Well incase FA is longer down than intended like it has happened in the past then just follow my bsky account since other the FA I also post sometimes there too

https://bsky.app/profile/erdno.bsky.social

well 365 days since the last one so here we are again with another birthday

doubt there is much needed to be said other that it has been fun and hopefully i will get to celebrate another one next year too since i want to stay around as long as i can and see what the future might bring!

also happy pride month as well with the combo of kaijune so big monsters and pride is allways the best!

i didn't lose the account to what happened recently so if anyone was concerned about that because i was quiet well now ya know

i am just really busy and tired alot so my activity can be a bit low because of that

well it's fair to say we've all seen it either from others posting a journal about it like this one or of course the site announcment

and while i myself have never talked with him it's still fair to say that if it wasn't for dragoneer i doubt any of us here would be how we are today or what being a furry is today

rest in peace big fella and thank you for having been such a big impact in this community

took 1 day longer then usual but hey another birthday is here for me heh

31 right now but same old me (even though my sona has changed alot) who still enjoys being here even though i am slow as heck to upload stuff but hopefully i will get to some soonish especilly related to pride month and kaijune (says alot about me being born at those months + the 2nd and as a gemini)

but yeah gonna be busy rest of the day so any greetings i will reply to when i get back and hope everyone have a good day as well too!

hah april fool! you'll get eaten instead!

still though star safe this 1st april and hopefully no mean jokes happens to ya

well i should have made a journal at christmas but honestly i keept falling asleep every time i planned to do it (seems my body is tired of me staying up late) so i kinda missed out on that (merry late christmas still though)

but yeah happy new year all!
2023 started off tiresome but it also ended up being a pretty calm year for me (with the exception of me getting both covid and flue at once at the end but least i handled that fine) but i've also been quiet alot as of late here so whats up with that?

main reason is my energy levels are pretty low these days both in the ways of interactions and also uploads and even though my folders grow fatter and fatter with stuff i want to share i seem to allways end up short on energy to post

i am debating on maybe posting stuff with minimal description and tags but might not reach as many that way


but other then me being slow with my posts i'd say things are still going up n up
i'm still quite happy how my life is going (even though i dread 2024 with all the things going on in the world) and i have also tried alot of stuff that i've also been happy with in regards to look, forms and ideas as well as tried my hand on editing stuff which has been fun too for my ideas

and if some of ya are curius what the main forms currently are they are
-panda
-goat
-lombax
-roboot
-human
+ 2 headed versions of them

well guess i'm blabbering quite a bit right now so to cut things down i hope all of ya had a good year and will have a future good year as well

as for new year resolution i don't really have any so let me hear what ya'll might hope to see in the future? that way i can read through and maybe do some of them but for now have a good one all!

gonna be uploading alot today so be prepared for what to come!

and all the stuff i got in my files since there is a damn alot cause of my lazy huge ass!

So  pieman24601 is not doing well right now and need help
If you know him or have time I would really appreciate for folks to read through here and if ya can then I'll greatly appreciate it
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10499501/

doing a 5 person raffle tomorrow related to vore, RPG, digestion and using my recent panda form for this too

so if ya are intrested in joining stay tuned to when i upload it here tomorrow

oh and for those curius
artist will be  FoxNoms incase ya want to see what they do~

well folks happy 2023 from my region of the world!
hopefully it will go smother and last year wasn't too bad as say some previus years (like 2020)

but yeah with how the years have been i can sure say i am already tired
socially i am tired
ideas i am tired
my looks will reflect me being tired (which you will soon see)

but i will still atleast look at the positives i have
friends i still have close
the enjoyment i have both in hobbies and with others
and the shenanigens i have here even with how slow i am

on a side note though think for this year's new year resolution i think i will be more approachable i think
will still limit who i add to my discord list but i should def advert the group i got
though i will def reply better on say my notes and twitter PMs

but yeah for now and again happy 2023 folks i wish ya well and hopefully your year will be easier than before~

well it is that time of the year again!
so figured i would write something quick before i head off to my family today

but yeah been a bit silent as of late so where i am i at these days? well
been mostly tired socially so i am taking it as slow as i can but hopefully i will be able to get my spirit a bit back up

also some might wonder why there have been more panda than mouse as of late and well because my forms ties to my emotions i've kinda not feelt as happy as i should be to be my mouse self so instead i have been going with panda with how much of a wreck i feel (nothing bad that plus i do like the panda look alot heh)


anyways i should probably stop rambling and do wish ya'll a good holiday with especilly food you desire and have it a easy time for the rest of the year

see ya all another time and hopefully sooner rather than later!

so i should have probably said something about this ages ago but my mind have been a bit of a mess and i've had alot to focus on but yeah

saw the number of watchers have reached 3000 and while i know many ain't active hey i still appriciate how many of ya have been around watching the shenanigens i get of art and stick around to keep my mood up in wanting to post and do more

now some of ya might be curius if i will be doing a raffle and yes i have been thinking about it but i am still a bit unsure how i will do it

the option is that i do one big one as usuall with many spots or split of smaller ones with diffrent themes on each of them and a smaller ammount of slots on each

so what do people want the most?

and again thanks for sticking around even though i am not as often around and hope ya will enjoy what comes next until i get too old for this stuff heh

bumping this journal up for a friend's friend who is in need of help
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10256849/

okay a bit out of the blue but curius if anyone know of someone reliable who can turn a blender model into a SFM one?

got one i want to convert to let some people i know the chance to play with my model in SFM

i am also looking for someone that can turn that same model to be used for unity so i can use it on VRchat too (mainly set it up for SDK3 and physical bones)

if anyone knows please direct me to them so i can maybe work out this model of mine for it

Well I allready posted it on a image but yeah it's here
Another year to remind me I'm getting older now that I've reached 29
Not much have changed though other than the number but hey let's see what happens when I reach 30 next year heh

But yeah a month of pride and kaiju fun with june and you can bet I'll have fun with it hehe

most likely will do a raffle here too once i reach 3000 but until then

those that have a twitter i am doing some small quick raffles over there so for those intrested just follow the link here
https://twitter.com/goo_dork_Erdno/.....07081632141316

44 images posted to start the year off though still alot left

will still try to work on getting as much as i can posted since if there is 2 new year resolutions i have it's

1. to keep doing my walks
2. to finally upload almost everything in my folder (unless it is private stuff and such)

so yeah maybe i will be able to do more soon but i got work tomorrow so will have to see when i get my boost of energy again heh

but belive me there is alot coming!

and thanks for the comments those that still do that
def gives me more energy and will to post more heh

Know I've not been much active as I should with my energy drained most of the time

But still I wish ya'll a happy holiday and atleast a good meal today
And hopefully I'll pit up some of the holiday images I had planned even if they get a bit late heh

Well a bit out of the blue here but need some assistance

Anyone know of any open hyper artists who will draw extreme sizes?

Kinda like these with everything huge except the torso, head n arms

https://media.discordapp.net/attach.....117_222950.jpg
https://media.discordapp.net/attach.....118_084906.jpg

Got such a mood now so the quicker i can clench my thirst the better!

a bit of a odd journal but i am looking for some assistence

do anyone know any person that might be helpfull in editing a VRchat model to have 2 heads and work still with the movment?

as well a few other features too since there is stuff i want to try but would need help with it
if someone knows or someone knows anyone that can help then that would be gratly appriciated!

So seeing as I reached 1000 watchers on twitter I figured I might as well put one up here for those interested https://twitter.com/goo_dork_Erdno/.....158640128?s=19

So if you have a twitter you are welcome to join by following that link

But if not then hey not long until we have reached 3000 here so stay tuned for that as well! Heh

so figured it was best of me to post this to explain my recent lack of activity

well after my birthday i got hit by major stress and i guess a bit of depression so i have been trying to take it as easy as possible to not get worse

for now though i will be visiting my doctor tomorrow since the entire right side of my face is in pain most likely from stress and seeing as half my face there was paralysed for a month at one point from stress i just want to make sure things ain't as bad there as before so yeah

at some point i will probably be more active again but until then i'm letting ya all know i am around just a bit quiet until i get better again

Well I'll probably post a image when I get the chance about it but yeah

It's that time again where I get a year older, make a carrot cake and pondering what I'll do most of the day only to eat dinner with family

So thanks for another year all and just like I survive another year
There is another year that I will be the problem for ya'll! (/wó

just silly curiosity this but!

doesn't harm to ask about it since it is all fun (/w>

so

which version of me do you think looks more right as me?

mouse? or panda?

tell me why too if ya want since hey i am allways a curius one~

EDIT

awww ya all are so sweet <3