So, I'm currently in another state right now. I did an emergency move from my father's home in Virginia to a place in Pennsylvania. :v

:v is holding a christmas raffle. Want a chance to win a raffle? Go here and take a look at the terms and conditions! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4083099/

Some people may find this journal useless, stupid, or.. whatever. I don't fucking care right now.

To make a long story short, I got a call from my dad today telling me to get on the computer (I live with him) and get him a phone number. I ask why, and I get the response that just sent me in to silence: "Dr. McQueen was killed in a head-on collision".

Dr. McQueen was the person who we took our pets too. The vet who owned her own clinic down in Suffolk, VA. We've been going to her since 1999.

The shock I'm feeling from this, coupled with my Depression I have gives me mixed feelings. Feelings I've felt only once before when my beloved cat, Lucky (look in my gallery for pictures of a black cat), died from cancer suddenly.

I don't know what to do. I want to cry, but I don't. I want to hit my head against a wall, but I don't. I don't know what to do..

So hit a very, very rough spot :c Damn government cut his food benefits again, and he's needed to take commisions to start making up for what they took. Even donations would be ultra helpful, if you are feeling generous enough. All I know is that he needs help, and I'm hoping those who see this are capable of helping in some shape or form. Please be kind and try and help him out :c

Raphial here is doing a free art raffle tonight and needs some contestants :v Thing is, his art is rather fluffy (which is good!). Okay, take that back. It's not fluffy, but it has a lot of emotions in it! Plus, his expressions for body language are like really spot on with how an anthro would be like (ears folded back to show embarassment or anger.. things like that!) :D Go check out his gallery, its got some good pieces in it! Did I forget to mention he's also really cool, and friendly?

:v Plus, he drew a sketch of my persona from nothing more than a description (for free, too!). He's totally, totally awesome.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3923413/ <- Raffle link! Go, go! Clicky! Cliiiiiiiiiiiiiicky!

That is all.

https://youtu.be/eXsfGVVGb-Y

OHMYGOD. They did it. They finally did it. Mass Effect 1 is coming to the PS3. I'M SO HAPPY ;-;

Gotta love some things. Find out we have a turtle hiding somewhere in a fenced off area in the backyard. Been digging around there for a few days trying to find out where it is. I will find that little thing and get it someplace safe, whenever I do find it.

Now that is out of the way, YAY RAGWEED =_= Ugh. So, I am allergic to ragweed, and where I happen to live happens to be ragweed central this year. So now I live with constant headaches, runny/clogged nose, and frequent dizziness. Huzzah :D

Oh, update on the bee hives. Turns out they were indeed yellow jackets (ick!). The first hive flooded and collapsed on itself due to the massive rainfall we've been having lately. Heh, shouldn't put a hive in a ground where a small divet exists. The second hive was much worse as it was a hornet nest. Took care of that one rather easily, since it was just on one side of some screening. At least I don't have to worry about the children that live around my house now. Was worried about their safety due to the hornets and wasps being here.

Is there anything else I should add...? Hm, can't think of anything, so this'll be the end of the journal.

OHWAIT. THIS- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P1QUZzeZoPQ :D

:c I got stung twice today from mowing the yard. I panicked and bolted inside and applied baking soda paste to the sites, and now I'm just shaking and paranoid that I will run in to more if I go outside.


Today was fun... :c

Personality test I snagged from Lunar-Epitaph's journal. I'm such a creeper :x

Extraversion |||||||||| 38%
Stability |||||||||||||||||||||| 94%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 55%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||| 77%
Intellectual |||||||||||||| 58%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||||| 91%
Materialism |||||| 25%
Narcissism || 8%
Adventurousness |||||||||| 33%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 66%
Conflict seeking || 8%
Need to dominate |||| 16%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 88%
Avoidant |||||| 25%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 66%
Wealth || 8%
Dependency |||||||||||||| 55%
Change averse |||||||||||||| 55%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||||| 100%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 61%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 66%
Peter pan complex |||||||||| 33%
Histrionic |||||| 25%
Vanity |||||| 25%
Artistic |||||||||| 33%
Hedonism |||| 16%
Physical fitness |||||| 22%
Religious |||||| 25%
Paranoia |||||||||||||| 58%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||||| 94%
Indie |||||||||||| 41%

Totally playing multiplayer :D Krogan sentinel ftw. Anyone wanna play? Could use people to play with on the PS3!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PPCw09-DNFg&feature=g-u-u&context=G2f88543FUAAAAAAACAA

This is the most beautiful thing I have seen on the PS3. I.. Jesus, it looks good. It's about time someone made something (while only a tech demo) that looks bloody awesome. I don't know what to say about it other than watch it. Bloody friggen amazing.

http://failblog.files.wordpress.com.....hotos-fail.jpg

I don't understand some people. Not anymore. This is just fail, to the most epic proportions. ....I can't even begin to describe just how stupidly funny this is.

So, I finally thought about it, and downloaded Wolf Team. Trying it out, and finding it difficult to really get a grip on. The aiming system is totally foreign to me, as I am used to Killing Floor's iron-sight aiming system. @_@ If anyone has it, and is willing to teach/guide me, I'll be very appreciative of it.

My first journal entry o.o in truth I had forgotten about this for a while untill i came down to tennessee to visit my grandparents for the winter. I'll be adding some pictures I've taken over time, maybe two or three a day, depending on if I feel the picture is good enough to upload. If anyone plays Diablo 2 or WoW, email me! =o I'd like to meet more people out there!