Cora_Kilana <----Is my new account. Watch me there.

Cora's last name hasn't been Karushu for almost 2 years now so I figured it's time for a change. I'll leave up my gallery here, but all my new stuff will be posted on the new account.

So, when I re-open commissions I'll only be doing dreamcatchers for a while. Right now I don't have the supplies I need for them so I may do a few auction pieces or five dollar adoptables before I re-open. Should have them open again by May 2013 at the latest.

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Baby Braiilee should be here within the first week of March if I don't go into labor before then.

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COMMISSIONS ARE CLOSED

...So, I might be losing my mom... She suffers from rheumatoid arthritis and sometimes she hurts so bad that she becomes suicidal. She tries to overdose herself on her medications. I dunno how much longer she'll be around. On top of it, my Aunt thinks she may be having a drug relapse. Said that if she gets any worse, she's going to have to be admitted to the hospital or a nursing home. I don't wanna lose her...not yet.

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I'll be closing commissions until the baby comes. She'll be here sometime around the 2nd-4th of March. Won't have an exact date till Friday when my doctor decides on a safe day to induce me.

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COMISSIONS ARE CLOSED UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE

Goin to Texas for the next two weeks to see mah families! X3 Gonna see a few friends too while I'm down there. So, I may not be online again until the 30th or 31st. I will be checking messages every now and then while I'm away but probably not posting any arts. Anyways, Hasta inferno!!! XD

Yep F5 to see the new Icon. First time I've changed it in a year or so.

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COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN HERE:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4204231/

I have 5 slots open for commissions. Commission prices and information can be found here:


https://www.furaffinity.net/view/9624047/

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So I'm finally gonna open commissions! But since I'm very lacking in available time with an upcoming vacation & a baby due soon, I will only have a few slots open at a time. I should have a pricing & Quotes page up by this weekend. Pricing and types of commissins I'll be doing are listed here:

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3865191/

But some things may change by this weekend.

Good News:
-My wacom tablet just arrived! *happy dance*
-Commissions should be open starting in January.

Bad News
-My wacom tablet is locked in the Apartment Complex's Main Office until tomorrow or after the holidays. -_-
-Paypal is a bitch.
-My bank does not know what the definition of Customer Service is.
-Commissions will close in March until after I recover from the baby.
-There will only be five slots open at a time.

I often find that my first weapon choice is a Dagger or Bow&Arrow set when it comes to medevil/renaissance era games. And back in November I found out why. I shot a Bow for the very first time at the Kansas City Renaissance Fair, and I was good at it. O_o The guy who was teaching me asked if I was sure it was the first time I'd ever shot a bow.

Recently though, I've been wanting to try it again and have been thinking about getting a bow for myself. Dunno. Just a thought.

Was reading through a bunch of my old poetry and just realized how self-loathing I was when I wrote them...Creepy. No wonder I haven't written anything for a long time.

Since it has been asked several times before, and I'm quite tired of answering this:

"Are you Straight or Bi?"
Yes. I am Bi-Sexual, meaning I AM attracted to both Men and Women. No. I am not SEXUALLY attracted to both. As attractive as I find them, women are not what I prefer in my sex life. I find them phisically appealing and mentally easier to understand.

"But then how are you NOT straight? You just said that you don't find Females sexually appealing."
Just because I don't prefer women in my sex life DOES NOT mean that I don't find them appealing in a sexual way. The female body is very sexual, very attractive, but not in a way that would make me want to have anything more than a loving, non-sexual, relationship. It does nothing for me. If I fell in love with someone of the female sex, it would not be because I am sexually attracted, but because I truly love them.

"What about Men? If you find them sexually more attractive, why do you even bother liking Women?"
Men are wonderful, when they treat you with respect. I plan to marry the man in my life, as I find him attractive in all his aspects not just his sexual appeal. But my attraction to the female sex comes from a background of being abused by men. Physically, mentally, vocally, and sexually. I have a relationship of trust with women that I don't keep with men very often. I have always been hurt by men more often than women. And not just by men I'd dated. Women are comforting to be around because I feel safe, I feel less likely to be hurt.

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Now. If there is another question I did not answer here, please ask.

If you want to see what I'm working on ((WIP's, Sketches, Inks, and such)) I have a facebook account specifically set up for that. If you're interested, go to my Profile page and look for my facebook link. :3

Having issues getting my WacomTablet sent up here from Texas. I'm gonna go ahead and have my PayPal set up now though. Might do some Adoptables for extra monies until it gets here.

Fixed my screen problem. Free full body pic for  Comitatus when I get my Tablet sent up here from Texas. ALSO! Commissions WILL open soon.

Free gift involved for the person who can tell me what kind of hook-up I need to get to attach my laptop to a standard tv set! As soon as I get my wacom tablet from Texas, I want to open commissions. But my laptop screen is pretty much useless until I have a way to put it onto another screen. Help! Cause I dunno what hook up I need to make this work.

Add my fiancé so he has someone to play with. His gamertag is TangoLikeHydra. Have fun and tell him Cora sent you!

So my OB/Gyn who is dictating my pregnancy has decided to send me to a cardiologist. I have had heart problems since I was born so this is nothing new to me. When I was a baby I was diagnosed with a heart murmur that I should have eventually outgrown; but it was left untreated and by the time I was ten the problem escalated into a type of arrhythmia called an Atrial Flutter. I was told a few years ago that it had gone away, of course I knew it was bullshit. Something like that doesn't just disappear without treatment. It's something that's just too random to catch sometimes. Now I'm being told I have another type of arrhymia called Trachycardia. I've never heard of this until now...and now I understand why my OB/Gyn is concerned. I'm not too worried about it right now, but I'm going to the cardiologist on the eighth to make sure I'm not in any real danger. So far it's just bothering me and not the baby. Tell you more when I find out more about what's going on.

As soon as my Wacom Tablet is sent up here from Texas I will open commissions. So far all I'll be doing for commissions is:

>Lineart: 5$ (per character)
>Full Body (flat color): 10$ (+2$ for each additional character)
>Full Body (lighting and shading): 15$ (+2$ for each additional character)
>Busts: 5$
>Add a background for 5$
>Add naughty bits for 2$

>>IMPORTANT!! WHAT I WIL NOT DO IN A COMMISSION :

>P0RNZ (I'm living with my in-laws. It would be awkward and inappropriate for you too, right?)
>Avians will be LINEART ONLY as I am not skilled with drawing the avian species. (This does NOT include griffons.)
>Naughty bits will be covered or not shown UNLESS YOU WISH TO PAY 2$ EXTRA. (I am not experienced with drawing them and it will take a little longer to get the piece done.)
>Extensively detailed clothing.


I will probably add more to this later, but I'm tired now so I'm going back to sleep.

It works...BUT MY FRIGGIN SCREEN IS CRACKED!!! I cant see the left half of my screen. So commissions are postponed till a later date.

I'm in need of a little extra money so's I can buy snacks for my baby munchies and stuff. So I'm thinking about doing small commissions when I get my laptop fixed or possibly replaced. -_-' By small I mean digital busts (5$) and full body (10$). (Price may vary a little based on how much detail your character may have.) AGAIN, I MIGHT be doing commissions soon. Not a guarantee that I will. I need my wacom tablet sent to me from Texas first anyways. So, right now, it's just something to think about.

So here in two weeks, I get to find out what the baby's gonna be. :) I'm so excited. Still hoping for a Lil girl. :)

Soooooooo, in the second week of July, I found out that I'm pregnant again! ^w^ Sorry I didn't say anything about it till now, but I was waiting till I got past my first three months. I'm now Thirteen weeks pregnant and past the highest possibility of misscarrying again. I'm hoping for a beautiful baby girl to spoil with love. (( Mainly because I wouldn't know what to do with a boy.... O-o)) Anyways, pray that nothing goes wrong this time and that I get the healthy, beautiful, Lil girl I'm hoping for.

You guys whine because WE bitch to much?!? Ugh! I could kill my guy right now if knew I wouldn't spend the rest of my life in PRISON! ...someone hug me before I esplode in a torrent of rage... -_-' YES! I'm ranting and the rest of this journal will be gibberish caused by sleep deprivation anyways so go ahead and skip the rest.....

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........go do something more important with your time.....

:/ Wasn't happy with the design I came up with so I'm gonna re-draw her. Dunno, maybe I'm just getting tired of drawing a feline character. *shrugs* Just haven't been drawing much lately. Having a really bad mind block. Hopefully it'll go away soon so I can get back to drawing.

Yep, it finally happened. I decided to get away from this horribly jobless small town. Now I'm moving to Kansas City, Missouri. :D Got a job offer I couldn't turn down. Gonna miss my friends that I know down in Texas though. :/ Oh well. I need the money.