I hate complaining publicly, it feels cowardly. I avoid it at all costs, but I guess I need some help, and would like what happened to me to not happen to anyone else. I've been involved with a very difficult situation for a long time.

TL;DR: I've been scammed out of $2,000 for a fursuit I've been promised for nearly 5 years and don't really know what to do now. Everything I am writing here has to remain factual if it doesn't want to sound like I'm shit smearing this person. They have not been active and have either disappeared or have switched to another alternate. However, my experience with them keeps me suspended in disbelief. My money has been stolen, bottom line.

In the summer of 2018, I got in contact with a suit maker,  catalystcustoms . We worked out a solid plan of a wolf that would be completed within a year or so. They promised a lot of great things like digigrade, moving jaw, magnet expressions, the sort. I worked out a payment plan with them and payed them in $500 increments for a few months until it was payed off. Stupidly, I decided to cut them a break and payed via PayPal's gift function to help them avoid any fees. It was the least I could do, yeah?

I saw legitimate progress after sending a DTD to them, they had the materials, the head carved, everything. It was very promising and convincing that I'd even have a suit by 2020. Of Course by then, COVID had hit, so I kept giving them more and more time. I understood this wasn't going to happen as quickly as I'd like. But then they started to take several months at a time to respond, making me believe more than once I'd been played.

So now here we are, 5 years later. They've had plenty of excuses to give me such as personal hardships, evacuating a hurricane, etc. Understandable stuff. The last time I spoke to them was March of 2022 where I was promised it would be completed two months ago and have refused to respond to me. When I did get THAT response, it was because I found one of their older accounts on Etsy or something and announced I was willing to take this public if there wasn't a deal to be made.

I've been refused a refund, I've been refused the current progress of the suit, I have been refused their real name when I was considering taking legal action. I'm seriously out of options here. I hate to call it a scam when they were seriously putting in effort sometimes, but the last I've seen was a tail and incomplete head. I think the paws were also finished, can't prove this, but those may have been sold off. Hell, they may have run with my money and sold the suit! So, if you're out there, I'm not here to spread libel. I'm not here to take legal action. I just hope that this review of your practices are loud and clear considering I was a paying customer for an amount of money that could have covered rent, living expenses, etc. I understand this suit cost money to build, I know the materials cut profits, I understand what it's like to run a business with many customers, but this is unacceptable. At the end of the day, the only thing I've received was a profile picture they commissioned someone else to complete.

My advice? Learn from my mistakes. I wanted to give a small suit maker a chance with an expensive, long term project. It really doesn't matter since they've been inactive for a year, but to anyone considering suit makers, stay away from them. Get it in writing, even if it's just a business name, I recommend addresses or P.O. boxes their business intends to run out of. Don't do what I did and gift a business owner money, that's all on me I guess.

I reached out to someone who commissioned them a year ago or so for some paws I think it was and they let me know how much of a struggle it was to even get those. To anyone who might have some advice here, anything is appreciated. If this sounds like a one sided story, I've saved every chat I've had with them for a reason, anyone can take a look at what I've been dealing with throughout FurAffininty, Instagram, and Twitter. I was being as patient as I could be for years, now I'm done. I have never met someone who has crossed their t's and dotted their i's and have ridden my excessive patience of this situation to such a bitter end. I seriously hope that they either give me my money back, or never attempt to do this to someone again. $2,000 is a lot of money. Perhaps not over the course of such a long period of time now, but it sucks.

Journals are meant for personal feelings and opinions right? This has nothing to do with the drama about the takeover by the way lol, that's a dead horse.

I post stuff on Twitter to basically back up my stuff but man... It is the WORST place to get started or noticed on there, unless you know a lotta people already. I suppose if you get the right retweets by the right people at the right time, you'll get some attention, but on here, boom. Guaranteed views for a few minutes. Not a fault of the site, I just feel so much more comfortable on FA for interacting.

However for those same reasons, I've found (been shown by Twitter) some of my most favorite artists from this community and have had a few laughs on there as well. I can get information about certain things quickly, and get recommendations I wouldn't have thought possible.

I guess I'm saying in the end, I'll never be as active on there as I am on here and I hope for my sake this site doesn't die lol.

Something interesting in the community is the fragility of one's creation and the composure of how it is visualized. It can literally be taken personally if you mess up a feature on someone else's character even though you, yourself, have an appreciation for said character. I like to think of myself as someone who doesn't like to hop from one of those forms to another, yet is still finding that true self, ya know? What's funny about that is you do not want to throw away that "self" you have created for yourself because it does indeed have meaning, it is a characterization you have created of yourself. Or maybe it's a completely different thing, like a sona or character you hold on tight to, even though it is not a portrayal or yourself, while it may just associate with your likes, and even dislikes. I haven't drawn my wolf in a while, and still wonder if a cow is what I wanna stick with. Either way, I don't think I can ever let go of those characterizations because they might just represent different memories or emotions in yourself.

Maybe I'm overthinking it a bit, it's a drawing, it's a thought.

Just a random thought I had waking up today,

long story short I think I'm gonna make a main sona of mine a rat lol. Experimentation time.

I'm old. Help

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Happy Valentine's day! Time to go serve drunk people.

MooCowlick

Not sure what's gonna be next on here either but it'll definitely be happening soon. Would love to start drawing again, it's been a while. Your support has always been appreciated and I cannot wait to get things moving again, particularly after the unmentionable train wreck of 2020. To those who have also supported me through the rest of the shit, couldn't have done it without you.

Either way, just imagine all the cons coming back and everything!

If you'd like to see your fuzzy/ not fuzzy thing drawn by me, just lemme know. Probably gonna be pretty fat.

We all have a lot to look forward to, everybody. Here's to this year, and this time we got a god damn royal flush in our hands.

Go all in.