i come to realize that life sucks, usallay. but you cant dell on the bad things. when bad things happens like losing a good friend or barely passing a class, i stop and think to my self: life is like a a box of chocolates and you never know what you are going to get..... and then i thank the creator of forrest gumps and chuckle slightly. I think im just ramblimg cause i wish things was better and then for a quick mintue I remind myself that shit isnt that bad. yea, ,i wish a few things were diffrent but then for the most part I would scared of change which just fucks me over. i just wanted to get these strange idea out of my head..... i dont know cause there is not much to say

i come to realize that life sucks, usallay. but you cant dell on the bad things. when bad things happens like losing a good friend or barely passing a class, i stop and think to my self: life is like a a box of chocolates and you never know what you are going to get..... and then i thank the creator of forrest gumps and chuckle slightly. I think im just ramblimg cause i wish things was better and then for a quick mintue I remind myself that shit isnt that bad. yea, ,i wish a few things were diffrent but then for the most part I would scared of change which just fucks me over. i just wanted to get these strange idea out of my head..... i dont know cause there is not much to say

i come to realize that life sucks, usallay. but you cant dell on the bad things. when bad things happens like losing a good friend or barely passing a class, i stop and think to my self: life is like a a box of chocolates and you never know what you are going to get..... and then i thank the creator of forrest gumps and chuckle slightly. I think im just ramblimg cause i wish things was better and then for a quick mintue I remind myself that shit isnt that bad. yea, ,i wish a few things were diffrent but then for the most part I would scared of change which just fucks me over. i just wanted to get these strange idea out of my head..... i dont know cause there is not much to say

i come to realize that life sucks, usallay. but you cant dell on the bad things. when bad things happens like losing a good friend or barely passing a class, i stop and think to my self: life is like a a box of chocolates and you never know what you are going to get..... and then i thank the creator of forrest gumps and chuckle slightly. I think im just ramblimg cause i wish things was better and then for a quick mintue I remind myself that shit isnt that bad. yea, ,i wish a few things were diffrent but then for the most part I would scared of change which just fucks me over. i just wanted to get these strange idea out of my head..... i dont know cause there is not much to say

i come to realize that life sucks, usallay. but you cant dell on the bad things. when bad things happens like losing a good friend or barely passing a class, i stop and think to my self: life is like a a box of chocolates and you never know what you are going to get..... and then i thank the creator of forrest gumps and chuckle slightly. I think im just ramblimg cause i wish things was better and then for a quick mintue I remind myself that shit isnt that bad. yea, ,i wish a few things were diffrent but then for the most part I would scared of change which just fucks me over. i just wanted to get these strange idea out of my head..... i dont know cause there is not much to say

i come to realize that life sucks, usallay. but you cant dell on the bad things. when bad things happens like losing a good friend or barely passing a class, i stop and think to my self: life is like a a box of chocolates and you never know what you are going to get..... and then i thank the creator of forrest gumps and chuckle slightly. I think im just ramblimg cause i wish things was better and then for a quick mintue I remind myself that shit isnt that bad. yea, ,i wish a few things were diffrent but then for the most part I would scared of change which just fucks me over. i just wanted to get these strange idea out of my head..... i dont know cause there is not much to say

Just talking to myself and wondering what Im going to do with my life. Honestly wish I could just disappear and just be; moving far far away, from New Jersey, from school from work. Hmmm all this talking and I dont know what to do. Im just rambling.

ive noticed

I’ve noticed, eyes on me

painted hands and fucked dreams

that wont live, become a blessing

broken glass, dead dreams and weeping trees

love being alone

skinned being raped by the sun

toes curled up as ecstasy leaks out one bodies

poor kids and famous ills

yet ive, also notice love holding a man head

peace keepin my world up

hope forcing the cracks together

yellow painted nails, flowers

ive notice your smile and it gives me faith

Thank You

Motion

As Music plays

We dance, in the light

routing bodies and splatting sweat

cooling our feet as the skin rub

rough as pavement

as the music plays

we are so gone

destroy

and so understandabley beautiful

Mindless
Tried eyes closing
Yawning black. Breathing
Slow. Catching time
Eyes watery, mouth dry
Door of the soul
Shut, eyes now heavy
Tinted and delayed
Young but old
Weak handmade unease
Still tried, eyes closed
　

The Grind
He made mad turn, writing scripts and analyzing fine goals
That can bring the rest of the world down and to there knees
Like a poet, you speak nothing but the truth. Lost and indefinably in time
Clutching on a reason, yet still misunderstood
When we lay, its different but the same
Heat in the grass, cutting my arms, so sharp
And feet, undone to the untrained eye, nail polish chipped
We wait: for things to happen, simply put
Taking rides that wont end
Regretfully, times changes our thoughts breaking
The grind ripping rope and our screams that
Break lines, punishing our hope

Chewing nails
Proper you must be, when women are around
Fine lines and corrected smiles
Shoulders back, legs crossed
Toes nails cut low, painted blue
French tips
Upsetting and ramped down hills
Windows closed to hide
Push up bras and lipstick
Proper you must be, when no one is around .