Hey everyone, I have a friend who has a pretty cool goal. She wants to head out to Cali and learn from the masters of fabrication, wizards of SFX, mystics of the imagination ect ect. But to reach this goal, shes looking for some help. Take a look, I think its worth the time :)


https://www.indiegogo.com/projects/.....-giant-monster

To any one who reads this please go wish a Happy Birthday!


Also if you happen to read this Yoru. Happy Birthday!

Have you ever hated, not just saying "oh I really don't like that person" but I mean absolutely hated someone to the point that it makes you ill? To the point that you can feel it in the center of your chest? I honestly don't like it, and very few have ever made me feel this way. I want to scream, and just punch them as hard as I can. And you know what makes the matter worse. I don't even know them. I've never once talked to this person. I know i'm venting, but dear god what the hell is wrong with me. I shouldn't let this get me so worked up, I'm going to be 28 years old in less then a month. Maybe I should go to some sort of counseling. I just don't know

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4982170/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4982170/

Take a look

Check out my friend  scionix32 - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11114248/

He just put it up :D

Raffle? Check out Roukan hes having one https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4603823/

Rules

1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No.
2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages/comments you and asks. And believe me, the temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming... things are not exactly as they seem.
3. It is harder than it looks, but NO explanations !!! You will want to... but don't!!!

Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? - No
Been arrested? - No
Kissed someone you didn't like? - Yes
Slept in until 5 PM? - Yes
Fallen asleep at work/school? - Yes
Ran a red light? - Yes
Been suspended from school? - No
Experienced love at first sight? - Yes
Totaled your car in an accident? - No
Been fired from a job? - No
Fired somebody? - No
Skydived? - No
Sang karaoke? - Yes
Pointed a gun at someone? - No
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? - Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? - Yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? - Yes
Kissed in the rain? - Yes
Had a close brush with death (your own)? - Yes
Seen someone die? - Yes
Played spin-the-bottle? - Yes
Sang in the shower? - Yes
Smoked a cigar? - Yes
Sat on a rooftop? - Yes
Taken pictures of yourself naked? - Yes
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? - Yes
Skipped school? - Yes
Eaten a bug? - Yes
Sleepwalked? - No
Walked a moonlit beach? - Yes
Ridden a motorcycle? - Yes
Forgotten your anniversary? - No
Lied to avoid a ticket? - Yes
Ridden on a helicopter? - No
Shaved your head? - No
Blacked out from drinking? - Yes
Played a prank on someone? - Yes
Hit a home run? - No
Felt like killing someone? - Yes
Cross-dressed? - No
Been falling-down drunk? - Yes
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? - Yes
Eaten snake? - Yes
Marched/Protested? - No
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? - No
Puked on an amusement ride? - No
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? - No
Been in a band? - Yes
Knitted? - Yes
Been on TV? - Yes
Shot a gun? - Yes
Skinny-dipped? - Yes
Caused someone to need stitches? - No
Ridden a surfboard? - No
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? - Yes
Had surgery? - No
Taken by ambulance to hospital? - Yes
Passed out when not drinking? - Yes
Peed on a bush? - Yes
Donated Blood? - Yes
Grabbed electric fence? - Yes
Eaten alligator meat? - Yes
Eaten cheesecake? - Yes
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? - Yes
Killed an animal when not hunting? - Yes
Peed your pants in public? - No
Written graffiti? - Yes
Still love someone you shouldn't? - Yes
Think about the future? - Yes
Been in handcuffs? - Yes
Believe in love? - Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? - Yes
Been to a furry convention? - Yes
Own a fursuit? - No
Bungee-Jumped? - No
Stolen something? - Yes
Kissed someone, same gender? - Yes
Kissed someone, different gender? - Yes
Had sex in public? - Yes
Skipped a night? - Yes
Lied? - Yes
Created a Meme? - No
Been to another continent? - Yes
Been in a country without knowing the language? - Yes
Have seen a parent naked? - Yes

I'm not even sure what to put up as a Journal, but I lost a dear friend today. She was 14 years old and I've known her since I was 12. She had gotten a pretty well sized tumor on her right shoulder and we knew that if we took her into the vet they would tell us to either leave it, put her down or go with surgery. Because of her age she was already a high risk, but when we took her in we found out she had a heart murmur and the odds didn't look good. We tried letting her be but as most animals will do. She started to try to take care of the problem her self. She had opened the tumor and we needed to take her in. She passed away when they were closing her up.

I remember when she was just a kitten and I had just gotten home from school. She was adorable. Bright blue eyes, siamese coloring coat. We called her Coco Butter, but coco for short. When I was 15 she had gotten into the attic and managed to get under the house. We didn't find her for about a week. I know I was terrified when we did find her, that she had lost so much weight. She had pulled threw, Coco always seemed to pull threw. She did have favorites as the time passed on. When I was 17 and she was 5, she use to sleep in my room with me. Even sometimes at night she would start trying to clean my hair. When I was 19 and moved away from my family. I wanted to take her with me but I knew I would not be able to take care of her the way she needed. My family has had other pets, but none like Coco she was her own person you could say. Now I'm 26. Part of me feels like I shouldn't be upset that she passed away because she lived a very full life. But I cant stop crying and feeling like she'll just meow and be next to my feet.

We are going to bury her when we get her from the vet. Today turned sour very fast.

I'm sitting here, enjoying my water and salad. Watching a couple shows on netflix. When out of no where a wild family comes in. No big deal, two screaming kids and a third on a hip. Its life things could be worse. I pay no mind to what I thought was going to be a normal day at this place I think I stay at more then my home.


10 minutes pass by and I open up a program to start reviewing some PHP code I had typed up a week ago. Then another family comes in, and the what seems to be a flash mob of 40 inch people whos parents have lost all control. McDonalds. Its crack for children, I already knew this. I look up and the building is full of yelling, screaming children and parents who don't know what to do but act like deer stunned by headlights of a car. Oh life what would I do if you didn't throw a screw ball at me from time to time.

 ZanderWolfe <-- Found on his Journal

Where are you staying?
-Hyatt Grand Cypress

What day are you getting there?
-Early Friday

Who will you be with?
-My Gal, and Best friend  Roukan

Who will you hang out with during the convention?
-Anyone who wants to be friends :)

Are there any panels you might be attending?
-No idea

Are you attending any stage or public performances?
-I know my friend is DJing on Saturday, So I might go see how he is doing :)

Will you be suiting?
-If only I could :\

Do you do free art?
-Sometimes.

What is your gender?
-Male

How tall are you?
-6'1"

Are you taken? Are you looking for a 'mate'?
- Yep, and she bites~

Can I talk to you?
-Absolutly

Can I touch you?
-As long as I'm not creeped out

How can I find you?
-I'll be around~

Can I visit your room?
-Depends on if i know you

Can I buy you drinks?
-Maybe

Can I give you stuff?
-I'd feel bad if someone gave me something out of the blue.

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
-Maybe as well

Are you nice?
-I am until I get annoyed.

How long are you going?
-Friday to Sunday

Do you have an artist table?
-I do not

Will you have art in the Art Show? General or Adult sections?
-Nope

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
-Just wave, I"ll wave back :)

Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
-Everywhere I think

What/where will you be eating?
-I know I'll be going to World Of Beers On Sandlake :)

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
-If you want, more the better

Can I look in your sketchbook?
-Though I do have one, I dont think i'll be letting others see it.

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
-Dont think so

Can I take your picture?
-Sure why not.

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
-To make new friends!

Well seems some thing came up. To the point that I have no choice in to move back to Florida. So short and sweet. I'm moving away From San Antonio and back to the Orlando Florida area.

From  honeythecollie She posted a Journal and I'm just passing the word around.

A friend on Facebook asked me to post this.
Posting for a friends friend:
FREE HORSES!!!
52 thoroughbred horses need homes. Will go to Sugarcreek this Sat. for slaughter. Gentleman died, his son wants nothing to do with them.
Most broodmares are broke and some are in foal weanling, yearlings, 2 yrs and 3 yrs old most are gelded.
FREE and papered. Friend of the deceased is trying to find homes.

404-463-4288 Barnesville.
Please copy and paste this!

So Its almost 2am and I cant get to sleep. So I've decided to start doing home work outs. I'm not the most fit and i'm kinda tired of being so slugish. That and I can affored to lose some pounds. To keep my self motivated, I hope to put progress reports here on FA. So here is to day one to a new me.


6 Minute abs : Completed - Kicked my butt. I cant beleave I could do this back in high school with no issue.
25 Push ups *(10 regular 10 dimand and 5 wide ) : completed - I hope to be able to add 5 to 10 extra ever 5 days.
20 Each Mountain Climber Switch Kicks and Hindu Squats - Completed. And I feel like i'm going to die.


Now its to late to run out side. But I plan to walk / job 2 miles tomorrow


Oh and if anyone has an idea of other work outs I can do at home. Please let me know I'll be more then happy to try em out :)

Also I'll be posting what I make food wise. I need to work on portion control, as well as posting how much I lose.

Day 1 - 316lbs - Goal 250lbs

Work
Not sure how I feel about my job. I think once I get back from my vacation. I'll be looking for another one. Heck i'm almost convinced i'd be happier to work two jobs and go back to school. I really want to do something with kids like be a teacher. I think that would be a good choice for me. As well as getting back into art. I use to do a lot for businesses. I mean maybe nothing to big but I'm debating on take a class here or there to improve my self.

Life
Its going pretty good. I've been making friends here and there. Most notable would be Glowstickk. I met her on Furry Mate. Shes a really cool fur and I enjoy talking to her. As for others, today I went and met up with a couple at Pride Fest at Harisfair Park Downtown today. Met two new people Yoshi and Jojo, Yoshi was really cool. Nice guy, quite but really nice. Jojo to my surprise I found out was a wolf pack kid. And you know what sitting down and talking to him. He was really a cool guy. I told him what I thought and felt about the wolf pack and he really enlightened me about them. I plan on meeting up with him again and talking more about that subject.

Personal?
Well in one week i'll be going to Orlando Florida for just over a week. And whats nice. I'll be paid to go since I'm able to use just over a week of vacation time. I'll be using this time to relax and really think about my life. Try to figure out what I need to do to get things in order


I think that's it for now. I'll update more later on ^ ^

Well. I try to do it from time to time. You know, sit down and try to have a self reflection and what not. But I guess really I have not much to complain about. Its just i'm not happy. Don't get me wrong I'm content but i'm not happy. And honestly I don't know how to become happy.


Work?

But what i'm content with. Work, I cant complain about work, I have a steady 40 hours a week I work Sun/Mon/Tue/Fri 1:30pm-12am. I make more then 25k a year from this one job. It has great Medical/Dental/Vision. But I'm not sure if this is what I want to do for a living. I mean. Its not what I saw my self doing when I was at this point.

Friends?

I have a good group of friends. I cant complain there, mostly drama free. Though I feel like I need to make more and reconnect with a bunch of lost ones.

Health?

Healthy as a ox they would say! If I knew who they were. But not to sure about this one. I need to start losing some weight. I was okay when I was fluxing around 260 to 280 but Recently ( And I think its due to my job) I've jumped over the 300 mark and I'm kinda worried about that. :(

Furrys?

Well to be honest. I'm happy to be one, and i'm not afraid to tell others I am one. I remember a year or two ago I couldn't tell people I dint really know / didn't trust. No I really don't care :)



Any. I plan to be more up on this whole blogging thing its kinda relaxing to just sit here and type at god knows when in the morning. :)