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Still alive, but with wounds that won't heal. (Life Update)
Posted a week ago⚠️Disclaimer: Some upsetting medical/mental health stuff is discussed in this.⚠️
Hey yall....safe to say 2025 has...not been my year whatsoever.
It hasn't ALL been bad.
Thankfully my partner miraculously made a complete recovery from when he was in a coma in the ICU back in January. Frustratingly tho we STILL...almost a year later....have NO ANSWERS to what fully caused that to happen; therefore, we also have no idea if it will happen again, and that's what truly scares me. Even a veteran Cardiologist with 40+ years in his field couldn't figure out what the cause was and it was officially ruled a "Freak Medical Event". They were baffled that not only could they not figure out the root cause, they couldn't believe that he bounced back as quick as he did with no lasting effects. Literally within 2 weeks of being discharged from the hospital he was back at work; 9 months later he's still going strong!
WE FINALLY ESCAPED HOTEL HELL!!!
In late May it finally happened. Me, my partner, and my little brother were fully able to find a new home and fully escaped that horrible Hotel situation we'd been trapped in for 3 fucking years. Every cent between us went into the escape and we moved into a fantastic 3BD 2BA apartment in a very very nice historic neighborhood in our city. We have a cozy private balcony space that overlooks a creek and a bunch of nature and we have awesome neighbors we quickly befriended.
MR. MOONSHINE IS HOME!!
Since we got a new home we were able to finally reunite with our beloved Turkish Angora cat Moonshine, who is my service dog Sir Stormageddon's brother and best friend in the world.
The Cat Distribution System bestowed us a new kitty baby so he wouldn't be cat lonely again. Her name is Wasabi and she's a wildchild of a Calico; We are all like....90% sure she is just a Raccoon in a cat's skin tho.
Sir Stormageddon very much loves to look like the Volturi on the balcony looking down at the landscapers whenever they're outside, he is still my Sous Chef in our now actual full sized kitchen.
Luna Nova our dimwitted smooth brained Pitahoula is still driving us crazy with her constant whining but they all get along very well and love each other.
It's a pack of Misfits up in this bitch lmaoo
End of an Era I have formally retired my Intuos Pro after close to a decade of fantastic service.
I have switched over to using an iPad Pro 12.9" 4th Gen with an Apple pencil.
I AM still using Clip Studio Paint EX and will continue to do so.
In my time being away I have been working on owed artwork and have completed much of my queue; art dump soon to come!!
Switching over to the iPad Pro has greatly improved many areas for me and I especially love being able to work on art at anytime, anywhere I am.
Things have been going great and we've been in our new place for 6 months now...until I had to call 911 for my brother.
On the night of Oct 21 around 11pm I had to call 911 for my brother who had been having a serious mental health crisis for 3 going on 4 days that wasn't getting better.
He had been off his meds for a while and was trying to be readjusted so we were expecting things to get better over that course of time, we weren't just ignoring it.
He didn't try to hurt himself or anything but he just completely lost touch with reality and went into full blown psychosis and was going in and out of a catatonic state, didn't know who he was, who I was, where he was, when he was, it was like total amnesia. He was wildly out of character and just was not him at all. It didn't get any better at all so I had to make the decision to get him immediate help.
It was an incredibly stressful, scary, and heartbreaking situation.
Within 30 sec of paramedics arriving they immediately knew he had to go to the hospital. He screamed at me and cussed me out in the parking lot and looked like he hated me.
I sat in the Emergency Room with him all night while they ruled out things like drugs or illness before they moved him to the ER Psych unit. Every time he would look at me he would glare and bare his teeth in seething hatred....but he didn't even know who I was. He was hallucinating wildly.
I saw him again in ER Psych a couple times and he was gradually better than the time before but still couldn't fully remember anything.
They involuntarily committed him and he's in a facility just outside of town.
I have not seen my brother in over 2 weeks now...the last time I saw him was right before they transferred him to the facility.
I'm really hoping he gets to come home soon but it's looking like when he does leave that place he will likely stay at our parents house for a little bit before fully coming home.
At this time we have no idea how long he will be at the facility he's in.
Per the last update from our mom, who is basically the only one who can even see him right now as she's his emergency contact and is on his HIPPA....he's starting to remember more things, hes no longer in full blown psychosis or a catatonic state, they've been working on honing in the right dosage of the proper meds to bring him back to baseline. It might take a while for the brain fog to clear due to the intensity of everything his brain has gone through the past few weeks.
This has put us in a bit of a bind as that has reduced a source of income on paying rent and bills.
My partner and brother both work together at the same restaurant and thankfully they are ready to welcome him back with open arms when and if he is ready to go back to work.
It's great knowing he wont need to worry about losing his job or having to look for another one in the future.
With bro being indisposed major income comes down to my partner. I am on disability and get my SSI once per month and I'm allowed to continue selling my artwork as long as I don't go over 2K in sales per month but I mean if I was able to do that I wouldn't be needing assistance to live??? soooo yeahhhh Just trying to survive heh..
The timing of everything wasn't the greatest and has left us kinda scrambling to figure out the rest of our rent. We have until the 16th before they try to file anything against us.
Thankfully with me clearing alot of my queue I can take on many new and exciting projects!
I am open for literally anything and everything!!
Please take a gander at my ToS and my Prices and shoot me a note on here or hit me up on Discord or Telegram!!
I've got a few YCHs available as well check them out >>> HERE
Any bit helps us in keeping everything afloat while my brother is recovering in the hospital and artwork has been a great way for me to keep myself busy during the struggles and stress of everything.
BTW if you get the reference in the title of this...you're awesome!
If you've made it this far thanks for reading♥
⚠️⚠️⚠️CRITICAL LIFE EVENT⚠️⚠️⚠️
Posted 9 months agoThis is a bit of a long read and has some pretty upsetting medical stuff.
On the morning of Saturday January 11th at approx 10:45am my beloved partner of almost 11 years and whom I have 2 wonderful children with, 
, very suddenly went into Cardiogenic and Systemic Shock while at his job. Blood erupted out of his mouth and nose suddenly and he was actively dying in the bathroom while trying his damnedest to go back to work, worried about how we were going to take care of our rent and bills since we have been living in an extended stay hotel for almost 3 years now. We have to pay rent every week and there is no grace period so if rent isn't paid by 11am every Thursday we have to get out. We also have car payments and other majorly important bills that have built up during everything. He works at a tavern on the beach and with it being winter time it's currently their off season so hours are greatly limited compared to during the summer when he's able to get overtime.
He was rushed to the ER via ambulance where he was then rushed to the ICU and placed into a medically induced coma. He had aspirated blood in the process of everything and couldn't breathe. They said he was on the very verge of Cardiac Arrest and was actually within an hour of dying; he is incredibly lucky he was found when he was by the front of house manager, had he not there was a solid 90% chance he would have been discovered deceased in the bathroom.
They found he had ALOT of fluid and blood around his heart and had to take him into surgery to drain it. They ended up draining "3 Coke cans worth of dark red almost black bloody fluid" during the procedure and more overnight with a drain in his heart. He was in a medically induced coma for 72 hours fighting for his life in the Cardiac ICU. Due to the fluid being almost black they thought he might've had Tuberculosis and had him under a hazmat quarantine til they were able to clear him.
Thankfully he is NOT Arthur Morgan lol
They've also been testing him for Cancer and alot of other really scary things that haven't fully been ruled out.
During all of this his parents suddenly wanted to resurface and act like they give a shit while also making everything about themselves while their only kid is fighting for his life in a fucking coma. Fearing for his safety I constantly voiced my worries to his medical care staff and stood ground as his advocate. Once he was fully conscious the hospital Chaplain assisted us in creating a living will and making me his medical power of attorney. I successfully kept him protected.
Somehow they found out where exactly he was in the ICU even when he was listed as a Private Patient. The prime suspect is the bitch across the hall from us here at the hotel who is supposedly a hospital worker. She already eavesdrops at our door and reports everything we do to his mom. Being a hospital worker she would have been able to find out everything about where he was while there. His parents not only found out what specific ICU room he was in but the names of his nurses. They called and harassed and were so downright hateful to the very people that saved his life.
The hospital has been notified and there is an active investigation ongoing.
After a week of being in the hospital he was finally discharged, with ZERO answers, but hasn't yet been able to go back to work; even when he does it will take a bit for us to bounce back.
He has a cardiologist appointment on February 10th where hopefully we will be able to find out SOMETHING. Not knowing what has caused all this is driving me crazy.
Everything is so incredibly stressful while constantly worrying about keeping a place to live, being able to pay our bills, our safety and privacy being compromised here, trying to regain some normalcy while navigating the unknown terrified of what could have caused this and what could occur in the future...its just alot but I'm really trying to take everything a day at a time.
My mom set up a GoFundMe for us to try to help with things in the meantime.
We'll be starting with maintaining our bills and rent while Zack is out of work and hopefully helping to save up to move to a place where people aren't literally spying on us for insane toxic assholes.
I genuinely do not feel safe here whatsoever.
Anything helps, even if it's just a share.
GoFundMe
I am open for any and all digital commissions as well.
If you've made it this far, thanks for reading.
❄️January's Seeking to Draw List + Happy New Year 202...
Posted 10 months agoHope yalls 2025 is off to a good start. Got alot of ideas and plans for this year ahead.
Found a few potential places to move but need to get up the initial move in and utility set up costs....plus we're behind on some pretty major bills... :'/
It's been a really rough time. They fucked up my partner's Christmas bonus this year sooo yeah...
I really need to pay for my storage unit and everything for my car, it's our only transport. ;;
I'm open for everything and even have some YCHs going on.
HMU if you're interested in anything.
Currently finishing up 2 full render scenes and a cell shade fruit gore piece. >:3c
Oh yeah and I ended up pretty much branding a big ass X on my right hand with a hot pan on the stove right after Christmas. :')
It's gonna be a pretty dope scar but FUCK it suuuucks. 2nd degree burns from a fucking sausage pan. 2024 just HAD to leave its mark on me I guess.
Luckily it's healing well and doesn't effect my ability to draw.
-H3L
★ Seeking to Draw List ★
In an effort to add to my artwork portfolio, each month I will be making a list of specific types of species of OCs that I’m seeking to illustrate.
I will be offering a special 20% off discount for artwork starring any OC that is one of my listed species for that month.
☆Discount is only available from the time I post the new list til 11:59pm on the last day of the month.
☆My Seeking to Draw List will be posted at the changing of the month; or atleast during the 1st week of the month via journal on Furaffinity. (I try atleast but ya know...life happens)
☆Each list will have 6 different species/types I’m hunting and yes, they can be on there more than once so don’t worry if you miss out one month. I’ll likely be looking to draw more down the line.
☆Discount is applied to the total cost of the commission prior to payment.☆
☆Discount is not applicable on YCH slots or Reference Sheets.☆
JANUARY
★Snow Leopard★
★Arctic OCs★
★Hyena★
★Panda★
★Eastern Dragon★
★Human[oid]s★
I am ALWAYS looking to draw THYLACINES!!!
**OC species must be atleast 50% if it’s a mix/hybrid**
December's Seeking to Draw List + Update & Christmas
Posted 11 months agoHow the hell is it already almost Christmas again?!
Time needs to seriously chill for a bit.
This time of year is really really hard for me due to alot of traumas and deaths that have occurred this month especially.
The 18th will mark 5 years since a piece of my heart and soul left this mortal realm with my beloved Nana. 5 years later I'm still stuck deep in a thick tar pit of grief and it still feels fresh. Life has been especially hard since then.
The 23rd is the absolute hardest day of the year for me. Not only is that the day she was laid to rest and entombed in the family mausoleum....on that date half a lifetime ago I was deeply traumatized in one of the worst ways possible by someone I thought was my friend in my own home.
I literally become the Grinch during those times but on Christmas Eve and Christmas Day I am the most stoked for festivities ever.
While the dark times haunt me mercilessly I am working so very hard to make sure the magic stays in the season for my kids. I want to give them everything I never had at their ages.
I want them to have the best lives possible.
I miss them so much...hopefully some day we'll all live together again.
(They live with my parents and youngest sister.)
Things have been stressful as we work to stay housed at the hotel, maintain bills, and desperately try to save up to find somewhere else to live.
Housing prices ARE starting to come down some little by little but it's still SO MUCH to be able to fully move into a place.
Applications, Admin Fees, Deposit, 1st mo rent....and that's not even including setting up utilities, which often times you cannot even move into the place til those are on and running.
It's thousands of dollars just to secure a place to move into....and it's so hard to save when we have to pay rent WEEKLY. It's currently about 450$ a WEEK here at the hotel and prices do fluctuate depending on the time of year. Since we live in a beach town and both my partner and brother work at a restaurant literally at the beach....it's off season so their hours have been cut a bit and there's very little chances for overtime or bonuses. No other places in town are hiring at anywhere near what they're being paid so working other places isn't really in the best interest either.
I'm legally medically disabled and get SSI so I can't get formal employment; however, I'm fully allowed to continue selling my artwork.
Still fighting to not drown in life but I need some kinda break soon.
I so badly wish for a safe place to call home where I can raise my kids and create everything I've ever wanted to without fear of being happy.
One can dream, right?
I'm open for any and all comms to help fund Christmas and knock out some important bills.
I also have several YCHs available > HERE <
OH! I'm on Bluesky now! Gimme a follow as I'll be doing some exclusive raffles over there!
✩★✩CosmicInkBlot on Bluesky✩★✩
I hope everyone has a fantastic holiday season.
♥H3L
★ Seeking to Draw List ★
In an effort to add to my artwork portfolio, each month I will be making a list of specific types of species of OCs that I’m seeking to illustrate.
I will be offering a special 20% off discount for artwork starring any OC that is one of my listed species for that month.
☆Discount is applied to the total cost of the commission prior to payment.☆
☆Discount is not applicable on YCH slots or Reference Sheets.☆DECEMBER[/
[b]★ Wolves★
★ Reindeer ★
★ Snow Leopards ★
★ Human[oid]s ★
★ Arctic OCs★
★ Pokemon ★
(NON SEXUAL, Blood/Gore is fine tho)
I am always looking to draw THYLACINES!!!
**OC species must be atleast 50% if it’s a mix/hybrid**[/i]
November's Seeking to Draw List
Posted a year agoLife goes on...on October 29th we had to have our childhood dog Murray put to sleep as his health was in rapid decline due to advanced old age and dementia. He was a pug and we had him for almost 16 years. The adjustment is the most difficult for my mother as he was her emotional support dog.
I'm not doing well mentally or physically due to the time of year it is and timetravelling backwards in time against your will is hell on the mind, body, and soul lol
Still trying to escape Hotel Hell...just taking it a day at time...
-H3L
★ Seeking to Draw List ★
In an effort to add to my artwork portfolio, each month I will be making a list of specific types of species of OCs that I’m seeking to illustrate.
I will be offering a special 20% off discount for artwork starring any OC that is one of my listed species for that month.
☆Discount is applied to the total cost of the commission prior to payment.☆
☆Discount is not applicable on YCH slots or Reference Sheets.☆NOVEMBER
★ African Wild Dogs★
★ Foxes ★
★ Deer ★
★ Raccoons ★
★ Bears★
★ Big Cats ★
(Cheetah, Snow Leopard, Jaguar, Leopard, Lion, Tiger, Cougar)
I am always looking to draw THYLACINES!!!
**OC species must be atleast 50% if it’s a mix/hybrid**
Hey yall, I'm still alive. (MASSIVE LIFE UPDATE)
Posted a year agoOKAY SO...ALOT has happened in the last 5 months....
First and foremost, we fully have a vehicle again.
We were able to get a 2018 Ford Escape from Drivetime at the end of May and are now making payments on it every 2 weeks. (Found out the other day even though we've already given them close to 4K....interest ate it up and not a cent has come off the actual price of the vehicle....I hate it but it is what it is I guess.)
Things continued to get SIGNIFICANTLY worse with my partner's parents before it all erupted like the vengeance of an angry volcano following a particularly shitty situation.
My partner's mom birthgiver stole 60$ from me off my bedside table while we were 2 feet away taking a nap. She knocked my phone off the table and almost broke the charger off in the port, and even ate food off my plate. (3 stuffed clams and my plate was in the microwave)
Before we laid down she was scrounging up change for a drink from the vending machine and didn't have enough for a 2.50 soda....when we woke up a couple hours later she was gone and returning with shopping bags and even had a handful of PILLS that she claims she paid for everything herself. HOW WHEN SHE COULDN'T AFFORD A SODA?!
IMMEDIATELY confronted her about it and this biiiitch seriously expected us to believe the most ridiculous story ever.
Her story:
A stranger must've came in our room (we live in a hotel where rooms are only accessible via individual keycards)...they walked from the door to my side of the bed on our side of the room (I'm the farthest from the door beside the window)...took my money that was placed in a very specific spot without touching any other valuables such as our games/wallets/etc....without setting ANY of the dogs off (my partner and I have a husky and a catahoula pit who immediately investigate new people and his parents had a bully pitbull and their dog would literally flip shit and fucking high pitch bark as loud as possible if she ever saw a stranger in the room)...and they casually left after eating 3 of my stuffed clams off my plate that was in the microwave....and the reason we didn't know was we clearly slept through it all.
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Yeah NO IDGAF how heavy of a sleeper you may or may not be there is no way in HELL anyone can sleep through a 60lb+ husky jumping up/standing on you and howling at a "stranger" while one dog is whining loudly and the other is scream barking at the top of it's lungs.
They didn't make a sound because they fucking KNEW the person in the room. It was HER.
Plus her getting super defensive and saying "Believe whatever you want." is a dead giveaway.
Fastforward a couple days and I refuse to let it go. I am medically disabled and live on a rather fixed income so 60$ is too much to ignore.
Zack and I are laying in bed and it's like 3am and I'm just venting about it because I'm understandably frustrated about everything. I'm telling him there's no way I'll ever believe her bullshit lies, she is a thieving ass liar. They were out walking their dog so we were talking while they were gone.
She fucking flings the door wide open and shouts "I BET YOU WON'T SAY THAT SHIT WHILE I'M IN HERE!!"
I CLEARED MY THROAT and responded "I BET I FUCKING DO BITCH. YOU ARE A LYING ASS THIEF!!"
So yeah shit hit the fan it was a screaming match where they declared they were going to leave and "Good Luck paying for the room on your own!", his stepdad brought up our kinds in the argument since he's a self proclaimed PEDOPHILE (they called CPS and told them he had "child molestation" stuff on his record and since we lived with them our kids had to go live with my mom, stepdad, and youngest sister) grabbed some of their shit and their dog and left the room. Went and slept in his work truck.
Later the next day she deadass came up in the room and acted like nothing happened. (same song and dance many times before)
I was in the middle of making dinner and looked at my partner like "is this bitch serious??" so he asked "I thought yall were leaving, what happened to that??" She said his "paycheck hadn't come in yet." and tried to play it all off like no one was serious about leaving. Since they didn't give a shit what happened to us my partner held up the receipt for the room he got that morning when he paid for the room and stated "Room has been taken care of...ya know, since we would have to figure it out on our own...looks like yall need to figure it out now too."
Cue the big fat crocodile tears while she started packing up her shit. Zack went to the bathroom and she looked at me while "crying" and I told her to "suck it the fuck up and pack, it's not working this time."
The night before during the screaming match I had hit record on my phone so they're on record saying they wouldn't fuck with our shit in storage while we made arrangements to get everything moved into a different unit. However, they still destroyed alot of my stuff, unfortunately. Mainly stuff that belonged to my late Nana that I'll never ever be able to replace. They tried to act like I was crazy and making shit up despite there being physical evidence it "wasn't them" so my partner finally had enough and after we got all our belongings he fully cut ties with them officially. Especially after everything and us finding out all the other lies they hid that directly caused us to struggle for so long.
Like the fact that even though he was working full time he's deliberately not reporting his wages so he's collecting disability at the same time PLUS they both took out personal loans at 2K EACH...that easily could have gotten us out of the hotel but nah here we are stuck. They also bought a ridiculous amount of sex toys and porn DVDs (seriously it's 2024 who the FUCK buys porn DVDs at 40$ EACH?! Them apparently and they were.....questionable as fuck. Like "My young little girl obsession") my brother and I found everything while we were cleaning their side of the room.
Luckily everything just happened to line up where we were able to help my little brother escape a hellish situation with our (now ex) sister and her boyfriend. (Who is a huge pussy and hides in the bushes whenever he sees me btw) So he moved in to help us and to not be on the street himself. It's been great so far just still stressed about trying to get out of this place. The housing market is absolute DOGSHIT here before anyone wants to try to be like "uhhh move somewhere else" Since we have to pay rent WEEKLY on top of other bills like for the car and insurance and shit....it's incredibly difficult to save up enough for a deposit and first month rent plus the application and admin fees as well as moving costs.
We had a place possibly lined up HOWEVER the unnamed storm that hit SE NC and dumped like 2ft of rain in a few hours kindaaa flooded the rental we were going for......yyeeeaaaahhhhh....so the hunt continues.
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Heartbroken by the utter devastation to one of my all time favorite places ever...Chimney Rock.
I was planning to go there for my birthday in February but of course that can't be done now. I have many friends who are currently up there helping clean up and restore the area.
In the meantime I have been hard at work trying to get through my queue. I pretty much draw from when I wake up til when I'm fully passing out while trying to stay awake. My carpal tunnel and fibro have been absolute HELL on me lately as well. Some days I'm in so much pain I can't do anything but lay in bed sobbing. Most of the time I feel like I've been drenched in gasoline and set ablaze. I've also been dealing with stress migraines and those basically take me out for the whole day when all I can do is sleep or hide from the light under the covers in a blacked out room.
This time of year is very bad for me as I've had alot of loss and trauma associated with the end of the year so it's always really hard on me juggling grief, PTSD, and clinical depression.
This Christmas marks 5 years my Nana has been gone and half a lifetime since the assault.
I suppose all I can do is just continue taking it all a day at a time.
I'm doing by best to get better.
I appreciate everyone's continued support, patience, and understanding.
I am open for any and all commissions to help fund our escape from this awful place.
If you've made it through all of this madness....thank you so much for taking the time to read about my insane life.
-H3LMay's Seeking to Draw List + update
Posted a year ago♪♫♪♫♪♫Makin my way through my queue~♥♫♪♫♪♫♪
Not much has changed in the department of obtaining a new vehicle; however, the living situation continues to deteriorate at a steadily rapid pace. The moment we obtain a vehicle again we're going to be looking into hopefully getting a studio or loft apt, anything as long as it's not a room or in a shared space. After 2+ years of being cramped in a single hotel room with the worst human beings to ever exist both my partner and I are hardcore craving our own private space.
We wanna be able to have our kids with us more, we're missing out on alot of time with them and it kills us every single day.
However, since his mother is a pill addict in serious denial and his dad stepdad is a self proclaimed pedophile....yeah it's a no from me dawg. They will never ever be allowed to be anywhere near our kids.
After everything we've endured every time we've ever had roommates....NEVER AGAIN.
This is some of the roughest times we've ever endured but we're still pushing forwards. He is working as many hours as he possibly can and I'm trying to take on as much as I can so it can shorten our time around these scummy ass fuckers. It's gotten so bad we're both prepared to go full NC after we leave. I know taking on alot of projects at once but I'd so much rather be a tad overwhelmed in a safer place than the constant drowning in stress and depression I'm currently experiencing. I don't feel safe in the slightest here. I literally wake up and work all day until I'm literally passing out again. I'm scared of sleeping around them unless my partner is home.
We don't have anyone at all we can rely on other than each other...it's fucking heartbreaking that not a single person we've helped in the past is willing to lend a hand and instead have just ghosted us when we stopped being able to give and give. It's just...so incredibly frustrating..
Might be making a GFM for emergency funds to get into a place because each day it really seems like they're gonna try to bail and leave us high and dry in a hotel room we can't afford alone.
Maybe we can talk to them about moving us into a single bed room or something since we've been here so long.
Currently weighing all of our options to see where we go from here.
-H3L
★ Seeking to Draw List ★
In an effort to add to my artwork portfolio, each month I will be making a list of specific types of species of OCs that I’m seeking to illustrate.
I will be offering a special 20% off discount for artwork starring any OC that is one of my listed species for that month.
☆Discount is only available from the time I post the new list til 11:59pm on the last day of the month.
☆My Seeking to Draw List will be posted at the changing of the month; or atleast during the 1st week of the month via journal on Furaffinity. (I try atleast but ya know...life happens)
☆Each list will have 6 different species/types I’m hunting and yes, they can be on there more than once so don’t worry if you miss out one month. I’ll likely be looking to draw more down the line.
☆Discount is applied to the total cost of the commission prior to payment.☆
☆Discount is not applicable on YCH slots or Reference Sheets.☆
MAY
★Foxes★
★Snakes★
★Lemurs★
★African Painted Dogs★
★Housecats★
★Marsupials★
(Opossums, Tasmanian Devils, Kangaroos, Koalas, Wombats, Wallabies, Bandicoots)
BONUS: OWLS
I am ALWAYS looking to draw THYLACINES!!!
**OC species must be atleast 50% if it’s a mix/hybrid**
Hello from Rock Bottom! (Major Life update) + April S2D L...
Posted a year agoI know it's been a hot minute since I've updated anything and I really hoped this year was going to turn around and get better....HOWEVER, I currently find myself stuck at rock bottom.
Just when I thought things were finally looking up I'm completely blindsided and have fallen down into a tiger trap.
So it's been A LOT but basically my granddad put my car (that I had fully paid off btw) up as collateral on a personal loan behind my back in 2019 and I only discovered it last year when my mom was granted guardianship of him and admin of his estate. For the past year we have been fighting tooth and nail with PENFED to come to some sort of agreement on me getting to keep my vehicle. We FINALLY came to an arrangement for them to get their money back and me to keep my car....even though all of this was highly illegal and never should have happened but I was set on keeping my only transportation which is a massive lifeline and paying off the loan I never took out but my vehicle was put up as collateral on meant me essentially purchasing my car a 2nd time....whatever, we came to an agreement and I made my 1st payment on March 1st and my next payment wasn't due til April 5th; cool, I've secured my car. I got full coverage insurance on March 15th, next is just to get her inspected and updated tags (that have only been expired ONE MONTH. Keep in mind I've already dropped so much on maintenance as well as a full new set of tires.) Fast forward to April 2nd around lunchtime I'm alerted by my dog suddenly jumping up and growling out the window which is very unlike him. I look outside to discover my car being hooked up to a tow truck. I yell out and ask if I can atleast get my belongings; I figured I could get my stuff then try to figure things out from there since I needed my mom's help and at the time she had my kids out of state at Dollywood for Spring Break. The guy tells me "yeah sure" then he waits for me to run downstairs only to drive off while LAUGHING AT ME through the window. I'm left in absolute shock and disbelief. I'm STILL in shock and disbelief that they worked out a plan with me, took my payment, and then STILL came and took my car away. I've been trying for going on 2 weeks now to get access to my personal belongings that include some items that belonged to my late Nana, some of my kids stuff, and things like my printer and me and my partner's tails/furry items I made by hand. My name is indeed very much on that vehicle but not on the loan and I can't seem to get a single fucking one of these chucklefucks to understand my granddad is fucking DEAD!!
EVEN WITH A DEATH CERTIFICATE!!!
I truly feel like I'm trapped in a goddamn Twilight Zone Black Mirror crossover episode.
So now all efforts to moving have been suddenly put on hold until we can get a new vehicle. It's such fucking bullshit I DID EVERYTHING THEY WANTED AND STILL GOT FUCKED OVER!!!
Meanwhile our living situation continues to deteriorate rapidly and is getting more and more dangerous every single day, I now sleep with a weapon at the ready within arm's range.
Every single day is a new struggle to continue to live. I have absolutely zero joy in living now and I'm pretty sure my entire body is redlining from constant stress.
I haven't even gotten to see my kids in person all fucking year....I'm utterly empty and broken and so incredibly fucking defeated...but I'm still trying...artwork, music, and some games are my only escape right now. It doesn't help having anyone tell me that "others have it worse" when I'm on the verge of oblivion staring into the abyss fighting to not jump.
It doesn't help for anyone to preach their faith to me, there's entirely too much suffering in this world for your "GoD" to be the good guy in this story. Besides I don't believe in a singular higher power anyways but that's a story for another day.
Lately I've had AI Bros coming on to my sales posts doing that "I cAn MaKe It ChEaPeR wItH AI #breakthepencil" ass bullshit. How about I stab and break a pencil off in you?? How about that??
(I've literally been stabbed with a pencil and had it break off in my body so miss me with any offenses to that and if you're one of these AI fucks you can promptly go fuck yourself as well I literally don't give a fuck. AI "aRt" is a fucking joke only for talentless losers who contribute nothing at all to the world; congrats, mommy really should have swallowed.)
Not sorry in the slightest, I didn't cripple my fucking hands honing my skills over the years for someone who slaps some words into a website prompt box and call themselves an artist when the whole time the same motherfuckers been walking around saying "I cAnT eVeN dRaW a StIcK fIgUrE!! CaN yOu DrAw MEEEEE??" the very second they find out someone is an artist.
For the record I'm in favor of AI being utilized in industries where there's zero room for error and the slightest mistake would mean someone dying, using AI to prevent stuff like that would be very beneficial. Humans shouldn't have to literally work themselves to death for the absolute bare minimum.
I do apologize for being so acrimonious and rancorous but I am only 1 person and I can only handle so much stress at once.
I just wanna live my life not fearing homelessness or worse literally every single day.
I just want to live my life where I can be with my kids and partner and pets in a safe home where I'm able to cook good food and create art to my hearts content.
I just want to be happy...
In the word of George Costanza...
"This whole situation has left me more bitter, more jaded!!"
(Gotta laugh at my own misfortune ha ha)
I'm aware I already have several things on my queue that I'm making my way through everything while juggling everything going on IRL.
I'm open for all commissions to help fund the escape of this hellish tar pit cesspool of an extended stay hotel and these narcassistic ass toxic sub human scum.
I'll also be posting hella YCHs in the coming days, both SFW & NSFW; Some fixed price and some auctions.
Working on art is one of the main things keeping me sane and out of prison right now so help ya girl out ;w;
-H3L
★ Seeking to Draw List ★
In an effort to add to my artwork portfolio, each month I will be making a list of specific types of species of OCs that I’m seeking to illustrate.
I will be offering a special 20% off discount for artwork starring any OC that is one of my listed species for that month.
☆Discount is only available from the time I post the new list til 11:59pm on the last day of the month.
☆My Seeking to Draw List will be posted at the changing of the month; or atleast during the 1st week of the month via journal on Furaffinity. (I try atleast but ya know...life happens)
☆Each list will have 6 different species/types I’m hunting and yes, they can be on there more than once so don’t worry if you miss out one month. I’ll likely be looking to draw more down the line.
☆Discount is applied to the total cost of the commission prior to payment.☆
☆Discount is not applicable on YCH slots or Reference Sheets.☆
APRIL
★Lemurs★
★Aquatic OCs★
★Bunnies★
★Winged OCs★
★Huskies/Woofers★
★CATS!★
(Big Cats:Cheetah, Snow Leopard, Jaguar, Leopard, Lion, Tiger, Cougar)
(Smol Cats:Housecats, Lynx, Ocelot, Bobcat, Clouded Leopard)
★★★ BONUS: 420 THEMED OCS!!! ★★★
I am ALWAYS looking to draw THYLACINES!!!
**OC species must be atleast 50% if it’s a mix/hybrid**
❄️January Seeking to Draw List + Happy 2024 + Life Up...
Posted 2 years agoHope everyone has had a good 2024 so far. I've been terribly sick with a severe case of the Flu and we just had a tornado outbreak last week so it's been a ridiculously wild ride so far.
The 7th was my youngest doomspawn Greyson's 4th birthday; however I was so sick I had to go to the urgent care and missed out on celebrating it with him, we postponed things til I get better because I didn't wanna take the chance of getting either of my kids sick and causing them to miss more school than they already have. Today is the first day all week I've been able to even attempt to eat or do anything besides lay in bed comatose, hell even as I type this I'm fighting the urge to crawl under the blankets and go back to sleep, if I hadn't had the worst night terror event I've ever had I probably would.
Really hoping this nightmare is finally coming to an end beginning at the end of this month. Feb 3rd is my birthday and I can only hope it will be a time of rebirth and new beginnings for me and my partner as we move forward, not looking back at the major bridge we are both ready to set ablaze. We will be going complete no contact with his parents once we escape this horrible living situation. They have only dragged us down and have jeopardized our relationship with their greed and selfishness. These people are in their 50s and both act more childish than our literal children, they can continue to wallow around in their toxicity but it's time for us to elevate and ascend from the cesspool they call their lives.
I can no longer tolerate or turn a blind eye to their disgusting behaviors of homophobia and racism just for the sake of survival.
Time for us to thrive instead of just bare minimum survival.
In the words of Kyōjurō Rengoku, it's time to hold our heads high and set our hearts ablaze!
-H3L
★ Seeking to Draw List ★
In an effort to add to my artwork portfolio, each month I will be making a list of specific types of species of OCs that I’m seeking to illustrate.
I will be offering a special 20% off discount for artwork starring any OC that is one of my listed species for that month.
☆Discount is only available from the time I post the new list til 11:59pm on the last day of the month.
☆My Seeking to Draw List will be posted at the changing of the month; or atleast during the 1st week of the month via journal on Furaffinity. (I try atleast but ya know...life happens)
☆Each list will have 6 different species/types I’m hunting and yes, they can be on there more than once so don’t worry if you miss out one month. I’ll likely be looking to draw more down the line.
☆Discount is applied to the total cost of the commission prior to payment.☆
☆Discount is not applicable on YCH slots or Reference Sheets.☆
JANUARY
★Eastern Dragons★
★Arctic OCs★
★Snow Leopard★
★Deer★
★Coyote★
★Winged OCs★
I am ALWAYS looking to draw THYLACINES!!!
**OC species must be atleast 50% if it’s a mix/hybrid**
⚠️SERIOUS LIFE UPDATE⚠️
Posted 2 years ago
⚠️ BEWARE: Disturbing subject matter ahead⚠️
Hey yall... so unfortunately there wont be a Seeking to Draw List this month.
This whole past month and a half has been an utter shit show. My grandfathers health rapidly declined through the beginning of November and ultimately on Friday November 17th at 7:29pm EST he passed from this realm to the next. I've been trapped in the middle of some of the worst family drama and vicious fighting I've ever experienced between my mom and my aunt. I did get to say my goodbyes to him over the phone a few hours before he passed tho. It was the roughest phone call I've ever made and he was non communicative due to suffering a major stroke the day beforehand. So I just listened to his death rattle as he tried to respond to me choking my words through my sobbing for 21 minutes. I played "Life Is But a Dream..." by Avenged Sevenfold on my laptop while I was talking to him. I highly suggest giving it a listen, it's Synester Gates playing a piano instrumental piece from their newest album. I didn't know anything else to play because I couldn't for the life of me think of what HIS favourite songs were in that moment but I also didn't want South Park playing in the background while I was sobbing and choking out my goodbyes, so I played music instead, specifically that song.
Last Wednesday (Dec 6) was his entombment ceremony where I saw him for the first time since my birthday back in February;
I haven't been to the family mausoleum in a very very long time, my Nana is there as well as my Uncle Bryan, I knew it was going to be an extremely emotional day for me and it ended up being super fucking TRAUMATIZING!!!
So they were waiting for and I to arrive, we live 2.5 hours away, so I could view my grandfather one last time before they placed him in the mausoleum....YALL I fucking audibly gasped and almost fainted when they opened the casket. I then started crying and literally screaming that "nothing is real" in the cemetery. I absolutely LOST MY GODDAMN MIND!!
He looked like a mummy who had his ass beaten and had his lower half eaten by piranhas; covered in thick layers of makeup with semi decayed looking hands and unfortunately they didn't present him properly because I was basically able to see inside his body cavity through an opening in his suit...sooo...yeah...some serious nightmare fuel there.... :')
The funeral people didn't do a single damn thing my mom had paid for and they ALMOST DROPPED HIM!!! They almost dropped my grandfather's casket and the way everything would have fallen his casket would have popped open and then my grandfather's dead body would absolutely have rolled out of the casket and down the hill towards the highway. SOOO if that would have happened either I would have been suing the absolute FUCK out of these people...or I would have just...ascended right then and there leaving my partner stranded somewhere he's never been before.
My partner and I were the only ones to show up as my mom stayed home because our youngest was home from school sick with bronchitis and it was a cold, rainy, and windy day in Raleigh.
It was a horribly miserable time...the ONLY good thing that came from it...was getting Popeye's Chicken, because we don't have one in Wilmy.
My nerves are completely shot right now and as I type this my partner's parents have started a whole super aggressive shit show because I dared to express how I was feeling while deep deep in raw grief. They've decided to make this all about themselves and for the THIRD TIME now my PoS father in law has tried to charge through my partner to physically attack me...all because I was crying and venting to my partner about how much intense stress I've been under during everything.
So far we haven't been able to celebrate any of the holidays at all. I don't even think we ate anything on Thanksgiving.
It's currently 10 days til Christmas and I haven't gotten anything for anyone.
Shit got messed up because the brakes on my car needed an emergency replacement before we could take the trip to Raleigh (plus the gas and stuff for that) and that took most of my money and then of course we needed to be able to survive.
Apart from the weekly rent on the room my partners parents do not help with anything whatsoever. WE are the ones always making sure everyone has food, including the animals.
We're currently planning our escape.
Big things and some serious change is coming very soon!
The Seeking to Draw List will be returning January 2024.
I am of course open for all commissions so I can atleast do Christmas for our 3 & 5 yr olds.
I'll be making some art sales posts in the coming days and I've got a couple YCHs I'm preparing to post as well.
Just trying to catch a glimpse of the magic in this time of year because this seriously has been one of the most unChristmasy Christmases on record for me.
NGL I'm struggling so fucking bad right now...but atleast I'm trying my best yeah..???
If you've made it this far, thanks for taking the time out of your day to read about my shitshow of a life. :')
Leave a comment or something?? idk
Thanks yall
-H3L
HAPPY HALLOWEEN + October's Seeking to Draw List
Posted 2 years agoHAPPY HALLOWEE[color=#B63A8D]N[/color]!!!
Hope everyone is having a wonderful October so far!!
I knew I was gonna post this late AF because October is always such a busy time of year for me. I've got damn near half a dozen family members born this month alone lol
In fact, today is my youngest sibling 
's birthday today! Go give them a watch!
The 8th was my Late Uncle Bryan's 47th Heavenly Birthday (He was murdered when he was 16 and I was 14mo old.
The 2nd was my FIL's birthday, tomorrow is my MIL's birthday.
MY mom's birthday is the 18th.
There's just been ALOT on my plate lately and I'm doing my best to keep taking it a day at a time.
My granddad is still slowly wasting away on the brink of death an hour from where I'm at and my only maternal aunt threatened suicide the other day and I'm whole ass states away from her so I couldn't do much but try to track down her location to help my mom have a wellness check done. Luckily we got ahold of my cousin to make sure she was alright.
Still been dealing with our Neighbor from HELL and trying to avoid homelessness; ya know, just out here raw doggin life and livin the dream. :')
There's been alot of homicides in my town lately, shit's fuckin scary and I am so over it.
Been working hard to get through my queue. Got a new method I'm trying out and so far it's working.
Anyone planning to go see FNAF when it comes out? My partner requested Halloween off 6 months in advance so we can go see it after we take the boys trick or treating. Beyond stoked tbh!
-H3L
★ Seeking to Draw List ★
In an effort to add to my artwork portfolio, each month I will be making a list of specific types of species of OCs that I’m seeking to illustrate.
I will be offering a special 20% off discount for artwork starring any OC that is one of my listed species for that month.
☆Discount is only available from the time I post the new list til 11:59pm on the last day of the month.
☆My Seeking to Draw List will be posted at the changing of the month; or atleast during the 1st week of the month via journal on Furaffinity. (I try atleast but ya know...life happens)
☆Each list will have 6 different species/types I’m hunting and yes, they can be on there more than once so don’t worry if you miss out one month. I’ll likely be looking to draw more down the line.
☆Discount is applied to the total cost of the commission prior to payment.☆
☆Discount is not applicable on YCH slots or Reference Sheets.☆
OCTOBER
★ Monsters/Undead OCs ★
★ Wolves ★
★ Dragons ★
★ Raccoons ★
★ Bats ★
★ Cats! ★
(Big Cats:Cheetah, Snow Leopard, Jaguar, Leopard, Lion, Tiger, Cougar)
(Smol Cats:Housecats, Lynx, Ocelot, Bobcat, Clouded Leopard)
★★★BONUS[color=#B523B8]:[/color] Día de los Muertos and Hallowee[color=#D44B69]n[/color] themed OCs!!!★★[color=#9900FF]★[/color]
I am ALWAYS looking to draw THYLACINES!!!
**OC species must be atleast 50% if it’s a mix/hybrid**
September's Seeking to Draw List + Life Update
Posted 2 years ago*LE GASP* OMG I ACTUALLY GOT THIS POSTED UP IN A TIMELY MANNER?! Well I've met my on time quota for the year lmaoooo
So if you live on the east coast, like myself, you're probably more than aware that Hurricane Season is in full swing. Hurricane Idalia came through this past Wednesday and booooy it was a stressful time. My partner and I had JUST gotten home from the store when we were hit with a tornado. We LITERALLY watched it cross the street outside of our window!! Like straight up you couldn't see any of the buildings across the street, everything was blacked out and it was pure chaos! Thankfully our kids were at my mom's house (actual brick house up on a hill so it's much safer and they have a generator) more inland so it was just us and our furbabies at the time. No damages done to us or my vehicle, it was just scary for a little bit with how close it was and how it straight up blacked everything out, it also smelled like gun steel which was kinda unsettling.
On to a much better yet more emotional update....YALL MY BABIES STARTED SCHOOL AND I AM JUST BESIDE MYSELF AND ALL UP IN MY EMOTIONS!!! They're attending one of my old elementary schools too!!
Phoenix started Kindergarten and Greyson started Pre-K (well technically hasnt started just yet since his 1st day of school was cancelled due to the storm and flooding)
Seriously wanna just sob because it feels like just yesterday I almost died bringing them into this world and now they're growing up and going off to learn stuff and do great things!
Super proud mama because I've already been informed that Phoenix is crazy smart and his teacher feels he's too smart to even be in her class. Hasn't even been a whole week of school yet!!
I meaaaan he already knows how to read and spell and not a damn soul taught him how to do it. He just started reading one day, surprised us all!
Who knows what these kids will surprise us with next lol
-H3L
★ Seeking to Draw List ★
In an effort to add to my artwork portfolio, each month I will be making a list of specific types of species of OCs that I’m seeking to illustrate.
I will be offering a special 20% off discount for artwork starring any OC that is one of my listed species for that month.
☆Discount is only available from the time I post the new list til 11:59pm on the last day of the month.
☆My Seeking to Draw List will be posted at the changing of the month; or atleast during the 1st week of the month via journal on Furaffinity. (I try atleast but ya know...life happens)
☆Each list will have 6 different species/types I’m hunting and yes, they can be on there more than once so don’t worry if you miss out one month. I’ll likely be looking to draw more down the line.
☆Discount is applied to the total cost of the commission prior to payment.☆
☆Discount is not applicable on YCH slots or Reference Sheets.☆
SEPTEMBE[color=#FF8800]R[/color]
★ Sharks ★
★ Wolves ★
★ Hyenas ★
★ Deer ★
★ Winged OCs ★
★ Marsupials ★
(Opossums, Tasmanian Devils, Kangaroos, Koalas, Wombats, Wallabies, Bandicoots)
BONUS: HOUSECATS!!!
I am ALWAYS looking to draw THYLACINES!!!
**OC species must be atleast 50% if it’s a mix/hybrid**
August's Seeking to Draw List + Life shit
Posted 2 years agoYall I'mma be honest....I am straight up not having a good time right now. Now stuck in this Hotel from Hell with some of the most god awful people to ever walk the Earth and there's literally nowhere else my partner and I can go. I just had to use every cent I had saved up to get new tires on my car, routine maintenance, and to get my entire car assessed for damages where some drunk idiot drove smack dab into my PARKED car; jackass failed all of the sobriety tests and his BAC was a mindblowing 0.21!! Almost 3X the legal limit....well almost 6X the legal limit since he was actively holding a CDL when he got the DUI. (legal limits for people who hold those are half what everyone else's limit is at .04 instead of .08)
DUMB. ASS.
The damages he inflicted on my car was he completely destroyed my airbag system sensors so essentially my safety net while driving is GONE right now and it's definitely something I cannot afford to pay for out of pocket. The sensor for it has to be specially ordered from the factory and it'll take atleast 3 HOURS for them to replace. The price for the part alone is upwards of 1000$ and that doesn't include the cost of labor or any shop supplies.
Hardcore stressing because I'm literally back at square one with saving to move out of the hotel...the hotel that costs 500$ A WEEK and there's literally no other available options on temporary housing. We've been here for almost a year and a half and it's gotten very dangerous to live here. There's near constant overdoses and people have been getting attacked in various ways. I'm genuinely afraid to go out of the room now without my partner or atleast my dog and a weapon.
Staying with family is beyond out of the question but luckily my kids are able to stay with my mom til we get back on our feet. We share a room with my partner's parents because otherwise we wouldn't be able to afford the room and they're honestly really terrible people that have put so much strain and stress on us and our relationship....but atleast for the time we have somewhere to escape the heat.
Not gonna lie the thought of making a GoFundMe has crossed my mind but I've always been terrible at asking for any help and I'm genuinely afraid of receiving backlash....that and since I'm officially medically disabled there's alot of hoops we gotta jump through so I don't lose what took me 3 years and hiring an attorney to accomplish.
It's just....ALOT to handle at once.
I'm at the end of my rope and I seriously don't know what to do.
I so desperately want to escape this hell and finally have a safe place to live.
I know I've got a bit on my queue that I am slowly but surely working my way through but my commissions are open for anyone interested.
I'm just trying to survive
-H3L
★ Seeking to Draw List ★
In an effort to add to my artwork portfolio, each month I will be making a list of specific types of species of OCs that I’m seeking to illustrate.
I will be offering a special 20% off discount for artwork starring any OC that is one of my listed species for that month.
☆Discount is only available from the time I post the new list til 11:59pm on the last day of the month.
☆My Seeking to Draw List will be posted at the changing of the month; or atleast during the 1st week of the month via journal on Furaffinity. (I try atleast but ya know...life happens)
☆Each list will have 6 different species/types I’m hunting and yes, they can be on there more than once so don’t worry if you miss out one month. I’ll likely be looking to draw more down the line.
☆Discount is applied to the total cost of the commission prior to payment.☆
☆Discount is not applicable on YCH slots or Reference Sheets.☆
AUGUST
★ Eastern Dragons ★
★ African Wild Dogs ★
★ Hooved OCs ★
★ Foxes ★
★ Cheetahs★
★ Marsupials ★
(Opossums, Tasmanian Devils, Kangaroos, Koalas, Wombats, Wallabies, Bandicoots)
I am ALWAYS looking to draw THYLACINES!!!
**OC species must be atleast 50% if it’s a mix/hybrid**
July's Seeking to Draw List + Art Fight
Posted 2 years agoI don't even know anymore tbh...hanging in there...trying my best...*sigh*...I'm so fucking tired... :')
Happy Art Fight I guess?? (sorry I've been going through alot this month but really trying to stay positive)
Find me on Art Fight HERE
Hope everyone is having a good summer.
-H3L
★ Seeking to Draw List ★
In an effort to add to my artwork portfolio, each month I will be making a list of specific types of species of OCs that I’m seeking to illustrate.
I will be offering a special 20% off discount for artwork starring any OC that is one of my listed species for that month.
☆Discount is only available from the time I post the new list til 11:59pm on the last day of the month.
☆My Seeking to Draw List will be posted at the changing of the month; or atleast during the 1st week of the month via journal on Furaffinity. (I try atleast but ya know...life happens)
☆Each list will have 6 different species/types I’m hunting and yes, they can be on there more than once so don’t worry if you miss out one month. I’ll likely be looking to draw more down the line.
☆Discount is applied to the total cost of the commission prior to payment.☆
☆Discount is not applicable on YCH slots or Reference Sheets.☆
JULY
★ Aquatic OCs ★
★ Winged OCs ★
★ Horses ★
★ Eastern Dragons ★
★ Domestic Dogs★
★ Cats!! ★
(Big Cats: Cheetah, Snow Leopard, Jaguar, Leopard, Lion, Tiger, Cougar)
(Smol Cats: Housecats, Lynx, Ocelot, Bobcat, Clouded Leopard)
I am ALWAYS looking to draw THYLACINES!!!
**OC species must be atleast 50% if it’s a mix/hybrid**
HAPPY PRIDE!!! June's Seeking to Draw List + Life update
Posted 2 years ago♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Hey everyone.
So first and foremost, HAPPY PRIDE!!! I am Bi/Demisexual, PanRomantic, Polyamorous, and genderfluid.
My pronouns are she/her/they and I identify as a motherfucking problem lol seriously tho I'm a cryptid of coastal North Carolina.
My eldest Doomchild spawnling, Phoenix, will be turning 5 years old on the 7th!!! Time sure flies when it doesn't exist to you heh. Happiest of birthdays to the lil dude who made me a Mama!!
On this Wednesday at 8:56pm SugarMan will complete his 5th trip around the sun!
We shall celebrate with feasts and games!
So the past few months we've been dealing with the fact that my granddad has completely gone off the deep end and is in a special long term care facility while my mom and myself sift through all the madness and get everything in order. We were lied to about being able to obtain any sentimental objects that belonged to my late Nana, Gods rest her soul, and they have put everything up for auction anyways.
So I'm scrambling to save as much as I can and it honestly breaks my heart seeing things that belonged to her, things that were supposed to be willed to me, even things like her eyeglasses she was wearing when she passed being auctioned off for strangers to have. We're still trying to figure out everything with making sure my car isnt taken in some crazy loophole since my granddad was my cosigner. There's ALOT of shit dealing with some pretty huge financial crimes and identity theft.I'm seriously at a loss right now...it feels like I'm losing her all over again...
I'm terrible at asking for anyones help ever and I'm afraid of there being any backlash on me taking on more projects since my stuff takes a while....idk I feel like I need to earn the money?? Like I don't deserve any help at all?? Yeah my family did a super fantastic great job with me in my formative years hahaa :')
My stuff is always open for anyone interested of course just check out my prices and shoot me a message.
I literally feel heavy guilt even writing this but if anyone wants to donate to the cause my CashApp is $CosmicInkBlot
(at least please let me know who you are ;; fuck I feel like such a PoS even asking for help. I'm so sorry..)
My mom informed me earlier today that hospice has been called in soooo yeahhhh.....life man...I'm so fucking over it.... :')
-H3L
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥[color=#004EFF]♥[/color]♥♥♥♥
★ Seeking to Draw List ★
In an effort to add to my artwork portfolio, each month I will be making a list of specific types of species of OCs that I’m seeking to illustrate.
I will be offering a special 20% off discount for artwork starring any OC that is one of my listed species for that month.
☆Discount is only available from the time I post the new list til 11:59pm on the last day of the month.
☆My Seeking to Draw List will be posted at the changing of the month; or atleast during the 1st week of the month via journal on Furaffinity. (I try atleast but ya know...life happens)
☆Each list will have 6 different species/types I’m hunting and yes, they can be on there more than once so don’t worry if you miss out one month. I’ll likely be looking to draw more down the line.
☆Discount is applied to the total cost of the commission prior to payment.☆
☆Discount is not applicable on YCH slots or Reference Sheets.☆
JUNE
★ Phoenix ★
★ Aquatic OCs ★
★ Bears ★
★ Fennec Foxes ★
★ Dragons★
★ Cats!! ★
(Big Cats: Cheetah, Snow Leopard, Jaguar, Leopard, Lion, Tiger, Cougar)
(Smol Cats: Housecats, Lynx, Ocelot, Bobcat, Clouded Leopard)
BONUS: UNICORNS AND PRIDE THEMED OCs!!!
I am ALWAYS looking to draw THYLACINES!!!
**OC species must be atleast 50% if it’s a mix/hybrid**
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥[color=#004EFF]♥[/color]♥♥♥♥ May's Seeking to Draw List
Posted 2 years agoNGL currently drowning in life's struggles. Don't wanna bore anyone with the mundane details of my life but the broadstrokes are basically just....*sigh*...still living in a hotel where we have to pay 500$+ a WEEK to make sure we aren't homeless and thats pretty much all our money so we barely have food in stock...the 8th was a traumatic anniversary of learning what an assault weapon to the dome feels like...majorly struggling with both sides of my health (...especially mental)....Mother's Day is tomorrow and I likely wont be seeing my kids....the only person that even speaks to me anymore is my partner, his parents (we all live together in a single hotel room...it honestly fucking sucks hahah), and my mom; no friends hit me up whatsoever and when I try to reach out either I'm left on read or it's never opened (unless they need a ride or money thats pretty much it)...been feeling really down about myself, my artwork, my existence in general...life has just been really fucking depressing lately and I'm fucking drowning.
I've been pushing myself to draw when I'm not comatose from severe pain and/or depression.
Just gotta keep taking it all a day at a time...I guess..
I'm really fucking trying...I really am..
UPDATE on Sir Stormageddon from the attack last month tho...he's doing much better and his back is all healed! We unfortunately never found the owner of that dog but I'm really hoping they left the area entirely. Seriously never ever wanna go through anything like that again ever. I still carry a knife with me when we go on our walks now tho, straight up not chancing anything; better to have it and not need it than to need it and not have it.
-H3L
★ Seeking to Draw List ★
In an effort to add to my artwork portfolio, each month I will be making a list of specific types of species of OCs that I’m seeking to illustrate.
I will be offering a special 20% off discount for artwork starring any OC that is one of my listed species for that month.
☆Discount is only available from the time I post the new list til 11:59pm on the last day of the month.
☆My Seeking to Draw List will be posted at the changing of the month; or atleast during the 1st week of the month via journal on Furaffinity. (I try atleast but ya know...life happens)
☆Each list will have 6 different species/types I’m hunting and yes, they can be on there more than once so don’t worry if you miss out one month. I’ll likely be looking to draw more down the line.
☆Discount is applied to the total cost of the commission prior to payment.☆
☆Discount is not applicable on YCH slots or Reference Sheets.☆MAY
★ Jaguars ★
★ Hyenas ★
★ Winged OCs ★
★ Dragons ★
★ African Wild Dogs ★
★ Marsupials ★
(Opossums, Tasmanian Devils, Kangaroos, Koalas, Wombats, Wallabies, Bandicoots)
I am ALWAYS looking to draw THYLACINES!!!
**OC species must be atleast 50% if it’s a mix/hybrid**
April's Seeking to Draw List + HAPPY 420!!! + XL Life Upd...
Posted 2 years agoBit of a long life update incoming...
*siiiigh* I really wish dog owners were more responsible....last week my service dog Stormageddon was attacked...TWICE by an aggressive dog that was off leash.
I wasn't feeling the best and had my father in law take Storm out to potty for me; he walked him on our regular route that both me and my partner take him on every day.
The dog in question was an intact male red nose pitbull. It ran up silently and fully launched itself ontop of Storm and latched onto his back. Like literally ran up like it was hunting him!!
I'm more than familiar with territorial dogs and they always bark to make their presence known, this motherfucker was silent. The owner ran up screaming at it to stop and the dog didn't even acknowledge her existence, the owner LITERALLY had to grab the dogs balls hard AF to make it release Storm's back. So heading back towards the building the fucking dumbass actively chooses NOT to leash her dog and straight up LETS IT GO to FIX HER SHOE! She deadass was more worried about her fucking SHOE that fell off and prioritized THAT over her dog actively attacking someones service dog! The whole time she kept saying "He'S nEvEr DoNe ThIs BeFoRe!!" as her dog was fully attacking my dog a SECOND TIME.
At this time my FIL called me out of breath frantically telling me Storm had been attacked. I grabbed my knife and took off out the door with my MIL following behind.
The second this bitch saw him pull out his phone she amazingly gained the ability to leash her dog and started running away with it. She managed to slip back into her room before I or anyone else could find her.
Stormy sustained a deep puncture bite wound on top of his spine where his shoulder blades are located and alot of bruising around the bite site and on his flank/ribs where he was tackled and attacked the 2nd time. Also yall....I've literally never witnessed a dog having a whole ass panic attack until that day. As soon as I got to him I dropped to my knees and he pressed his face into my chest trying to hide. I got him back inside our to evaluate him and let him calm down in a safe and familiar place. I called 911 to make a formal report because there are other folks that live here who have smaller dogs that likely wouldn't have survived an attack like that, as well as children that walk puppies and other disabled folks who also have service dogs, some in wheelchairs.
According to my FIL and several others who witnessed everything the dog made several bite attempts but was only able to break the skin once when it launched on top of his back. Others were his side when he was attacked the second time and more than once it went after his neck/throat!!! >:(
I'm very glad Sir Stormageddon is as fluffy as he is because honestly it would have been MUCH worse if he had shorter fur. (He's a wooly coated Siberian Husky)
The most heartbreaking thing is that Stormy didn't want to fight the dog at all, he was more interested in minding his own business and trying to find somewhere to go potty...even after being attacked the first time...that and he was scared of his best friend, my in-laws American Bully, Princess because she's roughly the same colour as the dog who attacked him...(don't worry they're back to playing and being best buds again, he was just stressed and really shaken by the attack) However the badass part is that everyone told me that he didn't even make a sound when the dog latched on him. He displayed no pain at all and only appeared to be annoyed that his potty time was being disturbed. He showed zero fear and zero submission...just annoyance lol
We live in an extended stay hotel (the 7th...tomorrow...marks 1 year of living here actually...heh..yeahhh) and luckily everyone here knows, loves, and adores all of our animals. The lady that was working the front desk at the time practically jumped over the counter to run outside and ask how Storm was. She called the GM up here to look on the cameras to try to find the owner and dog and see what room they were in, especially since I formally got the police involved. Where I live our local Animal Control is owned and operated by the county Sheriff's Department, so things like dog attacks fall under their jurisdiction and all of their officers are formally sworn in Sheriff Deputies. They have posted a BOLO (Be On the Look Out) for the dog and owner, who I'm grateful for all the eye witnesses who were able to get a good description of to me and the officers; even down to what the bitch was wearing. Since they don't have proof this dog is UTD on it's shots they need to place it in a 10 Day Quarantine; thankfully Storm is UTD on all his.
Both the local Sheriffs Department AND the hotel GM have given my crazy ass full permission to not only carry a weapon for my and Storm's protection but to use it when/if needed...I now carry a knife on me at all times when walking Storm and my inlaws carry thick walking sticks when they walk their dog.
Sadly to date they haven't found the owner but we do know she's still here since a few days ago a one night stays guest's dog was attacked by a dog of the same description with the same described owner; that dog sadly had to be rushed to the emergency vet. Other guests and residents have spoken about being familiar with the dog and human described, some even stating the dog has run up to bite/nip at them or atleast in a very aggressive manner. I even heard a commotion the other day in the parking lot where a family with small children were screaming at someone "Get your fucking dog!! Why isn't it on a leash?!!?", the kids were crying about a "big scary dog" running at them and it was followed with a female voicing shrieking "He'S iN tRaInInG!!!" (if your dog is "in training" it damn sure needs to be on a fucking leash!) My view was obstructed by the front entrance but I'm certain it was the same bitch ass dog and owner. I ran to see if I could cut them off or atleast see what room they went into but was unsuccessful.
It will NOT be a good day if I'm the one who encounters that animal because I WILL kill it. Sorry if that upsets anyone but Stormy was literally my child before I had my actual children...plus it's tried to run up and attack actual children...soooo yeah I'd wanna kill any animal that attacked children ESPECIALLY my kids. I'm also a fan of taxidermy sooo win win?? lmaoooo
Yesterday I was able to demonstrate to several people that Storm has excellent recall when told to return to my side. I allowed him to walk a few feet down the hallway and called him ONCE to return, he did a 180 and returned to me where he sat beside me and waited for further instruction.
Yet, despite his fine tuned training I STILL prefer to keep him leashed and wouldn't dream of just letting him run amok like most people allow their dogs to do.
It just absolutely fucking baffles and astounds me that people allow their clearly unfriendly and aggressive ass dogs to run all over the place with zero control and training of any kind...like goddamn...yall shouldn't be allowed to own any living animal whatsoever. Irresponsible ass motherfuckers I swear.
ANYWHO this month is gonna be real interesting I can just feel it. I've been doing my best to consistently keep working on my queue while juggling my ongoing family issues especially regarding the shit with my granddad, my usual mental health bullshit, chronic body pain, and general everyday stresses.
April 26th is a significant day for me and my family.
April 26th, 1993 my one and only maternal uncle (my mom's only/little brother) was murdered at the age of 16. He was shot at school while watching a fight after school; the school was fully aware of the fight and was far more concerned with their budget meeting than preventing anything. It's always been a very emotional day for me.
April 26th, 1999 is when my brother Colson (1st sibling; I was 7) was born lol
So it's always been a very bittersweet day in my family.
April 29th my good stinky boy service dog Sir Stormageddon, Dark Lord of All will be 6 YEARS OLD!!! I seriously wanna cry time needs to stop going so fast!! I'm gonna get him a year's subscription to BarkBox and a new body pillow to lay on! :3c
I hope yall all have a very merry 420 Zombie Jesus month!!!
Don't forget to put out snacks and a gin n juice for Snoop Dogg on 420 Eve and don't get so drunk you forget where you hide the Easter eggs...unless you love the smell of rotten eggs lol
If you actually read everything you the real MVP!!
Thanks for reading about my batshit insane life!!
♥♥♥
-H3L
★ Seeking to Draw List ★
In an effort to add to my artwork portfolio, each month I will be making a list of specific types of species of OCs that I’m seeking to illustrate.
I will be offering a special 20% off discount for artwork starring any OC that is one of my listed species for that month.
☆Discount is only available from the time I post the new list til 11:59pm on the last day of the month.
☆My Seeking to Draw List will be posted at the changing of the month; or atleast during the 1st week of the month via journal on Furaffinity and tweet on Twitter.
☆Each list will have 6 different species/types I’m hunting and yes, they can be on there more than once so don’t worry if you miss out one month. I’ll likely be looking to draw more down the line.
☆Discount is applied to the total cost of the commission prior to payment.☆
☆Discount is not applicable on YCH slots or Reference Sheets.☆APRIL
★ Huskies ★
★ Bunnies/Rabbits/Hares ★
★ Winged OCs ★
★ Aquatic OCs ★
★ Human[oid]s ★
★ Marsupials ★
(Opossums, Tasmanian Devils, Kangaroos, Koalas, Wombats, Wallabies, Bandicoots)
BONUS: 420 THEMED OCS!!!
I am ALWAYS looking to draw THYLACINES!!!
**OC species must be atleast 50% if it’s a mix/hybrid**
March's Seeking to Draw List + St Patricks Day + Life upd...
Posted 2 years ago♪Oops, I did it again. ♪
I have ZERO concept of time so time passes either wildly quick or at a glacial pace of dragging on, there is no in between; it's always been like this I'm afraid. ♪Blame it on my ADD, baybeh.♪
I've also been essentially trapped in the midst of some pretty major shit that's going down in my family which quickly depletes and exhausts the very few spoons I have to begin with.
Currently trying to figure out how to come up with almost 6K to recover all of my late Nana's Earthly belongings before they go to auction (which if they do I'll be using whatever I have saved to bid with) and my mom is still trying to find out how much more is owed on my car. My granddad really got us in a shitty spot with things but it helps knowing Karma has finally caught up to his ass.
-H3L
★ Seeking to Draw List ★
In an effort to add to my artwork portfolio, each month I will be making a list of specific types of species of OCs that I’m seeking to illustrate.
I will be offering a special 20% off discount for artwork starring any OC that is one of my listed species for that month.
☆Discount is only available from the time I post the new list til 11:59pm on the last day of the month.
☆My Seeking to Draw List will be posted at the changing of the month; or atleast during the 1st week of the month via journal on Furaffinity and tweet on Twitter.
☆Each list will have 6 different species/types I’m hunting and yes, they can be on there more than once so don’t worry if you miss out one month. I’ll likely be looking to draw more down the line.
☆Discount is applied to the total cost of the commission prior to payment.☆
☆Discount is not applicable on YCH slots or Reference Sheets.☆MARCH
★ Hyenas ★
★ Pokemon ★
(NON-SEXUAL ONLY!!! Gore is fine tho!)
★ Foxes ★
★ Human[oid]s ★
★ Winged OCS ★
★ Big Cats ★
(Cheetah, Snow Leopard, Jaguar, Leopard, Lion, Tiger, Cougar)
BONUS: GREEN OCS!!!!
I am always looking to draw THYLACINES!!!
**OC species must be atleast 50% if it’s a mix/hybrid**
February's Seeking to Draw Lis + MY BIRTHDAY + Life updat...
Posted 3 years agoHoly shit I seriously thought I already made this list much earlier in the month. It's been a particularly busy month for me and my family.
First, my birthday was on the 3rd! ♪♫Now (s)he's getting a tattoo yeah, (s)he's getting ink done. (S)he asked for a 13, but they drew a 31!!♪♫
Me and 's 9 YEAR anniversary was on the 9th! I got some amazing news from my attorney that a 2 year long legal battle I've been going through was fully ruled in my favor and I'm getting what I deserve finally!! :')
Everything was finalized this past week and I should be getting the first installment here soon~~
With it being tax time and now with this amazing development we're hoping to finally escape the life of living in a hotel...because 10 months has been more than enough time here haha
In other news my granddad is still in the hospital with advanced dementia and my mom is getting guardianship/power of attorney of him; the courtdate for that is the 16th of this month. Like...yall he thinks its 2003 and when he drove his car into CVS apparently he was using a license issued in 1990....he also thinks all the cops are lesbians and the hospital is holding him hostage?? Sooo....yeahhhh....been dealing with a whole lotta that shit which just absolutely obliterates my daily spoons.
The 23rd would have been my Nana's 79th birthday.
Just taking it all one day at a time.
-H3L
★ Seeking to Draw List ★
In an effort to add to my artwork portfolio, each month I will be making a list of specific types of species of OCs that I’m seeking to illustrate.
I will be offering a special 20% off discount for artwork starring any OC that is one of my listed species for that month.
☆Discount is only available from the time I post the new list til 11:59pm on the last day of the month.
☆My Seeking to Draw List will be posted at the changing of the month; or atleast during the 1st week of the month via journal on Furaffinity and tweet on Twitter.
☆Each list will have 6 different species/types I’m hunting and yes, they can be on there more than once so don’t worry if you miss out one month. I’ll likely be looking to draw more down the line.
☆Discount is applied to the total cost of the commission prior to payment.☆
☆Discount is not applicable on YCH slots or Reference Sheets.☆FEBRUARY
★ Snow Leopards ★
★ Foxes ★
★ Winged OCS ★
★ Wolves ★
★ Antelopes ★
★ African Wild Dogs ★
I am always looking to draw THYLACINES!!!
**OC species must be atleast 50% if it’s a mix/hybrid**
♥♥♥VALENTINES DAY SALE!!!♥♥♥
BUY ANY NSFW COMMISSION ON VALENTINES DAY AND GET 25% OFF YOUR ORDER!!!
January's Seeking to Draw List + Life Update
Posted 3 years agoHappy New Years everyone!
I rang in the new year with a 103.4°F fever and have been incredibly sick all year (haha) seriously tho I've spent a solid 3/4ths of 2023 basically comatose so far so I sincerely apologize for any delays in anything. Whenever I am in the waking realm I'm in constant pain to the point where I can't even think straight.
The holidays are an incredibly stressful and difficult time for me, it's the anniversaries of several traumas and grief and it just all around a hard time of year for me. This year however, right before Thanksgiving, my Granddad (whom I've primarily been estranged from since my Nana's passing Christmas 2019 as he was very abusive to me during my youth) completely went off the rails in life. He lost all of his money in the most basic scam ever conceived, was evicted from his apartment, pretty much threw away all of their belongings, abandoned the animals at Animal Control (their chihuahua and a cat I shared with my Nana when she was alive), crashed his car into the side of CVS, and has been in the hospital with advanced dementia ever since.
My mom hasn't had anything to do with him for years and my aunt lives in western Kentucky so everything fell upon my shoulders and it's just been an overwhelming amount to try to process.
I desperately want to bring my cat Lucy home but due to us living in a hotel room we simply don't have the space for her and it breaks my heart every day I know she's still there, I don't even have anyone who can take her in the mean time. It's an all around shitty situation I wouldn't wish on anyone.
I can only hope things improve this year.
This years resolutions are to create more artwork and to take even less shit from people this year sooo...cheers to being 100% THAT BITCH in 2023 and beyond.
-H3L
★ Seeking to Draw List ★
In an effort to add to my artwork portfolio, each month I will be making a list of specific types of species of OCs that I’m seeking to illustrate.
I will be offering a special 20% off discount for artwork starring any OC that is one of my listed species for that month.
☆Discount is only available from the time I post the new list til 11:59pm on the last day of the month.
☆My Seeking to Draw List will be posted at the changing of the month; or atleast during the 1st week of the month via journal on Furaffinity and tweet on Twitter.
☆Each list will have 6 different species/types I’m hunting and yes, they can be on there more than once so don’t worry if you miss out one month. I’ll likely be looking to draw more down the line.
☆Discount is applied to the total cost of the commission prior to payment.☆
☆Discount is not applicable on YCH slots or Reference Sheets.☆JANUARY
★ Arctic OCs★
★ Winged OCs ★
★ Aquatic OCs ★
★ Eastern Dragons ★
★ Human[oid]s ★
★ Smol Cats ★
(Housecats, Lynx, Ocelot, Bobcat, Clouded Leopard)
I am always looking to draw THYLACINES!!!
**OC species must be atleast 50% if it’s a mix/hybrid**
December's Seeking to Draw List + Christmas + Life Update
Posted 3 years agoI know I'm a week late in making this but it's been a really rough time for me and my family. On the evening of Nov 30 my partner completely vanished from his job after only being there for 2 hours. It was night time and relatively cold, my partner doesn't tolerate the cold very well and wasn't wearing anything warm for that kind of weather, thankfully it was clear and wasn't raining but it was windy AF. Additionally in our area ALOT of people have suddenly gone missing since Halloween resulting in multiple bodies being recovered in the local landfills; so there's a real possibility of a serial killer in the area that's currently being investigated; given that this is a major college beach town, human trafficking is very very real as well. After 12 hours of searching and making an official Missing Persons Report we finally tracked him down to a local hospital's ER where he was alive but under Suicide Watch. Since then he is back home, doing Outpatient Treatment and is doing better, thankfully. Life just got a tad too overwhelming with how much he had on his plate and with it being the holidays again.
I'm open for all commissions to help out the best I can to take some stress off of him and to hopefully help give our kids a good Christmas.
I always struggle this time of year due to past traumas and losing my Nana who was like my mother more than my actual mom.
I appreciate yalls patience and understanding.
I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday season no matter what you celebrate!
-H3L
★ Seeking to Draw List ★
In an effort to add to my artwork portfolio, each month I will be making a list of specific types of species of OCs that I’m seeking to illustrate.
I will be offering a special 20% off discount for artwork starring any OC that is one of my listed species for that month.
☆Discount is only available from the time I post the new list til 11:59pm on the last day of the month.
☆My Seeking to Draw List will be posted at the changing of the month; or atleast during the 1st week of the month via journal on Furaffinity and tweet on Twitter.
☆Each list will have 6 different species/types I’m hunting and yes, they can be on there more than once so don’t worry if you miss out one month. I’ll likely be looking to draw more down the line.
☆Discount is applied to the total cost of the commission prior to payment.☆
☆Discount is not applicable on YCH slots or Reference Sheets.☆DECEMBER
★ Reindeer★
★ Canines ★
★ Eastern Dragons ★
★ Pokemon ★
(NON SEXUAL, Blood/Gore is fine tho)
★ Arctic OCs★
★ Big Cats ★
(Cheetah, Snow Leopard, Jaguar, Leopard, Lion, Tiger, Cougar)
I am always looking to draw THYLACINES!!!
**OC species must be atleast 50% if it’s a mix/hybrid**
November's Seeking to Draw List + life update
Posted 3 years ago[in The Professor's voice] GOOD NEWS EVERYONE!!
I have successfully replaced my Intuos Pro tablet and am getting back on track with things!
I've been getting back into playing World of Warcraft and my partner just got me Splatoon 3!
I'm also building my dream zoo on Planet Zoo!
Unfortunately I did just recently find out my Great Great Aunt has passed away at the age of 93; she was the last remaining living relative of my Nana's.
This Christmas will mark 3 years since my Nana died and of course it gets hard for me this time of year, especially with so much going on at once.
I've also got alot of medical shit going on, both physical and mental, so I seriously appreciate yalls patience and understanding.
-H3L
★ Seeking to Draw List ★
In an effort to add to my artwork portfolio, each month I will be making a list of specific types of species of OCs that I’m seeking to illustrate.
I will be offering a special 20% off discount for artwork starring any OC that is one of my listed species for that month.
☆Discount is only available from the time I post the new list til 11:59pm on the last day of the month.
☆My Seeking to Draw List will be posted at the changing of the month; or atleast during the 1st week of the month via journal on Furaffinity and tweet on Twitter.
☆Each list will have 6 different species/types I’m hunting and yes, they can be on there more than once so don’t worry if you miss out one month. I’ll likely be looking to draw more down the line.
☆Discount is applied to the total cost of the commission prior to payment.☆
☆Discount is not applicable on YCH slots or Reference Sheets.☆NOVEMBER
★ African Wild Dogs★
★ Foxes ★
★ Hyenas ★
★ Raccoons ★
★ Wolves★
★ Big Cats ★
(Cheetah, Snow Leopard, Jaguar, Leopard, Lion, Tiger, Cougar)
I am always looking to draw THYLACINES!!!
**OC species must be atleast 50% if it’s a mix/hybrid**
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!! October's Seeking to Draw List + RAFFL...
Posted 3 years agoHappy Halloween month yall!!
Hope everyone is having a spooktastic time!
We have a shadow person living in our kitchen that the cat has beef with and screams into the void nightly.
I HAVE A FREE ART RAFFLE GOING UNTIL NOVEMBER 5th!!
Check it out HERE
Yall got your Halloween costumes picked out yet?? :3c
-H3L
★ Seeking to Draw List ★
In an effort to add to my artwork portfolio, each month I will be making a list of specific types of species of OCs that I’m seeking to illustrate.
I will be offering a special 20% off discount for artwork starring any OC that is one of my listed species for that month.
☆Discount is only available from the time I post the new list til 11:59pm on the last day of the month.
☆My Seeking to Draw List will be posted at the changing of the month; or atleast during the 1st week of the month via journal on Furaffinity and tweet on Twitter.
☆Each list will have 6 different species/types I’m hunting and yes, they can be on there more than once so don’t worry if you miss out one month. I’ll likely be looking to draw more down the line.
☆Discount is applied to the total cost of the commission prior to payment.☆
☆Discount is not applicable on YCH slots or Reference Sheets.☆OCTOBER
★ Bats★
★ Foxes ★
★ Human[oid]s ★
★ Monsters ★
★ Hyenas ★
★ Smol Cats ★
(Housecats, Lynx, Ocelot, Bobcat, Clouded Leopard)
★★★BONUS: Día de los Muertos and Halloween themed OCs!!!★★★
I am always looking to draw THYLACINES!!!
**OC species must be atleast 50% if it’s a mix/hybrid**
Septembers Seeking to Draw List + EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS O...
Posted 3 years agoHello everyone.
The hits keep on coming and they don't stop coming and they don't stop coming...my trusty Wacom Intuos Pro I've used for the past 8 years finally kicked the bucket. I really need to replace it but luckily a friend has lent me her little basic wacom one student tablet to use in the meantime; so I am still able to work on things but at a much slower pace because I don't have any of my hotkey shortcuts or anything like that. Pretty much having to do everything with the pen itself and it's so very tedious.
So I'm open for emergency commissions to replace my tablet ASAP because I'm sure at some point my friend is gonna want her lil baby tablet back.
Here are my T.O.S. and my COMMISSION PRICES
I will also be posting active YCHs HERE and any available adopts HERE be sure to check frequently as I add things over time!
Aaaaand purely because people have asked...my PayPal is SushiNebula[at]gmail.com
-H3L
★ Seeking to Draw List ★
In an effort to add to my artwork portfolio, each month I will be making a list of specific types of species of OCs that I’m seeking to illustrate.
I will be offering a special 20% off discount for artwork starring any OC that is one of my listed species for that month.
☆Discount is only available from the time I post the new list til 11:59pm on the last day of the month.
☆My Seeking to Draw List will be posted at the changing of the month; or atleast during the 1st week of the month via journal on Furaffinity and tweet on Twitter.
☆Each list will have 6 different species/types I’m hunting and yes, they can be on there more than once so don’t worry if you miss out one month. I’ll likely be looking to draw more down the line.
☆Discount is applied to the total cost of the commission prior to payment.☆
☆Discount is not applicable on YCH slots or Reference Sheets.☆SEPTEMBER
★ Hyenas★
★ Foxes ★
★ Human[oid]s ★
★ Winged OCs ★
★ Aquatic OCs ★
★ Big Cats ★
(Cheetah, Snow Leopard, Jaguar, Leopard, Lion, Tiger, Cougar)
★★★BONUS: Día de los Muertos and Halloween themed OCs!!!★★★
I am always looking to draw THYLACINES!!!
**OC species must be atleast 50% if it’s a mix/hybrid**
August's Seeking to Draw List + EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS OPE...
Posted 3 years agoHello everyone. I have some rather unfortunate news...Shortly after midnight on July 31st I rushed my partner to the ER because he was in intense abdominal pain, around 5am he was transferred to the main county hospital via ambulance and was promptly admitted for emergency surgery for a rather severe hernia. Spent all day in the surgical waiting room alone just pacing around anxiously. There was an incident during his procedure where they somehow accidentally nicked a whole ass ARTERY and it took some time to control the bleeding. He was kept for observation but luckily is finally home now; HOWEVER, he will be out of work for atleast the next week if not longer...So I'm opening for EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS to make sure we keep a roof over our heads. We currently reside in an extended stay hotel due to the housing crisis and we pay weekly for our room and we pay every Thursday/Friday. So honestly anything helps right now!! ;;
Here are my COMMISSION PRICES I will also be posting active YCHs HERE and any available adopts HERE be sure to check frequently as I add things over time!
-H3L
★ Seeking to Draw List ★
In an effort to add to my artwork portfolio, each month I will be making a list of specific types of species of OCs that I’m seeking to illustrate.
I will be offering a special 20% off discount for artwork starring any OC that is one of my listed species for that month.
☆Discount is only available from the time I post the new list til 11:59pm on the last day of the month.
☆My Seeking to Draw List will be posted at the changing of the month; or atleast during the 1st week of the month via journal on Furaffinity and tweet on Twitter.
☆Each list will have 6 different species/types I’m hunting and yes, they can be on there more than once so don’t worry if you miss out one month. I’ll likely be looking to draw more down the line.
☆Discount is applied to the total cost of the commission prior to payment.☆
☆Discount is not applicable on YCH slots or Reference Sheets.☆AUGUST
★ Dragons★
★ Foxes ★
★ Human[oid]s ★
★ Aquatic OCs ★
★ Cosmic Themed OCs ★
★ Big Cats ★
(Cheetah, Snow Leopard, Jaguar, Leopard, Lion, Tiger, Cougar)
I am always looking to draw THYLACINES!!!
**OC species must be atleast 50% if it’s a mix/hybrid**
