the first time in almost 4 months! I just got hired as a barista at one of my favorite places to shop....Borders bookstore!!! *dies form excitement* I start this friday...im so happy, I actually have a job again! plus my shcoolwork is closing up, this is the home stretch, Im going off to college....yep thing sare FINALLY starting to look a little less bleak! ^_^ HUGS TO YOU ALL!!! :heart:

Ok heres the deal people. I know I havent been active as much as i have wanted to for quite some time. I have been going through a rather trying time right now (plus i have no PC or scanner at home!) so that explains my lack of art lately. However, I have been on GaiaOnline for a while now and I opened a little Art Shop there to whore my art to the community. I was very surprised to find so many takers and I compelted about 10 commisions in 1 month for GaiaGold (their currency) After mulling it over I have been considering taking real commisions for real money. I know im not Jen Seng or NuDog but I feel like i have improved enough in my artistic skills to open up commisions for a affordable*coughcheapcough* price ^_^. So I have a big question to all of you. Would you or anyone you know be interested in my art skills if I were to open myself to money commisions. Dinero is a big motivator people and I have was really surprised how quickly I got out of my art rut after I opened my shop on Gaia. Id really really REALLY appreciate it if you all commented back and told me! Trust me on this though I am a much more productive artist then I appear! most of the stuff you see here right now is more or lese older work that I just felt like posting. Plus most of my better work is school work which is put in my portfolio (and i dont want ppl looking lol) Ok, Ive rambled on long enough...plz answer my question!!! XD...oh and I <3 you all...yeah thats it *rofl*

Ok heres the deal people. I know I havent been active as much as i have wanted to for quite some time. I have been going through a rather trying time right now (plus i have no PC or scanner at home!) so that explains my lack of art lately. However, I have been on GaiaOnline for a while now and I opened a little Art Shop there to whore my art to the community. I was very surprised to find so many takers and I compelted about 10 commisions in 1 month for GaiaGold (their currency) After mulling it over I have been considering taking real commisions for real money. I know im not Jen Seng or NuDog but I feel like i have improved enough in my artistic skills to open up commisions for a affordable*coughcheapcough* price ^_^. So I have a big question to all of you. Would you or anyone you know be interested in my art skills if I were to open myself to money commisions. Dinero is a big motivator people and I have was really surprised how quickly I got out of my art rut after I opened my shop on Gaia. Id really really REALLY appreciate it if you all commented back and told me! Trust me on this though I am a much more productive artist then I appear! most of the stuff you see here right now is more or lese older work that I just felt like posting. Plus most of my better work is school work which is put in my portfolio (and i dont want ppl looking lol) Ok, Ive rambled on long enough...plz answer my question!!! XD...oh and I <3 you all...yeah thats it *rofl*

Ive noticed alot of ppl have a "trut or dare" journal they have been posting so might as well join the bandwagon! XD

So ask me three questions as random and crazy as you want and ill do my best to answer truthfully! X3

Oh gawd, I cant believe I did it...but I did..http://www.myspace.com/129369449 Go check out MySpace...and add me if you want. I swore I wouldnt, but I did *vomits*...STUPID ADDICITVE MYSPACE!!!! >:(

well, I wasnt really expecting it to go down like it did today coming out to my mom. I had written the letter I posted last night intneding on telling my mom that night but she had already gone to bed, so I decided to just tell her today, the thing is I forgot to put away my letter near the computer! (d'oh!) and she read it herself this morning.

Im just so happy to have a mother like mine. She is 100% accepting of me, and there was no fight/argument. The only thing she feels bad is that while she is accepting, she and I know both know the world is still overall homophobic. Im just so relieved and not all anxious now, and it feels fabulo-er...great! XD *side note: I am NOT nor do I WANT to be a flmaboyantly gay guy. Im gay yes, but im not about to dress up in drag and have a lisp! XD

So yeah, for all those out there whor read this, Im at ease and happy to say "I am gay"!

So yeah, happy day for me and all! Much <3 to you ppl! *glomps everyone*

I got accepted to Cal State Fullerton today! Wow...Im really amazed at how fast and how many accpetance letters are coming in Oo.

Also, go see Borat! I command you all to see the strange and sick twisted hilarity of the Kazackstany Borat!!! XD

"Oh Kazachstan, oh Kazachstan, you are the greatest country! All other countries are run by little girls! Greatest exporter of Potasium!!!" XD

oh hell yeah! I got accpeted to California Stat University Chico!!! F*ing kick ass! *does the college accpetance dance* and I got into the major I wanted too *animation*!!! 8D so yeah...im totally happy right noW!

more art on the way too just so the ppl here dont get tired of me *hopefully* Im a drawing the pr0n now, just to see if i can XD...actually i dont think it could be called pr0n, more like "artisitcally naked" i mean, he really isnt DOING anything! that stuff will be for later! XD

oh yeah and I have a LJ account to anyone who has one pls add me :3 *throws candy at everyones face* CANDY FOR EVERYONE!!! YAY FOR ACCPETANCE TO CSU CHICO!!! XD

my LJ=http://colfaxthewolf.livejournal.com/

LOL....I like these things! XD

1. What is your character's name?

Colfax

2. What kind of character is it (furry, anime, etc) and any particular race?

Anthropomorphic Wolf.Half grey wolf, quarter Mexican wolf

3. What is the first thing your character would think of when he/she first wakes up?

"sleeeeeeep....~_~'
4. Your character's favorite outfit would be?

anything baggy and not so restrctive. He isnt much concerned about trends and fahsinons like alot of other people. Anything that fits and is clean will do. He always likes to wear a special necklace that he got from a special friend a while back. He never takes it off!

5. When your character looks into a mirror, what's the first thing they would notice?

"moobs *man boobs XD*...ahhhhh!!!!" OR "gah my furs a freakin mess!"
6. Does your character have the same tastes in food as you?

He and I both love anything eastern or asian esp. Sushi...sushi ga daisuki desu!
7. How is your character similar to you?

He is very similar to me. He is after all my animal identity.

8. How is he different?

Well, for one, he's covered in fur, has a muzzle and tail, as well as wolf. He can be much more protective and open to more people then I am. Its probably due to his canine instincts
9. If your character could speak, would they have the same voice as you?

hmmm, never thought about it...maybe a little deeper then mine, but my voice is kinda deep anyway XD
10. If you were to suddenly become your character, what do you think would be the first thing you would do as them?

Honestly...howl X3.

11. Is there something about your character that you don't like how others think of them?

Not really. He's just like me in just about every way, and I'm pretty happy with the way I am.

12. What advantages does your character have over you?

For on thing he isnt a total slob, and he looks much cooler. I wish I were covered in fur all over, but one thing I am getting is a tattoo identical to his over the winter break!
13. What disadvantages?

Uhm... He can get overheated due to the fur?
14. Do you have any secrets relating to your character that only you know?

possibly-mayhaps

15. Do you have any secret drawings only you know about?

Yes, but it has now gone away for good. I was not happy about the art, and its now burried deeeep in a trash dump somewhere.

16. Do you have any plans for your character or are you working on something big relating to him?

I really want to get inspired enough to develop a background story and possibly novelization/comic book for that story. I see alot of potential in Colfax and his whole life story
17. What misconception(s), if any, do people have about your character?

Some people forget that his tattoo is on his left arm...not right *Im left handed, thats why X3*
18. If you could have just ONE characteristic from your character, what would it be?

his tail, i mean come on! who wouldnt want a freakin tail!
19. Have you made any characters that go along with yours, based on real-life people, that have the same traits?

Yes. I enjoy making characters with traits and perosnalities like the people I know
20. Have you written any stories about your character?
sorta...but nothing to post here!

21. How has your character changed since his first creation?

He used to wear exclusively just torn greaan pants...other then that, hes pretty much grown up the way I have

22. Give us a one-liner from him.

"Who DID put the bomp in the bompshubompdabomp?!*

23. What's something people would be surprised to learn about your character?

Other then that fact hes a furred, walking, talking, real life wolf?...nothin much XD

24. If you met your character in real life, what would you do with him?

scream "DUDE!!! FUCKING SWEEET!" and then give him a high five!

LOL...I love teh quizzes X3

A little question for you guys out there, what are your view on religion, and do you have any personal beliefs of your own? Now before anyone goes on ranting at each other just to level the playing ground Ill give you guys my info. Im currently looking into different religious beliefs since I really dont find Chrisitanity the most suitable way to worship for me. As of now I guess you could say I am agnostic, however I have been for the past week been finding more about the Wiccan religion, and it is something that I may delve into deeper at a later time. It seems to appeal to me more then most other beliefs because of its acceptance of diversity and belief that no one is better then the other. So yeah...ill leave the rest for you guys to discuss if you feel inclined to do so, but please no Bible thumping/ anti semitism/ muslim slander. I find it offensive and dont like it one a post I wanted to start just for general discussion. Thanks! :3

...just kidding u guys :3, but seriously, who reads other peoples journals and comments back? I try and do it as much as possible, but it seems like alot of people dont do it, what about u guys?

...I guess i can base my decision on how many people actually answer XD;

Im doing better now just so ya know. Just dealin with the drama. Anyway, found this one someones journal! For thos of you who dont know me very well ^_^

GENERAL

(001) Your gender: Male
(002) Sexual orientation: probably gay, but I do enjoy the women lol
(003) Single? Yes
(004) Do you want to be? I would like to have a companion
(005) Your birthday: July 30th, 1989(006) Age you wish you were: younger?
(007) Your height: About 6'
(008) The color of your eyes: Brown
(009) The color of your hair: Dark Brown/ black
(010) Piercings: nope
(011) Tattoos:gonna get one this christmas!!!
DO YOU

(012) Smoke? NO!
(013) Do drugs? NO!
(014) Read the newspaper? I watch it
(015) Pray? not realy
(016) Talk to strangers who IM you? they creep me out...
(017) Take walks in the rain? it gets my fur wet 8P
(018) Drive? yes!
(019) Like to drive fast? only at race tracks
(020) Hurt yourself? Well..accidentaly

HAVE YOU EVER

(021) Been out of the country? Yep
(022) Been in love? yep
(023) Done drugs? Hell no
(024) Gone skinny dipping? when i was little XD
(025) Had any type of surgery? Does a split open head count?
(026) Ran away from home? Nope
(027) Played strip poker? lol....no(028) Gotten beaten up?No...most people talk the talk but are to pussy to walk the walk
(029) Been picked on? I ignore people, but yes
(030) Been on stage? I love acting(031) Slept outdoors? Yeah
(032) Thought about suicide? Yes..but not commiting it
(033) Pulled an all-nighter? Yes
(034) If yes, what is your record? One day
(035) Talked on the phone all night? Yeah, with my friend in Sweden
(036) Slept with the opposite sex without having sex? Yes
(037) Slept all day? Close
(038) Killed someone? Only mentally
(039) Made out with a stranger? No
(041) Had sex with a stranger?...no...
(042) Kissed the same sex? wouldnt you like to know XD
(043) Done anything sexual with the same sex? *read above*
(044) Been betrayed? too many times
(045) Broken the law? I J-Walk sometimes
(046) Met a famous person? Do animation stars count? Then Vic Micnogna *Ed from FMA's voice*
(047) Been on radio/TV? sadly no :(
(048) Been in a mosh-pit? I dont like that sort of music
(049) Had a nervous breakdown? a couple times
(050) Been criticized about your sexual performance? No comment
(051) Had a dream that kept coming back? Not in a row, it comes back a year after and i remeber where I left off

APPAREL

(052) Shoe brand? Not sure what they're called
(053) What are you normally wearing to school/work? T-shirt, jeans, and my hoodie
(054) Wear hats? no
(055) Are you guilty of judging other people by their clothing? Once or twice
(056) Do you wear make-up daily? NO!
(057) Favorite place to shop? Steve and Barry's...theres funny Sh!t there(058) Favorite article of clothing? my Boxers and shirts
(059) Are you trendy? I hate fu#kin trends

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

(060) Life on other planets? for sure
(061) Miracles? yes
(062) Astrology? seems to accurate sometimes to be fake
(063) Magic? yes...you just gotta believe *star flys across screen*
(064) God? Yes
(065) Satan? not in the christian sense
(066) Santa? heh...suuure why not(067) Ghosts?yes
(068) Luck? I got the shitty end of this
(069) Love at first sight? yeah
(070) Yin and Yang? balance is key(071) Witches? you mean wiccans? O.o
(072) Easter bunny?what the hell doe sa rabbit have to do wtih the resurrrection of Jesus??!!
(073) Fidelity? whos a jigga what now?
(074) A pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? Hey, Im Irish, I OWN the fucking gold! XD

LOVE

(075) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? Not really
(076) Do you remember your first love? yeah...we're best friends now ^^
(077) Still love him/her?Yeah...and I wish it could be serious one day.(078) Do you consider love a mistake? Its something very precious, but should be taken seriously as well, Hearts break too easy nowadays
(079) What do you find romantic? Someones persoanlity, and how down to earht they are
(080) Turn-on: the eyes for sure(081) Turn-off: how shallow someone is count?
(082) Do you base your judgment on looks alone? I judge on everything BUT that
(083) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? I dunno
(084) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? yeah sort of
(085) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? Girls say im cute sometime
(086) What's the last present someone gave you? My trip to AAU in San Francisco
(087) Are you in love? I wish

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...

(088) That you laughed at? George Lopez
(089) That laughed at you? My aunt, but it was more with me
(090) That turned you on? no one really
(091) You went shopping with? my aunt
(092) To disappoint you?certain "family" memebers
(093) To ask you out? still waiting on this one
(094) To make you cry? I dont cry much
(095) To brighten up your day? my mom
(096) That you thought about? My best friend
(097) You saw a movie with? My best friend XD
(098) You talked to on the phone? My brother
(099) You talked to through IM? My friend in Sweden
(100) You saw? A classmate
(101) You turned down? no comment

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU

(104) Smiled? Today
(105) Laughed? last night
(106) Cried? a while back
(107) Bought something? last night
(108) Danced? I only play DDR X3
(109) Were sarcastic? Dunno
(110) Hugged/kissed someone? Sunday, hugged and kissed my mom
(111) Talked to an enemy?this saturday ><
(112) Watched your favorite movie? quite a while ago
(113) Talked on the phone? Today
(114) Listened to the radio? my iPod...today
(115) Watched TV? last night
(116) Went out? today
(117) Helped someone? my mom yesterday
(118) Sang? I wanna sing more
(119) Said "I love you"? Yesterday
(120) Got drunk? when I was 3...IM SO MEXICAN!!! XD

So yeah...maybe thatll give you guys more info about me! ^_^

So much Sh!t has been goin on in the last few days for me...you have no idea, Last night was beyond hectic and crazy so yeah....I need a nice chew toy or something to have in a corner -_-; *walks away to a corner and lays down*

Yeah, sorry to all who were watching me and stuff, my school work has been apain in the ass >_< I have a HUGE project due next Tuesday that was assigned TODAY @_@;. But ill survive Im sure. Been also busy looking up info for colleges and universities too ^_^. I have been drawing quite abit lately and I DO have stuff I wanna post, but I gotta find time to finish them up, scan them, and post them here XP. Hope u all are doin good though! Anyone be interested for an art trade at all? I wouldnt mind doin something different...even something naught-ish wouldnt be that bad at this point LOL I just wanna draw something! XD

Yeah, sorry to all who were watching me and stuff, my school work has been apain in the ass >_< I have a HUGE project due next Tuesday that was assigned TODAY @_@;. But ill survive Im sure. Been also busy looking up info for colleges and universities too ^_^. I have been drawing quite abit lately and I DO have stuff I wanna post, but I gotta find time to finish them up, scan them, and post them here XP. Hope u all are doin good though! Anyone be interested for an art trade at all? I wouldnt mind doin something different...even something naught-ish wouldnt be that bad at this point LOL I just wanna draw something! XD

Two thousand one, nine eleven
Five thousand plus arrive in heaven.
As they pass through the gate,
Thousands more appear in wait.
A bearded man with stovepipe hat
Steps forward saying, "Lets sit, lets chat."

They settle down in seats of clouds,
A man named Martin shouts out proud,
"I have a dream!" and once he did
The Newcomer said, "Your dream still lives."

Groups of soldiers in blue and gray
Others in khaki, and green then say
"We're from Bull Run, Yorktown, the Maine"
The Newcomer said, "You died not in vain."

From a man on sticks one could hear
"The only thing we have to fear.
The Newcomer said, "We know the rest,
trust us sir, we've passed that test."

"Courage doesn't hide in caves
You can't bury freedom, in a grave,"
The Newcomers had heard this voice before
A distinct Yankees twang from Hyannisport shores.

A silence fell within the mist
Somehow the Newcomer knew that this
Meant time had come for her to say
What was in the hearts of the five thousand plus that day.

"Back on Earth, we wrote reports,
Watched our children play in sports
Worked our gardens, sang our songs
Went to church and clipped coupons
We smiled, we laughed, we cried, we fought
Unlike you, great we're not"

The tall man in the stovepipe hat
Stood and said, "Don't talk like that!
Look at your country, look and see
You died for freedom, just like me"

Then, before them all appeared a scene
Of rubbled streets and twisted beams
Death, destruction, smoke and dust
And people working just 'cause they must

Hauling ash, lifting stones,
Knee deep in hell, but not alone
"Look! Blackman, Whiteman, Brownman, Yellowman
Side by side helping their fellow man!"
So said Martin, as he watched the scene
"Even from nightmares, can be born a dream."

Down below three firemen raised
The colors high into ashen haze
The soldiers above had seen it before
On Iwo Jima back in '44

The man on sticks studied everything closely
Then shared his perceptions on what he saw mostly
"I see pain, I see 20 tears,
I see sorrow - but I don't see fear."

"You left behind husbands and wives
Daughters and sons and so many lives
are suffering now because of this wrong
But look very closely. You're not really gone.

All of those people, even those who've never met you
All of their lives, they'll never forget you
Don't you see what has happened?
Don't you see what you've done?
You've brought them together as one.�

With that the man in the stovepipe hat said
"Take my hand," and from there he led
five thousand plus heroes, Newcomers to heaven
On this day, two thousand one, nine eleven.
- Anonymous

Very beutiful poem in my opinion. While I was not affected by the tragedy of 9-11 directly, I know how it feels to lose loved ones...if that compares to it in any way at all ^^;. So yeah...God Bless America and such ^_^

Yay, I got a new job at Denny's! XD I am starting next Thursday as a host, but they are gonna move me up to server quickly though :D!!! At least my paycheck wont smell like fried chicken any more! *I used to work at Popeye's* So yeah...just random stuff i decided to tell you :)

Wow...i had never expected to find an anthro convention so close to my house! I think I will go to it this coming May just to check it out! XD anyone out there in the southern california area gonna be attending by chance? I guess its a bit early, i know, but I think its pretty exciting that ill be able to go to another convention other then AX this year XD

Other then that, Im still drawing a bit. I got myself a posable manequin yesterday *wootwoot* should help with my posing problem XD.

Still open for art trades if anyones interested!

Would anyone here be interested in an art trade? I have access to a scanner now *though its not mine ^^;* and I'd like to do some trades with some of you guys on FA! Im now pretty much willing to draw anything, just ask! :) So yeah...thats 'bout it...its 1:30 right now...im tired....'night *collapses* XD

-Ive been in Las Vegas for the past 4 days. It was alot of fun, and I tried my luck at the slot machines. I was up for a while and then I lost in the end -_-;. Ah well it was fun either way.

-My scanner is dead so I wont be able to post anything for a while. Maybe my freind will let me use her scanner though.

-Would anyone be interested in doing an art trade with me if I can get my scanner problem fixed out? Im still pretty new to this site, and Ive only been drawing anthro/furry art for a couple of years but I would really like to do a trade with someone :D