Hey everyone,
This journal post is something I wanted to get this out of my chest... A year ago, I was banned from on the Discord server, Club Panthera, due to myself breaking numerous rules in the group chats (such as my out-of-touch or off-topic comments), post animal videos deemed to worrisome, political opinions that were viewed being ableistic, and overall was being overwhelming to chat and himself. Now, I am no animal abuser because I always took greater care for my fur babies (all dogs) and been more gentle with other animals and pets; secondly, I do not have any ableist thoughts or feelings since I am under the Autism spectrum being diagnosed with Persuasive Developmental Disorder and minor OCD, shown concerns whenever media demonstrates any mental conditions in a bad light, and I empathize with Pan's muscle dystrophy and his current living situation having deal with a toxic father figure. However, I do not blame Pan for banning me from his chat and server, because I was not in my right mind. I had caused many commotions of exacerbating panic attacks and over-fixing problems that showed excuses of me screaming crys for help and made most members feeling uncomfortable about my comments. Though I tried to make things up for Pan with slight playful banter (or teasing) and trying to make him understand that I do sympathize with him while giving hope for a better future and lifetime; unfortunately, it did came across as inappropriate that only gave him stress and frustration in the way I pushed on topics about his condition, his family, and the cure. Pan has always been patient with me and tried to get me to calm down, but unfortunately I ended gave him enough reasons to block me for my lack of common sense. If members of Pan's members (or Pan himself) is reading this, then guys I do not have any malice or transgressions against you, and I literally pray for the best for the graces and well-being to all you and to especially Pan. I'm sorry to all of you that I affected very badly. I am not asking for forgiveness nor second chances, but I just only wish to make things right and want support you in a way that possible. Honestly, this wasn't the first time I got banned from his channel since I was in-and-out of his server multiple times from my fears of my privacy (and personal information) being hacked and my indecisiveness in joining the club. Even though, I came to his server to view his great art (his sfw-works) while showcasing my art as well and wanted to get to level 100; however, I wanted to get know and hang out with the chat despite my feelings of not being in the right crowd. Consequently, I think it may be best that I could just walk from this unfortunate predicament behind, and I don't want to stir up any drama nor controversy between Pan (including his friends and followers) and me. Plus, if you are fan of Pan, then please show him some love and follow him on his Furaffinity account , bsky, subscribestar and discord. Anyways, I hope could actually make things right for change and start being more conscious in treating others.
Thank you for reading and understanding,
CreeperBoy.Exe.

Pan's Furaffinity: https://www.furaffinity.net/user/sxfpantera
Pan's Subscribestar: https://subscribestar.adult/pantheradraws
Pan's Bsky: https://bsky.app/profile/pantheradraws.bsky.social
Pan's Discord: https://discord.com/invite/clubpanthera

Asleep and cradled they lay above the screen.
Deprived into deep depression and suppression they may not scream.
Descend symphony of sedation projected to deject a storm of dreams.
Ascertain scenery in meshes mesmerizingly conjoint to fleshes in mind by the binding streams.

Paralyzed in paranoia they lied not to sway away in shock.
Confined shreds shedded skins like snakes never to wake forevermore from their burial lock.
Pair of deception and conception shambling upon the infested vessel through one's scrambling reality.
Condemned in a synergy of synchronized frequency around the self-hell that demnify one's sanity.

…̵T̶r̵u̷l̶y̸ ̸s̶l̶a̶v̶e̶s̷ ̶o̷f̶ ̵s̴i̸m̴u̷l̷a̴t̵e̵d̴ ̸l̴u̴n̷a̷c̸y̵…̷

Written by Charlie R.

Hello everyone,
A veteran artist, 1AIceWolf (Steph P.), posted a GoFundMe page to prevent his surrogate son, RJ, from being homeless and alone in his home country of Ireland. Unfortunately, his own mother doesn't care much in the slightest in his current situation being in the Autism spectrum (and sadly other mental conditions) and doesn't have his Irish citizenship, thus leaving him abandoned on April 30th. If you want to support RJ (if you can) in the financial needs to afford a temporary shelter and food, then please do so now and spread the message. It would be of great gratitude to RJ and Steph.
-Thank you.

Link:
https://www.gofundme.com/f/prevent-.....13_c&utm_medium=customer&utm_source=copy_link

Hello fellow viewers,
I would like to say that you are free post your thoughts or any comments around the works on this channel. Plus, I am open to hear your feedback if there's any improvements and suggestions for the craftsmanship, ideas, and general consensus surrounding myself as an artist. Please do not be afraid ask...
Sincerely,
CreeperBoy.Exe.

Hey guys,
I just to apologize in advance if I do tend to be... overwhelming. What I mean is that I have these mental breakdowns, where I let paranoic thoughts fill up in my head to a point that tried over-fix things, unwarranted outbursts, or just out-of-touch behavior. These moments have gotten me in trouble from people showing greater concerns for my well-being to those who do not want to be caught up in my situations. However, I do not blame anyone who had an issue with me because of my jarring meltdowns, and just does not want to be associated with me. I am not going to call out names nor gulit-trip anyone, but I am hoping that I could amends to those I have made uncomfortable (...even wronged) and to let bygones be bygones. I do not ask much forgiveness wise; nevertheless, I just want to make things right without any transgressions. Anyways, just wanted to get this out of my chest, but hopefully you guys will fully understand. As always, stay strong and safe.
Sincerely,
J. Fernando.

Hey everyone,

There's a weird question brought up to my head, which most American cartoons that are narratively nonlinear or non-episodic (like CN Gumball), where many characters normally don't kept "physical changes" with the exception to their character designs (neither fat or muscular). Name one rare occasion where an non-episodic American cartoons actually showcase a character going through some major physical changes (it can NOT be an anime, though)?

-CreeperBoy.Exe.