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General | Posted 10 years agoOk so its tmi Tuesday and since I am sick i have nothing better to do this morning well any questions are ok even inappropriate ones
commissions for free! what?
General | Posted 10 years agoOk i know I don't do this normally but I am starting to take commissions for free I am only doing three slots and that is because if both school and work so if you want a commission from me note me or comment and tell me what you would like 😊
feature story contest
General | Posted 11 years agoSo i am writing a story and i would like you guys get involved with is so i am having a little contest:
I would like yo to comment i will give you a raffle number and i will on March 10th pick a winner you all have 3 days hope you guys make it each person will get two tickets.
to enter:
1.note me
2.message me on this journal
3. give me a shout and ill shut you back with the numbers
what i will be doing is featuring the winner in the story and with my two characters or with two new characters. they chose so come and enter
PERSON CAN ONLY ENTER ONCE!!!!
poem #4 coming out
General | Posted 11 years agothis is a poem of how i told my family that i was gay and how i felt so please respect it that is all i ask.
When I came out to my mom all I had to tell her that I was like my uncle I told her I have the same attraction to people like him and she got it how the attraction was the attraction to men
How like my uncle meant that I was gay but I had to tell everyone in my family and I new that my father would be like a tiger hunting for his pray
As I try to find him Like a tiger i was stealthy as I peered over the corner seeing my father It was like a I was preparing to ponce to his pray and i told him my secret it was like me trying to kill the beast
But as I tried to tell him he kept denying it it felt like the big beast was fighting back and once he said that its only how u feel today this is not you I you chose this path it is a sin it was like the beast biting my neck and as blood gushed out
He tore me apart and then left me there so that the crows and the vultures could pick me apart but I got strength back once I told my sister and brother they said ok we will always love you no matter what
It was like me the tiger getting up suffering still from the wounds still alive and taking a rest so I could heal to fight that beast again for another day and so on that day I could win and my dad could accept me and I would not be a sin.
i hope you guys like my peom this is really personal so it was hard for me to post this but i am hoping it can help other people.Poem response to a romantic essay
General | Posted 11 years agoA response to a romantic essay that I read by Alexander-X he asked me to write a poem on his essay so here we go my response
poem response to a romantic essay by coolcide1999
Writer fella (Artists) Writer fella (Artists) Writer fella (Artists) Writer fella (Artists) Writer fella (Artists)
As he wrote every word as he put every salable as he typed every letter he put his feeling in side every letter.
he said that he had to guide the person that he cared about.
To me he said that the person the woman that he cared about was a season and he was like a breeze showing her the season the way she had to go her path that she had to fallow so that the nest season could come.
To her he was like a tree that when ever he gets splinters crack crack crack.......
she would be there holding him so that him the beloved tree would not fall while he guides her she will comfort him and this caring for one another is the most beautiful thing that can ever be seen by man or woman.
But it does not only have to be with a between a man and a women it is beautiful either way you can go that passion and caring for one another is the most amazing thing that can ever be witness and it is here it is now and the only way you can get it is by being yourself and caring for a person deeply with that you know that they can be the one to comfort you.
It is true the the way you can feel this and it will be the most amazing and beautiful and magnificent feeling that you or anyone can ever get too and be the tree and be the breeze and have the person that you care for be the season and you guide them and have her comfort you when you get splinters crack crack crack.
so that you can expeience this amazing feeling that only some people who are worthy enough to have it so i hope that the one you care deeply about feels the same so you can be one of those worthy people.
Thanks you for reading i hope you all like it and i would be happy to do more and i would like to give props to the essays author
Alexander-XPoem #2
General | Posted 11 years agoThis is another poem from me coolcide it has been a little while since i did one of these and i hope you like it this is a peom to all the people who see my art work hope you guys enjoy.
Hope you guys enjoy
To the people who sees my art work,
I have been watching how all of you look and like my art it gives be great joy to see people looking and liking the art that i create but, i wonder do u know why i do this?
When i look at me i don't see just a person i see art waiting and trying to come out i see monsters creatures people and i see how they look but,
sometimes i get scared on how you all of you will react to it will you like it will you hate my art is connected to me my art is me.
I am the picture on the paper i am the drawing so when i see people hate my work witch i have never seen one of you guys do this it is just from experience i see them hate it and it kills me inside because it feels like they are hating me but,
i know that my art is not for everyone i know that it will not be good for everyone who sees it i know now that i should not focus on all the people who hate my work i should focus on the people who like my work who appreciate the way that i draw. But when i look at some of your art work i feel insecure i feel like i am not good enough to bee on here i feel like i am not worthy to be on here but i feel so good when i feel that way it inspires me to do better it helps me be the artist that i want to be it helps me be me so thank you you guy are the reason why i draw and the reason why i continue to draw.
Thank you to the people who like my work Poem #1
General | Posted 11 years agoSo every one this is a new thing i am starting i will be writing poems and posting them for all who don't know i am a writer and i am doing a lot of projects that i am doing if you like my writing comment and i have one request all i want you to do is to give me prompts of what you would like for me to write about or an article you ant me to make a response out i will tag you in it and make sure to give you props.
OK here we go
for those who don't know i am gay so this has to do with my personal experience with fighting in my life because of that.
Prompt: A letter to the person that you used to be.
Dear the me that no one sees,
Hi its me the you that everyone knows and sees and please don't get mad at me i am sorry that i don't talk or let anyone see you anymore its just i don't want anyone to see you because when the person who created you and me he only sees depression and sadness and how you made him hide his love from his beloved that you made the person who created us change the pronouns in his love poems from him to her you making him hide the fact that he wold want him the person the love poems were about by his side wanting him to himself but, when i look at you i also see i see and notice how people treated you when you came out the parents,grownups, and the people at that church used to say to you like "oh he is such a good boy,he will grow up to be a good young man, and remember that god and all of us will always love you" and when people look at me he doesn't get the same comments as you i get "he is sinner, he is a disappointment, and god will reserve a special place in hell for you" how you got praise and honor i got disappointment and shame sometimes i think that if i staid inside of him everything would be better.WRONG everything would be better for all the people around him not him and i wont let you do that or anyone let that do that to him all i want for him our creator to be happy so he will never change the pronouns in his love poems again and change them from her back to him. I will be the person that everyone sees to make our creator not ashamed of who he really is but don't worry he will never get rid of you because you are part of him and he loves me and you just the same.
sincerely,
coolcide the one people know
OK here we go
for those who don't know i am gay so this has to do with my personal experience with fighting in my life because of that.
Prompt: A letter to the person that you used to be.
Dear the me that no one sees,
Hi its me the you that everyone knows and sees and please don't get mad at me i am sorry that i don't talk or let anyone see you anymore its just i don't want anyone to see you because when the person who created you and me he only sees depression and sadness and how you made him hide his love from his beloved that you made the person who created us change the pronouns in his love poems from him to her you making him hide the fact that he wold want him the person the love poems were about by his side wanting him to himself but, when i look at you i also see i see and notice how people treated you when you came out the parents,grownups, and the people at that church used to say to you like "oh he is such a good boy,he will grow up to be a good young man, and remember that god and all of us will always love you" and when people look at me he doesn't get the same comments as you i get "he is sinner, he is a disappointment, and god will reserve a special place in hell for you" how you got praise and honor i got disappointment and shame sometimes i think that if i staid inside of him everything would be better.WRONG everything would be better for all the people around him not him and i wont let you do that or anyone let that do that to him all i want for him our creator to be happy so he will never change the pronouns in his love poems again and change them from her back to him. I will be the person that everyone sees to make our creator not ashamed of who he really is but don't worry he will never get rid of you because you are part of him and he loves me and you just the same.
sincerely,
coolcide the one people know
I am coolcide99
General | Posted 11 years ago i am coolcide99 please you guys can call me by my name my name is miki the wolf i am just a wired ass bitch and i dont show my face but i am real i promise i am an artist but you will usually see my art on paper but i am getting into digital art its so cool you an see my art on deviantart.com i love to draw and i have been in the furrie fandom for the past five years well that is me later all yall.
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