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New essay coming up; and San Francisco photos
Posted 6 months agoGot a new essay coming up that I'll post on here pretty soon; for those that care ☺. So stay tuned if you like.
Also got some San Francisco based photos too, that I may post later on here as well; from my recent trip to the "San Francisco Public Library" ☺; the Japantown photos are already in my gallery now.
Also got some San Francisco based photos too, that I may post later on here as well; from my recent trip to the "San Francisco Public Library" ☺; the Japantown photos are already in my gallery now.
2025 Changes
Posted 9 months agoWell, I suppose I should update my journal on here, given that it's been awhile.... eh?
To those who still follow this page: I appreciate you sticking around on here; for the past, almost-twelve years now; wow..... it's been that long!
My furry interests and pleasures has never really waned at all during this whole time ☺; and I'm a bit surprised by that in a way, because I didn't think I would last this long in the community here.
To be honest though, I'm kinda thinking that this profile might be getting "too stale" for me lately, and for some others that I'm close to as well.... even as trivial and fun for me the postings I do here are for me.
But I greatly appreciate the followers on this page also; don't get me wrong. And your supportive comments and notes on here (when I get them) are always a pleasure to read..... so I thank you for those as well.
Honestly though, I've kinda changed in some ways, since I first joined the fandom. And I guess I've kinda "evolved" in some ways as well. Seeing that I'm finding myself as more of an "outlier" I think these days in places like this; and less on the cutting edge of things that's always "in the know".
I was never really the "hyper-social" type of personality; where I'm "penciling in" events, meetings, private parties, social media chat sessions, and so on - into my social calendar every week.
I'm more of a homebody lately, that has just a few people that I'm close to nowadays, and.... that's really it.
And in an off beat way, maybe this is a good thing I think.
But in spite of the events going on with me, I still enjoy what I do on here a lot, and so I figured I'll keep this profile going for now in any case, I suppose; so long as some people out there may find it interesting, and I still get some benefit out of it for myself. ☺
To those who still follow this page: I appreciate you sticking around on here; for the past, almost-twelve years now; wow..... it's been that long!
My furry interests and pleasures has never really waned at all during this whole time ☺; and I'm a bit surprised by that in a way, because I didn't think I would last this long in the community here.
To be honest though, I'm kinda thinking that this profile might be getting "too stale" for me lately, and for some others that I'm close to as well.... even as trivial and fun for me the postings I do here are for me.
But I greatly appreciate the followers on this page also; don't get me wrong. And your supportive comments and notes on here (when I get them) are always a pleasure to read..... so I thank you for those as well.
Honestly though, I've kinda changed in some ways, since I first joined the fandom. And I guess I've kinda "evolved" in some ways as well. Seeing that I'm finding myself as more of an "outlier" I think these days in places like this; and less on the cutting edge of things that's always "in the know".
I was never really the "hyper-social" type of personality; where I'm "penciling in" events, meetings, private parties, social media chat sessions, and so on - into my social calendar every week.
I'm more of a homebody lately, that has just a few people that I'm close to nowadays, and.... that's really it.
And in an off beat way, maybe this is a good thing I think.
But in spite of the events going on with me, I still enjoy what I do on here a lot, and so I figured I'll keep this profile going for now in any case, I suppose; so long as some people out there may find it interesting, and I still get some benefit out of it for myself. ☺
Watches Clean Up
Posted a year agoHello All: to those that follow me, please note:
I went ahead and cleaned up a lot of my old watches yesterday. And I've kinda been meaning to do this for some time now; because a lot of these older watches I had on my page seem to be from dormant / inactive accounts; or.... from people that don't talk to me.... or from people that show no interest in what I do.
And so... I figured I'd cut out a lot of the "old deadwood" so to speak on my watch list; (I hate to use that word, but there's nothing else I can think of off hand right now). ☺
And so, if you find yourself un-watched as of yesterday, please note that it's nothing personal (most likely)..... and if you'd still like me to add you back - just send me a PM or a "page shout" and if I'm fine with that, I'll just re-add you okay?
If not (if I don't hear back or whatever) then.... I'll just assume I made the right decision with you and if so - let me say: I thank you for your interest in the past, and I *wish you well* going forward, okay?
I won't trouble you again for anything after today (if you decide to stay un-watched) okay?
Thank you. ☺
I went ahead and cleaned up a lot of my old watches yesterday. And I've kinda been meaning to do this for some time now; because a lot of these older watches I had on my page seem to be from dormant / inactive accounts; or.... from people that don't talk to me.... or from people that show no interest in what I do.
And so... I figured I'd cut out a lot of the "old deadwood" so to speak on my watch list; (I hate to use that word, but there's nothing else I can think of off hand right now). ☺
And so, if you find yourself un-watched as of yesterday, please note that it's nothing personal (most likely)..... and if you'd still like me to add you back - just send me a PM or a "page shout" and if I'm fine with that, I'll just re-add you okay?
If not (if I don't hear back or whatever) then.... I'll just assume I made the right decision with you and if so - let me say: I thank you for your interest in the past, and I *wish you well* going forward, okay?
I won't trouble you again for anything after today (if you decide to stay un-watched) okay?
Thank you. ☺
Photos and Enjoying Myself 📷
Posted a year agoI must say.... I was having *quite a blast* recently in posting all these recent photos on here, (please see my gallery on here if interested).
And I found this much more enjoyable than I realized it would be. ☺ 📷
The set from my recent trip to San Francisco's "Japantown" is now fully posted; and I had a "☺ jolly old time ☺" in not only posting these things, but also - going out on a sort of "expedition" (or field trip, if you will) - and taking all of them.
So enjoy them if you like.... whether you're on my watch list or not.
It's really good - to have some sort of "creative outlet" for oneself that benefits you personally..... and like my artwork drawings that I do with some people a lot - amateur (semi-good quality) photography is another avenue that I'm finding for myself, as of late.
I do it for the enjoyable experience I get out of it, in not only taking many of these "local field trips", but also as well - the process itself; of editing, posting, and creating this stuff.
I don't really expect any feedback for it though, honestly. So the number of watches, or likes, or feedback that I may (or may not) get for them..... does not matter to me at all ☺. It's the overall "good feelings" of accomplishment I get out if it, that matters the most to me.
So in any case, I'm having a jolly blast with it all ☺.... and there's more to come if you're interested. Thank you. 📷 ☺
And I found this much more enjoyable than I realized it would be. ☺ 📷
The set from my recent trip to San Francisco's "Japantown" is now fully posted; and I had a "☺ jolly old time ☺" in not only posting these things, but also - going out on a sort of "expedition" (or field trip, if you will) - and taking all of them.
So enjoy them if you like.... whether you're on my watch list or not.
It's really good - to have some sort of "creative outlet" for oneself that benefits you personally..... and like my artwork drawings that I do with some people a lot - amateur (semi-good quality) photography is another avenue that I'm finding for myself, as of late.
I do it for the enjoyable experience I get out of it, in not only taking many of these "local field trips", but also as well - the process itself; of editing, posting, and creating this stuff.
I don't really expect any feedback for it though, honestly. So the number of watches, or likes, or feedback that I may (or may not) get for them..... does not matter to me at all ☺. It's the overall "good feelings" of accomplishment I get out if it, that matters the most to me.
So in any case, I'm having a jolly blast with it all ☺.... and there's more to come if you're interested. Thank you. 📷 ☺
There's only one *true* Connor Coyote
Posted a year agoIt's come to my attention recently that there's a few other users on here - that are now using the same name that I've been using for my fursona, for the past thirteen years. ☺
Huh......... wow. Honestly, I'm not really sure if I should be flattered by this, or offended by this in some way. ☺ But in any case, it's kinda weird to me; and a weird feeling that comes from it.
But to be *crystal clear* about it just in case - for those of you who know me personally, and who are considered friends of mine; or even just some watchers out there on my profiles that may be interested - is that this account here (where you may be reading this journal): https://www.furaffinity.net/user/connor.j.coyote (is the only furry-based account that I am located at).
Any other account that uses my name on here is *not me*. ☺
And well, as unsettling (and partly amusing) as this is to me..... and even, as flattering as this is to me (in a somewhat unctuous way I suspect) in that others on here may be using my name - is that unfortunately, there's not much I can really do about it, either pro or con.
Except to put out a disclaimer if you will, such as this..... on my journals to be clear, okay?
Thank you. ☺
Huh......... wow. Honestly, I'm not really sure if I should be flattered by this, or offended by this in some way. ☺ But in any case, it's kinda weird to me; and a weird feeling that comes from it.
But to be *crystal clear* about it just in case - for those of you who know me personally, and who are considered friends of mine; or even just some watchers out there on my profiles that may be interested - is that this account here (where you may be reading this journal): https://www.furaffinity.net/user/connor.j.coyote (is the only furry-based account that I am located at).
Any other account that uses my name on here is *not me*. ☺
And well, as unsettling (and partly amusing) as this is to me..... and even, as flattering as this is to me (in a somewhat unctuous way I suspect) in that others on here may be using my name - is that unfortunately, there's not much I can really do about it, either pro or con.
Except to put out a disclaimer if you will, such as this..... on my journals to be clear, okay?
Thank you. ☺
Please Leave Watchers, if You Wish ☺
Posted a year ago(Someone asked me about a few watchers that may want to leave recently).
Eh, it's okay..... not only do I not mind it (if they do so), but I actually encourage it ☺ - with any watcher of mine to please "vote with their feet" ☺ if they find that my profile, my beliefs, my opinions, and my value systems are not in line with any of their values, personally.
I'm cool either way..... because with me - it's the quality of my watchers that counts with me, not so much the quantity. If I only have three watchers on here that I'm truly close to, then.... I'm fine with that.
And so, ya know ☺ - some of us are salt and some of us are pepper, so to speak.... but you need both of them on the restaurant table to make a meal complete, right? :D
So it's all good.
But please note: I do not watch people on here, that do not watch me..... and so, (whether that's a good thing or a bad thing, I dunno).... I'll remove myself from your page as well, and I'll wish you the best.
Because this community belongs to everyone; including me and including any of you. And so there's plenty of room on the internet (and in the fandom) for all of us, right? :D
Eh, it's okay..... not only do I not mind it (if they do so), but I actually encourage it ☺ - with any watcher of mine to please "vote with their feet" ☺ if they find that my profile, my beliefs, my opinions, and my value systems are not in line with any of their values, personally.
I'm cool either way..... because with me - it's the quality of my watchers that counts with me, not so much the quantity. If I only have three watchers on here that I'm truly close to, then.... I'm fine with that.
And so, ya know ☺ - some of us are salt and some of us are pepper, so to speak.... but you need both of them on the restaurant table to make a meal complete, right? :D
So it's all good.
But please note: I do not watch people on here, that do not watch me..... and so, (whether that's a good thing or a bad thing, I dunno).... I'll remove myself from your page as well, and I'll wish you the best.
Because this community belongs to everyone; including me and including any of you. And so there's plenty of room on the internet (and in the fandom) for all of us, right? :D
Don't Let Them Tear You Down
Posted a year agoIt's true; I must concede it here and admit it..... even though I don't really want to. ☺
After having some wonderful conservations with some really nice people lately that I trust, I came to realize that there's just some critics out there folks.... that will not be pleased with anything we may say or do sometimes.
And so..... my advice for anyone out there in a similar spot - is just don't worry about those people; because (with people like this) they're everywhere.
You just do you ☺.... and keep your head up high and stay grounded in what you need to do for yourself. And fuck those other critics out there that may try to "tear you down".
Don't let them..... and don't give them any ammunition either. Just focus on the ones that you love, care about, support, and can relate to.
And not worry so much about what some other asshole online may "think". ☺
There's complainers and whiners out there, everywhere.... just ignore those people. If you know what you need out of life and your hobby activities, and there are people out there that support you and care about you - then.... who cares what those other critics may think.
So there you go.... there's some words of wisdom for you today..... and a good example of what resiliency is I think. Stay well.
After having some wonderful conservations with some really nice people lately that I trust, I came to realize that there's just some critics out there folks.... that will not be pleased with anything we may say or do sometimes.
And so..... my advice for anyone out there in a similar spot - is just don't worry about those people; because (with people like this) they're everywhere.
You just do you ☺.... and keep your head up high and stay grounded in what you need to do for yourself. And fuck those other critics out there that may try to "tear you down".
Don't let them..... and don't give them any ammunition either. Just focus on the ones that you love, care about, support, and can relate to.
And not worry so much about what some other asshole online may "think". ☺
There's complainers and whiners out there, everywhere.... just ignore those people. If you know what you need out of life and your hobby activities, and there are people out there that support you and care about you - then.... who cares what those other critics may think.
So there you go.... there's some words of wisdom for you today..... and a good example of what resiliency is I think. Stay well.
San Francisco Coyote Photo Sets
Posted a year agoWell, I have a bunch of photos that's been sitting around on my cumputer and on my phone recently, that's from a few different photo sets I've taken in the past few weeks.... that I'm thinking of posting on here.
And almost all of them are from San Francisco, the city I live in.... and they show places like Union Square, Japantown, Civic Center, City Hall, the Cable Cars, parts of the Fillmore and the Castro, and so on.
And maybe that will interest some people I'm thinking.
I went ahead for awhile recently, and basically..... "played tourist" in my own City; and I went around and re-discovered some places and things that I've long lost touch of. And this was a fun thing for me to do, and I found myself doing it more frequently in my free time as the days went on.
And so, I ended up with a small batch of these pics sitting around everywhere. ☺
And yes, I do know.... that photos like this may not necessarily be "Furry-related" in themselves. And so, before anyone out there "perks up" and sends me a note saying something like: "this isn't Flickr, or Tumblr, or isn't Furry, or.... blah-blah-blah" ☺ I'll try to assuage those points and concerns also I'm thinking..... and link some Furry-based stories, interests, and activities that have occurred in some of these places that the photos may show, I'm thinking.
And that may make them not only more relevant to this website but also more interesting perhaps..... if there's a dash of personal thoughts and feelings that go along with them.
So stay tuned if you like, and feel feel free to enjoy them, coming up. I'll try to post them within the coming days and weeks perhaps.
And almost all of them are from San Francisco, the city I live in.... and they show places like Union Square, Japantown, Civic Center, City Hall, the Cable Cars, parts of the Fillmore and the Castro, and so on.
And maybe that will interest some people I'm thinking.
I went ahead for awhile recently, and basically..... "played tourist" in my own City; and I went around and re-discovered some places and things that I've long lost touch of. And this was a fun thing for me to do, and I found myself doing it more frequently in my free time as the days went on.
And so, I ended up with a small batch of these pics sitting around everywhere. ☺
And yes, I do know.... that photos like this may not necessarily be "Furry-related" in themselves. And so, before anyone out there "perks up" and sends me a note saying something like: "this isn't Flickr, or Tumblr, or isn't Furry, or.... blah-blah-blah" ☺ I'll try to assuage those points and concerns also I'm thinking..... and link some Furry-based stories, interests, and activities that have occurred in some of these places that the photos may show, I'm thinking.
And that may make them not only more relevant to this website but also more interesting perhaps..... if there's a dash of personal thoughts and feelings that go along with them.
So stay tuned if you like, and feel feel free to enjoy them, coming up. I'll try to post them within the coming days and weeks perhaps.
Focus on the Right Reasons
Posted 2 years agoIt's always a good idea I think, to focus more on the "right reasons" whenever one engages in any kind of "non-financial based" creative artwork..... be it drawings, paintings, writing, photography, or anything else like that.
And just do the artwork that you do for the enjoyment of it only; and not necessarily so much for any popularity reasons, or for likes, or notices, or any of that sort of thing.
And when I say this to you, I'm totally speaking from experience. As I found for myself that whenever I paid less attention to those sorts of "trivialities" (I guess we'll call them), that people often times link their artwork with, I found that I enjoyed things a lot more; and get much more personal benefit out of it.
And so, if one re-focuses on the enjoyment aspects of things, and on the personal benefits that whatever creative craft you endeavor in may bring to you, and you focus less of your time and energy on the social media, likes, or popularity aspects of things - you may find that your creative pursuits bear much more beneficial fruit to you in your life.
And so, if you're finding yourself flummoxed lately due to a lack of notices, or likes, or whatever..... then my advice (for whatever it may be worth to you) is to simply focus more of your time and energy on the right reasons.
And just ask yourself: "how does this (fill-in-the-blank creative craft) benefit me in a positive way and in a way that nourishes my personal well being"? And when you answer that question for yourself you'll probably have an excellent roadmap on what to focus on more of in the future.
I've had this philosophy myself from the very beginning on a personal level; and when I took this approach I found that those sorts of "trivialities" mattered a lot less to me, and my artwork was done for what I felt were the "right reasons" at that point.
It's some food for thought here, for whatever it's worth to you.
And just do the artwork that you do for the enjoyment of it only; and not necessarily so much for any popularity reasons, or for likes, or notices, or any of that sort of thing.
And when I say this to you, I'm totally speaking from experience. As I found for myself that whenever I paid less attention to those sorts of "trivialities" (I guess we'll call them), that people often times link their artwork with, I found that I enjoyed things a lot more; and get much more personal benefit out of it.
And so, if one re-focuses on the enjoyment aspects of things, and on the personal benefits that whatever creative craft you endeavor in may bring to you, and you focus less of your time and energy on the social media, likes, or popularity aspects of things - you may find that your creative pursuits bear much more beneficial fruit to you in your life.
And so, if you're finding yourself flummoxed lately due to a lack of notices, or likes, or whatever..... then my advice (for whatever it may be worth to you) is to simply focus more of your time and energy on the right reasons.
And just ask yourself: "how does this (fill-in-the-blank creative craft) benefit me in a positive way and in a way that nourishes my personal well being"? And when you answer that question for yourself you'll probably have an excellent roadmap on what to focus on more of in the future.
I've had this philosophy myself from the very beginning on a personal level; and when I took this approach I found that those sorts of "trivialities" mattered a lot less to me, and my artwork was done for what I felt were the "right reasons" at that point.
• • • It's some food for thought here, for whatever it's worth to you.
Eh.... Disregard Last Journal Please
Posted 2 years agoEh..... you can disregard my last journal if you read it please; sorry! A few friends keep pestering me not to leave here; eh..... alrighty. :p :)
I'm good now.
I'm good now.
Happy Pride All
Posted 2 years agoHello All...... if you're enjoying any Pride activities this year, just wanted to say: stay safe and well..... and enjoy the festivities if you're going to them.
Pride for me this year will be more of a personal thing; a more intimate time (at home), and a bit more reflective within myself (and a few of the close people I care about).
In any case, whatever you're doing this year..... if you're going to the March, or volunteering for the cause, or helping out someone in the community in need, or..... even just watching the parade at home like we are, here's some sage advice I learned a long time ago, for whatever it may be worth to you:
"Keep your head above your shoulders, stay proud of who you are...... and above all else: never apologize to anyone for who you are, what you believe in, and what you need to do for yourself in this world".
You and you alone, (along with the people you care about) know what's best for your situation...... and no one else out there has a right to judge it in any way. Stay firm in your belief systems and your values and you'll go far with whatever you want to accomplish.
Some of us learned these lessons in life the hard way (ah-hem)..... and in turn, are more than happy to share in the wisdom learned, with whoever wants to listen. ☺
Safeguard your civil rights and defend them whenever necessary..... as there's many others out there in the community that are a bit misguided in life, and would like to take them away if they could.
Stay well.
Pride for me this year will be more of a personal thing; a more intimate time (at home), and a bit more reflective within myself (and a few of the close people I care about).
In any case, whatever you're doing this year..... if you're going to the March, or volunteering for the cause, or helping out someone in the community in need, or..... even just watching the parade at home like we are, here's some sage advice I learned a long time ago, for whatever it may be worth to you:
"Keep your head above your shoulders, stay proud of who you are...... and above all else: never apologize to anyone for who you are, what you believe in, and what you need to do for yourself in this world".
You and you alone, (along with the people you care about) know what's best for your situation...... and no one else out there has a right to judge it in any way. Stay firm in your belief systems and your values and you'll go far with whatever you want to accomplish.
Some of us learned these lessons in life the hard way (ah-hem)..... and in turn, are more than happy to share in the wisdom learned, with whoever wants to listen. ☺
Safeguard your civil rights and defend them whenever necessary..... as there's many others out there in the community that are a bit misguided in life, and would like to take them away if they could.
Stay well.
Still Enjoying the Absence
Posted 2 years agoHello all, followers and friends. I hope your Spring is going well so far.
I haven't really posted much stuff on my account in recent months; and so..... I took some steps this week to change some of that; and made a few new postings on here, for whatever they're worth. ☺
I rarely post any of my "real artwork" on this account (still); and I usually do this for good reasons I think.... seeing that I'm rather fearful of my artwork being copied, or plagerized, (or even stolen) and used by somebody else.
And it's for these reasons I generally don't make these kinds of postings on here.
But on occasion..... I will post some of this stuff, like I did this week. ☺ If for anything, it may help me get over some of my anxieties about posting my artwork on here eventually...... who knows?
Anyway...... you might notice that my gallery is a bit "slimmed down" these days also...... (or maybe you don't, who knows). ☺ But I went ahead and did what I intended to do for some time now, and I purged all of my older postings that were outdated, and largely dormant..... (some of them were nearly ten years old).
And frankly, this was also done because: one or two jerks out there (probably from the Forums, I suspect) went ahead and flagged all of my postings recently, (or so they claimed).... claiming that they're all "inappropriate" and possible "rule violations".
And so, to ensure that my profile postings are firmly within the rules I removed a lot of my older stuff for those reasons as well.
But seeing that I intended to streamline my older postings anyway, I wasn't really peeved about it..... rather - surprised, that someone would take issue with a three-year-old posting to begin with. ☺
Eh.... from my perspective, I honestly don't see how some of the "line colorings" I was doing (to those who remember them) was necessarily a "rule violation" per say; seeing that (in my mind) they all fell within what the rules call: "a derivative work"....... seeing that the lines I used were all open sourced.
But I figure it's better to be safe than sorry.
I'll miss many of them from being on my page here though; as there were many of them that were quirky, and included a lot of "semi-personal" issues and characteristics that were going on in my life; that I enjoyed sharing with some friends on here, and reminiscing about once and a while.
But, I don't want to give some of these critics and jerks out there any further ammunition either..... which would allow them to give me any further troubles on my own page. ☺
Anyways..... I wanted to extend some warm greetings to you all today as well, and give you my regards, for whatever it's worth.
I hope your lives are going well these days..... and if they aren't, I hope things pick up for you soon.
On a personal level, I'm still enjoying my absence from most "social media" outlets these days; and as I mentioned in my last journal here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10481535 I may make this a more permanent thing for myself, and just focus more on the things, places, activities, and people that I most enjoy.
My hiatus has gone on for nearly six months now, and I gotta say I still don't really miss all that much of it.
And given the "unsettling incidents" one may experience, (like I had this past week with some other users concerning my content), it just re-affirms to me that staying away from these places can be a wise thing to do, for some of us..... when we're simply trying to enjoy ourselves, and not be bothered with petty social media dramas. ☺
I haven't really posted much stuff on my account in recent months; and so..... I took some steps this week to change some of that; and made a few new postings on here, for whatever they're worth. ☺
I rarely post any of my "real artwork" on this account (still); and I usually do this for good reasons I think.... seeing that I'm rather fearful of my artwork being copied, or plagerized, (or even stolen) and used by somebody else.
And it's for these reasons I generally don't make these kinds of postings on here.
But on occasion..... I will post some of this stuff, like I did this week. ☺ If for anything, it may help me get over some of my anxieties about posting my artwork on here eventually...... who knows?
Anyway...... you might notice that my gallery is a bit "slimmed down" these days also...... (or maybe you don't, who knows). ☺ But I went ahead and did what I intended to do for some time now, and I purged all of my older postings that were outdated, and largely dormant..... (some of them were nearly ten years old).
And frankly, this was also done because: one or two jerks out there (probably from the Forums, I suspect) went ahead and flagged all of my postings recently, (or so they claimed).... claiming that they're all "inappropriate" and possible "rule violations".
And so, to ensure that my profile postings are firmly within the rules I removed a lot of my older stuff for those reasons as well.
But seeing that I intended to streamline my older postings anyway, I wasn't really peeved about it..... rather - surprised, that someone would take issue with a three-year-old posting to begin with. ☺
Eh.... from my perspective, I honestly don't see how some of the "line colorings" I was doing (to those who remember them) was necessarily a "rule violation" per say; seeing that (in my mind) they all fell within what the rules call: "a derivative work"....... seeing that the lines I used were all open sourced.
But I figure it's better to be safe than sorry.
I'll miss many of them from being on my page here though; as there were many of them that were quirky, and included a lot of "semi-personal" issues and characteristics that were going on in my life; that I enjoyed sharing with some friends on here, and reminiscing about once and a while.
But, I don't want to give some of these critics and jerks out there any further ammunition either..... which would allow them to give me any further troubles on my own page. ☺
◘ ◘ ◘ ◘Anyways..... I wanted to extend some warm greetings to you all today as well, and give you my regards, for whatever it's worth.
I hope your lives are going well these days..... and if they aren't, I hope things pick up for you soon.
On a personal level, I'm still enjoying my absence from most "social media" outlets these days; and as I mentioned in my last journal here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10481535 I may make this a more permanent thing for myself, and just focus more on the things, places, activities, and people that I most enjoy.
My hiatus has gone on for nearly six months now, and I gotta say I still don't really miss all that much of it.
And given the "unsettling incidents" one may experience, (like I had this past week with some other users concerning my content), it just re-affirms to me that staying away from these places can be a wise thing to do, for some of us..... when we're simply trying to enjoy ourselves, and not be bothered with petty social media dramas. ☺
Enjoying the Absence
Posted 2 years agoHello Followers and Friends,
Just wanted to wish you all a "Happy Valentine's Day". ☺♥
Mister Cupid was pretty busy for some of you I hear.
Anyways, things here in San Francisco are the same for me lately; and 2023 as a year (so far) has been going alright overall.
I've still been doing a lot of personal "side projects" and artwork projects with some people lately; which has largely gone well, where the pieces and projects have come out really good so far.
But lately, I'm finding that "real life" (if we can call it that) has taken more of a "front burner" for me lately, especially since I kinda *quit* social media about a month ago.... (you can see this journal here, if interested): https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10428442
And so, I'm actually finding myself doing many more things that are more focused on my home life, and on my real life pleasurable pursuits.
Which has been kinda nice and exciting for me; but has also been *very time consuming* ☺.... so much so that I'm finding I have less time to do any big side projects, or many art pieces all at once, like I used to do.
Things like: going to the aquarium (which I haven't gone to in years); having a picnic at a local park, or going to the beach and watching the Sun go down, or having brunch and then doing some window shopping afterwards, you know - stuff like that.
And so given all that, it's been quite a change for me personally; which in a way, was one of the goals I tried to make for myself and one of the reasons why I decided to not do any "social media activities" for awhile.
This is especially true after I left the "Fur Affinity Forums" (where I was at for ten years); and a few other places, about two months ago.
And so given how things are going this way, I'm still finding myself a bit wary of re-joining any "social media" outlets again anytime soon; and so, I think I'm going to continue this absence for quite awhile more. ☺
Places like this account (of course) and my artwork accounts will still continue though, as I have no interest in cutting myself off completely; as this Fandom and my artwork are still things I enjoy immensely.
And what new activities I discover for myself beyond these interests (in the weeks and months to come) still remains to be seen; and in a way, is a bit intriguing and exciting for me also. ☺
There really is so much more to focus on in life I'm finding, than worrying about the latest social media trends and latest activities of others that I have no real connection to.
*So anyways: the "TL;DR" version of the above journal if you like: is that in essence, I'm greatly enjoying my absence from social media lately; and I can honestly say that I don't miss any of it so far, since I've left. And I'm finding some new and better things to focus on woth my free time as well. ☺
Just wanted to wish you all a "Happy Valentine's Day". ☺♥
Mister Cupid was pretty busy for some of you I hear.
Anyways, things here in San Francisco are the same for me lately; and 2023 as a year (so far) has been going alright overall.
I've still been doing a lot of personal "side projects" and artwork projects with some people lately; which has largely gone well, where the pieces and projects have come out really good so far.
But lately, I'm finding that "real life" (if we can call it that) has taken more of a "front burner" for me lately, especially since I kinda *quit* social media about a month ago.... (you can see this journal here, if interested): https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10428442
And so, I'm actually finding myself doing many more things that are more focused on my home life, and on my real life pleasurable pursuits.
Which has been kinda nice and exciting for me; but has also been *very time consuming* ☺.... so much so that I'm finding I have less time to do any big side projects, or many art pieces all at once, like I used to do.
~ • ~ • ~ • ~ Things like: going to the aquarium (which I haven't gone to in years); having a picnic at a local park, or going to the beach and watching the Sun go down, or having brunch and then doing some window shopping afterwards, you know - stuff like that.
And so given all that, it's been quite a change for me personally; which in a way, was one of the goals I tried to make for myself and one of the reasons why I decided to not do any "social media activities" for awhile.
This is especially true after I left the "Fur Affinity Forums" (where I was at for ten years); and a few other places, about two months ago.
And so given how things are going this way, I'm still finding myself a bit wary of re-joining any "social media" outlets again anytime soon; and so, I think I'm going to continue this absence for quite awhile more. ☺
Places like this account (of course) and my artwork accounts will still continue though, as I have no interest in cutting myself off completely; as this Fandom and my artwork are still things I enjoy immensely.
And what new activities I discover for myself beyond these interests (in the weeks and months to come) still remains to be seen; and in a way, is a bit intriguing and exciting for me also. ☺
There really is so much more to focus on in life I'm finding, than worrying about the latest social media trends and latest activities of others that I have no real connection to.
~ • ~ • ~ • ~ *So anyways: the "TL;DR" version of the above journal if you like: is that in essence, I'm greatly enjoying my absence from social media lately; and I can honestly say that I don't miss any of it so far, since I've left. And I'm finding some new and better things to focus on woth my free time as well. ☺
Re: New Beginnings
Posted 3 years agoHello all..... I hope you're doing well and enjoying the new year so far.
I figured I'd make a "TL;DR version" of my last journal, as a few people seemed to imply I may be joining the new FurAffinity "Discord server" soon..... and perhaps, re-starting some of my Forum activities (when I was on that platform for many years).
► Eh..... the short answer is no I won't be there, sorry.
I appreciate the interest, but as I said previously here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10428442
Going forward from now on I won't be doing any more "social media" activities; with the exception of my art accounts and my main profile here.
And so I won't be doing any more: forums or twitters, or joining any new discord servers, or telegrams, or any other platform. ☺
* My main page here will still be open though and will be the place to keep in touch with me if you want to, okay?
If interested you can read the above linked journal, which is more detailed for my reasons why. My PM's are always open in any case if you want to talk to me about it. Thanks for your time! ☺
~ • ~ • ~ • ~ I figured I'd make a "TL;DR version" of my last journal, as a few people seemed to imply I may be joining the new FurAffinity "Discord server" soon..... and perhaps, re-starting some of my Forum activities (when I was on that platform for many years).
► Eh..... the short answer is no I won't be there, sorry.
I appreciate the interest, but as I said previously here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10428442
Going forward from now on I won't be doing any more "social media" activities; with the exception of my art accounts and my main profile here.
And so I won't be doing any more: forums or twitters, or joining any new discord servers, or telegrams, or any other platform. ☺
* My main page here will still be open though and will be the place to keep in touch with me if you want to, okay?
~ • ~ • ~ • ~ If interested you can read the above linked journal, which is more detailed for my reasons why. My PM's are always open in any case if you want to talk to me about it. Thanks for your time! ☺
A New Year, Some New Beginnings
Posted 3 years agoHello All - just wanted to give a shout and say "Happy New Year" 2023 to you all !
Since it's the new year and the FurAffinity Forums have closed now, I've just been tryin' to chill lately; and take it as easy as possible. I can't believe it's 2023 already.
I've been in this Fandom for nearly eleven years now, which I also can't believe.
And I've been "Connor J. Coyote" for ten of them..... and I'm rather surprised that my Furry life journey has continued for this long a time, as I didn't think I would last this long when I first started. ☺
Anyways..... with the FurAffinity Forums closure comes the new Discord server of theirs which is now active I'm told - and I wish them all well.
As honestly, I'm thinking it's time to probably "pack things in" for Connor now (in the social media realm) and just focus more on my artwork more, and on my writings more; and perhaps going forward - the emphasis will be on my Fandom interests only; and less about joining any new "social media machinery" out there that's being created.
And in a way, I need a bit of "social media detoxing" also, given that things are changing...... as honestly, I'm kind of tired of it all also; where I frequently felt that I needed to "fight things out" (with one or more people sometimes) just in order to make some points for myself, or to do what I felt I needed to do for myself.
I suppose I'll see how long this "detox period" will last for me; and who knows - it may become a permanent thing now; as I've been doing this "social media thing" for over ten years now, and perhaps that's long enough. But maybe someday, I'll return to these places again and I'll become an active member again, who knows.
I realize that the beauty of social media is that one can always come back to it at another time if they want to, as it'll always be there...... and given the nature of how social media is these days - people will quickly forget you the minute you log off and close your account anyways...... and so eventually, one can basically start all over again if they want to.
And perhaps someday I'll look at that option.
Anyways, let's all raise our glasses and toast to this new year ahead of us! ☺
I hope your holiday went well, if applicable also. There wasn't much going on here at my home lately, except "dinner and a movie" and a few gift cards afterwards.... but eh - it was something...... and I'm grateful for it as there's many others out there that have less than what I've got.
► My account on here will still be open as usual, as I want to keep my Fandom interests on here still going.
I can quit some aspects of social media easily, but I can't (and won't) quit this Fandom..... as it means a lot to me.
So feel free to drop me a line if you'd like to chat sometime and keep in touch.
Thanks. ☺
Since it's the new year and the FurAffinity Forums have closed now, I've just been tryin' to chill lately; and take it as easy as possible. I can't believe it's 2023 already.
I've been in this Fandom for nearly eleven years now, which I also can't believe.
And I've been "Connor J. Coyote" for ten of them..... and I'm rather surprised that my Furry life journey has continued for this long a time, as I didn't think I would last this long when I first started. ☺
Anyways..... with the FurAffinity Forums closure comes the new Discord server of theirs which is now active I'm told - and I wish them all well.
As honestly, I'm thinking it's time to probably "pack things in" for Connor now (in the social media realm) and just focus more on my artwork more, and on my writings more; and perhaps going forward - the emphasis will be on my Fandom interests only; and less about joining any new "social media machinery" out there that's being created.
And in a way, I need a bit of "social media detoxing" also, given that things are changing...... as honestly, I'm kind of tired of it all also; where I frequently felt that I needed to "fight things out" (with one or more people sometimes) just in order to make some points for myself, or to do what I felt I needed to do for myself.
I suppose I'll see how long this "detox period" will last for me; and who knows - it may become a permanent thing now; as I've been doing this "social media thing" for over ten years now, and perhaps that's long enough. But maybe someday, I'll return to these places again and I'll become an active member again, who knows.
I realize that the beauty of social media is that one can always come back to it at another time if they want to, as it'll always be there...... and given the nature of how social media is these days - people will quickly forget you the minute you log off and close your account anyways...... and so eventually, one can basically start all over again if they want to.
And perhaps someday I'll look at that option.
◘ ◘ ◘ ◘Anyways, let's all raise our glasses and toast to this new year ahead of us! ☺
I hope your holiday went well, if applicable also. There wasn't much going on here at my home lately, except "dinner and a movie" and a few gift cards afterwards.... but eh - it was something...... and I'm grateful for it as there's many others out there that have less than what I've got.
► My account on here will still be open as usual, as I want to keep my Fandom interests on here still going.
I can quit some aspects of social media easily, but I can't (and won't) quit this Fandom..... as it means a lot to me.
So feel free to drop me a line if you'd like to chat sometime and keep in touch.
Thanks. ☺
Re: FurAffinity Forums Closure
Posted 3 years agoHello All.
I hope you're all getting ready to have a spiffy (and fine) Christmas, and / or holiday season next week...... Santa Claus is coming real soon...... and when he does, it probably won't be too much with me this year in all honesty ☺..... seeing that I'm trying to save up some money and stuff, right now.
But anyways (as you may have read): the Fur Affinity Forums are *closing* at the end of the month and will no longer be active..... and all of us on the Forums are aware of it by now I believe.
→ And so, if you happen to be a follower of mine over on the Forums - please note: you can still continue to watch me / keep in touch with me on here (where we currently are) - on the main page for my account...... as that will *remain open* as usual, even after the Forums close up..... okay?
Based on the notices - we've been told that the Forums will be "reborn" (I guess we'll call it) over on Discord, later on after New Year's.
But unfortunately though - I'm not a Discord user currently; (like a few other people out there)..... and so, it looks like my time on there will be coming to an end also - when they shut down...... (probably later on next week sometime, will be my last day) - and I'll shut down my account and my thread's over there.
But the good news is - is that if you're a watcher of mine over there, you can still contact me on this page anytime, like usual..... okay? ☺ Thanks all.
I hope you're all getting ready to have a spiffy (and fine) Christmas, and / or holiday season next week...... Santa Claus is coming real soon...... and when he does, it probably won't be too much with me this year in all honesty ☺..... seeing that I'm trying to save up some money and stuff, right now.
But anyways (as you may have read): the Fur Affinity Forums are *closing* at the end of the month and will no longer be active..... and all of us on the Forums are aware of it by now I believe.
→ And so, if you happen to be a follower of mine over on the Forums - please note: you can still continue to watch me / keep in touch with me on here (where we currently are) - on the main page for my account...... as that will *remain open* as usual, even after the Forums close up..... okay?
Based on the notices - we've been told that the Forums will be "reborn" (I guess we'll call it) over on Discord, later on after New Year's.
But unfortunately though - I'm not a Discord user currently; (like a few other people out there)..... and so, it looks like my time on there will be coming to an end also - when they shut down...... (probably later on next week sometime, will be my last day) - and I'll shut down my account and my thread's over there.
But the good news is - is that if you're a watcher of mine over there, you can still contact me on this page anytime, like usual..... okay? ☺ Thanks all.
Have a Great Holiday, All.....
Posted 3 years agoIt's hard for me to believe dear followers...... but the holidays are upon us yet again....... I hope you all have *a great one* this week - (if applicable). ☺
My goodness..... where'd the year of 2022 go folks? I dunno..... it went by so fast for me this year.
Anyways...... don't get too stuffed up. 🍗 And don't spend too much on Friday shopping either, I'd advise.
As holiday shopping is nice and all, (and in my mind) a bit materialistic.... but hey - whatever...... you do you...... just remember though: that there's always those bills that may come after it all afterwards..... and so, don't go overboard. ☺
My goodness..... where'd the year of 2022 go folks? I dunno..... it went by so fast for me this year.
Anyways...... don't get too stuffed up. 🍗 And don't spend too much on Friday shopping either, I'd advise.
As holiday shopping is nice and all, (and in my mind) a bit materialistic.... but hey - whatever...... you do you...... just remember though: that there's always those bills that may come after it all afterwards..... and so, don't go overboard. ☺
Sorry Watchers, For My Neglect
Posted 3 years agoTo those who read this that are on my Watch List:
Hello, I just wanted to take a minute, and apologize for a bit of my neglect recently in following up with some of you, if applicable..... (to those who watch me, or fave my stuff, or whatever) - as it's frankly been *ages* since I gave my Watch List on here any real attention, to be honest.
And so I just wanted to say - that I appreciate those who watch me and I *thank you* for doing so.
In recent times, I've usually just posted my stuff on my account here (for whatever it's worth).... and then - chatted / and kept in touch with a tiny group of people I know and am close to, once in a while.... and so with regards to my watchers, I often times overlooked things, which was often times due to me just forgetting.
And so, you're welcome to stick around my page if you still want to.... and I appreciate you doing so!
► If I forgot to watch you back, or follow up with you in some way, and you still want me to do so, then just let me know..... (through either a shout or a PM on here) and then I'll return the favor when I hear back..... okay?
Otherwise, it's all cool with me.... I'm glad that you're here and I'm glad that you took the time to contact me in any case.... have a great day. ☺
Hello, I just wanted to take a minute, and apologize for a bit of my neglect recently in following up with some of you, if applicable..... (to those who watch me, or fave my stuff, or whatever) - as it's frankly been *ages* since I gave my Watch List on here any real attention, to be honest.
And so I just wanted to say - that I appreciate those who watch me and I *thank you* for doing so.
In recent times, I've usually just posted my stuff on my account here (for whatever it's worth).... and then - chatted / and kept in touch with a tiny group of people I know and am close to, once in a while.... and so with regards to my watchers, I often times overlooked things, which was often times due to me just forgetting.
And so, you're welcome to stick around my page if you still want to.... and I appreciate you doing so!
► If I forgot to watch you back, or follow up with you in some way, and you still want me to do so, then just let me know..... (through either a shout or a PM on here) and then I'll return the favor when I hear back..... okay?
Otherwise, it's all cool with me.... I'm glad that you're here and I'm glad that you took the time to contact me in any case.... have a great day. ☺
Happy 2022 🐾 ☺
Posted 4 years agoHope you're having a happy new year..... let's hope the upcoming new year will be a Furry-based good one. 🐾 ☺
Happy Holiday 🎄
Posted 4 years agoHave a *great* holiday this week, all... (if applicable). 🎄
And, I'll repeat my message from last month, if I may...... in that: in the times we're living in these days..... a little support, love, and positivity - (with the people we care about) - is much needed, for many of us.
So...... enjoy it. ☺
And, I'll repeat my message from last month, if I may...... in that: in the times we're living in these days..... a little support, love, and positivity - (with the people we care about) - is much needed, for many of us.
So...... enjoy it. ☺
Happy Holiday 🦃
Posted 4 years agoHave a *great* holiday this week, all... (if applicable). 🦃
In the times we're living in these days..... a little support, love, and positivity - (with the people we care about) - is much needed, for many of us. ☺
Enjoy. ☺
In the times we're living in these days..... a little support, love, and positivity - (with the people we care about) - is much needed, for many of us. ☺
Enjoy. ☺
I Have No Species Problems -- At All
Posted 4 years agoHmm.... you know, folks -- it kinda puzzles me.
Why there are a few people out there, apparently that are detrators of mine -- (within this community in particular), it seems -- that seem to think that I: "take issue" with certain species that are within this Fandom, (that other people may choose for themselves).
Honestly -- that's totally ridiculous, my fellow peeps. ☺
And it's simply not true, deary dears....... and *honestly* -- I have no issues with any particular type of species -- at all, period.
And frankly -- I find it a bit insulting, a little amusing, and also -- rather bizarre -- that some people would believe this of me, (personally).
I'm simply not that kind of Fur -- my Furry friends.
► And..... I don't know *where* or *whom* this issue may be coming from -- (probably with some users on here who take issue with me, personally)..... and, frankly..... that's kind of their problem..... not mine.
But - (in any case): they're totally flat out wrong - to suggest this.... and -- I wanted to dispel this myth, (if I can) -- right now.
So -- please note: I have zero problems, with any species or Fursona, or whatever -- at all.
► You can be whatever you want to be - or support... and - I'll totally support you, either way. So there. ☺
Why there are a few people out there, apparently that are detrators of mine -- (within this community in particular), it seems -- that seem to think that I: "take issue" with certain species that are within this Fandom, (that other people may choose for themselves).
Honestly -- that's totally ridiculous, my fellow peeps. ☺
And it's simply not true, deary dears....... and *honestly* -- I have no issues with any particular type of species -- at all, period.
And frankly -- I find it a bit insulting, a little amusing, and also -- rather bizarre -- that some people would believe this of me, (personally).
I'm simply not that kind of Fur -- my Furry friends.
► And..... I don't know *where* or *whom* this issue may be coming from -- (probably with some users on here who take issue with me, personally)..... and, frankly..... that's kind of their problem..... not mine.
But - (in any case): they're totally flat out wrong - to suggest this.... and -- I wanted to dispel this myth, (if I can) -- right now.
So -- please note: I have zero problems, with any species or Fursona, or whatever -- at all.
► You can be whatever you want to be - or support... and - I'll totally support you, either way. So there. ☺
Eh.... Just an Update
Posted 4 years agoWell.... I suppose I ought to apologize for the lack of updates on this profile lately, folks.
I hope you're all having a *good summer* thus far..... and - you're staying "chilled out" (both literally and figuratively), by the A.C. ☺
I've been kinda "busy as a bee" lately.... and, frankly - I've also been pondering leaving this profile behind - and moving on from it.
But...... after some thoughts, I figured - there's still some things in this community that I enjoy encountering and engaging with..... and thus - after this revealation of personal thought - (I figured) that: I'll just keep things going on here, for now.... and then - just take things from there, (as they come).
There's been some personal issues going on in my life as well; that - have kept me pre-occupied with family, family concerns, and some personal events.
But..... that's another topic, for another discussion that's - probably best left off the agenda here..... apart from the people I know very well...... which, isn't many, honestly.
And so, (I will say to you all) - that: let's all continue to enjoy the warm weather - whilst it still lasts.... and, enjoy the remainder of our summer that we have left..... eh? ☺
My PM's are still open...... and so, feel free to email me, if you want to chat about something. (Take care for now).
I hope you're all having a *good summer* thus far..... and - you're staying "chilled out" (both literally and figuratively), by the A.C. ☺
I've been kinda "busy as a bee" lately.... and, frankly - I've also been pondering leaving this profile behind - and moving on from it.
But...... after some thoughts, I figured - there's still some things in this community that I enjoy encountering and engaging with..... and thus - after this revealation of personal thought - (I figured) that: I'll just keep things going on here, for now.... and then - just take things from there, (as they come).
There's been some personal issues going on in my life as well; that - have kept me pre-occupied with family, family concerns, and some personal events.
But..... that's another topic, for another discussion that's - probably best left off the agenda here..... apart from the people I know very well...... which, isn't many, honestly.
And so, (I will say to you all) - that: let's all continue to enjoy the warm weather - whilst it still lasts.... and, enjoy the remainder of our summer that we have left..... eh? ☺
My PM's are still open...... and so, feel free to email me, if you want to chat about something. (Take care for now).
Computer Cool
Posted 4 years agoMan....... I did a Windows 10 update today- on one of my desktops; (by upgrading from one older Windows 10 version- to the newest one)- and, yo..... it took me nearly *four hours*- (the entire morning)- to finish the whole freaking job.
Not to mention removing the older Windows 10 version (by manual disk clean up) because the Windows system will store the older version automatically on the hard drive; and- making sure I had enough disk space to complete the upgrade; and.... most essentially: making sure all of the files (and programs) on that particular machine weren't affected in any serious way.
Goodness - what a hassle.
But, thankfully...... we only have to do this once (or twice) a year, on average..... and so, (at least)- this one machine will be set for now.
Amazingly- I wasn't flustered (or annoyed) by any of this, this morning...... but- don't start asking me today about my laptop and my other desktops though.
Not to mention removing the older Windows 10 version (by manual disk clean up) because the Windows system will store the older version automatically on the hard drive; and- making sure I had enough disk space to complete the upgrade; and.... most essentially: making sure all of the files (and programs) on that particular machine weren't affected in any serious way.
Goodness - what a hassle.
But, thankfully...... we only have to do this once (or twice) a year, on average..... and so, (at least)- this one machine will be set for now.
Amazingly- I wasn't flustered (or annoyed) by any of this, this morning...... but- don't start asking me today about my laptop and my other desktops though.
2021.... A 2020 Redux Perhaps.
Posted 4 years agoWell, I suppose I should update my journal on here, given that it's been a while.... eh?
(To those who still follow this profile thing) - I appreciate you sticking around (for these past eight-plus years on it), and - I'm hoping that this profile isn't getting too stale for you.... (as trivial as a lot of my postings on here are). ☺
I greatly appreciate the followers and the interest, (on my page here as well); and.... your supportive comments and notes on here are always a pleasure to read..... so, I thank you for them also.
And, well - as I said on some of my previous journal entries on here - I guess I'll just keep this profile going, for now..... just so long as some people may find it interesting, and that I still receive some benefit out of it myself, (personally).
And so, so long as the Staff will still allow it, I guess we'll keep it going. ☺
In any case - I'm hoping that you're enjoying your new year (of 2021), thus far. And well, now that the New Year has arrived.... I honestly think it's safe to say that just about all of the people (I know) - are rather glad to see (the year of 2020) depart.
Hurray, they say..... we're finally out if it.
I can say that I agree with that in some ways, but.... in all honestly - I'm finding myself lately tempering a lot of the celebratory moods - that I'm encountering also.
As I'm also not really sure that I fully agree with their festive outlook in many ways. As - whilst I hate sounding too pessimistic - I always feel that I have to caution people I know - that, in some ways, all we're really doing - is changing the numbers on our calendars, right now..... and not really much else.... be it socially, economically, medically, and (especially) politically.
And, (given the recent events of the past month or so) - it clearly appears to me that we're still going to be facing many of these same crises (that were inheriting from 2020).... not only as a country, but also - as a World.
And seeing that we're still going to be dealing with these same issues - things will require a great deal of work, perseverance, ingenuity, and - good old fashioned toil on our part; to get us through a lot of these messes.
The Covid crisis is still raging on of course, and (in all honesty) I am a bit skeptical - of this so-called vaccine, that everyone appears to be rushing to get right now.
As I honestly don't think myself - that there's some biological "magic bullet" out there - that'll instantly get us out of the dire medical crisis that were all in. And - whilst I understand that people often times take comfort in knowing that a "cure" is on the way - I'm not so sure (frankly) that it'll instantly solve all of our problems, and just - "make it all go away" overnight.
That's a rather simplistic view - I think.
And, of course - we can't forget the economic crisis that has largely spawned from the Covid crisis - where employees, businesses, stores, and communities have (frankly) been reeling - since the Covid crisis came to a head (last March).
And so....... there's clearly a lot on the plate (already) in this new year coming up - and, frankly - I don't think changing the numbers on my wall calendar (from 2020 to 2021) is suddenly going to make everything "alright".
And thus.... I find myself telling people that I'm mostly pessimistic about the recent date change, and that I'm not too excited simply by changing my wall calendar.
But - I do still have a dash of optimism within me also, that says things may get better (within the next twelve months)..... and so, whilst I'm certainly mindful of my own pessimism, I'm also mindful to not be too negative about it either; and to give things a chance to work out, and to most importantly - take things as they come.
And perhaps.... you may feel this way as well.
(To those who still follow this profile thing) - I appreciate you sticking around (for these past eight-plus years on it), and - I'm hoping that this profile isn't getting too stale for you.... (as trivial as a lot of my postings on here are). ☺
I greatly appreciate the followers and the interest, (on my page here as well); and.... your supportive comments and notes on here are always a pleasure to read..... so, I thank you for them also.
And, well - as I said on some of my previous journal entries on here - I guess I'll just keep this profile going, for now..... just so long as some people may find it interesting, and that I still receive some benefit out of it myself, (personally).
And so, so long as the Staff will still allow it, I guess we'll keep it going. ☺
◘ ◘ ◘ In any case - I'm hoping that you're enjoying your new year (of 2021), thus far. And well, now that the New Year has arrived.... I honestly think it's safe to say that just about all of the people (I know) - are rather glad to see (the year of 2020) depart.
Hurray, they say..... we're finally out if it.
I can say that I agree with that in some ways, but.... in all honestly - I'm finding myself lately tempering a lot of the celebratory moods - that I'm encountering also.
As I'm also not really sure that I fully agree with their festive outlook in many ways. As - whilst I hate sounding too pessimistic - I always feel that I have to caution people I know - that, in some ways, all we're really doing - is changing the numbers on our calendars, right now..... and not really much else.... be it socially, economically, medically, and (especially) politically.
And, (given the recent events of the past month or so) - it clearly appears to me that we're still going to be facing many of these same crises (that were inheriting from 2020).... not only as a country, but also - as a World.
And seeing that we're still going to be dealing with these same issues - things will require a great deal of work, perseverance, ingenuity, and - good old fashioned toil on our part; to get us through a lot of these messes.
◘ ◘ ◘ The Covid crisis is still raging on of course, and (in all honesty) I am a bit skeptical - of this so-called vaccine, that everyone appears to be rushing to get right now.
As I honestly don't think myself - that there's some biological "magic bullet" out there - that'll instantly get us out of the dire medical crisis that were all in. And - whilst I understand that people often times take comfort in knowing that a "cure" is on the way - I'm not so sure (frankly) that it'll instantly solve all of our problems, and just - "make it all go away" overnight.
That's a rather simplistic view - I think.
And, of course - we can't forget the economic crisis that has largely spawned from the Covid crisis - where employees, businesses, stores, and communities have (frankly) been reeling - since the Covid crisis came to a head (last March).
And so....... there's clearly a lot on the plate (already) in this new year coming up - and, frankly - I don't think changing the numbers on my wall calendar (from 2020 to 2021) is suddenly going to make everything "alright".
And thus.... I find myself telling people that I'm mostly pessimistic about the recent date change, and that I'm not too excited simply by changing my wall calendar.
But - I do still have a dash of optimism within me also, that says things may get better (within the next twelve months)..... and so, whilst I'm certainly mindful of my own pessimism, I'm also mindful to not be too negative about it either; and to give things a chance to work out, and to most importantly - take things as they come.
◘ ◘ ◘ And perhaps.... you may feel this way as well.
