Life updates
Posted a year agoHello everyone !
First of all, I want to wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!
It was a difficult year for me. A lot of changes happened in my life. There were several hard events that affected me, but I accept them as lessons from fate.
I'm really sorry that I wasn't updating my gallery for a long time. It's hard for me to watching my statistics on this site. I'm currently actively producing content for my favorite anime from my childhood - Cyborg kuro chan, so I haven't updated here for so long.
I don't want to make any promises to the people here. I still drawing, but I'm just busying with a different things at the moment. I'm enjoying what I'm doing now. At the moment I work a lot at my day job, also taking English lessons and doing other things. I'm alright!
I'm grateful to you for the attention and support that you have given me all this time!
I'll definitely let you know about me after some time.
Thanks for reading this!
First of all, I want to wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!
It was a difficult year for me. A lot of changes happened in my life. There were several hard events that affected me, but I accept them as lessons from fate.
I'm really sorry that I wasn't updating my gallery for a long time. It's hard for me to watching my statistics on this site. I'm currently actively producing content for my favorite anime from my childhood - Cyborg kuro chan, so I haven't updated here for so long.
I don't want to make any promises to the people here. I still drawing, but I'm just busying with a different things at the moment. I'm enjoying what I'm doing now. At the moment I work a lot at my day job, also taking English lessons and doing other things. I'm alright!
I'm grateful to you for the attention and support that you have given me all this time!
I'll definitely let you know about me after some time.
Thanks for reading this!
Someee info!
Posted 5 years agoHello! After so many years, I am finally taking a little vacation for myself.
I have completed all current commissions and need a rest.
In early August, I will reopen commissions and will be happy to fulfill your ideas with renewed vigor ~
At the moment I plan to continue working in two styles:
1. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36891483/ - with soft shading
2. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36005234/ - with hard shading
Please tell me which style is preferable for you. It's very interesting to know your opinion. Thanx!
(You can also sign up for the commission queue by writing to me in Notes. Upon my return, I will open the commission and add you to the queue.)
Have a great vacation everyone!
I have completed all current commissions and need a rest.
In early August, I will reopen commissions and will be happy to fulfill your ideas with renewed vigor ~
At the moment I plan to continue working in two styles:
1. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36891483/ - with soft shading
2. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36005234/ - with hard shading
Please tell me which style is preferable for you. It's very interesting to know your opinion. Thanx!
(You can also sign up for the commission queue by writing to me in Notes. Upon my return, I will open the commission and add you to the queue.)
Have a great vacation everyone!
Back again!
Posted 5 years agoHello to all my friends and subscribers!
I miss you all so much, I'm glad to be back here after hard days.
I apologize to everyone who expected commissions from me and other artworks, I could not do this because of the session that started and the difficulties at work.
It was a difficult time for all of us. And I'm glad that I can devote all my time to my beloved work again.
Thank you very much to everyone who was waiting for me, followed and commented my artworks. I will write in the near future to all customers and try to quickly complete all the promised arts.
Long time no see!
Posted 5 years agoHello!
I suppose I should have written about this before, but not the point ...
I hope your affairs are in order!
I have not made myself felt for a long time. I continue studying in my specialty. This year is planned to be especially difficult and you can watch it in my gallery - the second year of study at the university is always difficult. It will be easier next year, I hope.
I feel weak whenever I get home from university. This is very tiring.
Studying turned into boredom, and its complexity significantly reduced the number of my fellow students. It scares.
Why am I tell all this? To the fact that I have to take care of my strength, I will also draw as much as possible.
I'm alive, keep that in mind.
Thank you for your support and attention to me!
happy anniversary!
Posted 6 years agoHello!
Today my account is three years old!
I am very glad that people continue to actively support me with likes, comments and take commissions from me. I really appreciate it!
I am also grateful to my friends and familiar artists who have made an invaluable contribution to my work, such as - ExtraSizeBob, Chef Nook, Boris, Archie and many, many others! I thank everyone who watches my work! Thank you very much!
This year turned out to be very difficult for me - I continued my studies further and chose a specialty not related to my profile. At the moment I am an engineer and in this regard - this year I had little time to draw.
During this year I completed a large number of comms and I have to take a break of one month to rest - I want to please you with fanart and get a little distracted from everything.
Despite the busy year - I have achieved some success. Technical education has brought me a great sense of responsibility, attentiveness to my work, taught me to appreciate my time. I hope that these qualities will help me to develop in the future.
At the moment I continue to draw fanart and draw children's content. Perhaps someone would be interested to see my usual drawings? I am thinking of creating a second Twitter account for this. What do you think?
Also, now, I worry about further study.
Perhaps, if I do not like my practice, I will change my profession to marine engineering. This is very promising, but at the same time, I understand that I will have significantly less time for my hobbies.
Soon I will make a final decision, but know - I'm fine now! I hope that you are also all right!
Thank you very much for your attention and support!
Festive artwork will be very soon!
The Last Frontier
Posted 6 years agohttps://twitter.com/collectollider/status/1126862145273106433
here is information on why there are no updates for so long
I remember about comms, I need time to pass my exams.
thank you for waitin' me!
back to back
Posted 6 years agoI'm back, friends!
I could not pass one exam, I have to prepare it in March. But it's okay.
I am back and ready to finish all commissions, takes new and answer all the messages!
Thank you for your support! Everything will be fine! Thank you for supporting me all this time! <3
I could not pass one exam, I have to prepare it in March. But it's okay.
I am back and ready to finish all commissions, takes new and answer all the messages!
Thank you for your support! Everything will be fine! Thank you for supporting me all this time! <3
ready for work
Posted 7 years agoHello!
In this journal I want to thank you for waiting me!
I had to leave for a couple of days on business, but now I'm here again and ready to start your orders.
Now I will upload a few sketches here, and the rest you can see on my page on Twitter - https://twitter.com/collectollider
Thanks again! Have a nice day!
In this journal I want to thank you for waiting me!
I had to leave for a couple of days on business, but now I'm here again and ready to start your orders.
Now I will upload a few sketches here, and the rest you can see on my page on Twitter - https://twitter.com/collectollider
Thanks again! Have a nice day!
erase this
Posted 7 years agoHello everybody.
Very soon, on this site, there will be a significant date for me - two years I'm on this site.
I still thank one person. Which my cousin, brother, boyfriend and e.t.c., no one knows. But also I want to thank all of you who support me and my creativity, offers for me interesting ideas and make commissions from me. Thank you very much!
As you have already noticed, this year I updated my gallery quite often. That's cool. I feel much more confident, I try to rely on my knowledge and my ideas. I have not yet reached the ideal, but I will try!
But, unfortunately, it is not connected in any way with inspiration or something pleasant.
It was a difficult year for me. June 28th I graduated from art college. Now I have become a designer. Throughout this year, I felt very bad. Sometimes, there were feelings that I would die. In September, I had an unloved job that brought me a lot of money. I had panic attacks. In order not to panic, I destroyed these feelings, putting all my energies in the drawings. My panic intensified even more, at the beginning of 2018. I got the feeling that I live completely wrong. On the Internet this is called a quarter-of-life crisis. Drawings became more and more, but relief did not come.
At the moment, I feel overwhelmed.
I do not know what I want to do.
I cried now. It feels like it's just a test for me. I try to find at least one clue to make it easier for me, but I quickly break. I'm beginning to engage in self-discovery, which is extremely damaging to my situation, but I can not do it any other way.
I am writing this here so that it will become easier for me, because at the moment I have no support.
July 5 this page will be two years old.
I would be extremely grateful if you would support me here, with your commissions and good ideas.
I want to earn some money this year to please my loved ones, who surrounded me at those moments when it was hard for me.
Very soon, on this site, there will be a significant date for me - two years I'm on this site.
I still thank one person. Which my cousin, brother, boyfriend and e.t.c., no one knows. But also I want to thank all of you who support me and my creativity, offers for me interesting ideas and make commissions from me. Thank you very much!
As you have already noticed, this year I updated my gallery quite often. That's cool. I feel much more confident, I try to rely on my knowledge and my ideas. I have not yet reached the ideal, but I will try!
But, unfortunately, it is not connected in any way with inspiration or something pleasant.
It was a difficult year for me. June 28th I graduated from art college. Now I have become a designer. Throughout this year, I felt very bad. Sometimes, there were feelings that I would die. In September, I had an unloved job that brought me a lot of money. I had panic attacks. In order not to panic, I destroyed these feelings, putting all my energies in the drawings. My panic intensified even more, at the beginning of 2018. I got the feeling that I live completely wrong. On the Internet this is called a quarter-of-life crisis. Drawings became more and more, but relief did not come.
At the moment, I feel overwhelmed.
I do not know what I want to do.
I cried now. It feels like it's just a test for me. I try to find at least one clue to make it easier for me, but I quickly break. I'm beginning to engage in self-discovery, which is extremely damaging to my situation, but I can not do it any other way.
I am writing this here so that it will become easier for me, because at the moment I have no support.
July 5 this page will be two years old.
I would be extremely grateful if you would support me here, with your commissions and good ideas.
I want to earn some money this year to please my loved ones, who surrounded me at those moments when it was hard for me.
One year on this site!
Posted 8 years agoHello everyone! ^^"
This is my first journal and I'm a little worried, but ...
Today I have a small celebration! It's been exactly a year since I registered here! And I'm very happy about that!
For this I would like to thank
and my other friends (Which are not available on this site) !
Thank you for supporting me! You helped me with the study of anatomy, introduced me to amazing artists!
I'm a little sad because I rarely updated my gallery... But it's not so simple!
At the moment I'm trying to study the anatomy to better understand the structure of the body, so that it would be easier for me to draw. It's hard to force yourself to draw every day. But I will try! I want to achieve good results, develop my style, get acquainted with other interesting fetishes!
Thanks to all my subscribers, to all those who comment and add to my favorites my drawings. I really appreciate it!
I would very much like to wish myself success in this difficult business, so that my training would be pleasant and bring its results.
That's all! Thank you for attention!
This is my first journal and I'm a little worried, but ...
Today I have a small celebration! It's been exactly a year since I registered here! And I'm very happy about that!
For this I would like to thank

Thank you for supporting me! You helped me with the study of anatomy, introduced me to amazing artists!
I'm a little sad because I rarely updated my gallery... But it's not so simple!
At the moment I'm trying to study the anatomy to better understand the structure of the body, so that it would be easier for me to draw. It's hard to force yourself to draw every day. But I will try! I want to achieve good results, develop my style, get acquainted with other interesting fetishes!
Thanks to all my subscribers, to all those who comment and add to my favorites my drawings. I really appreciate it!
I would very much like to wish myself success in this difficult business, so that my training would be pleasant and bring its results.
That's all! Thank you for attention!