Ive been working on commissions just about daily now, trying to sort everything out and prepare for commissions coming up.

Just going to give a summary of how Ill be doing things when I open commissions again, which will be at the beginning(or around) October.

The lowest price is 10$ which will be the Tail Wag icons and sketches. Lineart will be 15$-17$. Flatcolor: around 25$. Shaded image: around 32$. Mature/adult images will not be available through order. I will be holding 2 auctions per month, one being a single character pin-up, while the other a two character adult image. Both will include icons in the package if the price goes above 100$.

But excluding the 2 auctions, at most I will be taking 5 slots. Once I finish those, I will accept 5 more. And so on and so forth.

This will be my job, which is why Ive raised prices. Im going to prove to my family that I CAN do this and that I can provide money for the house/etc. Im working out a work schedule of when Ill be working on these commissions, and how many per day(though the how many may not be entirely set in stone).

Im also still considering if I should post the commission art on another account. Not too sure.

https://youtu.be/oeU3-0QAbNE

I miss this game. :c CAN I HAVE MY PSP BACK NAO? ; n ;

Btw, BleedingCrow on dA is an awesome artist. Go check her out. o w o

I AM MAINLY RANTING, just wanted to say. But really. Some artists on FA get their panties into SUCH A TWIST when someone offers a little critique. And I dont mean something like "YOUR ART FUCKING SUCKS. DRAW MORE DICKS." No. I mean a rather positive critique where the commenter merely points out a few areas that might be lacking. Like say...foot anatomy or even just shading. And then the artist, being offended by the lack of "murr" in their comments, starts bitching at the commenter, as if the commenter attacked the artists family. Goddamn. If you didnt want the critique, kindly say so. Dont be an ass and just yell at the commenter for sharing a goddamned opinion. I for one and open to critiques. I love them. I havent received much of them. But I guess that means Im on the right track? I dont know. Thats what Im hoping. RANT IS DONE. Sorry.

IMPORTANT! THOSE OF YOU WHO COMMISSIONED ME, PLEASE READ!

Okay, I guess most of you missed the first journal about my laptop being dead. Im not trying to
sound like a bitch, its just frustrating for me. Okay, my laptop is dead. Completely dead. I dont even
know if we can salvage the files. And even if I can, I highly doubt theyll hold onto the files in a harddrive until I
get a new laptop.

I am currently digging through my crazy ass inbox, trying to salvage the commissions and references
from there. If you want to help me move faster, since I can only access a computer at a certain time of
day and for so long,then note me what you ordered. I had a word document with all the
commissions in my laptop and that was lost with the files. So I KNOW Ive taken forever, but my family is
breathing down my neck about even being on the computer at all, and theyve been like that since I
even got a computer. Because a computer is apparently a waste of time, yadda yadda.

Long story short: Laptop is dead; lost all my files; need to redo everything.

I will get your commissions done, and once they are done all money will be going to a new laptop.

My goal is 800$. Which Im guessing...just 100 commissions charged at 8$. But dont worry about this,
this is mainly a note to myself. x.x

1$ sketch commissions need not be noted to me. I still have them in a journal.


Well, Im not certain yet. Milk was spilled(more like thrown) at it earlier today and so far its just been having fits. The enter key hasnt been functioning and the arrow keys dont seem to respond at all. The laptop just starts beeping madly when I turn it on and when I turn it off, it says I need to do a recovery thing. Its currently upside down, so Im waiting patiently. Only thing is... Nothing is backed up. So... I dont have any files really. Except for a select few on a flashdrive though maybe two of them is actually useful at this point.

Good thing is, Ive somewhat fixed the modem/router using my PSP charger. Its a temporary fix, but we need to find a new wire somewhere. Im scared using the charger as a power cord will damage it. Ontop of that, the voltage is different so... Yeah. My family says its okay, but I dont want to risk damaging the modem/router as well.

Currently, Im using my grandmothers computer which...isnt really useful to me art-wise. So Im gonna wait on my laptop and if my laptop is officially dead then... Im gonna have to look into a new one. :<

Too many big ups and downs in the past few days... So much stress... x.x

We're having internet issues. Our modem(or the power cord) shorted out so until we get it fixed/replaced, I have extremely limited internet.

OMG ITS THUNDERING. ; n ; I'M SCARED. MAKE IT STOP.

I'ma delivery girl. BF Awyeah. ANYWAYS. :>

OK SO I saw Heavy has these new security shades. If anyone has them I'd be willing to trade for them. I have from the summer cooler event: the new spy turtleneck clothes and the mailbox weapon for pyro I'd be willing to trade BOTH of them for the shades. I also have a few hats here and there.

From . :>

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2495333/
Go trade wiff him. <3

Okay, I've been banging my head against my laptop for a good few hours now trying to get transparency to work on my TF2 spray. HAVE ANY OF YOU FIGURED OUT FUCKING TRANSPARENCIES FOR YOUR SPRAYS?

I followed a guide. BI Almost to the point, excluding the face that what I did was my OWN image not the one in the guide. And yet I still get a white back ground. I've restarted TF2. I've restarted Steam. Idk what I did wrong or wtf is going on. :< I really want to do this project that I'm working on, ITS LIKE ALL I CAN THINK OF WHEN I FEEL LIKE DRAWING. ...I know I'm bad... v - v BUT STILL. HELP ME. D8

AND IS NOWHERE TO BE FOUND. Well...I know where he is BUT STILL. GAWD. ; n ;
I've been like...whining like a damned puppy and flailing around on the couch because I couldn't spend time with him today. I HATE SUMMER. IT RUINS THINGS. >8C

Buuuuuuuh.... ; n ; COME HOOOOOOOME. ; n ;

Feel free to ignore this, btw, those of you who aren't .

My buddy, is trading stuff for TF2.

NOTHING TO SEE HERE. MOVE A LONG.

As a child you, being my favorite, I'd always run to you to show you anything I felt proud of, because no one gave a shit.
But now, you're a bitter, stinky, grumpy-assed old goblin, who doesn't give a shit about me.

Going as far as to wish I'd choke in my sleep and telling that to my face, then telling me I'm useless when you sit in your underwear either in front of the television, or the table. Only switching places every few hours. It's taken me quite a while to get over this sudden change. And I really, really don't care anymore. I think the final stab to my heart was you taking down all the pictures I had made for you as I grew up. The drawings I was quite proud of, where I put so much of myself into them. You put them into a box, and asked what I was going to do with them.

I really don't know, Grandpa. What am I going to do with a box of papers that say "I love you, Grandpa!" on them, spotted with hearts and dashed with glitter.


You threw the box away. Took down the pictures of both you and myself. Took my tassel from your shelf where you still have several tassels from other family members.

I knew I was a blacksheep in this family. But you had always took away that feeling. Nice to know you're practically disowning me.

<3

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Feel free to ignore this... Today, I've lost the last of my love and respect for my grandfather, who is currently sitting in his boxers, drinking beer, and watching sports. He said something to me today, that was rather sexist and cold. Before this sudden hatred towards me started, he had never said anything like that to me. So... yeah. Painful.

I was gonna work on commissions today since I don't have to babysit but fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh...

I feel so shitty. @ - ... I'm not even sure what I have really.

I have a fever, nausea, and....well....crazy bathroom problems. When I throw up, its mainly bile. Dx
Just thinking about food makes me want to throw up....and I haven't eaten a decent meal for 3 days. @ - @

But yeah, I was trying to work on commissions, and...I just...feel so damned exhausted.... Fuuuuu....

Goddommot...

You can see for yourself: https://koiru.veekun.com/fa-ssl.html

This has been a PSA by Eevee.

edit;; Oh damn. lol

Okay, so I get this letter in the mail from my bank, saying that I can't take out 2 measly dollars to add to my seven to play for a commission to . Not only that, but I'm negative 22$ because of a 30$ fee. Now, I don't know what kind of bull-crap is going on, but a family member says it might be because I had less than 50$ in there. I guess it could be some new bull rule they started, but I wasn't told about it.

Oh well. Going to have some emergency character auctions. If you can't afford to get into the auction, please spread the word. There will be a total of 2-3 old characters of mine that I'll be selling. Not sure if I'll sell the last. That character has been with me since I started creating characters.

My goal is 100$, 70$ minimum. So I guess at least 25$ per character. I'll also be continuing commissions so I can take more once I finish. @ - @

I'm not accepting anymore until the list is completed and fully posted. I'm going to be spam posting them once they're all completed. So here's the final list.

akuji-dono - Couple Color
valicyn - Color
ladywolf666 - 4 Sketch/Family
TotSchrei - Color
aurabunny - 2 Color
sin. - Color
snuffiewuffz - Sketch
arandomdog - Sketch
kiuro - 2 skeches/1 color
amadeusdamiano - 1 Sketch
peacecheetah - 2 Color
yasuno - 2 Color
zodiac - 2 Color
TonareAmoux - 1 Color/ 1 Sketch

SO YEAH. 8D I'm spam posting them. xD I'll probably spam post at the halfway point then spam the rest when they're completed.

But again, I won't be accepting anymore until this list is completed.
I'll open up again once these are done, but they won't be the focus. Bigger commissions will then be the focus while 1$ sketches will be done on the side.

Okay, the SL Mod contest is having the deadline for entries pushed back since I didn't get many and my mojo is totally wack, excluding the paintart I did of Rawley. That's all I can seem to pull out of my sleeves. That and sketches. So. Getting into sketch mode. Anyways, more information on the contest is here: click
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Anyways, I'm taking 1$ sketch commissions. 1$ per sketch I make for you. 2$ with simple color. I'll be doing these until I get my mojo back. I know. D: I have bigger commissions to complete. I haven't forgotten. ; n ;

Comment if you want one. I'd prefer that you post your refs here so they're all in one place. But you may note if you're more comfortable. :>

List so far:

zerogiga - 2 color/1 sketch
gensou - Color
lethalfeathers - Color
silents - Color//waiting for ref
eachom - Color
sundae - Color
akuji-dono - Couple Color
bikuu - 2 Color
valicyn - Color
ladywolf666 - 4 Sketch/Family
TotSchrei - Color
aurabunny - 2 Color
sin. - Color
snuffiewuffz - Sketch
arandomdog - Sketch
kiuro - 2 skeches/1 color
amadeusdamiano - 1 Sketch
peacecheetah - 2 Color
yasuno - 2 Color

Sorry these are going slow. I'm going to try to spam post them in a bit. Dealing with a sinus infection. @ n @

SEND PAYMENT TO MY PAYPAL AT at.your.leisure[at]hotmail.com

Today is my birthday! :D I turn 21 today. = v = lol And before you go asking if I'm going to go drinking or something like that, no. lol Sorry, never been interested in alcohol. ; v ; Though I might just order a drink and pass it to my mom. xD My stepdad, though, says I should at least have one drink. :B

Well tonight I'm going out with my family and my boyfriend. :> I'm sure it will be fun. ^^


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100 Truths

1. Real name: Alissa

2. Nickname(s): Crobat, Cro, Tk, Fae(the list goes on)

3. Favorite color: Green, teal, light coral.

4. Male or female: Tomboy. :B

5. Elementary School: St. Patrick Elementary, Montesory Elementary, De Anza Elementary(moved a lot)

6. Middle School: McCabe

7. High School: Southwest High School

8. College: Imperial Valley College

9. Hair Color: Auburn

10. Tall or Short: Short.

11. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans.

12. Phone or Camera: Phone.

13. Health freak: lolNo. I'm trying to be.

14. Orange or Apple: Orange.

15. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes. v u v

16. Eat or Drink: Drink.

17. Piercings: Not anymore.

18. Pepsi or Coke: Coke.

HAVE YOU EVER?

19. Been in an airplane: Yup.

20. Been in a relationship: Yes.

21. Been in a car accident: Yes.

22. Been in a fist fight: Yes. lol

23. First piercing: My ears.

24. Best friend(s): Um... Soa, Seff, Kiiba, Plu, and MY PUPPY! <3

25. First award: Something from when I was in GATE.

26. First crush: My puppy~! <3

27. First word: Fish.

29. Last person you talked to: My sister.

30. Last person you texted: I don't remember. D:

31. Last person you watched a movie with: My mom.

32. Last food you ate: A balogna sandwich.

33. Last movie you watched : Rango.

34. Last song you listened to: Bohemian Raphsody.

35. Last thing you bought: o 3 o An iced tea.

36. Last person you hugged: My cousin, Sarah.

FAVORITE:

37. Food: Mac N' Cheese.

38. Drink: Sweetened Iced Tea.

39. Bottoms: Skinny jeans.

40. Flower: Lilly.

41. Animal: Hamster.

42. Color: Green, teal, soft coral. I like a lot of color combo's actually.

43. Movie: The Little Princess.

44. Subject: Archeology(interesting stuff there. :O).

HAVE YOU EVER: (Put an X in the brackets if yes)

45. [x] fallen in love with someone.

46. [x] celebrated Halloween.

47. [x] had your heart broken...

48. [x] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.

49. [x] had someone like you

51. [] got pregnant.

52. [] had an abortion.

53. [x] did something I regret.

54. [x] broke a promise.

55. [x] hid a secret.

56. [x] pretended to be happy.

57. [x] met someone who changed your life.

58. [] pretended to be sick.

59. [x] left the country.

60. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.

61. [x] cried over the silliest thing.

62. [x] ran a mile.

63. [x] went to the beach with your best friend.

64. [x] got into an argument with your friends.

65. [x] disliked someone.

66. [x] stayed single for 2 years since the first time you had a boyfriend/girlfriend

CURRENTLY:

67. Eating: No.

68. Drinking: Yes. Sweetened Tea~! <3

69. Listening: Too my sisters singing 'She'll Be Coming 'Round The Mountain'.

70. Sitting/Laying: Sitting.

71. Plans for to day: Go out to dinner with my fam and bf. <3

72. Waiting for: Something special. v u v <3

YOUR FUTURE:

73. Want kids: Yes.

74. Want to get married: Yes.

75. Career: Elementary(or High School) art teacher.

76. Lips or eyes: Eyes.

77. Shorter or Taller: Um...I'm not gonna grow, but if him, he's already taller. lol

78. Romantic or spontaneous: Little bit of both. :>

81. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.

82. Looks or personality: Personality. And he has the best. <3

HAVE YOU EVER:

83. Lost glasses/contacts: YES! ; n ; It can't happen again. I break down. @ 3 @;;

84. Snuck out of a house: Not really.

85. Held a gun/knife for self defense: No.

86. Killed somebody: No. lol

87. Broken someone's heart: Yes...

88. Been in love: Yes.

89. Cried when someone died: Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

90. Yourself: I try.

91. Miracles: Yes.

92. Love at first sight: Yes.

93. Heaven: Yes.

94. Santa Claus: Yes.

95. Aliens: Idk. xD

96. Ghosts: Yes.

TRUTHFULLY:

97. Is there one person you really want to be with right now: Yes. <3

98. Do you know who your real friends are: I believe so.

99. Do you believe in God: Yes.

100. Post as 100 truths: Did. :>


I don't think I'll tag anybody. xD Do this if ya want. :>

Information on Requests//

Requests are not something I take unless I post a journal.
I have nothing against requests, but I prefer it to be a rare
thing. My art is cheap, so getting art from me shouldn't be
a difficult thing. But requests are something that is limited.
As in if I post a journal saying I am open, the people who
grab a slot get no say in what I draw other than the
personality of the character drawn. They may make no
changes in stream to the image. Why? They are not paying
me, and these requests are done out of wanting to draw
freely. Please understand this. Thank you, and keep an eye
out for any journals stating "requests" in capital letters.

If you felt there was no need to read the paragraph above,
then no. I am not open for requests. Come back when you
can pay me for some of my art. Thank you and have a good day.
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