I will be starting the new year with a new vigor. I have been a little slow this last month but expect more good stuff to come this new year, both SFW and not!

Just wishing yall a happy holiday. The end of the year gets a little slow for me, well—For everyone! in particular, the new years gets me in a crummy mood, soo I might not be able to finish anything for the end of the year except an SFW project I have been working on for weeks now. I might be able to post a WIP .Blend lof my new cat model for the end of the month, though, so there is that! I am always super thankful for those interested in my art, even if I schizophrenically change my goals, styles, and ideas often. I hope this new year I finally figure out what it is I really want to do with my artwork, but thank yall for staying on this crazy train to improvement and discovery.


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I am working on a large SFW project that I hope to finish by the 20th. after that, I want to finish A NSFW model for the end. just to keep you in the know! trying my best to refine my SFW work.

I have thought about it for a long time and I think a I am going to just go ahead and do feral pornagraphic content with humans. I have avoided it because I thought it would sully potential future employment but I'm kidding myself. That opportunity is long gone and if I plan to continue making a living I have to give people what they want.

This is a warning if some followers don't like that.

For the 0.1% of people that like my safe content alone there's my Twitter. I do hope most of yall like the upcoming work.

I will no longer be working on my familiar 3D models, Akili Helga sue-andy ect. in an attempt to try something new but also appealing, I am going to be working on more uniquely designed characters that can also be viewed and animated in Eevee for ease of animation and nooby use.

since I tried "toony" like a thousand times and did not like it, I am going to be working on creatures with no fur or very very fine fur in a semi-realistic look.

of the projects, I will be working on...

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Ani -Female black skin wolf/jakel hybrid with an Egyptian theme and make-up. IN THE WORKS

Yet to be named- Female large sphinx/lion hybrid, also Egyptian theme.

Yet to be named- female water dragon (not yet sure on the design, though very likely eastern with no wings.

Yet to be named- mare model, maybe a unicorn.


Hope you enjoy these once I make them.

For this month I want to do 1 NSFW image and also work on a quick n spicy animation as well.

I will be starting off with a SFW project first, and likely another for the end of the month


I have been having annoying problems with my keyboard randomly triggering and pressing random buttons causing things to break in projects so I am going to take things slow for the start of the month until my new keyboard comes in.

Been trying to work around a bit of art block as of late, as I try to find inspiration to come up with new ideas. When it comes to NSFW, I will be working on a black jaguar still this month, which will be a little lewder that I usually create, which should be fun. I am also in the process of working with  Zack3d in an effort to work on NSFW animations.

When it comes to my safe art, I am trying something new with compositing and mixing real photos with 3D elements to make more grounded work. I hope to finish something this month using this sort of style.

as an example

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bjHDp56bd1o&ab_channel=yotatasaki

Wish me luck!

My patreon is back up! you can check out the latest full rez project now.

I recently moved to a new apartment after over a year of searching, and I am hoping things will speed up a little more now that I am sitting comfortably. expect more of my SFW artwork and the monthly nude artwork. hopefully some are interested in my writing that I will be working on as well!

Putting a lot of time into a good concept image with new techniques I have never really tried. This might take a while depending on how challenging it might be.

As for NSFW stuff, I do want to make a pose for perhaps my bear or female wolf again.

So together with the concept art that I have been doing, I have been working on my own RPG with its own mechanics and system. recently I finished the groundwork for a form the ground up system that I now want to test.

I am looking for at least 3 people to run a short-form campaign to test mechanics out and hear player input to further improve the game.

For those interested the game includes: survival elements, cover elements, vehicle mechanics, hazardous travel mechanics, light resource management, gunplay, and light social combat.

For the purposes of testing, I need 2 human characters with 1 animal character, which will be further explained if people have any interest.

Join my discord for more info or leave a comment if you have questions. This is a SFW server


https://discord.gg/tKttq76r

Forgive me if this month seems slow, this particular month has been harsh on me and it has been difficult to find motivation. I do want to finish one SFW piece by the end of the month.

I have been trying to learn illustration and nicer character design, lately in an attempt to illustrate a little for my RPG world-building project "Absurd eternal" I have a discord set up for testing and helping me come up with new ideas to present the project better and get it going.

If you are interested in helping me out, and discussing possible ideas for the project, join my Absurd Eternal discord for just that! https://discord.gg/8jWTXytXZB

This is a SFW NO ERP server, but there is a NSFW art channel.

You can also check out my world anvil, currently, a work in progress to get an idea for the world. In particular, check out the game rules, also a current WIP in need of testing.

https://www.worldanvil.com/w/absurd.....e?preview=true

Thought I would jot down some plans, just in case I fail at attempting some projects I have in mind. my current thoughts for a project next is 2 African lions wearing tribal robs with a backdrop of a savannah Maybe some sort of sifi elements in the background perhaps? Not sure, I want to try more ambitious projects and that is what comes to mind. I might end the month with a nude pinup.

Just thought I would write a journal for this. When I get more confident with these more complex projects I will write more in-depth updates. wish me luck!

I have said this a few times but I have been struggling with where I want to take my work for a while. I want to articulate things plainly for those following and supporting me, just in case my shift in content is unwanted by some.

Simply put, NSFW artwork is not a guarantee, or at the very least, plainly suggestive artwork. I want to expand my artwork to more avenues, in particular, illustration, and environments.

For patrons, this means that you are very likely to go a month without suggestive content, or at the very least see less variety in species possed erotically. I usually try to add a mix of species for my NSFW work to please patrons but any NSFW from now on will likely include duplicate renders of species I fancy in particular.

In short, if you choose to support me, you are supporting me for my artwork and not NSFW content.

I will finish this month off with something NSFW but after that, once more, NSFW will no longer be a focus.

Just a reminder that I am raising funds for a tower upgrade. https://www.gofundme.com/hesd2-computer-upgrade

This will make working on Patreon and commissions faster. my GPU is getting old.

For a while now, I have been wanting to turn my Arkkin creature into an SCP. the site does not require anything special to post but you do need to be greenlit in order to have a draft reviewed. there are "concepts" posted every day and it seems like stuff can easily be lost if an admin does not catch your work.

I am reaching out to any writers out there, or people that think that know a thing or two about writing to take a look at my SCP concept on the site and leave a critique yourselves and be honest! I don't just want to have the post bumped but I want help with the article as I work on it.

http://scp-wiki.wikidot.com/forum/t.....kwyrm-scp-6000

This here is the concept post. I am looking for any thoughts you might have. you might need to sign in for free but it would really be cool if you left a thought.

I want to get better at what I do, and I don't want it to take hours and hours. I need more fur count but I run out of memory when I render very often.

I have started a campaign on gofundme to help me once more upgrade the ageing parts I have in my work station. animations are something I have been wanting to do, but the time they take with physics and all is ridiculous.

Consider supporting me!

https://www.gofundme.com/f/hesd2-computer-upgrade?utm_medium=copy_link&utm_source=customer&utm_campaign=p_lico+share-sheet

Once more I am opening up commissions but I will add a few extra rules so you know what you are getting.



My style of character morphology is typically in the style of civilized, or upright animals, or Zootopia esque creatures. I can work with both standing and quadruped models but my bases and practice are in the style of an "upright animal". This does not mean that more anthro morphology is not an option for a commission but this may take a little extra work on my part.

Options for half down payment or flexible monthly payment .

BLENDER RENDERS!

For the time being only large canines, large felines, bears, deer, and raccoons available as character bases. I WILL make exceptions to this rule depending on the character.

Commissions start at 500USD 700USD, (more or less depending on complexity) simple rig AND pose included. Price is negotiable depending on complexity. This includes complex fur pattern clothing or armor and jewelry.

VR CHAT CHARACTERS.

I am experimenting with VR chat avatars starting at 600$ to 400$ depending on complexity. these must be standing avatar models on 2 legs though they can be in the semi-feral style with stubby zootopia legs. Once again, fur patterns and clothing will adjust the price


2 SLOTS CURRENTLY!!

I'm opening up commissions.

Simple rules below.

BLENDER RENDERS!

For the time being only large canines, large felines, bears, deer, and racoons available as character bases.

commissions start at 700USD, (more or less depending on complexity) simple pose included. half down payment at the start of the project.

VR CHAT CHARACTERS.

I am experimenting with VR chat avatars starting at 600$ to 400$ depending on complexity. these must be standing avatar models on 2 legs though they can be in the semi-feral style with stubby zootopia legs (no downpayment as I am experimenting with these sorts of commissions)

2 SLOTS CURRENTLY!!

I am a dummy and last time did not set the discord invite to last more than one day.

this is a new invite to my RP discord set in the world where my characters are. It's both NSFW and SFW and based on the stories I am creating. if you like RP with a little structure in the world check it out! for the time being, the story is still being built but I am looking for people to join and give the story some attention. I hope to eventually, as I work on the main stories I am writing to make the world into a table-topable RP.

If you like a lot of lore and world-building check it out!

https://discord.gg/GuZNBc3SUx

My Rp and story discord based on the world I am creating is up, though a work in progress. If you like a scifi take on intelligent animals and crazy beasts in an eldritch earth, check it out! Both NSFW and SFW; dice and free form.

https://www.worldanvil.com/w/absurd.....rth-cosmiclife

>>> invite link >>> https://discord.gg/7acfK47R

I have been interested in creating an RP server. this would be a server based on the stories I am writing currently, and have specific lore and settings that people can build their characters in.

currently, I have a world anvil set up to establish the rules of the world __ https://www.worldanvil.com/w/absurd.....rth-cosmiclife __ more to come as I build the world more.

This server will allow NSFW stories but such content will be in its own invite-only channel and will not be the main focus.

I am asking for help from anyone with experience in virtual character adoption or roleplaying games to help me out and possibly even moderate in the future. I want to establish characters made by others and place them in my wiki to sync them up with the universe.



I will eventually set the discord up, but I really want to gauge interest.

I wanted to hold this off till the end of the year but decided to make this knows sooner than later, especially to my patrons.

In short, I want to change my content from purely NSFW to general furry semi-anthro content. this decision comes from something that I have been wanting to do for a long time as I have wanted to explore more concept-oriented artwork. I have been keeping up the production of mostly NSFW artwork for the sake of my patrons as this is what was promised but I want to change that. my artwork has provided me with a small income to afford things that I need but as of late, such income has stagnated and recently dropped. because of this, I'm shifting focus from the short term gains of Patreon and focusing on building a workable portfolio for a more general audience and for the future.

this month I will work on 1 or 2 NSFW artworks but after that content may or may not fit into that category.

I now have a subsribestar if patreon is not your jam.

consider supporting me only IF you like my work!

https://www.subscribestar.com/cosmiclife-art