Hey everyone!

Wanted to post a journal to let you all know (which seems to be at least half my journals lately) that I'm not dead. Not posting much as usual. I might deactivate my DeviantArt account though since it's actually dead.

I've been doing art and stories and saving them in a "post" folder, mostly anthro and Pokemon characters and especially Clefable (my beloved~). Most of it isn't even past the scribble-filled sketch phase but I ink and color the ones I particularly like from them.

I'm going to be posting my stuff in batches from now on since that's easier for me. Takes less time and effort to tag all my content at once. I should have a batch soon, but I want at least one messy diaper art in there; most of it is wet or safe for work. Got to have that messy diaper art in there~

Also need to fix the Fur Affinity ratings since wet diapers are considered mature now. I agree with that stance, but I have a lot of art (since I don't post stories here) to go through, so I'll set some time aside for it. Hopefully no ban hammer by then.

Thank you for reading and enjoying my content. Take care~

Hey everyone! Hope things are going well! Mainly wanted to give a status update on why I don't post much lately. It's also me wanting to say stuff to improve my self-confidence.

I've been feeling demotivated as of late due to a fear of failure on my artwork. It's difficult for me to pick up and start drawing on the tablet. But on the bright side, I'm seeing mistakes and imperfections that I can improve on from before. It's kind of like a double-edged sword since I'm glad I'm starting to improve but now I feel I need to reach higher up. In order to continue drawing, I think I'll need forced to do it on a schedule and that's not particularly fun as a hobby for me when it's forced like that.

Though it's not an excuse to draw less since I spend a lot of free time on playing video games, I also have other stuff going on, similar to the last journal that I did, like maintaining my new garden outside full of broccoli, corn, tomatoes, and lots of wildflowers. I feel accomplished seeing more butterflies and bees there than I could ever imagine before. Also trying some fun hobby programming aside from my career work. Gym workouts are going well.

I have a few sketches, but I feel they aren't good enough to post yet or they're using my deprecated character designs (such as my Audino character) and need fixed up. It's the same fear I have as mentioned earlier, really wanting to put something decent out instead of scribbles that are difficult to make out what they are. I have one or two completed artworks I'll post in the near future, though I wouldn't mind adding shading to them.

I feel doubtful that I'm going to do inks and colors anymore of other artists works, though its what people seem to follow me the most for. Sketching is still the hardest phase for me. I'd like to improve myself in that area in order to be able to sketch and imagine scenarios that I, and my friends, dream of. I want to do my own works that are better than the inks and colors I did before, though it's a difficult yet fulfilling goal for me to accomplish. I feel like I can't improve at the moment without learning to improve my own sketches. I'll still do inks if I'm in a very particular mood though; I have a friend or two that really like the Mewzy inks and that's when my mood usually turns on for drawing them.

I also have two long stories ready though I feel some cringe when re-reading them to myself. I have this habit of adding stuff in stories that feel great to me but won't be of much care to anyone else, such as introducing a new character at the very end, or over describing several characters (such as family trees and bloodlines) not directly related to the story, or introducing a fetish (such as vore) for character background purposes that isn't directly related to the story at all (involving garment usage) that might end up turning people off. I'll proofread them again before posting.

I'm wondering if thumbnails are a good idea to notify what's in my stories because the tags and story titles don't seem to do enough. That will take me quite a while to add though, so I'd need some sort of easy and/or automated way to do so...

If my motivation and artwork improve, I'll consider opening up a couple requests for friends to start off with. I felt bad putting off requests that I already received recently, so I want to be more prepared. I'll look into the couple of requests that I already have and make sure I'm well prepared before taking more requests.

Anyways, that's all I have. Thank you for reading all of that! I'm grateful for any likes and support I receive, even if it's a few of them. It means a lot to me to know that people care <3. It'd be awesome if my drawing motivation improves before my next journal, let's see what happens~

Have a great day!

Hey there! A long-awaited update on my previous journal (again)!

Seven or eight months later, I tried to leave Fur Affinity with not much success! I have been trying to hide my presence here for the past months, lurking for artwork instead. Tried to hide myself by not favoriting artwork (it's interesting to watch people that leave and then favorite artwork after they leave every day anyways, but I fully understand that). With some friends I know returning to the website and doing fine, I'll come back as well and see how it plays out.

I'll try to branch out to other websites as well rather than just my Inkbunny and here. I'll keep this account mostly up to date with my Inkbunny, but might be slow at it.

For anyone that still watches me here (or elsewhere), thank you for the support! It's much appreciated!

Hey there! An update on my previous journal!

After some more spectating into what's going on with the Fur Affinity policy updates and how the userbase responded to it, I decided that I won't be posting here anymore unless very significant changes happen after the policy updates occur. I believe that my art is not going to survive here due to the kind of content and art styles that I like to draw. I'll leave my existing art up but expect some of it to get removed outside of my own control. If my account gets disabled or banned, the policy updates are the reason as to why.

As a reminder, my main account is on my Inkbunny where all my content is at: https://inkbunny.net/Commando125. I recommend following me there if you want to continue supporting me. It has a variety of fetishes, some of which might be too much for some folks, so I recommend going to ACCOUNT -> Blocked Keywords in the Inkbunny website menu and adding fetishes you can't stand such as 'cub' or 'scat'. It works pretty well for the most part (since tagging is required there)! I totally understand though if some folks can't stand Inkbunny due to the stigma behind it or negative rumors of the community. I'm thankful for the support regardless!

I see a lot of artists I like to follow jumping ship to other websites. Usually sites such as Twitter, Weasyl, Inkbunny, Itaku, etc. One of these sites in particular is Itaku, where a few artists that I used to follow here are only moving to Itaku and nowhere else. To keep up, I made an Itaku account at https://itaku.ee/profile/commando125, but it has no art content yet. I'll likely post my art to it soon, but I still feel uncertain of the site's stability and popularity (and because I'm particularly lazy in the indoor summer heat >///<). I don't have plans currently to make an account on Weasyl (though it's a possible third option) and my DeviantArt is intentionally abandoned. As for Twitter...I get so much warning from others against posting on Twitter about the (supposably) awful community and how it's horrible at browsing art with that I'd rather not spend a lot of time there catching up.

Anyways, I'm thankful again for all the support even if it's just an art follow or a view. I highly recommend saving any art you care about here and on anyone else you follow because the new rules are so vague that it will likely be nuked to orbit. My art will be on Inkbunny for now (and probably Itaku in the near future) but if you can't stand going to Inkbunny, make sure to save art you enjoy before the new policy deadline!

I'm sure everyone has heard of the internal policy update today... If you somehow haven't, make sure to give it a read!

I don't post much lately (about once every month or two) but I'm still alive! Due to the upcoming policy update, I'm going to wait on posting here for the time being until the effect of the changes go through. My art account here will likely go underwater and I don't see this website surviving the burst of drama that it built and will continue to gradually build up, even if they reverse course. The majority of people are obviously pissed off at the policy update and I'm seeing artists I follow jump ship already. If you want to see my newer art, go on my Inkbunny (Commando125) account. Please don't go to my DeviantArt account since it's been dead for a while! I'm looking for another art site or social media site to host art on since this one might go under (because it's always good to have an alternative option available). I'm thinking of actually posting art on my Twitter account, but I'm looking into other options since Twitter isn't a good option for art galleries. If I start another new art account, I'll be sure to let you all know!

For now, I highly recommend saving any art you care about on this website and looking into what artists you follow; see if they have alternative accounts for their artwork. If their accounts get disabled due to a ban; they'll be difficult to contact and possibly get art from!

(I'm going to disable comments for this journal to avoid potential drama. I can be reached via PM if needed.)

Halloween is coming soon!

I mainly wanted to note that I'm going to be reuploading some submissions from my Inkbunny account as well as a couple of new artworks. I hope to keep both my Inkbunny and FurAffinity accounts in sync with each other afterwards, except for art that I can't post on the opposite website.

As for my motivational issues, they are improving! Sketching on paper helped me get back into the swing of things. Expect more self-sketched artwork in the future due to this; but I am considering some inks and colors alongside them since they seem to gather more attention lately than my other works.

Also, there are recent news of Twitter getting new ownership, which is good or bad depending on who you ask. Honestly, I think it's an awful place, but maybe this will make Twitter less bad? I was thinking of using my Twitter more to chat with others and make friends, but I never really use my Twitter account except for lurking. I'll see how the waters are first before considering some tweets.

Hey everyone! I'm mainly posting this journal to note that I'm not dead or inactive at all (especially if you note that I favorite art every couple of days). I skipped a couple of months in terms of status updates but that's fine! I might not label them by month anymore...

While life is getting in the way it is starting to really calm down as of late. My main concern is that I'm having motivational and self-doubt issues with my artwork that I need to get past. I really want to sketch works of my own, but I feel they aren't very good in quality, which makes sense because I'm still practicing them. I know I'll get this past this, but it will take me some personal time to do so.

I should have more art and stories coming soon, but I need to get past my motivation issues first! Once I do, I'm seeing a bright future ahead and am looking forward to it.

P.S. I tend to keep my Inkbunny account more up to date due to having unfinished sketches and stories to post there. If there's a severe lack of activity on my Fur Affinity account, that's why.

Happy June! I'm still busy with life stuff, with some of it being expected and some unexpected. But despite all that, I posted some stories last month; with some being old and some being new. I hope you all like them!

I'm done porting over the old stories for now and will be getting back into art a lot more. There are still new stories that I might post from time to time, but I want to create and color artwork again. I realized that I enjoy making artwork more than writing stories. I sometimes get requests from close friends to write stories but they take up too much time for me and I tend to have mental blocks on doing other tasks until the stories are written. With artwork I feel this situation is avoided for myself, which makes me enjoy it more.

In short, expect some art this month if I'm not busy!

Happy (late) May! I've been busy this month with life stuff such as gardening out in the backyard and getting the storage unit emptied. But even while I'm busy with life I'll try to be active with posting content.

What I mainly wanted to talk about this month is that I'm planning to post several old (and a couple new) short stories that I have on my Inkbunny account. I wrote most of them, but my best friend also wrote some of them. It mostly features young anthro and Pokemon characters (which is why it's Inkbunny-only) and involves peeing and wet/messing of garments and diapers and stuff. If my Furaffinity account doesn't seem too active this month, it's because I'm focusing on publicizing and proofreading those stories. I'll still be doing art like normal besides the short story writing, but I want to get the old stories posted so it's viewed by a lot more than a couple friends. I really do think those stories have potential and will brighten someone's day!

Other than the stories, there's not much else going on! Will be busy this month with life stuff, but will post other unplanned art content if I decide to doodle or color something.

Happy April! I forgot about March, my bad! There wasn't much going on during that month anyways. I've been busy lately with real life taking over more than usual.

I'm not dead, I promise! I haven't really been posting lately because I'm practicing sketching a lot more. I tend not to upload my sketches on my art accounts (but maybe there's an interest in them being uploaded?). I want to improve on sketching at the moment more than doing inking and coloring. I still work on inking and coloring sometimes, but expect more self-made artwork for the time being.

Something important that I wanted to note is that I'm noticing a large increase in activity of minors attempting to have sexual interaction and discussion with adults. It's happening around my friends and artists that I follow on various art sites and social media. I want to be absolutely clear that if you are under the age of 18, do not contact me. It not only puts yourself in severe danger, but it also affects everyone around you. My art galleries have adult-themed content in them and they aren't meant to be consumed by minors.

Other than the age requirement, my private messaging inboxes are always open! Feel free to contact me if desired.

It's nearing March! I hope people are doing well in these rough times.

The main thing that I want to note is that I reorganized the folders for the gallery. They're more specific now such as by artist and by messy/wet/clean diaper. Hopefully it helps with finding stuff easier! I didn't do any tagging updates yet.

I'll be posting some artwork very soon! I'll probably be posting them in batches from now on. Unfortunately it isn't vore this time, but I hope to have some content for that this month!

Anyways, that's all I have to update on. I hope things go well for you all!

Hey everyone! I hope things are going well! Mainly wanted to note a couple of things this month. These journals might be a monthly thing since I don't like using social media.

I'm likely going to post more kinds of fetish content! I'm getting into fetishes lately that I never knew I liked before. Most of the content though will still be of characters wearing diapers and garments. There are some fetishes people might not be into, so I'm wondering if thumbnails will help out? Especially on Furaffinity where you can't block keywords? I tried to thumbnail the Jigglypuff on Furaffinity after submitting it but it wouldn't let me, so thumbnails might not work out...

Some may have noticed that I didn't post vore much lately (since May 2019!). It's not due to disinterest as I like vore more than ever, but I ran out of sketches for vore that I wanted to ink and I don't really have friends (to encourage me) that are into vore. I'll need to learn how to draw vore on my own or look for more sketches, but I'm hoping to post some more vore in the near future!

I'm planning to redo the folders a.k.a pools for my submissions since I'm posting more kinds of stuff. Some of the pools feel too broad to me to categorize in and some are missing. Once I posted the Jigglypuff image I realized more categories are desired since people might or might not like pooping out in the open. I might go over the tags again as well and add some more and remove unused ones (because Furaffinity has a character limit for tags).

I'll start to post alts of images of my artwork on Inkbunny. A lot easier for me to do it there than Furaffinity. There are some short stories there too which is too exciting to post on Furaffinity, so they will only be there.

Also, if anyone has interest, the Pokemon Cafe ReMix team thing did not work out (which is fine), so I'll probably make my own or join another team that is more active. Had to do over 500 orders alone to get the Garchomp so I hope the people on the team are happy ^^. Those team events are quite the grind! I now have a Pokemon army of level 15 chefs and baristas though, so it went well in the end.

That's all I have to update on! Public requests are still closed, but the future is looking bright for that to open!

Hey everyone! I usually don't post journals much; but I'll try to do it more often.

I'm a hard-working Buizel looking for a team to join for Pokemon Cafe ReMix. The one I'm in is really inactive; even after the staff wiped inactive members from the teams. I'm having a tough time getting the Alolan Vulpix because I'm solo carrying the progress for it; playing every couple of hours. If anyone wants a productive Buizel in their team, let me know. I'd rather help someone from here than join an unknown, generic cafe team. I'll join after the Alolan Vulpix event (leaving a team cancels progress in the event you're in).

In other mews, I'm doing more self-made artworks but I'll still ink and color stuff from artists that are okay with it. I might even open requests in a month or two but need to be more comfortable with it first. Commissions will never be open because I don't want to be paid for it. I'm starting to take requests from close friends recently, such as with the fruit paste diapers and the ghost Meowstic artworks.

I am thinking of keeping my art galleries consistent with each other. If you start to get a lot of submissions from me recently that you have likely seen before, that's why. Currently, my Inkbunny gallery has alternative versions of submissions while my Furaffinity gallery doesn't. My Furaffinity gallery is doing really well though, so I'm strongly considering posting the alternative versions here too (even though it'll mess up my gallery ordering). Unfortunately, all three of my galleries can't have the exact same content because sites have rules on what is allowed to be posted. Because of site rules, the Deviantart will be safe for work only (most vore should be fine, but no wet/messing), the Furaffinity won't have sexual cub art, and Inkbunny won't have human art in sexual situations. There may be inked artwork that I can only post on certain sites as well.