Hello everyone thought I'd throw out an update. As of November 17 2012 I was married to the love of my life. Its going great I can kiss her whenever I want now; well almost whenever I want haha.

The cool stone that is her support will always be the bed for my blazing love for only her and my soul always a warm place for her to curl up.

Thank you all for your time and your watches we both appreciate everyone's feedback and support.

"True friends those few that are more family than blood relations" Hope to see you all soon we miss you.

As I wandered through the forest I gazed up at the moon and wondered at its brightness through all the days long gloom it still shines just as bright as the night before never will it fade though it may become bored watching as the days go by so slow and never ending it roams the heavens high above for love its never known until the end of all things when its children finally come home until then they howl their greetings every eve to show they know her still and wish her to be happy until they join her again.

My mind is slowly collapsing the revolution is nigh. My emotions will no longer be bound by my rule they act as they will I have failed in my tyrannical rule of my emotions when they could not be seen they were not under control as I thought but plotting to overthrow that control which I held over them for a time however brief this happens from time to time but it can’t be stop I try to control that which by its very nature is highly unstable and hardly controllable.

I dodge the fire from the guns, left to right I bound, to pounce on sleeping enemies, that lie in the darkness upon the ground, that know the reaches of my mind, I hear the noise yet no movements do I see in the murky fog
of war yet as I turn to face my foe another I do see, to my surprise I see his eyes and know that he is me, though the thought astounded me to think I saw myself, I realized that it was my dreams that thought to seek me out, for I was not my foe that eve as others might have thought, I was there to help myself that night, through a war of great confusion inside my minds wide landscapes, yet as the dawn came forth from just beyond the horizon it became quite clear, that there would be no end to the war of my emotions so as I resign myself to utter chaos I beg of you find your mind and keep it whole do not abandon it to think of its own accord or you will lose control of all of the vast armies of your mind. You are your best general.

I prowl through the pale moon light searching for something or someone to sooth the savage beast within. We are told to repress our savage nature for fear of being overwhelmed, but I believe it is necessary for us to release our firm grip on reality so we can fully appreciate what we have while its there. Some say the beast inside is fueled by rage and want of power but I know better it is fueled by emotion not just one but every one of them at once. Having said what I believe I leave you with an afterthought if you wish to see the savage side don’t look in the mirror with anger in your eyes look for the magic that is inside yourself in your very emotion that you try to hide away do not despair for they will be known with or without your knowledge of it happening. Rejoice in their coming for they will set you free do as you should not as others would have you do for their sake you are your own master that is the way of the majestic beast inside us all. T

One eye follows the course of the full moon the other follows my prey I stalk it silently as a ghost it does not sense me, smell me, or hear me I am invisible to all but the moon and stars I am but a shadow in the purest black of night none may know of what I do save those who see as I do; As I sink my fangs into the throat of my prey I think of the chase to this point in time I thank my prey for the exercise and praise his abilities but they are no match for my instinct and wit, and he knows this has always known this but he fights on such is the way of the beast. Yet I am no ordinary beast I am that beast which is feared in the night as I sing praises to the moon; I am the noble beast of the woods and forests. I am the Keeper of the moon and stars. Give me respect nothing more nothing less. I am the wolf.