A few things:

1) I AM ALIVEEEEEEE (barely). I seem to be sick like, every other week somehow, but i’m here. I’m literally sick right now. It’s crazy.

2) I am working on clearing my old queue. You will see me posting stuff over time, but i’m working through it all SLOWLY…
Because the queue is so damn old, Let me know if you want changes or refunds.
(I am broke as a joke, but If you want a refund, I can totally do it, just may take me a couple weeks to get it to ya!)

3) I made a Discord Server for any of y’all to join if you want. You can watch me work and see WIPs to keep track of my progress on there. Also share your own stuff and play some games and hang out!
Click HERE for an invite.

4) I also have a subscribestar technically, but It has not been approved yet and may never be approved?? I have no idea what’s goin’ on there. I may have to do boosty instead, but If y’all have better alternatives for nsfw artists, let me know.

I got very sick and then got sick with my sickness so now we both sick

Also i got an irl job working in a cafe making coffee and my anxiety made me nauseous for a week solid about it
And there was one day where i couldn’t sleep and i cried at 4am cuz i couldn’t make my racing thoughts stop or make my brain think of anything besides work and i could see the espresso machine and register screen when i closed my eyes
but now i’m ok enough to like the job

Also it’s my birthday tomorrow and i’m still too sick to go out to eat but my mommy is gonna feed me steak n cake

It’s so cold n snowy out

I got procreate dreams for animating but haven’t made anything in it yet because i’ve been too nonfunctioning and everything is GESTURES what happened to buttons why do people hate buttons

Also it’s december and we’re still doing the goretober coms god have mercy on us
I’m gonna finish all my arts tho don’t worry

I will rise like the phoenix

IT’S GORETOBERRRRR!!!


…and just like last year, I am too swamped with other things to do a proper Goretober or Halloween thing. And it’s a bummer.
But
came to the rescue and suggested we split the work and do Goretober together!
I’ll be sketchin ‘em up, and Gremmyy will be doing their badass lines and coloring on ‘em.
We’re a few days late, so they will bleed into November a bit, but ain’t nothin wrong with a lil gorevember too✨

Here’s examples of Grem’s coloring for those unfamiliar:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53865207
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52105792/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48941686/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46303428/

- These are gonna be artist choice, (besides the theme ofc), and more experimental!
- might be a headshot, might end up fullbody, nobody knows.
- First come, first serve! 2 slots max per person.
- Because these are a daily thing, we don’t do holds, sorry.
- We will be working on these in the order they are bought, not in the order they are listed.
- Each slot is $20 for lines/monotone and $35 for full colored.

Just leave a comment with:
1.) Your character’s ref (one character per slot)
2.) The number(s) you want
3.) Any subjects that are a big NO for you (ex- noncon, eye trauma, peepee, etc) so that we know to avoid them and not include them into your slot. (I’ll also try my best to incorporate stuff ya like, but again… this is ~artist’s choice~ heheh)

(Just to help your eyeballs, available slots will be in Red.)

THE LIST:
1. Teeth - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53924158/
2. Candy Gore - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54369348
3. Nosebleed
4. Mutation -
5. Autopsy - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54058300/
6. Eyes -
7. Gut Spill -
8. Crystals -
9. Poisoned -
10. Hanahaki Disease -
11. Insects- TAKEN by anon
12. Bruised - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53973738/
13. Stitches
14. Parasite -
15. Fungi -
16. Hooks - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54333756
17. Plant Growth -
18. Cannibalism - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54016035
19. Bites -
20. Vomit -
21. Lacerations-
22. Silver Platter -
23. Impaled -
24. Amputation -
25. Bones -
26. Puppet - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54496939/
27. Glitch -
28. Neon Gore -
29. Pins -
30. Undead -

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49126696/

My friend is an idiot and is selling allll these really good non base original character designs for like $10
Literally insane
Some even come with two refs and additional art
Stupid
Go snatch them before they come to their senses

Hey guys! 🧸✨

So i’ve been a ghost for uh
I’m not sure how long it’s been now??
And while most of my commissioners already get the gist of what’s been going on in my life through my discord server, there’s like 250 watchers on here (it practically doubled since i left wtaf guys) that have no clue what’s been going on.
So I wanted to take this opportunity to update y’all and talk about future plans and stuff.

A lot of it is pretty personal so I may be vague about some things and leave a bunch of details out, but i’d like you to at least know a little about why i’ve been fucking off so much lmao
Besides, I think it’ll be cathartic to write it down somewhere.

So i’ve been in a relationship for like 12 years now, since I was 18 yo.
Without getting into too much detail, I was smoothbrained af when I was 18.
I mean, I’m smoothbrained now… but I was also smoothbrained then.
And while the relationship DID have it’s good times and happy days and whatnot, in hindsight…
it mostly sucked.

It sucked bad.

I’m ashamed to admit it, but for a long time, I was afraid of being alone. 12 years is a longass time. And ever since I was a teenager, only a few months after legally becoming an adult, i’d been attached at the hip of this person who makes… so much money. Well into the 6 figures.
In a lot of ways, I literally didn’t know how to live.

But over time, this person’s treatment of myself and those around me got worse and worse until about a year ago I started to finally crack.
Half the reason I joined FA and started taking commissions was to have some money in preparation for my inevitable independence.

I saved my commission money, got my own bank account, started re-learning how to drive a car, went to therapy, went to doctor’s appointments, got medication, so on and so forth…
and broke up with them.
Things were really uncertain during this time.
My name was on the deed to my house, but I didn’t have much other than that.
We stopped dating and moved to separate rooms, but I still had to live in the same house as this person for… months and months.
Not knowing what would happen was stressful, to put it mildly.

During this time, I relied heavily on the emotional support of my parents, my best friend/housemate, and a handful of very close online bestfriends. If not for them, I would have lost my entire god damn mind.
We talked, vc’d, played video games and VR, watched anime and cartoons, did rp, sent gifts in the mail, and I stayed distracted.

In June and July, I was even able to use some of my commission money to visit a couple of those online friends overseas
Which uh, may not have been the most responsible use of my money during this time, but..
It was the happiest i’d been in maybe a decade. I’m not exaggerating. It was borderline
overwhelming at times. I love them a lot.❤️

Fast forward to about two or three days ago, when I finally sat in a lawyer’s office and signed a legal contract that lets me keep the house where me, my parents, and my housemate friend all live.
It’s finally done.
My housemate friend and I went out and got a cake to celebrate.
The amount of relief we both feel is insane. Literally both became 10x more functioning overnight. I can draw again. I can do things. Wow.

But there’s been bad news too.
Today, I virtually attended the funeral of one of those close online friends who kept me going.. along with the rest of my online friends. She passed a few weeks ago and we all love and miss her very much. I owe a lot to her.

Tomorrow… my ex is coming to get the last carload of their things and will be moving several hours away from me.
Forever.

I am still grieving, and still struggling in a lot of ways, and I have $281 in my bank account.
But overall, I am happier. And hopeful. And really excited for the future.


I also want to thank all my commissioners for being so incredibly patient with me, and for being so supportive and caring towards me on discord. ;; I feel really lucky to have met so many kind people through doing VILE FURRY GORE/PORN COMS of all things lmfaooo
But seriously, it’s been a big help having less things to worry about when i uh…. Needed less things to worry about.
You all made it very clear that you cared about me and my wellbeing more than hot gore porn.
And while I don’t understand that, I do appreciate it! 💖🧸

In the next month or so, I’m gonna try to finally finish my VERY OVERDUE commissions, start taking new ones again, and make a patreon or… something?? I’d like to make a little more moola to pay all the shiny new bills, afterall.
I also wanna start streaming art progress and vcing again on my discord server…

That’s the plan, anyways.

If anyone has any suggestions for that kinda stuff, let me know!

Also, if anyone has a commission that’s like… long overdue, feel free to message me with new ideas for details and the like, I understand that it’s been a while, and you may have thought of some cool new ideas for it, or slightly changed a character’s design or something. No worries!

But Alright it’s almost 2am and i’m suddenly exhausted.
Sorry for the GIANT weirdly emotional journal, I will knock myself unconscious for the next several hours as penance!!

See ya 🧸💖

I’ll write a proper journal in the morning, answer any notes, questions, comments, upload more stuff, etc 💖

This is a shameless plug for my roommate lmao
✨ ✨

Mostly because they also do gore, noncon, piss, other extreme kinks and their art style is pretty unique and glowy and pleasing and more like… sketchy and painterly..? It’s dope af
So I thought my watchers here would be interested!

They have commissions open rn too (if you’ve seen my own price sheet, it may look… familiar Lol)
Also, unlike me, they have a history of being stupid fast with finishing art Iduno how they do it tbh

Go welcome them! give ‘em a watch or somethin’ 💖

Holidays really screwed me up more than I thought they would, commission wise.
And emotionally but whatever lmao

Sorry for delays, guys!
I’m back on track now tho. 👌✨

I am in New York City
For only like 4-5 days or so
But I may or may not take a break on commissions and be harder to reach during this time, just lettin’ y’all knoooowww

CRITTER OUT

Hey guys I finally got around to making a proper price and example list!

And I made a nice little carrd site instead of the awful FA system or a price sheet submission jfnjdnf lmao..

Here it Is!

My queue and stuff is on there too.

Oh and obviously, any adjustments to the pricing and terms and wills/won’ts doesn’t apply to current commissions. duh.