So my current job contract ends the 24th then I have to wait to get into the small business program on the 7th. So I have two weeks of vacation to work out the kinks in my business plan, edit my novella, and my new pep project building a steampunk steamer trunk.

So a year ago I joined FA. It seems longer and shorter at the same time. In the past year I have meet many wonderful people. In truth I really did not have many friends outside of my professional, and educational circles. now I have, and it has made me a better person. I find that the shell I keep my self in is gone. Over this past year I have done so many new things, and learned so much from everyone. You all made one of my biggest life changes so much easier to cope with. You are all fantastic people. You know who you are. I would tag you in this journal, but after a year of using FA I still have yet to figure out how to do that.

So today the last Artemis Fowl book came out. I have been waiting for this for two years. So I was luck and got my copy yesterday. I read it in 4 hours and 20 minutes and now yet another part of my childhood is over. Now what I know all things must come to an end but really it is sad.

So over time people give me ideas that I have to work on. So laterly mainly toningt I have a lot of tail ideas to work on so here is the list of odd tails.

Done

Microphone tail

Sugested

Dildo tail
USB tail
Camera tail
Fan tail
Water bottle tail
Pez tail
Flashlight tail

If you want one. Talk to me and we will work out a price.

I need a pick me up so I am going to just write a bunch of most likely unknown facts about me.

I am both right and left handed

I can not sleep without so form of information playing

I have lost almost all feeling in my right leg from below the knee to the ankle

I am bi

I have had three relationships in my life all m/f

Two ended because we found out we where related

The other we broke up because we did not want school to distroy our relationship

I prefer to read porn than to watch it

My OCD number is 2

My favorite number when I was young was 22

I have a genetic risk for Parkinson's

I love to swim is salt water

At the last official test my iq was 159

I was one of only three people in my high school grad class to read at grade level

I can't do advanced math to save my life

But I can add in my head faster then you can punch it into a calculator

I almost took culinary arts in school but decided not to after working in a five star restaurant for a winter

I suffer from audio alien hand syndrome my right hand will randomly work out the key strokes on a piano or the patern of notes on sheet music.

That's all for now

I have always thought that you should be qualified for a job in order to do it. That dose not mean that if you are person doing something creative as a hobby you shouldn't do it. I am saying to people is if it is a hobby keep it a hobby don't make it your second job. I can say in truth I started out not knowing what I was doing in my profession, but I learned and moved up to a professional standard.

Now I have my standards that I hold to myself,and only myself because everything I have done in my mind is crap. I can be told time and time again that I am good, and that my work is wonderful and I wish I could shoot like you. We are our own worst critics so have to learn to grow past that.

Over the past 15 months I have been working on a plan to start my own business. Now that I am getting ready to put it into action I see that I have grown bitter over others who try to step into my field, and even to pros who I find are using there name more than there tallent. This thinking has got to stop this month I spent hours planing how to take out an amichure run rental studio in Kensington. This person I have become scares me and I need to brighten my look on others and on life I spent so much time working on getting to where I am that I can not soil it with being negative. My negatives belong in the darkroom and I prefer the well lit.

So rules I have to obey to be more of a positive person
No more using the word idiot unless receding to some one in politics
I have to be more sportive of other people's work and stop obcessing Bout what is wrong with the work.
No more using the phrases "see you in six months" or @ you get what you pay for" only use " it is you decision "
Stop venting to people that is what a locked door and a pillow are for.
Stop being hard on my own work and try to see what others are seeing.

If I go by this I should become a more positive person or I will go completely insane.

Big long rant about my life over

So people have asked for my fox crisp recipe

5-6 peaches sliced
1.5 cups sliced strawberries
.5 cups raspberries
1 orange

Topping
3 cups oats
1.5 cups flour
1 cup suger
1.5 cups. Butter

Mix peaches and berries in a large dish. Juice the orange and add the juice over the fruit. Mix dry ingredients together and put over top fruit. Bake at 350 for 35-45 minuets.

as the title says

well looking for an idea for a personal project i decided to go through my 100 wish list when it occurred to me that i have never published them.

-go accross canada on a train
-own a chaisloung
-get my ace
-win an award
-get my dream office
-publish a book
-hve a gallery show
-run my own studio
-make a short film
-act in a play
-own a house
-own a cottage
-lose 50 pounds
-learn interior design
-get in cute as a...
-have an argument with someone fascinating
-tell my 5th grade teacher he was wrong
-get out of debt
-reconnect with an old friend
-see halley's comet 2061
-beat illness
-see the northeren lights
-grow a veggie garden
-photograph someone i really admier
-do something i believe to be ideotic
-meet someone i meet online
-learn to sculpt
-be in a play
-keep i touch with friends
-become a photoshop instructor
-teach a class
-write a play
-go to an interesting place
-learn to blow glass
-visit a location untuched by humans
-tamron 18-270
-inspirer someone
-be a great grandfather
-climb a mountain
-breed my own flower
-leave a legacy
-look for treasur
-own a rolex
-i want a secret room in my house
-go to a furcon
-go to photoshop world
-be happy
-meet my successor
-teach my successor
-learn to staff
-do something i love
-have a published artical on photography
-create something to change the world
-make someones life better
-speak my mind
-get acredited
-over come fear
-own a 4x5
-see one of salvador dali's paintings in real life
-try to play a theramin
-meet cake boss
-pay off student loans
-make an ad for starbucks
-enjoy life
-do some thing impulsive
-design and build my bathroom
-help kids with disables
-spend my life with some one i love
-walk on stilts
-prove people wrong
-walk around pei
-draw better
-have a day free of stress
-swim on the beach
-avoid/beat parkensons
-make paper
-learn to tin type
-get a tattoo
-make wine
-live locavoreian for a summer
-photograph wolves in the wild
-never break a bone
-make an igloo
-meet someone taller then me
-break a record
-beat a personal best
-learn ideumnutral
-learn to decorate a cake
-dance on steven harpers grave
-give blood
-make glow sticks
-have a photo shoot with liquid nitrogen
-blow something up
-run or walk a marathon
-fly
-make a podcast
-meditate with Buddhist monks
-learn to bar tend
-be true to my self
-never give up

this month my personal project is going to be working on a book

$1000 a plush payment plans are available.

height 5-6 feet tall

all plushies will be clothed IE shirt and pants this keeps the cost down

shipping is included in the price for North America only

plush will come with collar and tag.

need ref sheet and $400 down payment

note me with any questions.

3 slots left

see title

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join in on some first episode banter at 8pm est

So yesterday my Mac broke T-T

Today I spent over an hour dealing with Canada post. For those of you who no me this is really nothing new it is just my life. I have had mail damaged, sent to the wrong address, left in the hall of my apartment building, left outside mt building, trapped in my mailbox, and lost. This week two parcels I ordered coming from hong kong did not show up. I had to call canada post twice the first time I asked to speak to a human they hung up on me the second time I was told as I am the receiver of the goods I have no right to complain on how they are shipped to me. This is the third and fourth parcels to be lost in under a year. I am so mad at them right now it is not even funny.

My MacBook pro quit on me to day so it is off to be examined to find out what is wrong. It has already spent 64 days in repair so I hope this is nothing or else I am asking that they replace the whole thing.

8 est till when ever.

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See new journal for reson

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fnDVVIlZMz4 i watched this video a year ago and made my own list. i found it last week so for episode one of tinycast (the first one i am recording) the topic will be about wishes and dreams.

to start off no i am not leaving the fandom i am very well rooted.

i have been working on my business plan all year, and i took the first step today to raise money to afford some of the equipment i need. i can not begin to describe the feeling i have right now. this comes with so much excitement and fear. i know that this is what will make me happy in life, and for now that has to be enough for me.

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come and talk

tiny chat is having issues

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tonight 7est

ask me question join the discussion what ever.

tiny chat has vastly improved and i think it would be cool to do a furry podcast on tiny chat.

so fa is down this weekend what am i going to do.

okay slots 1-300 no limit to how many you can get (just keep in mind it is cheaper to just pay me to make one then to buy all the slots) winner will be picked by a random number generator. prize life sized red/white fox plush made by me. He will be wearing jeans and a sweater. shipping included in prize. draw will happen when all slots are filled so spread the word.

slots are $4 each

send payments to my paypal danielcsns[at]gmail.com

all payments in Canadian dollars please.

good luck all.

Are you missing a fox in your life? Do you love plushies? Do you not want to spend valentines day alone? Then I am here with a gilmmer of hope I am going to throw a raffle starting tomorrow but I thought I would put the rules out first.

There are 300 slots

Each slot cost $4

You can buy more than one

You get to pick your number provided it is still available

No and I mean no SPH

Now what an I raffleing off? I have a design for a new life sized plush that I will make for the winner of the raffle. Being valentines it will be a red and white fox measuring around 5 feet tall. He will be clothed by what I am not sure yet. Thinking jeans and a sweater. Fox will come with basic instructions.

So spread the word to anyone you know that would love a life sized plushie.

So I am on a sewing kick and I have a ton of tails that I really do not need so as of Monday I will post a list of tails and prices. So if you know someone that is looking for a tail let them know.

You think the states would have learned after what happened in Egypt that SOPA is a very bad idea or is this the USA's way of say what ever you can do we can do bigger. Really I find writing to the us cenitors pointless we should be portioning the united nations to make the Internet an international property governed by no one power. The Internet is not one mans creation but is the work of millions sharing ideas as one community. As a member of this community no this nation know as the Internet I say you have no right to govern me.