I'm strong and I'm proud.
I am the wolf.
I'm not a half breed and I'm not a mutt.
I am the wolf.
I'm loyal and full of pride.
I am the wolf.
I live proud and I live full.
I am the wolf.
I run with grace and stalk with haste.
I am the wolf.
I love for eternity and mate for life.
I am the wolf.

...and nothing will ever change that...

Sooo... ever since I posted my wonderful picture of my hat, All I have been hearing is "What hat..."

If you would direct your attention from my bra and breasts, you would see that I am styling off a hat I made by hand. I must say, I get a good laugh when I receive private messages and all about "What hat???" and many other things.

None the less, I'd like everyone to take a gander at the hat for a chance and tell me what you think. Not what size you think my breasts are. -facepaws- Though I could see having a contest for that one and giving away a custom hat... See, now we're thinking here.
Not a bad idea either, if I do say so myself. :P

Anyways~

Hope to keep in touch~


~Cressy

Okay so it seems people are being curious...

~CRESS- ARE YOU SEEING ANYONE?!

Well actually. I see a lot of people. I see my friend Justin and Keri a lot and a few others.

Oh! You mean like... dating?

I don't know, you tell me. XD
Maybe it depends on my mood.

~IF YOU'RE SEEING SOMEONE- WHY ISN'T IT IN YOUR PRO--

WAIT A MINUTE. Who said I was seeing anyone?
Stop jumping to conclusions and let me be. What if I am single~? Maybe I enjoy being single? Or maybe I have a secret someone.

~WHAT ABOUT ALL THE DRAWINGS AND GIFTS-

I can draw for friends... and I can also make gifts for friends. Maybe I do secret commissions you don't know about. Oh snap. Mind = Blown. You're welcome.

HOPE I WAS ABLE TO FULFILL EVERYONE'S CURIOUS MIND TODAY.
Come back tomorrow for a nice heaping. <3 (No, not humping... pervs.) <3!



~Cress Pawpad

Cress, you're slacking again.

I know I know. I have a lot of things to get done, honestly. Lately, I've been stressed way over my ears, and that's standing on hind legs. I've got personal problems up the rear and they are starting to come out of my ears. Things got shaky with the boy and then suddenly my eyes are opened... Decisions that I hate to make and even be in the position to do...

I've also been baby sitting every day. That's why there are so many sketches and paper drawings, rather a nice tablet sketch.

Who's the new wolf, you ask?
This new wolf is a local fur I met via Pounced and have been getting close with. We plan to start ice skating once every week, I must say I'm very thrilled.
Yes, he is just a friend. So let's not get out of paw here. We all know the naked picture was doing yoga. Goodness, you pervy furs.

So, that's where Cress has been. Making choices that will either be better or worst, but only time will tell. All I know is that lately I've been forgiving and willing. I can only hope that someone out there sees this- and things will start to turn around in a way that will better suit my needs.

Everyone deserves a fair chance, and to this person I've given way more than expected and continue to give. Perhaps my deeds will one day go noticed. Even if they don't, I still know I did what was right. In the end that's all that matters is to know you did the right. Many times I've tried to get through, and think I finally got it. People are not just some toy, that if they don't work right you toss them away. We all love, bleed, cry and feel. I'm sure you have all seen the pain this has been bringing me through, yet I won't give up. That's what love is. That's where I stand apart from many others...




If anyone has any questions or you want a commission done of some sort- feel free to message me. I've got a small list going on right now and a few suit heads I'm working on along with a hat. My paws are a bit tied but I'm trying to multi task as much as I can. And please remember... I'm having some issues with my real life right now too and trying to set those right. I'm just very stressed a little on the down side lately. So be patient with me and things will get done.

Thank you guys so much~
I love all of you.





With love,
Cress Pawpad ~<3



And remember, Lilac is the new black~ <3

I'M the furfag? I'm not the one who sits on my ass all day long playing a fuckin video game. I'm not the one complaining about people- when you're probably a fat fuckin cow who can't even get UP from that damn chair. I'm beautiful, smart and pretty darm cute. If you can't accept me for who I am- you don't deserve to know me let alone look at me. Sorry you can't get laid. Don't take it out on me.

You play fuckin WORLD OF WARCRAFT- What makes you so high and mighty? Ohhh you have a level 85? Oh well congrats. It's good all you do is sit around and grind - almost like the worthless life you life. I play WoW as well and I am one of the most giving people to play that damn game. I will give until I'm broke to help a random person. And YOU have the balls to call me a FURFAG?! I think the only 'fag' is you- and you need to grow the fuck up. No one is perfect and being a furry doesn't make me anywhere near imperfect. You think I'll change for you? HA. You really need to get out more. If you think I;ll change for a low life like you- who will judge people in a second for being something you're not-- You're going to have a hard time growing up. And I don't mean leveling another 85, you ass.

This guy knew me for SIX MONTHS. YESTERDAY- Finding out I was a furry because I was open about what I do in my spare time. I draw and I fursuit. So six months you know me and adore me... I've been a "FURFAG" for over TEN YEARS. And you think that changes who you know?! Grow the fuck up...


This is a good example of, everyone who knows me- knows I'm a sweetheart. You mess with my feelings and how I look at things and believe in? Now you're fucked. You're terrible fucked and you're better off trying to swim up that river filled with alligators. You have a better rate to survive.
For the loving and caring Wolf I am, I am beyond insulted over what had happened and how cold, dumb and ruthless people are. You learn something everyday.



Don't EVER let anyone change what you believe in. Don't ever change for ANYONE. No matter who it is. If they won't love you for who you are, you obviously deserve someone so much better who adores you for every little detail. Even the flaws you think you have. If someone asks you to change, they aren't worth it- let them go.



~Don't hide yourself in regret, Just love yourself and your set! I'm on the right track baby I was born this way! ~

Is it wrong to want more affection then he already gives... and to ask for it...?

I'm just not getting the attention I used to get... I never really have- but it was enough to keep my mouth shut. Now I'm starting to feel used and pushed away... I brought it up and he said he understands- but what if nothing changes...? Do I ask for my extra belly rub and pat on the head again...? I can't help but feel terrible for wanting more... but on the other paw- I look at what I do for him and it doesn't seem I'm asking for much...

What do I do...?

What do I look for in a guy...? Even a female...?

Well~ I don't want someone who is going to stop their activities. If you play a game, that's great! Why not teach me to play...?

If you have opposite sex friends, I don't want you to stop hanging out with them. I do want you to remember that you have a girl friend, who adores you more then they could ever imagine.

You hang out with friends and go to the movies? That's cool too, but why not invite me along from time to time?

When I look for a mate, I want someone who can respect me. I may have a handful of ex's, but you could ask any of them how I treated them and they will tell you "like a Prince". There are reasons why they are my ex, but I always take wonderful care of my mate. No- I do not expect the same treatment. I treat you the way I -want- to be treated, but not how I expect. I never expect a thing, but I can sure hope.

Just a bit of appreciation makes going that extra mile all worth it in the end. To have those eyes you love so much, look at you and just tell you how perfect you are and how wonderful you are. Even that you're just too good to them. Isn't that what a relationship is about...? Not how much you can get out of it, but the little things that make you smile day after day.

People make mistakes when they think a relationship is based on money. For those people, I truly feel sorry for you. I'm sure you have all missed out on something wonderful due to the greediness within.

I want someone who loves me and isn't afraid to toss in a little surprise from time to time, like a rose or a small plush. I'm easy to please, never do I ask for anything. Give me respect, and you'll be my Prince. Give me no reason to betray, and I will forever be your loyal Princess.

Is it too much to ask...?

Where is Cress?

That seems to be the question of the month at this rate.

Well let me tell you what's going on...
I've been in and out of the doctors and hospital with tests to figure out what the horrid pains in my lower stomach are. Right over my ovaries, I have been having these pains that will drop even the strongest in me to my knees and scream. Having these pains for a year, the recently have started to get unbearable and I went to yet another doctor. For the past year, I have been sent from doctor to doctor and even into hospitals where they have sent me away. Finally, I got some answers.

I had a scope put down my throat, as I was put down to sleep for a while. Scared, I allowed them to do this knowing it would help me in the end. Turns out I have ulcers in my stomach. Due to the stress I have had, they have been getting worst. Knowing stress just won't vanish into thin air, I will be needing pills for a while, if not the rest of my living life.

On top of that, I seem to have a developing cyst on my ovaries. Knowing this runs in the family, It really doesn't surprise me... If this happens as it has to my past members, I will need them removed. If they continue to 'appear' on my ovaries, I may need to just have my ovaries taken out. There for taking away my chance to ever have the pups I always wanted... Heart breaking and torn apart, It's something I just need to live with and deal with. At the rate of having them already on my ovaries, I'm assuming my chances of pups is already running low. I must say the mate has been supportive though, so it's nice to have someone here.

The fear isn't having the ovaries removed, but if it could be cancerous. Cysts have a good chance to become cancerous, epically if it's already running down in the generations.

I'm sure no one else wants to hear this, I most certainly did not. But I did want to keep those who care up to date and informed with why I'm so hit and run with my posts. I'm not vanishing forever, I'm just in some pain if I sit up too long and would much rather recline or lay down. Not to mention, my medication makes me a tad sleepy~ So this wolf tends to snooze around.

To add to all of this stress, I had to bring Jane back to her foster home... With her being deaf, there really is no way to make her listen then some gentle love and gentle nudging. Jane doesn't like being told what to do though, but she can't hear- How do you train a dog like that? On top of that, she is nine years old. Long story short, she ended up biting my grandmother when she had told her to get off the couch and pointed to the floor. My grandmother got down on her knees and patter Jane's doggy bed and she bit her and drew blood. But she is going back to the foster mom she came from and I really hope she just decides to keep her...

There is a bright side to this story... I actually went out today and met a new dog. Her name is Trinity and she is a black and tan husky/shiba inu. Trinity is only a year and a half old and full of energy. She was so excited when I went into the meeting cage to see her. Trinity ran around me like a bullet, playfully nipping at my paw and throwing her ball around. Trinity is a new burst of life into my own life and I can't wait to bring her home. Just waiting on a home check~ and she's all clear.

But on a bright side to -ALL- of this~ I am attending a job fair tomorrow! I'm trying to get myself out and keep myself busy. Maybe if I have something to do- I won't stress over things that just don't matter much. I will still make time to draw something from time to time- Even if it's a simple doodle on a piece of paper.

Jeez, Cress! You sure have been busy!

Oh lord tell me about it... Well I will be sure to keep everyone up to date with how things are going and what's going on- and you can expect some pictures of the puppy!




Thank you everyone for the support, I love you all~!<3



~Cress Pawpad

I don't play the guessing game nor do I play guess who. I may use friends in my pictures or have some pictures holding others, but let's not play 'Guess-a-Mate". If I wanted everyone to know who I was mated to I'd post it. I'm not getting into being open about my love life, because honestly I don't give two damns. I like to try and keep whats here separate from whats there. Just because I draw myself with two cocks inside, doesn't mean I screw two different guys at once or anyone other then my mate.

No- this does not mean I'm 'free' for a slave,pet,mate or fuck buddy. I may keep my life separate but that doesn't mean I'm open for a strict online gig either. I'm tired of everyone just assuming. Can't you just look at the art and appreciate it for what's right there and what I tell you about it?

I'm not trying to target anyone (and definitely not anyone who watches me) but those who come waltzing over to my art because I drew a hot bitch getting stuffed in both holes - thinking that's how I act. I draw what I draw based sometimes on request, perhaps on my mood or simply a new idea to try and expand my art.

I hope everyone can understand this and try to stop labeling me for what I draw based on ideas. If I wanted to talk about my love life, I'd keep everyone updated daily. Some things are sparked that are very important to me and I may add some information in a picture about that, but nothing more. So please respect my privacy and who I decided to be. Don't judge me based on a drawing or how I look, Look beyond all of that and see who I really am.

Thanks everyone.

Wolfess,
Cress Pawpad

So you decided to adopt your pet Cress; A mighty fine choice! Though Cress can be very independent, she still loves attention more than anything. High spirited, perky and very bouncy, Cress would make a great pet for any house hold. Your new pet Cress will become a one person pet as your bonding goes on. Read these rules to assure you have the best bonding experience with your pet Cress!

1: Cress is a very needy bitch who requires constant attention. It isn’t an option: It’s required.

2: Always be sure to praise your pet Cress after she has done well. Cress always wants to know she has pleased her Master to her greatest ability.

3: Do not leave your pet Cress alone for more than you tell her. Cress is a very worrisome creature and can be set off at any time.

4: If at all Cress feels she needs your attention- You will know right away. Be a good Master, Get a good reward.

5: Be sure to remind Cress how much you love her, even when she feels she did wrong. There is no such thing as a bad pet.

6: Always give your pet Cress many needed belly rubs. Nothing makes this pup happier.

7: Cress is obedient and comes to many names such as: Treasure, Pup, Puppy, Bitch, Pet, Precious and anything else you wish to call her. This sweetheart will come to it all.

8: Always keep a gentle hand. Handle her with care and she will be your friend for life. Remember rule number One!

9: Never corner your pet Cress. This will only scare her and she could become very skittish around you and start to shut you out!

10: Be sure to keep plenty of milk in the house. Cress loves nothing more than warm milk before cuddling up with her Master for the night.

11: Although Cress is a species of canine, she also enjoys fresh fruits and fruit juices. Keep a variety of foods and treats in the house!

12: Remember to take your pet Cress out with you when possible! Cress doesn’t like to be locked up in the house, just like any other pet.

13: Your pet Cress can get very anxious and hyper. Be ready to get up and entertain at any moment.

14: Cress is a snuggle bug. If you’re sitting alone on the couch, don’t expect to be alone for long. Cress will happily jump up to rest in your lap.

15: Never push your pet Cress away. She only wants to help if you ever feel alone or saddened. Cress is an understanding creature and will happily lend a tail to cry in.

If you have earned it, Cress will be a loyal companion and ready to please at any moment. Follow these rules to have the best relationship with your pet Cress as you can.