Moving shortly which is stressful, but a really really really good change for me.

Won't be able to doodle since my computer is getting boxed up, so until next week friends :3

In pushing myself to keep putting out art. Just practicing bodies and poses and just allowing myself to make mistakes. I'm allowing myself to post things even when I see theres "more" I can do, and in a sense its allowing me to feel less stress, and seperate my worth from the quality of my art, and it inspires me to keep going.

Inspiration is important and feeling good about the content I make is also important. Two things I havent had before/a long time

I've made a lot of progress in the last month with both my artwork, and my confidence levels, and I'm really proud of myself.

I'm seeing more potential in myself, and not only in my artwork, and it's a lot of work to remove years of doubt, but we all have to start somewhere. <3

I grew up with a lot of people telling me what I couldn't do, and that manifested into thinking I wasnt a good artist and that trying to learn was a waste of time. My first partner would repeat this as an excuse why he didnt want to waste his time teaching me digital programs.

Now that I'm older I recognize the harm in those messages, and even though it's nerve wracking, I push myself to learn, and to improve, and to upload art that may not be amazing, but it's getting better.

I'm proud of myself and I may have hard days, but I'm Improving every day <3