I am not big on fetish stuff and all but definitely looking to maybe try new things. At one time I will admit I did like vore but grew away from that as years passed. Out of the fetishes i am looking at right now kinda want to give bondage a try and see how I feel about it. Never had a character in bondage ever but want to give it a try and will to let my main (the ice vaporeon aka a vapceon) be a test subject in it. Mind as well give it a try being tied up in odd ways and stuff. Well curiosity has me right now and looking to possibly commission someone that is open and willing to tie me up. ^^;

https://www.furaffinity.net/full/14138691/ It is something that'll definitely turn out cute. Worth grabbing the last slot if you get there fast enough.

work is work but will be away after Wed. (weekends included). So definitely got a lot of traveling to do since I got promoted at work. Gong from being available at predictable times to being available at random times. Here is to hoping i am around for the meet at the end of the month. Be doing a good drive from Congers, NY (about a couple miles outside NYC). Life sometimes throws good curve balls and this is one of them. Hope to see peeps on the flip side of things.

I am back out looking for a job sooner then I thought. My paycheck got cut by at least 3/4th to what it was. The civil service thing is taking to long to get back to me. I went and threw a coupe resumes in on Grand Island. Also doing applications to two soft drink corporations after talking to a couple of their reps yesterday saying that they are hiring. If anyone has suggestions or knowledge of places hiring please let me know. My main background is Chemistry with biology & philosophy.
So ya, money will be tight after the 1st week in July. It is why i am scrambling to get at least something with better job security and hopefully with benefits.

I have made more updates and changes to the profile here. Slow but sure as it goes. Just only a few things to update. I do have a steam now and the guy I know irl got me to finally give pc games a chance. So if anyone wants to add me on steam, they are welcome to ask for my username. As for the other contact info stuff, I have good reason to hide that stuff. A gut feeling says some perp or maybe a few scamers are using bots to seak out specific people who post email, and messenger info. Don't quote me on it cause I am not sure entirely; they have also found a way to hit up people who have not posted that info here. Random adds on skype, a good warning, you will see the worst side of me. If I do not know you and we have not talked what so ever before the add... that is when I do get annoyed but I have a way of screwing around. Soon as a bot or stalker is revealed, they will either get an immediate block + report or expect a nice good round of trolling and I do not sugar coat things. I will easily be an ignorant bastard. Also only a select few that know me know which buttons to push so expect laughter and clowning. ;)

not much happening other then rain and more rain... then there is work but even that has gotten me bored. mostly sitten around and the usual... I guess I'll find something sooner or later. As for AC and future meets this year, not going. Don't really plan on spending anything to go. Between fixing my car and looking for better work with health coverage. My health coverage ends in Sept. and do not want to deal with junk healthcare that expect blood from a stone (aka obamacare). So ya getting to the point now where the curent job is mostly just going to be dropped when I get a better one. I mean ya part of it is cool and all but no health coverage. Not exactly a good thing either. If I have to leave the state / country for a decent job with health coverage... I'd do it in a heartbeat.

Well the switch from water dragon to a vaporeon is quite a change. Basically going from a lizard to a canine (or something of the like). Plenty of ups and downs but mostly something a bit on the simpler side I think.

After going to the doctor, got some good news and bad. The bad news is that the ulna nerve in my right arm is messed up and requires a small operation to have fixed
Good news is that the PTSD is now gone supposively and I am in good health otherwise. Just hearing that the PTSD has now either be gone for good or gone dormant brings relief. When I got all that on Monday, it made me very excited to hear about it and the fact I only have just that one wee bit of something left to deal with.

Earlier today I dealt with a driver that decided to side swipe my car. Really ticked me off a lot. Finally calmed down but still pissed in a way. Least the damage is minor >.< So there goes two paychecks this month. At the end of this week is my cousin's wedding and have to do the blessing at dinner. Sadly I am a poor public speaker so this has me nervous on screwing it up.

That is all I really have to say about recent events and what is coming up. Just hoping that the next few weeks are better.

Well with things going as is, i am going to really start changing what is on my profile in due time. The dragon I have... I plan to have her pretty much on the back seat for the most part. Not getting rid of the character or anything just won't be having much drawn or anything to do with her in general. There maybe a few last things drawn of here i will upload but that will be it. The vaporeon character I have been working on will soon become a temporary main character for me. When I first started getting back into pokemon and some other things like swimming; that really pushed that out for the most part. I am starting to feel like my old self again like before the stress and before all the drama hit me good and hard. I don't really feel as depressed often anymore. I feel much more happy and excited now. It is more of an wanting to do more stuff type of feeling now. :3 I think at this point sooner or later I may finally go to a fur meet (mostly an actual con and not just local) pending on when it is. So just as a reminder, really not a dragon anymore. I have seriously given it up. I went over to the small and more playful vaporeon. It is what I will be going around as and I do have a vapy tail still and fixed it up since the stuffing flattened on me. x3 Tail is back to being like a pillow again :D

please let me know your FA or who you are as a furry because I will straight up block you without question. This also includes bot accounts which i just recently ran into.

Exciting beginning but that died down fast. Already looking for another job while waiting for the EC Sheriff to get done with the scores for the tests taken. Can't really take it any longer dealing with the problems from upstate. They pay well but the chance of having serious injury is not worth it. I am getting bruises, and cuts on a consistent basis. Just really tired of it and the mess i am stuck in consistently.
As for other things, I lost a childhood friend over the weekend. Many of you probably heard about the hot air balloon accident in Richmond, Virginia. The one person that died, Natalie Lewis; was someone I hung around with as a kid while swimming for the Town of Tonawanda Titans Swim Club. I hung around with her brother, Evan; as well and know the family. I felt sick to my stomach all weekend cause of the news. Also very angered at the assholes who recorded it instead of dialing 911. Just really have not been in the greatest of moods lately. If I snap or something or sound pissed off, I don't really mean to be at anyone.
As for the last bit of news, I go to the docs next Wed. (FINALLY) and get my right arm checked out. Been having some serious issues since late January. The off and on pain sucks when it happens. Goes from the elbow right down to the wrist and down the fingers. I tend to drop stuff often in my right hand cause of it and it feels like i am having my right arm ripped off. That is the pain I have been going through and why i haven't been bothering to bowl during the bowling meets. :(

Before the weekend, I was really debating if i should even go or not. At this point, glad I did. Letting loose and just being around friends really took a lot off. Watching NHL game, music, movie and video game really was all fun. The positive atmosphere was definitely great and well needed. Hope something similar like this comes around again. All for it when it does. :D

Just had something happen recently that is personal, may not be exactly myself for awhile. It was a few personal attacks that has left me rattled a bit as they were unexpected. It is not often people hit the right buttons to get to me on a personal level, so if I am not around any meets or just vanish for awhile, it is why.

ya, netflix getting a workout today with lots and lots of movies and also using the blue ray off the ps3. Also mind as well mention this while i am posting. For a good long time I wasn't really into or up to suiting at one point or another. However, got to thank a good friend for getting me into the actual set of mind to commission one to be done. Quite a few to thank for helping in getting me slowly back out of the dark place i was hiding for a long time.

Moving on... Rio 2 was good movie and very much worth seeing. Couple more movies i do plan to see down the road in due time. For now gonna relax this weekend with nothing to really do.

http://www.designzzz.com/pokemon-brought-to-life/

it'd be a scary world to live in if pokemon were that damn real lol it's no wonder ya need one for defense at the start of every game.

Things seem ok so far. I got a Vaporeon tail and soon a Vaporeon suit coming. :3 Going all pokemon but also sticking with my element since I like taking a walk on rainy days. The tail I got is nice, long and soft. My kind of tail to have. The tail I will be wearing now and then was made by  Kaiyuko Just back to being happy cause of how some things are going. Also another blizzard to sit through tomorrow. So... anyone up for a late winter snowball fight? XD

Been without one for 2+ weeks an got it back. only thing is.. drawing hand ain't that good due to an issue that has now come up with it. Right at the elbow joint, lots of pain and problems. When ya worry about dropping a bare minimum of an easy 1-5 lb lift then ya it is an issue. With the work and lifting I am doing, it really is doing a number on it. 3 advil, a brace and biofreeze only takes away so much pain and it only last a couple hours. 14 hour days are like hell now. Only given this much of an update for now.

ya i got it along with a 3DS. so far it is alright and the starters are nice to choose from. The nice thing was getting one of the original starters later on. Going from Prof. Oak to this new guy though... it's like going from a mad scientist to the nutty professor roflmao. Oh ya... first lesson i have now learned... don;t battle pokemon to much even if you are searching for specific ones... I have only 1 badge and sitten on a lvl 25-29 team right now (my starter being a lvl 29). Use to take 2-30 wins in a battle to lvl a single pokemon up. Now it only takes 5-10 battles and it lvls up the entire group. Also i do not have a full 6 set yet and I have not decided whom to have to fill that final spot. One of the new things i have yet to be use to... it is taking care of them on the side while going through caves and traveling... I also hate the reordering in the pokedex... seriously... I see the appeal to younger generation but the ordering (number wise) should have been left be. Being an oldie veteran with pokemon throws ya out of wake lol. I still remember the original 151.

Oh ya the first gym, the spider web thing drives me nuts... worken to find the 2nd gym before my Braixen reaches lvl 31. Overpowering lower lvls gets boring after awhile especially when they are those monkey types running around