i honestly don't know what to do
all my pain comes back to me and i look to you
i was happy then today i was thrown into a huge curve
is this something i really desurve?
i hear your voice and it makes me happy
and i can be a little sappy
but you made a decision
and what happend neither of us could invision
he sist there and blames you and i
and i guess it's our time to fight
fight for our right to love
but its looking like it will end up like a blood stained white dove
i sit here alone curled in my ball waiting for your return
untill witch your new decision is what is my greatest concern
he gets pissed and begs for me to share you
but in my opinion that would not be the best move
im verry jealous and i cant take it
i love you and i have since we met..
im in tears crying just wanting it all to be over and yet
i know you still have stong feelings for him and he wont stop i bet
so untill you come back and tell me your decison that can either make or brake me..
i will stay here and cry as i try not st scream..
when you told me you loved me and wanted to be mates
my broken heart got life pumped back into it and it started to race.
but know i'll sit here holding my heart as it starts falling apart once again piece by piece as is shatters
but i know that when he sees me to him it really dosn't matter
i just want this to be over and get back to my wonderland
but as im starting to see it's not going to be my special wonderland
please dont hate me for writing this
but if you left me. it's you who i would truly miss
and if it came to that because of his slander
all i can say is i have 3 loving masters
they love me and take care of me and through all of this they have held me up when im at my worst
and i got back up and moved forward no matter how much it hurts..
i love you nukoka and i want to be with you
and i hope that our love will shine true
untill then i will sit here waiting and hopefully my heart wont be nothing but ice
yeah.. that would be nice...


crys and holds onto his masters*

Original from: sirod
Stolen from: alistarcat216

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