oh well plans didn't work out for me, and I been a little stressed but what can I do about it.

so yea kids take advice from the Mr. Crackoon and dunt do the following

Play Mine-craft for 48 hours straight.

Delete Mine-craft for becoming to addicted to it.

Miss important dates

suffer for missing important dates

Suck at life

buy things you don't need

attempt to fix a radio with wrong parts

plant cool weather plants in summer

Ignore plagues on your tomatoes

download adult material from shady places

download adult material at all

try to open a hardrive with pliers and a flat head screwdriver

trying to pop off platters from a hardrive with a screwdriver

getting glass all over you narrowly missing your eyes


... so yea

any of you know of a quick way to dispose of mice? I seem to have a few and I caught two in the night with glue traps but you know... how do you kill the squeakers quick? I tried drowning them but I still feel bad for how long it took .. an awful way to go...

In other matters I'm planing to go green, or as much as I can anyway, my biggest bill is gas so I might try to build a methane collector for my trash, or a solar water heater ...might... any of you use any (not likely)

Now random stuff I like


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wdVr.....ORwHIjElgsf5Gw

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xw1C.....ORwHIjElgsf5Gw

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PKffm2uI4dk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ju1M.....ORwHIjElgsf5Gw

Musik that I have been listening a bit too much

WARNING 80's Booty!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oucO.....ORwHIjElgsf5Gw

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZIpz.....ORwHIjElgsf5Gw

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jXzg.....ORwHIjElgsf5Gw

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eyZQUEMZlCU

Because real men Change poopy Diapers

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lAq_NYwitls

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vnJNBnYiSYc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tc4tG5NRhYk

No i'm not a dad, but I have played as such and it can be though some of you might know

so go have a Barbecue and Enjoy this day :)

Ever since You either died or left FA. you essence has been lost, so has been that for your counterpart redneF, and although the Purple Dragon uses your "character" for his most darkest desires I still believe in you Fender and the day that that BANNER will be changed. and ONe day WE shall come up with a much better mascot, one that cares to ignore you.

...Now Cutting the Crap.

I have been blocked and been slow (as usual) but really bothered about it. the ideas I want just don't flow, I kind of feel the need to play video-games or even better "talk" to other human beings for once! :D and practice some of that rusting Bawdy I've been told I have and MY English.... since It is not my first language :1
but none the less I just wanted to give a lil' update.

I have reopened .. as blocky as I am I must. I want to hear ideas and feel that spark again coming from your brains and wallets...

I also plan to raise how much I charge. "But man" how much should It be?????????????? like half a penny maybe?...



oh well........

have fun the same way I did.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XrUM8m2rnP0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_y4DbZivHCY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9HjATD1imGc

Dear Human Species. I love you, even after learning how stupid we are and many things But there are days that I dream with glee of You simply go POP

Today was a good day, because I am alive I'm healthy, and I cleaned my street from several lbs of dog shit!

Today's Episode

Pocket Picking

Late morning my sis called to ask me if I could catch her at work to go down town to check out an Outlet and buy plane tickets ... So we went to the World Trade Center (not in the US) where the thing was going on, We had to buy tickets to get in, and after walking a lot, feeling hot and not finding the so called cheaper rates we were told we ended up getting the tickets and heading home.

To get to the WTC it took us three hours, two buses, the subway, another bus, and the same to get back yet this time it was late in the afternoon. The city bus was a mess, being the first time I use it, it was pretty darn shitty. you ever seen the people in the Japanese Subway getting pushed to fit in? well it went the same, after a lot of hot air and too much touching from strangers butts and crotches we got of and headed for the subway. It got worse, I had never been on the subway at the hour of the day and it was chaos, How on earth do people get used to that shit?... The Subway was the longest time we spent clustered like fish in a tiny bucket and it was when we changed stations that some crafty son of a motherfucking cock-sucking ... .... stole my wallet. we were packed and I could not even hold myself from anything but a vent on the roof, but well it was after an hour later that we took the bus home that I wanted to by us an icicle to deal with some of the heat. wallet gone, I freaked out on the bus, I felt like shit and worried some one might have be milking all my cards... I had twenty bucks on me and my IDs, Once home I cancelled all the cards and as far as I know the only money lost will be the fee to get my new pieces of plastic.

I also had a small money pouch with like fifty cents and it was until I was home that I realized the motherfucker stole it too!

Hello every one.

I had had rather long days but none the less happy and with good health.

SO

TODAY'S EPISODE "COFFEE"

it seems I can no longer drink coffee, it hurts even to drink a very deluded cup of it, any of you know of something to drink to keep you awake, something natural?

Also for any of you who I am working with zoo material, I will finish your material but I have changed my rules, also they will be put into scraps eventually... or maybe not. you know how I am full of surprises... But yea I will regulate it a bit more. I don't want to burn people's eyes.. or my brains for that matter.

mean while

this
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10531366/

I thank you for sharing you time with me all this years

Sometimes I feel like if some one is playing black magic on me and my family, sometimes I think is some bad Karma for doing wrong in past lives, and some times I think its just me creating problems in my own head, thinking shit and trying to find meaningless reasons to things. maybe is bad fortune I dunno. Yet I do think I'm haunted by something. And maybe just maybe I'm just full of hot air... gee

And TODAY'S EPISODE!

hangman

Fun game ain't it....

nothing like a healthy dose of reality and dog shit to make you feel uneasy :D

where to start... I am fine. feeling fantastic three weeks after surgery, although It was genetic and my siblings are likely to have the same problem so not so good :(

My brothers ex...fiance (I don't really know what they were) came out of the hospital after three months of being in there. which is great now she and her family can star paying off their huge debt to God knows how many parties.. they owe about the amount of money the average american earns in a year. Now I live in a beautiful third world where the minimum wage is six bucks a day ... so Yea they are likely to loose the house, if not everything. I'm afraid my nephews end up leaving school to work. they are currently relaying on one person to support three adults and five kids, thats good to drive anyone nuts.

Today she called and asked for monetary help, my sister went off to see her and the kids. it is not far. Then I heard the yellow news paper selling yellow notes, he yelled something about some one killed near by. I hear that all too often, but when my sister came back is was a different story. Yesterday they found five bodies hanging from two pedestrian bridges in the main avenue. I see those bridges every day I take the bus or go to the store, I walked them both for years and admired the hazy mountains from them.

all of them shot in the head and hanged like clothes to dry. while I am not terrified. I worry for me and my family. even to establish a business is a high risk matter. this part of the city is facing a halt in progress. Many authorities have given up this area, and the funds that are supposed to carpet streets and better the place is more than often fueling private jets or being stowed away at some Swiss bank.

I can tell people are tired of morsels and this imposed terror, yet the worst problem is apathy and conformity, I want to go out and just start fixing things, even little things count but I don't want to have a hole in my head just for trying.

Sometimes I feel like if some one is playing black magic on me and my family, sometimes I think is some bad Karma for doing wrong in past lives, and some times I think its just me creating problems in my own head, thinking shit and trying to find meaningless reasons to things. maybe is bad fortune I dunno. Yet I do think I'm haunted by something. And maybe just maybe I'm just full of hot air... gee

And TODAY'S EPISODE!

hangman

Fun game ain't it....

nothing like a healthy dose of reality and dog shit to make you feel uneasy :D

where to start... I am fine. feeling fantastic three weeks after surgery, although It was genetic and my siblings are likely to have the same problem so not so good :(

My brothers ex...fiance (I don't really know what they were) came out of the hospital after three months of being in there. which is great now she and her family can star paying off their huge debt to God knows how many parties.. they owe about the amount of money the average american earns in a year. Now I live in a beautiful third world where the minimum wage is six bucks a day ... so Yea they are likely to loose the house, if not everything. I'm afraid my nephews end up leaving school to work. they are currently relaying on one person to support three adults and five kids, thats good to drive anyone nuts.

Today she called and asked for monetary help my sister. went off to see her and the kids. it is not far. Then I heard the yellow news paper selling yellow notes, he yelled something about some one killed near by. I hear that all too often, but when my sister came back is was a different story. Yesterday they found five bodies hanging from two pedestrian bridges in the main avenue. I see those bridges every day I take the bus or go to the store, I walked them both for years and admired the hazy mountains from them.

all of them shot in the head and hanged like clothes to dry. while I am not terrified. I worry for me and my family. even to establish a business is a high risk matter. this part of the city is facing a halt in progress. Many authorities have given up this area, and the funds that are supposed to carpet streets and better the place is more than often fueling private jets or being stowed away at some Swiss bank.

I can tell people are tired of morsels and this imposed terror, yet the worst problem is apathy and conformity, I want to go out and just start fixing things, even little things count but I don't want to have a hole in my head just for trying.

Sometimes I feel like if some one is playing black magic on me and my family, sometimes I think is some bad Karma for doing wrong in past lives, and some times I think its just me creating problems in my own head, thinking shit and trying to find meaningless reasons to things. maybe is bad fortune I dunno. Yet I do think I'm haunted by something. And maybe just maybe I'm just full of hot air... gee

And TODAY'S EPISODE!

The COW...

I thank you for caring and taking the time to read my words and share your views. thank you..

So Friday Night my dad was driving back home from work in his 95 Dodge Caravan it was about a quarter to 11 when he saw two cars on each side of the highway. He though one broke down and the other one was helping them out, when he saw a black mass in front of the van and hit it. He hit a black cow at 70 Mph. He hit the cow on the passengers side the van skid on its wheels then flied over, he can't remember if it rolled or not, but the van skid upside down across the highway for some good 150 feet / 50 meters, the metal was hot the engine running and the stereo to full volume, he kicked his way out almost unharmed. and I thank God for that.

Turns out the others two cars had hit the cow's calf, and my dad nearly got killed by and angry Mother(fucking) cow. He did not get to take a picture of the thing but the Van was totaled.

I love my dad we all liked that Van. You know the feeling when you work hard on something and gives you pride? thats the case here. we were the second owners and being my dads first car he took a lot of pride in it and so did I. it started to rust and we painted it. we learned to fix it. and took very good care of it. I never saw another model of that same year in such a good shape. For a car almost 20 years old it seem to be no more that five, you know it wan not only our car. IT WAS "OUR CAR" that thing took us across the states with little trouble saw many places and enjoyed learning to drive it it.

I am actually glad my dad crashed in that van and not his other car. he bought an SUV over a month ago and that day it didn't start. do you know what happens to SUV's when the loose control? the roll. and they roll a lot. Had my dad hit the beast with the SUV, he would have rolled some good five to seven times and he'd probably be no longer in my life now.

Life is good. and God is great

Well if you have followed some of the silly things I've been saying in my journals you wil know I had trouble with stones in my gallblader. so I just came back from emergency surgery. and well everyday above ground is GOOD day.

I had to have the thing removed but my liver was sort of egoulfing the blader so it was rather difficult. happily I am feeling great today and I am very very thankfull to be here still for the doc told me thet I arrived with a very serious isssue, I feel very nice compared to the first hours after the surgery, wich I can barly recal and don't want to really.

today when the surgeon came to visit and told me I wss good to go. he let us know of a lady who came earlier in the morning with the same problem but way worse, later in the day he told us that that same lady did not have a solution any more and had her days counted. So I hope she can find a liver. I seriously do. that just made me realizedl how lucky I am, and the way my family helpmed me brings me to tears. I shall no longer bitch about them ever again, no one is perfect I know I am anything but perfect we all share the same path in a different way. thats all


Sadly my stydio is upstairs and I can't use those for a while. so my output in work is gouing to be slow. :(


thank you lord

Holly JOlly KIds! GUESS WHUUUUTT!!!!!!????

I GOT ME SOME STONES IN MAH gallbladder!!!!!! :D

Hey I though I was having a heart attack or something. I can't breath fine cuz its inflated and what not.

rushed to the hospital and learned my problem. Apparently is is hereditary and I'm likely to have it removed,

and well that ain't gonna be cheap.

so this is where I start bitchin' like my brother's 85 chevy citation with no alternator :D

well no wonder why I been feeling so shitty for the past months

Hello and thank you for sharing some time with me.

I will be posting all (most) of my material on sofurry, If I ever ran in trouble with the purple dragon or his little munch-kins I want to have my material somewhere else as well. I have an inkbunny as well but that place gives me the creeps

thank you for reading the following its just rambling in my head. :[

so last Saturday I started another turn around the sun, Had pizza and then some fantastic food poisoning.



to top it I learned on the week that my brother might go to jail for not paying child support (slacker) and His ex...companion its been in the hospital with a hole in her belly for over two months (some bug). Have some financial issues and well you know the average crap we all have to deal with. But that made me feel depressed and somewhat blocked, trying to squish some green out of my pokets...

On Friday my bro showed up with the alternator for his car, this 85 Chevy citation run down and broke as hell, not rusted but utterly forgotten on the sun for a good decade if not ever. long story short ever since he got the shit, the alternator never ever charged, I though it was funny when he said the car would die if he unplugged to battery. until it did die and left it outside and some one stole the battery...... dang idiot.

I bought him a new battery so he'd get the shit our of the garage, but the alternator is death still two months after the car died. so Friday he brought it, clanked it in the engine and nothing happened. we spent all day walking and buying parts just to end up with nothing at the end of the day and of course I had to pay the technician for not doing anything. lil fucker as soon as he needs money he wants to sell his rust bucket. >:(

The computer guy came on Sunday and checked my sisters tiny useless pink acer and my laptop. He formatted the shit out of the little one, plugged a USB and bam! good bye XP. now it runs windows seven! He installed alot of stuff, and all of it Cracked from god knows where but it works and told me how to not fuck it up and keep using it for a long time. So that was good but my Toshiba did not fare that well sadly. It did not boot up and went on and wiped it clean of all my info. so music and pictures are gone. I don't really miss them much, But same story he installed windows seven and a bunch of cool useful stuff, Now I have Photoshop whoo hoo! I just hope I knew how to use it :C

He when on and asked if I wanted games, and I said yea why not, so he leaved plant vs zombies, angry birds and Halo 1. ... I never played Halo. so Yesterday I pretty much spent all day trying to recover as much data, and swimming through my old discs to find my most recent material. I found movies and music I erased over three years ago. along with many broken files and porn. Now that is scary if you want to sell your computer.

so I was pretty tied by the end of the day and opened up Halo, I stared playing graphics are ok for such an old game, I kept on playing until my eyes hurt like crazy, I looked at the clock and it was three AM, at that moment I remembered I had leg and began moving them, It felt as if I had been walking in the snow with no pants. I went to sleep thinking on those dang little dwarfs and their silly voices.


http://www.noob.us/humor/jimmy-kimm.....s-on-children/


When I was a kid I had to make many of my toys, and use a lot of IMAGINATION

so yea I am still having a pain in the ass about my machine, been scanning the thing installing atimalware and whatnot and suddenly I cannot longer open the Internet. till today that I went and literary plugged it to the box and used the wizard to use it with the wire.

man I think the problem is the machine itself.

so yea I'm starving cuz I can't deliver mah work. :O

My machine broke yesterday and attempts to repair it seem futile, My secondary laptop (sisters' tiny pink aecer) seems to have been hacked or have some bug, the browsers malfuction or fail, and siince it does not have a CD room drive I can't install norton on the little bitch. Further more the scan won't work with it, that means that I won't be deliveriong your material on schedule.


I deeply apologize for the inconvinience :C

Holidays were a pain and fun at the same time,

yet as usuall something happens to make t all suck, it's like bad luck or something,

gone to may places did a lot of things, and argued too much with people, this year seems to have good fortune I sure hope it does.

time to get back on track

while that happens

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eS3A.....A&index=10

well what can I say. I don`t have internet or phone line, and I lost it since a week ago, I reported then during the weekend and the line didn`t even get though, on monday they tld me it would take anywhere from 24 to 48 hours, yesterday I went to the company and gave them a good earfull of my mind, again they told me that the line would be fixed within 24 to 48 hours. Today I called again and they told me they put it on urgent. and no one has come by to fix my freaking internet.

I am paying for the damed shit why do I have to sit at an internet cafe, and type in a stiky keyboard, and see all the lag from an old run down XP computer with no spelling checker

and well I just can`t post porn in a public place now can I?

and Now Denis Leary

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g4G_qTwgzmk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kfTomMYtGI8

Also do me a big favor and play this game that shows how much I really "love" the season and ... you know ... all that good ol`fashined American capitalism

http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/606786


and this describes perfectly how I feel towards every thing.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BaxBFnIUTrc

.....by the way I am not likely to answer any thing any soon as it seems

dear people that always take the time to read my ramble tamble
Thank you for being patient with me and giving support through the time I thank you all.

and now I'd like to share a few toughs and tabulations with you.

the past month has been a real pain for me and my family, I have not been able to work enough and give enough output to feed myself, I am not starving or anything my family provides whether I give or not. now I don't make much from art, but its been enough, through the month I've had to do a lot of paper work, getting and giving documents for silly reasons my mother wants and spending money I don't have or is not mine. I often have to leave my desk to care for my niece while my mother leaves to get her documents as well, she often takes off with little regard of what ever I have to do or I'm doing. and caring for a baby is very demanding. I can do little but feel upset for I do wish I had a real place to work. I wish they had cared a bit when I showed I had some artistic skills and wanted to follow that. But that didn´t happen

So many mistakes over the years, last weak the transformer blew up and we had no power for four days and the fist day we have power she leaves again, and I have to care for my niece.

I am 21 why Am I still living in my parents house? how pitiful if that?

There are times I just want to take a bag stuff it with food and get lost

ps. my machine is still bitching she wants to die and I don´t let her,

So what do you know I was colouring a picture and had references open when bam the cursor stopped moving on my screen. after a long wait I still managed to open the Internet but that was it. I ended up restating the thing and the start-up repair won't fix it, I might have to use the makers disc to see if it does anything. But this time I really don't think she is gonna make it. shes a very run down 2007 vista, had problems with it since I had it, but now I think she's saying "good bye sucker, you should have saved your filed somewhere else."

Well whether she makes it this time or not, I doubt I'll finish the year with her

if she does die I will loose some 20 or 30 Gigabytes of data, date I just don't have anywhere to store, mostly pictures.... actually just pictures, the other word files were rather useless so mhe... bad thing though is that I will be loosing the images from the past two months I worked on, and a good deal of software.

also the maching I'm typing with is one of those slow ass ASPIRe one, it only has USB ports so I can't install my canners software to sell pictures, SO NO PORNS FOR YOU

I will have to buy a reader to attach it to this thing, but when it comes to colouring... I mean this thing is as slow as an 8 bit computer, sometimes it has a hard time trying to exist, It won't handle well any large files not even the Internet. its a real overly prized piece of garbage.


so there you have it. i will have to spend money to make money, now any of you know of any type of machine in the mid range price and decent processor?

Man I miss American TV.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9zpWXinvQ-I

If you are one of those people that think that America is not the Coolest place to live.... I envy you, I wish I was that dumb careless kid that did't know a dam about the world and its good and bad things ... you know why? because I was happy with that little shit I had. Now I'm like an old man remembering yesterdays that have nothing for me.

I want bull beer and a Chinese sex robot

http://www.youtube.com/watch?&v.....=etp-pd-nxx-07


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W3Gi.....=etp-pd-nxx-11

Hello good people I am open for sketches is any of you feel interested, they were 5 bucks ( pretty cheap) now they are 7 still pretty cheap.

7 a char. can have no more than 2 slots. Slot = sketch no more than 3 chars in a slot.

For more info check my wall.

further interest note me.

WHOS GON? BE THE LUCKY ONE HAVE THEM ALL!!!!!!!!

now featuring amazing locations

http://www.youtube.com/watch?featur.....;v=24R8JObNNQ4

http://www.youtube.com/user/vice?feature=watch

Dear Justin Beaver and Lady Gaga fans I would happily give away your body and souls if it mean Bringing Freddy Mercury back for a single day to sing....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fJ9rUzIMcZQ

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I AM TIRED OF FREE STUFF

BUT since you came by be useful to the almighty crackoon

yall who know where to get car parts. do ya know where I can get chromed wheel trims for an old 95 dodge grand caravan? I've been on the look and man are they hard to find.

HEY HOW YALL DOIN'?

so today my brother's kids came by to destroy my room kill my laptop spill soda on my old videogame system drop chips on the floor so they could step on them. and I had to shut quick the room I was working on (not my usual room). Well this is locked and the keys as well......

would you share any ideas which are not, calling an outsider late in the night?