So I can't bear with Uni anymore and I decided after talking with my parents that I'll leave my studies.

I might try design next year or soon, I dunno

for now I just wanna draw and be happy. I need to relax.

So, anybody want quick $5 comissions? I'll just open 3 slots since I can't do more than that

0. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? Whats your name?
Kiwii 8)

1. How tall are you?
5'1" I still can punch you

2. Natural hair color? (if you can remember it)
dark brown

3. What about eye color?
brown

4. What orientation are you?
straiiight

5. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
taken

6. What do you do in your spare time?
Try to study (TRY), draw or play vidya

7. What's your job?
student?

8. What's one thing you like about yourself?
Idunno

9. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
never lose weight even if I go to the gym hellalot

10. What're some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
I'm small?

11. Of what faith/religion are you(if any at all?)
Agnostic

12. Do you drink?
Sometimes

13. Do you smoke?
Nope

14. What are your fears?
Dying

15. What are your dreams/goals?
Having a decent job

16 .Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
yes

17. Who's your best bud?
My boyfriend

18. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
EVERYTHING

19. Favorite drink?
Water

20. Favorite color?
Orange/green

21. If you had any super power, what would it be?
Transform into anything I want

22. Favorite movie?
Fight club maybe yes

23. Least favorite food?
Prietas (Black pudding)

24. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
JESUS I DON'T KNOW MAYBE A BOUFFET OMG I'll jsut say lasagna for now

25. What do you drive/wish you drove?
I don't drive ;_; Maybe a Mazda 3 when I have money

26. Most disliked bug?
Mosquitoes 8(

27. Most hated pet peeves?
I... don't know, maybe sniffing really hard

28. Dislike in life?
Ugh I don't know

29. Most annoying?
People who shove religion in your face

30. Most disliked TV show?
I don't watch tv

Thank you so much for all the favorites ;_;

I really appreciate them all, and all the watches, and ohmygod you guys are the best.

University has been a real pain in the ass! I have no time for love or beers, but my boyfriend came yesterday and stayed with me, had such a great time with him omgImisshimalready

I hope you guys are doing fine around there, is still winter in your country? or spring? lmao

So I have been trying to improve my drawings, but I don't like anything I do, so that's why I'm not uploading, I'm so so so sorry.

But I ahve been encouraged to keep on going, so I will try to upload something this weekend

And the request haven't been forgotten, I will considerate everyone who psoted in there, I just ask for a little patience since Uni is very tiresome

Have a good weekend

I will be doing two request today !!

The only thing you have to do is tell me why you are folowwing me and add two references of your character!! First one first serve, so be quick!

I might do more than two request so keep posting!

I got my tablet back!

So yeah, I just wanted to update my watchers about my situation, im still on vacations but I am capable of drawing atm, so I was wondering if anyone is interested in some comissions?

Also guys, you don't know how happy I am like omg so many watchers and pageviews and you all make me feel fuzzy and happy I love you all ;_;

Have fun ok? hehe cheers

http://www.wimp.com/orphanraccoon/

Why are raccoons so cute omg

Get to try archery
Pass all of my classes this year at Uni, smooth and cool
Be 40% more cooler
Read at least 2 books
Improve drawing skills
Get more videogames for my ps3
Watch all the must-see movies my bro recommended
Take more photos, you just can't have enough!
Lose weight until I get to my normal one.. maybe thinner!! Hooray
Start caring more about myself and my feelings
Stop being so submissive to people who don’t deserve it, sometimes I need to think about myself first
Get better at LoL so me and my friend celebrate more often being awesome

I think that's it...yep!

Happy new year everyone!

1. What did you do in 2011 that you'd never done before?
Uhm...dunno

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Some of them.. and yes, I will make more resolutions for next year!

3. How will you be spending New Year's Eve?
Dinner with my mother and uncle, and then party all night long (woo!)

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Fortunately no, but I almost did xD

5. What countries did you visit?
None this year

6. What would you like to have in 2012 that you lacked in 2011?
A bigger apartment so I can be more relaxed and organized =w=

7. What date from 2011 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
7 January... it was the happiest day of the year when I started dating my ex... well it sounds stupid but yes it's an important date now too! Also the first week of September since I almost died and I feel like I have a new life since then.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Being me and doing what I felt to do even if it was hard.

9. What was your biggest failure?
Letting down an important person, failing classes at Uni even after the hard work.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Big bruises in arms and my legs from falling in the subway trails, but it was jsut that, bruises!

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Steam games muahah, also Lolla tickets

12. Where did most of your money go?
Food, transport, concert tickets

13. What song will always remind you of 2011?
Hmm, hard question, turn me on(remix by guetta), Blue lips from regina, love me dead by Ludo, moves like jagger from Maroon 5

14. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Studied harder, have more time for myself and done crazy stuff

15. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Less of a bitch lmao

16. What was your favorite TV program?
Chuck

17. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Javi, from last year to now she changed so much, good thing we drifted apart.

18. What was the best book you read?
Didn't read any this year... damn >:I

19. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Hey Ocean! Homestuck music, Kyoto Jazz Massive, Ludo and two door cinema club, but I discovered lots of bands that I loved! (Jump ship, blind pilot, and rediscovered regina spektor)

20. What was your favorite film of this year?
Con Air (saw it this year lmao)

21. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Spent time with my sis and exbf, turned 20

22. What kept you sane?
Internet..

23. Who did you miss?
My parents, my old friends...

24. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2011:
Studying is hard and a pain in the ass, but failing is more than that... and you should always do what you feel you should... otherwise you will suffer from not doing what your heart tells you to.

So I'm opening comissions only for $5

these will be simple drawings /sketches with soft shading/flat colored (like http://www.furaffinity.net/full/6955073/ with colors :P)

anyone interested? I'll open 5 slots, will draw almost everything!
ask me ask me I'll draw em gogogo

I loove this new avatar, thanks  22mg

In other news.. I am still with my comissions open! Anyone interested?

Cheers!

This year has been very weird for me..

I have been sad, very very sad.. but today something happened...

I went to a class that I already failed, I was ashamed to show my face to the teacher.. but at the end of the class he wanted to talk to me.

He knew I failed, he said it wasn't a surprise, but not because I'm not smart, but because what has happened to me... as he said

"I know you feel bad.. but you shouldn't... you failed this class.. but you passed one that is way harder, one that gave you the chance to live again. Why are you sad? you should feel great! Don't worry about this, just keep going, remember that this life isn't meant to be sad, you knew it, you should be reminded of it"

I almost cried, he was right... I have been in danger, I shouldn't be alive, but I am.. I have been very sad, I have made people suffer.. I feel terrible about it, but I need this time to rethink my life in a good way.

If you ever feel sad, read this.. when you have 1 second to rethink about your life, when you think you are dead, nothing really matters, you aren't afraid to die anymore... you are afraid to waste your life expecting things.. go take a walk, make sports, travel a lot.. you don't know when death will call you... make your best out of your life, studying, doing things, just do it.


I want to thank so much my watchers, I'm sorry for being so late with comissions, sorry for keeping with sad art, but every comment, every compliment and every watcher who waits for me makes me want to get better. Really, thanks (and for my comissioners you will be compensated).


I wanted to say that, don't waste your life being sad, be happy! be happy that this is happening, maybe you are failing a class, maybe you have problems with your family, with your relationships, but don't worry, you can try to fix it and you will.

Because you have passed the most important class, surviving until this day.


Gonna be back tomorrow, going to see Britney Spears today.

Special thanks to  merystic ,  22mg and  lalosaurio , maybe we haven't talked that much, maybe there's a problem of miscommunication, but you have helped me in each stage of my life, you don't know how thankful I am.

Sorry for this journal lmao, never again

So just a quick update

I'm on vacations at the beach with my family (since here we have a long weekend until thursday and is spring, so yeahhhh )

I hope you can forgive me for the slow uploads and comissions, really, really sorry! But you'll be compensated :/ hope you can forgive watchers/comissioners

And oh well, will be right back in a couple of days! Love you all guys.. seriously, take care!

Omg guys... you don't know how much this means to me

Thanks for watching me, really.. thankyou. I have been feeling so tired (and sometimes sad) because of school and dues and stuff that I haven't done much.. but this cheers me up. A lot. Thanks, really.

Hopefully I can finish the comissions on Sunday and open another slots for sketches and stuff.

Hugs and many love to my watchers

But only for a day or two!

Have had a crazy week, yersterday had to study, then went to do some group work with som friends and didn't sleep... then I went to the uni to a marathon and had a test today (I Aced, so good!)

I can't rest for now since I have to go study calculus again.. and I don't know if I'm going to have enough energy for drawing this night. But I'll do more avatars tomorrow!!

Really, really sorry for making you wait guys

Also, thanks for the people who wished me a happy birthday, couldn't be better. My boyfriend made it the best, bestest birthday ever, so I can't be happier

So yeah, sorry for being late, hope you understand :(

Comission queue List

Comission List!

-  LycaonHoru complete avatar (done!) (paid)
-  sciggles complete avatar (done!) (paid)
-  kesscat two complete avatars
-  avirae simple avatar

Slots are OPEN!

So I need some money so I can pay a ticket for my boyfriend (otherwise I'll be alone), so I need your help! and how? I'm doing comissions!

Is anybody interested?
The avatars will be something like this http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6614227 and you have a guarantee if you don't like what you recieve!

Prices:
-complete avatars (shading, details) for $8 dollars each (if you want two icons it will be $13 !!)
-avatars without shading for $4 dollars! they'll be much simplier, but still good!
If you want something else than an avatar I'd also love to do it! Just note me :)


Comission List!

1.-  spazzyhusky simple avatar (done) (paid)
2.-  LycaonHoru complete avatar
3.-  sciggles complete avatar
4.-  kesscat
5.-  avirae simple avatar


also THANKS SO MUCH GUYS OMG, I don't have enough words for thanking you guys

And I'll have a big test, hooray.

Fuck, I just want to complete the test and then have good times with my bf.

Can't wait

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Tgwrkk-B3k

So cute omg

Omg so much of you <3 you don't know how much I appreciate that you are watching me.

So, what do you want to see, or what made you watch me?

I ask this because I don't have many comments, and I want to improve so badlyy

I really do,

How has been your weekend?

I'm sorry if I'm not that funny to talk to.. I wish I was

IS SO FUCKING AWESOME

seriously I went today to the cinema (in Chile) and it was AWESOME, I mean, it was grat, also lots of nostalgia.

Please go watch it

Lol, I am laughing so hard about my ex bf.

Because, well, he dumped me for another chick and then he dumped that chick for another one. Both of us were dumped while he said he loved us.

I moved on and I'm happy as fuck I found the most wonderful boyfriend in the world.

But someone sent me a screencap of my ex who had a weapon with my name (A fish, lol)

I am laughing so hard, hasn't he moved on? What's his problem that he wants to create drama?

Good thing he "blocked me" now, because I bet he dies inside when he sees me happy.

And I'm so happy


So yeah, if you are missing your ex who dumped you, don't, move on and let them be mad about losing you.

So I just had some near death experience and I survived

I almost got killed in the subway, but I don't think you care lol

I will end requests in a couple of days, now I need to rest

And yes i'm okay and complete

IM SO EFFING HAPPY

AFTER MONTHS OF WAITING FOR MY TABLET I FINALLY RECOVERED IT OMFG YES

Since I'm happy I'll make 3 free request for the first people who post in this journal!!

1.-  sanae_icenblas
2.-  blynd
3.-  merystic
4.-  22mg

thanks guys, also have patience, I am rather slow at drawing, sorry!
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I have been working on these, I hope I get them finished between these and the next week!

So I ended this friendship with a girl.. and she got half of my tablet.. and the pen is lost.. so I won't draw digitally in a while...

But oh well, I'm back and I hope I get inspired to draw some stuff