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Really cool custom MLP/Pony tails - helping a friends friend
Posted 12 years agoMy friend/room-mate asked me to help spread the word about this awesome pony tail maker.
Check out
She's really talented, she makes yarn tails and MLP/Pony tails, you could get your ponysona's tail
made realistically and at a fair affordable price.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10215989/
If you could repost this journal that would be really great, she deserves some help to get
her name out there, and help her get started.
My friend is making amazing custom posters.
Posted 12 years agoSorry for all the journals. ><
But she's trying to help me out by selling her custom posters for super cheap..
Check them out they are so cool.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4389361/If I owe you -
Posted 12 years agoPlease do not comment on this..
If I owe you something please NOTE me about it so I can update this journal as a way of keeping track. I'm going to be busting my biscuits until I finish EVERYTHING.
I want to finish everything I owe everyone so I can stop being so worried and stressed.
I realize I took on WAY too much for being in such a stressful unstable household..
Current List;
Feugen -
Headshots(DONE)
Coloring Book -
Seval - References
Furfear - 70$
PLEASE NOTE ME, I don't want comments on this as it's JUST to keep myself on track..Open for cheap headshots..
Posted 12 years agoMy sister 
Gave me the idea of offering headshot commissions...
I will start them after I finish Feugen's-etc headshots..
Linearts will be 2$
Flat colors will be 3$
Shaded will be 5$ or 2 for 7$
All the money earned is going to help me pay back Fur the 70$ I owe him...
If you're interested please note me or post below..
And if you'd like to help.. spreading this journal is a huge help..
My situation.
Posted 12 years agoI'm writing this so people understand what is going on in my life right now.
I am currently homeless.
I am staying with a very VERY generous friend who is trying very hard to help me..
And to keep me alive.
I've been suicidal for a little more than a month now.
Probably longer, I just haven't wanted to come to terms with it.
I used to live with a very abusive aunt. She threw me out and I have lost literally everything.
My laptop that I used to use is fried, I was using one a friend gave me and it stopped working as well.
The only way I have to get on the internet now is through my 'babysitter' the person keeping me alive and allowing me to live under her roof.
My relationship of two years ended, I was kicked out of my home, I lost my job, and now I'm struggling to keep myself alive. Every morning I want to do nothing more than to roll over and go back to sleep. But I don't want to wake up. I want to be with my friend. The one who killed herself. I miss her. I miss her more than anything and I want to be with her. I have art I owe people, and money I owe people. I am trying so motherfucking hard to get everything back on track so I can leave. I'm working on art for Feugen, and I'm trying to get 70$ together so I can repay someone. No one commissions digital work from me anymore, I have no way of making money. I'm unable to stop crying, I just sit and cry. I don't want to live anymore I really don't.
I don't have anything to live for, regardless of what she tells me everyday. It's only a matter of time.
No one gives a fuck about me, it's been proved over and over again. I'm only telling everyone this because I don't want people to think I'm ignoring them.
Because I'm not. I would already be in the ground if it weren't for her.
She is allowing me to use her computer and her tablet, she's selling things and doing everything she can to help me repay those I owe. Sometimes I won't receive notes, sometimes my shouts don't show up on my wall. If you need to contact me the best way to do it is to message me twice.
I am seriously broken.
And I'm not going to be able to hold on for much longer.
That's all I can bare to type write now.
If you have questions just comment, and I'll reply as soon as I can..
80% done with Feugen headshots.
0/70$ - FurPlease look, be aware of this situation on FA. Ridiculous.
Posted 12 years agoGO. WATCH. HER. NOW!
Posted 12 years agoShe's amazing.
She is the best.
Like my own personal angel omg. u.u
She is the best.
Like my own personal angel omg. u.u
!
Posted 13 years agoRaffle
Posted 13 years agoRaffle. :D
Posted 13 years agoHappy New Year to you, and Happy Birthday to me. :)
Posted 13 years agoI'm now twenty two.
My birthday started off when the ball dropped.
And within five minutes of it being my birthday I had
already gotten into a fight with my mom resulting in her
shoving me out of the house as I was crying...
Happy Birthday.. thanks mom..
I hope today gets better..
Not feeling like anything is worth it anymore.
My birthday started off when the ball dropped.
And within five minutes of it being my birthday I had
already gotten into a fight with my mom resulting in her
shoving me out of the house as I was crying...
Happy Birthday.. thanks mom..
I hope today gets better..
Not feeling like anything is worth it anymore.
Santa's Helpers - FIVE OPEN SLOTS!
Posted 13 years agoJust so everyone can see the progress of the Santa's Helpers commissions!
Here is the current queue!
If you'd like to be added to the list, please fill this out;
Stockings Y/N?;
Stocking Colors;
Gender;
With or Without Bells;
Santa Hat (Y/N)?'
Santa Hat Color;
CandyCane Colors;
And of course, send us a reference!
And send 5$ to lokilovable[at]hotmail.com !
1: Open
2: Open
3: Open
4: Open
5: Open
Finished Queue!
100%
100% (3/3 Done)
100%
100%
100%
100%
100%
100%
100%
100%
Thank you all for the interest!
They shall be done asap! <3
Free Pinup!
Posted 13 years agoCheck it out! So awesome. <3
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4003973/Free art.
Posted 13 years agohttps://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3997324/
Check it out! :3Raffle! <3
Posted 13 years ago
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3918486/
Check it out!
So cute!Livestreams now on youtube!
Posted 13 years agoI will be uploading my processes when I do commissions from now on!
Check it out!
-Excuse the audio errors in the first video. ;D -
If you have a youtube, like and subscribe to see more!
Part 1;
http://youtu.be/lIDwjG1eRrk
Part 2;
http://youtu.be/QtlTj8_JUegHuge Deal! Art Package! + GREAT NEWS!!
Posted 13 years agoGuys! I got my WoW account back!!
It ended up being Blizzards fault due to some trojan viruses that made
it seem like I was a hacker, but it's all better now!! <3<3<3
Thank you all for your support!
As a thank you I want to offer a huge package deal!
For 20$ I am going to be making a coloring book
(yesh, a coloring book, a concept I've been wanting to try out!)
For 20$ I will make you a 20 page e-coloring book,
with any of your characters/friends characters!
That's one dollar a page!
Anything is possible! (Except gore/robots/vore/orgies/XXX) Not because I don't want to, but
because I literally am unable to draw that stuff. ; - ;
It can include chibi's, full bodies, friends, feral, anthro, w/e!!
And they will be clean linearts, ready for you or your friends to color!
If you want me to color them myself It will bump the price to 40$,
which is 20 full colored pictures at 2$ a piece.
Crazy deals everywhere omg!!
I will personally work with you through every step till it is all done!
Only one spot will be open for this!
If I ever do it again it will be long in the future, so get in on it now! n.n
I hope you guys like the idea, let me know what you think!! :DWell now that my life is completely shattered..
Posted 13 years agoAnd I'm finally able to breathe for a moment without crying, I decided to ask you guys
if you knew of any way to fix a pens sensitivity.
I'm using my friends pen and the sensitivity isn't working in my SAI..
I really need to work and I can't, does anyone know how to fix this?
Anyone?
Thanks for the help.
I'm going to go crawl into a hole now..
http://youtu.be/WMLVQMdARxsI need as much help as I can get.. Please read.
Posted 13 years agoI have been UNFAIRLY banned from my WoW account which I have had for around 7 years.
I have been accused of hacking. Everyone banned on Oct. 5th have been accused of hacking.
I'm fighting to get it back because I have been treated like dirt by all the gms and service
providers.
I found out that I am not the only one who this has happened to,
not only that, but other innocent people were banned on October 5th as well
(the date I was banned)
and we are all being told the exact same things.
I need to get these video's seen by more people.
I need subscribers, likes, and favorites.
I'm not asking you to do it if you don't agree with what I'm trying
to accomplish, but if you do, please take the time to help me.
PLEASE, spread this journal / this video;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0TUravw7hvc
I'll be posting more and more videos as time goes on,
and I am working on some livestream videos as well.
Thanks for reading guys, I am so heart sick.I'm done working with rude people.
Posted 13 years agoI am so sick of people feeling like they should take priorities over real life issues
(real issues, not small petty ones)
as well as taking priority over people that have commissioned before them.
If you commissioned me after someone, and you are bitching at me to finish
your shit before them, you can just sit down and relax, because you have no right
to get huffy, insulting, and threatening just because you don't possess the ability
to wait your fucking turn. If you don't like my policies, then you can take your happy
ass somewhere else, and I wish you good luck, because you'll probably need it
with your God awful attitude problem.
This is a rant journal because I am absolutely enraged with how some people
(mind you it's not a lot of people, more like one)
have been acting like they are the fucking King of the world.
If you want to be rude, and CROSS with me, don't expect me to kiss your ass
in return. Just because you commissioned me does not mean you OWN me.
I let people know straight off that I TAKE MY TIME on my hand made items,
because they mean something to me, and I want them to come out well.
If you want me to RUSH your shit, then expect it to come out like shit.
Also, do not speak to me like you are better then me.
Because doing that makes you out to be a total prick,
and I won't put up with it.
99% of my watchers know that I have been going through some extremely rocky
shit in the past few months.
I have lost my fucking BEST FRIEND, to fucking suicide.
SORRY.
I don't know if you fucking UNDERSTAND, what that feels like, but let me fucking
tell you right fucking now, that it's not something you get over in a day,
or a WEEK, or a MONTH.
And that is not the only thing I have been dealing with.
I have to deal with an abusive aunt that feels she should be waited on hand
and foot.
I have no job because I have no working vehicle, because I can't PAY to have
my truck fixed.
And on top of all of that, my one stress reliever was taken from me as well.
I am stuck in this house, with no one to talk to about it everything.
I have no one.
I've had to pick myself up off the floor countless times, not wanting to move
because I was too depressed to want to.
I used to draw EVERY single day, it was my passion.
But now I find it extremely hard to even pick up a pencil for more than
a minute before I get discouraged or sad and give up.
If I commissioned someone and their best friend killed themselves,
I would tell them to forget about my commission, or to just finish it whenever
they can. Because I understand that that is something that deserves time
taken to heal over.
I have only a small amount of digital commissions that I am working on,
and I am taking it slow because like I said before, I get discouraged quickly.
As for the fursuit stuff, I have taken a complete break from it until I can
feel better about myself.
I'm a step away from not coming back.
And I don't mean not coming back from a hiatus.
I mean I'm about to give up. I am sick of being bullied.
Sorry if this is harsh, If you don't like it, I apologize.
Like I said, I love all my commissioners, the ones who
treat me like a person anyway.
But one can only take so much before breaking.
If this doesn't stop.
I'll be finishing my few commissions,
noting those who I'd like to keep in contact with,
and I'll be disappearing.
Because I can't be around this anymore.My 6+ year old WoW account has been banned for no reason..
Posted 13 years agohttp://www.youtube.com/user/TheEpicWoWQuest
I am so crushed.
I can't even breathe and I don't know what to do.
I have tried calling over and over again,
and I have been submitting ticket after ticket.
But I get the same automated response.
I've started a battle channel on youtube.
If any of you would just like the video's, subscribe,
or post the link around, it would really help.
I am trying to get blizzards attention.
Because they really screwed me over.
I will go over everything that happened on my channel.
As soon as I can keep from crying every five minutes..
Sorry if I'm not as talkative right now.
I, too many bad things have been happening lately and
it's making me so depressed that I don't even want to wake up
in the mornings.
If anyone has ever had anything like this happen to them,
please let me know what happened, if you got your account back.
I just need help, I can't just let this happen.