He sings Mostly german but switches to many languages like english frensh spanish chinese etc... listen to it, i would like to know how correct he sings the dialects. :D

http://youtube.com/watch?v=ZOb0bErcDyg

To Quote someone i like a lot (Beastboy from TeenTitans):

"I may not be smart enough to do everything, but i'm dumb enough to try anyhing."

Therefore i may start drawing again sometimes again.

In Other news, me and  MStuarn will move to Berlin in the next Month or too, wich will include a lot of stress, finding a new flat, moving in, and so on... Hopefully we'll have a job and some kind of regular live after all the trouble. Cross your fingers for us please.

How can you motivate someone if you're not even able to motivate yourself to do more than the veryvery important stuff that you just have to do?

Let me be more precise, if the fact "you won't get a job if you don't apply for one" isn't enough, what can i do?

Every time i think of that i feel like i'm going to patronize someone, or force him to do something in the end, and i'm just a looser when it comes to such things even if they seem to be necessary.... or maybe they are not and there is another way that i just can't figure out.

Can somebody help me?

Stuff i dream at night...

Dream1:
I'll make this short, at least i will try, and fail, i've met a woman, she was what you could call a TV-bitch from cheap movies, stupid sex-focussed, no hobbies i could think about (and luckily nobody i know irl), we spent much time together, we had great sex....... in the end she said something like "if you can do that we would be the ideal couple, and set up 4 challenging (ha) trials for me to prove i am worth being with her, (something awkward, can't remember what exactly, i only know it was broadcasted on TV ...) the last one was (for my suprise) helping her + my family preparing out wedding, which really came by surprise because she didn't told me she was going for that, i hought this was all just about "hey we had great sex but i am not sure if we should go on with that or never see again"... a bit weird i know...... welllll, in the end they were playing stupid games and with the couple, and 1 was that one.... they had 2 birds, representing us, which were flying in an upstream of wind, it was planned that they circle around each other and represent looove and stuff....... i stood there noticing that i wanted my blue paperbird to fly out of that stream and land directly were my mate was standing.

Weird, i haven't dreamt of him for a while now, and i haven't met a chick irl, but it's interesting to know that i dream something like that, i mean it's in a dream, and i'm still male, why do i prefer a complicated relationship over a "just have sex" marriage with a girl thats easy to handle, it is a dream after all, i can't be judged for that! (HA!) *G*

But the feeling of loving him so much that i actually fled from that wedding even if i should end what i started made me feel some kind of proud ... that i do love him so much after all.i

Dream2:
Started on a spaceship but turned into a Submarine quickly, we saw a family playing at the beach with some yellow flags that i could identify as "napalm flags". We thought it was only a game, until they were out int the water and played around with some matches.... well Dad lighten up one and was instantly on Fire, he umped into the water and ... well was still under fire because in my dream Napalm burns underwater as well...... he died a horrible death and was laying in the burning water. ... wonderful thats what i needed, a family who burned them self to death because of total stupid..ity... (spelling?!)

the guy who was laying in the fire Peter Griffin, guess that was because he did it so often in family guy that i was used to it.... I was So sorry and wish i could stop them but what can you do on a secret cloaked sub that nobody should know about specially near such an accident, people could think we did it.

Well thats when i woke up, thought i might type that stuff down, i am sure grammar ans spelling will be totally wrong because i just got up... but i don't care, you get the point.

Well there you go, 2 totally different totally weird dreams.

If i would be stupid everything would be so simple.
I would not need to care for all that stupid tons paperwork because everyone know's i'm not able to handle it,
i would not need to look for a flat, others would do that for me,
i could be a selfish bastard and would even look cool (to people who are same stupid)
i could get jobs were you just need to be muscular, not smart...
i would be able to make puns people actually laugh about, ... maybe, chance would be higher as they are now.

All in all i don't even know what problems you may have besides you get ripped off by some people from time to time....... well on the other hand you could just beat the crap out of them afterwards.... *thinks*

wft am i talking here? i am stupid enough.

If you just want the summed up version, go to the
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Ok... i spare you the pretext and just go right into yelling:

some things that people told me 1 leaded to the next.

-YOU ALWAYS ATTACK ME! (insted of the 2 others) => i got that from all 3 players i played with today.

-YOU ALWAYS WAIT AT THE SIDE AND DO NOTHING (or avoid fighting) => of course i do if you tell me not to attack you!

-IF YOU CAN KILL YOURSELF I CAN DO THAT TOO *jumps from the edge until all lives are gone) => well if i do i have good reasons, like you forbid me to do anything else like attacking or not attacking

-NO DON'T TAKE THAT CHARACTER AGAIN (in my case Pikachu, in the past Marth/Roy... and in the end all that i can play a but more serious) => Thats a point ... at least here i only hear complains every 5 games we play... since we use the autohandycap it mostly leads to a handycap of 2 3 or 4 and so it balances out, still that was the main reason most of my fun i had with that game got lost years ago.

Other stuff:
-I like grabbing people and throw them out of the screen, i worked on that quite a while, but when i do it too often i get yelled at... i mean WHY it's just a game, if you can't avoid it then stay away from me or learn a way to make me suffer when i try that, i played against a good friend and he kicked my butt whatever i tried to do.

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-In the end it can be all summed up with "every time i try to have fun there and play the way i like, and as good as i can it ends up with a handycap of 2 which isn't fun, or i get yelled for what i do because ... well i can do it -.-. I am a BAD player compared to the most of -you-, so it isn't hard to beat me, but why can't the people notice that i take their words serious, and it isn't just a haha-so-funny-joke for me if somebody tells me things in a voice that suggests me to jump out of the next window.

BAH whatever, i just had to get that stuff off me.

Ohh i more thing, if you ask me "why do you still keep playing then?"
The answer is: i really like the people who ask me to play, and sometimes it still is fun. A human -acts like he is playing for real- player is much better than a NPCbot.

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Did somebody actually read all this stuff? -.-

Hmmm well, just a short update if there are people out there who actually read those. :P

At the moment I'm back to the job search, and i HATE that stuff, it's so frustrating -.-. Even so my first 2 calls at least got me a callback and a "come by at next Monday" let's see what happens then.

I'm pretty sure if you read this you've seen my mate's journal as well, so cross your fingers everything with his wound works out fine.

I am ok yet i notice if you don't work you get so ******* lazy again within days... feels really weird if you watch it from a 3rd point of view. All the energy for cleaning the flat or do stuff that's not laying around or gaming just voids... damn.

Well drawing? ... As Teddi said... no space here, as i said, no energy here. Hopefully soon we both find a job and have a flat again, privacy, and room for us... also money to spend on useless things. :P

So long,
Vee

I got 333 crazy people to watch me... seems like i comment too much or something, well the pageview counter also hits 8000, which.. impresses me a lot. o.o

Also, considering Art quality, 370 favorites tell me, i am as good as i think i am. :P (which isn't a very high opinion).

Thank you anyway for watching me, commenting on stuff, and so on, sooner or later i'm back to drawing, just need to get some minor things running smooth again (e.g. my life *G*)

...ok status so far...
I have a job that i hate,
i have a mate that i love
i have money that's not enough but not too less either...
i have no RL friends i can visit regularly (besides my mate's sister who moves away in 1 or 2 month)

So, in the sum, i'm alive, cling to my mate and some little luxury things like the xbox360 and the wii... the rest of the day is mostly
working - playing WoW/otrher stuff - sleeping - end, repeat until key pressed...

so long...
cuteEevee


# If you get comments from me on 3 month old pictures, i'm 18600 submissions behind since i'm not in that horny mood lately.

It's official, even if we already live together for some more month, when i was working yesterday i noticed i am now officially living together with my mate  MStuarn. And thats a great feeling!

It's 7:28 in the morning, it's Wednesday, for 2 and a half week i work again, cleaning cars, guess that's my personal record in getting down the career ladder.
Well at least i got good working times, and i don't need to fear that i need to head back to my parents home because i can't effort living here anymore...

So let's go clean some more cars... *sigh and pets out*

what is it i write about?

It's a dream i had this night.

And it goes like this: A typical cliché witch set me down in a maze, that was mainly a large old style building with some rooms and a set of stairs (about 3-4 rooms, 2-3stairs).

I don't know why i was there or where this dream came from btw. - it's not like I've been playing anything similar to this lately, like when i dream of GTA or something like that.)

I don't know what i did there mainly, but i know the end, time was running out and there was a door on the higher level with a wheel behind it, (looks like a large clock tower) you i had to jump through the wheel to finish the level and get out, i knew it was a no return situation, if i would jump i would loose, or win. Thats were this whole good-and-evil thing started.

I know (don't know why, think that witch told me) that i had to ask my good side, which was obviously split from my evil side (both my Eevee-sides - like Evil/AngelVee or/and EvilVee) if that door is right, but of course, the good me fled in panic and was scared by evil me, so i chased it.

I got him, on the opposite side of the building, on the second set of stairs.
It hurt, to push 'me' down to the stairs, not only because that 'good'-me pushed his sharp claws in my arms, trying to struggle free also because i know it was me i was hurting. But the 'evil' side i was playing in that moment was stronger anyway. I could see my fluffy brownfurred Eevee-self from above, looking right into it's face, i was pushing 'me' down there, i could see the pain in his face Face when i pushed the paw on his neck trying to get it calm as soon as possible because time was running out. he wasn't calling for help, seems like he knew there was no escape.

---It was that moment that made me write tis whole thing down, i don't want to loose this dream, and i knew if i slept on i would forget it. Normally i don't feel much while i sleep, but in that very second i felt guilty all over, i which i could just let 'me' go but i couldn't... weird, even if i didn't wake up. o.o---

Ok, Good me was captured. I showed him a similar door, he told me there was a second one, but for my surprise he me told me neither of the doors were the exit, both were trapped.

So we ran around some more, until it was really close for the time to run out, and then the hint came from nowhere "sometimes you just get out were you got in". And we found a little wooden door leading to the room were we started at. (that door we came out of this room was of course locked after we were send in that level)

When we opened the door the witch was inside, smiling at us, she opend a larger door and we could leave.

I was standing there, this time i was looking at a anthro version of myself, i was looking down at my feet, and at AngelVee. Both were healed, dream end.



Thanks for reading...

You know, i am SO goddamn lazy, but i guess i the 5000th pageview needs to get a free request. Will take a while, but I'll do my best.

So, post a screenshot, and link me, and you're in. :)

Good luck.

Well as the title says.. just read this, and hopefully all the comments and answers will help you too. :)

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/71228/

+ if you like pokemon and cute critters in common even a bit, watch the chuu, he makes real great work. :)

Thought i just write it down some were, and my last journal as been a while...

It is 4 am in the morning, the speed indicator says >100km/h on a snowy road... i am thinking about the a thing making my life worth living...

i feel love again, i don't mean being in love, i mean love...

it took a while, i thought about that stuff a lot, (long road trips alone make you think a lot...) ... the last month's and weeks have just been great,
...i feel loved again,



...and i don't want to loose -you- again.

Before this random weird mood journal is there forever... i just put in such a meme...thinggy....... there you go.....

You get to ask me *THREE QUESTIONS*, no matter how crazy, inappropriate, or just random, and I promise to answer Them all.

The dare is for you to repost this and see what people ask you.

Soo, i'm back in my parents home, pro ist:
i save money and i get food for free...

bad thing is i only have a ~6,4kb/s connection until my DSL works, again, wich will take about 2 weeks. More problematic is that i have to pay for the time i'm online (no flatrate ;_;)...

in short words. no chance to browse the 3400 waiting submissions...

I really hope i can do that when the broadband is back.

So long...
cuteEevee

Yep... 3 days ago (16th) was my birthday, i'm 24 now.

Uhm just thanks everyone who thought of me. :)

# I finally managed to buy a little "Schwarzw�lder Kirschtorte" (tart) for me... even if i didn't want to affort it (3,49Euro. :P)... well sometimes a Eevee has to do what a Eevee got to do. :D

Ok i just copy it, like it was copied about 500~0 zimes before:

If you don't know the drill by now:
The first five people to comment here get a sketch (not colored. Just sketch). Everyone that agrees to do this deal has to do the same on his own journal (that's why it's called either a bandwagon, fad or meme. :P)

1) Corgi
2) Sparky_the_chu
3) Germ
4) drag_seduction
5) Tora (hope you know what you're doing. :P)
6) emeraldtigerknight (that gets a bonus, ... just because)

Everybody please send me a note with the request. Before i start i take a look if you already postet that journal too.

But please don't expect me to do this fast a) my scanner is still broken b) i have to work c) i'm not that good at drawing anyway, but you'll get it sooner or later, hopefully. :)

Hmm and so the visit of chu is over, he's back in his plane, and already landed i guess. (and hope)

Now that was somekind of fun, never walked that much in the last years, visited 4 countries in these few days (austria, italy, swiss and germany), and saw alot of new stuff (like Venice).

Only problem was the constand heat, sweating the whole day + getting up in the morning and staying up too long os REALLY exausting.

Anyway, MS & me think the same chu's reaaaaaaaally cute, and sounds cute. ^.^ Even if he talks a bit quiet wich makes understanding hard but we managed it quiet well (considerinfg none of us speaks english as native language).

SKANDAL... he didn't know Back to the Future... oh noes! whatever now he knows, next time we just have to watch Indiana Jones...

2500km on the road.. and gas prices of the chart, not to mention the *thinks* about 100euro roadtoll all in all in italy swiss and austria, even 1 thing germany can be proud of. :P

Thats it, i'll stay in my flat now and won't move again so soon... if it's not necessary. :P

More about that eventually later. :)

If you want to get a other view of that week, this are the journals of
chuu:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/20825/

and MStuarn:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/20725/

Tomorrow i work the last day, and then... i got 14 days nothing to do, thats so yay. :D

I'm really looking forward to it, and i will tell more later. :)

Ok. To make it short.

Why can't i motivate myself to do 1 thing over a little longer period of time?

I just touch a pen, make 2 lines and get the weird feeling i'm too stupid to draw a decent pic anywa, wich leads to no training wich leads to (logically) no acceptable results.

But i should be clever enough to tell my self that it will never work without some trianing eh?

I just tell myself every time i do it later. (I got a dea when this "later" will be but don't want to mention it here right now.)

Bla, just need to write that down. *random guilty feeling for beeing that lazy*

Thanks for reading,

the Vee. (One of many)

Yay first journal... *sigh*

Any ideas what i should do with all the time i got now MStuarn is away? I'm not good at drawing so "draw something" won't help much...