recently opened up all comm forms except ref sheets bc i'm still figuring that out, drop ya order and ill pick thru em every month: cyanidecommissions.carrd.co

also got ko-fi sketches open, technically, SFW only thru that order form tho: ko-fi.com/cyanideinsomnia/commissions

idk how well this is gonna work out, but i figure its easier than trying to decide on specific openings

hope yall are having a good(?) summer

i'm tentatively tryin to do this year's artfight (team wither), idk how much i'll actually do but i'm Trying

if u wanna draw my dogs (i mean you're always welcome to draw my dogs): https://artfight.net/~cyanideinsomnia

currently only have sonas/sona-adjacent, will try to add more characters later

commissions closed (i forgot to do a comm opening journal im sorry), i didn't really get the reception i wanted though i'm chalking it up to opening on mothers day weekend

idk what the next one's gonna be, let me know what u think

i am gradated from college so there's a whole ass weight off my shoulders, maybe my braincells will finally grow back

top tip kids: don't go to colleg if you dont Really Want It or you're bad at academics because you will spend a literal decade in there and you will hate it

not dead yet

some ychs for valentine's day, yes i know it's tomorrow as of posting this
gore: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45944343/
pinup: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45944219/

i turn 31 this week, so thats fun

here's to getting whatever you want on kringus, or having a chill day if you don't care about kringus

if you sent in a request for gore/kinktober and are still interested in out of season nonsense hit me up here or on your favored messaging service, im not in animation hell anymore and i feel bad as hell i only got to one of each

idk when the next Actual Commission Opening is

prices have been increased to make less commissions work harder while i'm in animation hell - if this works, i'll probably change my normal comm prices to double instead of half for 2 characters. if it doesn't, welp

ANYWAY HERE U GO
GORETOBER: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43978792/
KINKTOBER: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43978865/

and some dead dogs that need homes: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43978984/
(i've got a few more designs in the backburner, but it's not a guarantee they'll be out during october)

if you've ever wanted to ask about my OCs, well, now you can actually see the bastards: https://toyhou.se/cyanideinsomnia/characters

it really helps the "i have this vague concept" impulse, just, stuff it in a bin

i don't know if future adopt sales will be thru toyhouse, but you're welcome to put any of the critters you buy from me as long as there's credit

in art news i am ass-deep in animation again, because i like dying and being dead, so i WANT to open commissions but i'm already behind so i probably shouldn't.. maybe a YCH?? idk

(this means patreon is my only source of income rn so feel free to drop a buck a month to help me with my stupidity: https://www.patreon.com/cyanideinsomnia)

yayy we survived

i have two commissions left, hopefully to be done by the end of the year

after that it's probably self-indulgent bullshit or quicker commissions, idk

have safe howliday and i love you

where i am on the queue

goretober:
2. crystal cordyceps

kinktober:
1. threesome
3. bondage/corruption
5. size difference/facefucking
6. bondage/cockwarming

where i am in general: busting my ass doing ceramics work, thankfully i only have 2 weeks left and dont have to make anything else, just trim and glaze (and glue some things) - however i'm probably gonna be dead as hell tomorrow (wed 11/11) bc i spent 7+ hrs straight on the wheel and idk how the weekend's lookin (good?? is it good???? i think it's good but i'm not counting thursday jic)

if you're on the queue and don't want to wait for spoons to recover, let me know and i can refund u, at least partially

goretober:
1. multiheaded YCH (sketched)
2. crystal cordyceps

kinktober:
1. threesome
2. exhibitionism/public
3. bondage/corruption
4. hypno (sketched)
5. size difference/facefucking
6. bondage/cockwarming
7. size kink/toy (sketched)

hopefully i'll get thru all of them by the end of the month sdfgh

if i DO then i may reopen the forms, otherwise you'll just have to wait til i open season on regular illustrations. once again floored at the reception on these, hopefully we can keep that enthusiasm going on regular commissions!!

PRICE - 80 USD

GORE: https://forms.gle/ZJNGxCNYVpskt9wU9
GENERAL KINK: https://forms.gle/fz6gDWJUNcWtdHAeA
ARCANA SPECIFIC KINK: https://forms.gle/KsBrb1E4rzr15fzj8

examples/adverts in gallery

price based on skill level and burnout from last year

both end midnight november 1st (EST)

gathering the spoons to crosspost stuff from here to there: https://furrylife.online/profile/71.....anideinsomnia/

this account will probably remain active until i get tired of it bc change is hard and i haven't seen the actual bad shit yet (but i don't doubt it's there)

ASE is cancelled which means there's no cons for me this year, 90% of my income down the tube

so consider buyin a sketch

rules:
-G-XXX, ask about certain fetishes
-payment upfront
-no n/azis i swear to god
-furries preferred over fanart, arcana over unfamiliar IPs

prices:
toned - 40
example: https://64.media.tumblr.com/158cf46.....0892e1a6dd.png
colored - 50
example: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36535586/
painted - 60
example: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36275439/
sketchpages - 80+
example: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28261614/

ORDER HERE: https://forms.gle/JwDUprRN3bpUZVdX6

other stuff for sale:
tentacle YCH - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37323899/
animated bork YCH for a good cause - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36792242/

i'm white but i stand against the injustices against Black lives caused by a system built on oppression, a system that DOES benefit me and i know this. i want my Black followers to know i support you and i stand by you in whatever comes to pass during this historic event. you deserve better.

i don't know if i can attend a protest myself, so i'm trying to finish more adoptables and a YCH whose proceeds will be donated. i might do some headshot sketches for donations as well

some resources (to donate, to sign, to be safe if you're on the front lines):
https://blacklivesmatters.carrd.co/
https://moreblminfo.carrd.co/

Black artists + businesses to support:
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheet.....#gid=653352977
https://www.afrobizworld.com/

resources for Black mental health:
https://twitter.com/oozayart/status.....646743040?s=20

powerful video (w/ captions):
https://twitter.com/tweetingala/sta.....415141381?s=20

disabling comments on this journal bc this is not a debate, if you have other stuff i can add send me a note

considering how fucked up goretober can get (you can see examples in the folder, i'm mainly thinking about broken body), i've added two tiers for gore/body horror stuff equivalent to cell bone and bone digger

3/mo - maceration bucket - finished single images + image variants

7/mo - BIG maceration bucket - hi res images, process vids/gifs, hi res image packs

the major difference is if i post in them, i ONLY post in them, not spreading it all willy nilly like i have been

i'm leaving the stuff i've posted before alone, but all gore related stuff should be put in one of those tiers going forward

WIPs are still going to be in 1/mo, but at least it won't be as graphic as finished ones?

you aren't required to pledge, just u know, a heads up for the gorehounds - patreon.com/cyanideinsomnia

workin on my commission backlog, which includes stuff way older than goretober

i'm not sure when my next opening is, maybe just YCHs for a while. i need the amount of money generated by goretober but without the stress and burnout from taking on so many at once. i do need to figure out smaller quicker options though

i've started pre-production on my senior film, which unfortunately isn't furry this time but listen you got the last one

i'm balls deep in a fandom no one cares about (arcana) and drawn lewds for it will probably be posted here, tbh i should also cross post my fics

as always i'm more active on twitter, but only just: https://twitter.com/CyanideInsomnia

i nearly typed i'm not dad and that is also true

my body basically checked out at the beginning of november, so i haven't been able to focus on much of anything in the visual arts, personal and commission both

if you ordered a goretober and don't want to wait anymore, let me know and i can refund you

obviously i haven't managed to re-open my storenvy shop, so if you want stuff with my art on it for xmas, redbubble is your best bet: https://www.redbubble.com/people/cr.....al-error?asc=u

i aim to have my queue clear by jan 2020 but i have to FCKIN FOCUS

i forgot to make a thing for it on the day here but halloween is forever so

🎃🎃🎃🎃 HAPPY FUCKIN HALLOWEEN 🎃🎃🎃🎃

(devout kringlers do not interact)

ASE was... a bit disappointing this year. i'm pretty sure it was mostly due to factors outside the con's control, but i did a lot worse than on goretober by itself, and did better at a con that stopped existing not long after we left. however i AM willing to give ASE another shot next year, partially bc the theme means i feel less weird bringing zircon with me

i'm probably not getting into FWA so if you've got cool merch ideas you wanna see for ASE #3 let me know

goretober! i did not expect quite that much of a response and may be a lil overwhelmed, rip. goretobers left to do: 8, 13, 14, 15, 16, 24 x 2, and 21 and 22 i haven't invoiced yet but will do so if they're still interested. i'll still be opening for week 5, hopefully before december, but #31 is a remix so if you didn't get one before, choose below + let me know:

original prompt list: (link)
previous weeks: 1 2 4

i'll have the same option on week 5's submission, i just need to clear the brain static long enough to finish the one (1) prompt on it before it's ready to go

the animated film for school should be done soon, so that's a big distraction taken care of maybe. please be patient, i am tired and full of hubris

sorry for all the shilling posts, i've just been trying to gather the funds for ASE at the end of the month

BUT HERE'S MORE SHILLIN

i'm gonna release a bunch of goretober YCHs in packs of 6, which you can pick and choose at your leisure (not too leisurely tho, i need to have time to do em). 50 USD/ea, finished quality: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33263438/

these will contain some triggering stuff by their nature, such as self-harm, implied suicide, guts, blood, etc, so heads up for that

WEEK 1: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33263578/
WEEK 2: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/33325263/
WEEK 3: wing-its
WEEK 4: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/33488478/
WEEK 5: coming soon

reminder that these go towards the hotel/merch for ASE and hopefully a new tablet

adopts for sale:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/33233528/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/33243453/

school starts back next week (8/12) and one of those classes is animation studio, or a collaborative short film

so i may fall further behind on 2D art if i'm not careful

lend me your strength, fuzzbutts

my constant state of burnout has gotten a little worse this fine junetember, but we're coping

remember that LGBT+ is about more than just the G, asexuals and aromantics are LGBT+ (i will not debate you on this) and closeted doesn't necessarily mean ashamed

i reopened my pride palettes, HOWEVER i will not be working on them until i clear my queue, which probably means they'll be completed outside of june. if you're okay with an all-year pride, click here: https://tinyurl.com/y3avfk8z

i also released an doggo, hopefully i'll get more of the spectrum out before july: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/31924472/

there's so many things i wanna do and .0001% energy to do them with, it sucks

yall are probably all at BLFC by now but anyway

my set up was not good enough to win me a spot, BUT i think i did better than last year in sales, and i'm already planning for next year's theme (i'm gonna be a cursed forest creature)

i have 3 takehome commissions left, 2 sketches and a UV painting

i also have a lot to reorder...... i was already kind of low but then FWA wiped out at least 3 designs by itself. please let me know what sort of thing you wanna see for the next cons! i still have a google doc for that i just remembered: click this link

my sibling finally sort of has a social media presence! you like poseable critters? follow feathersandfurs on twitter!

wanna see our children in action, getting pictures with mystery skulls and tearing it up on the dance floor? follow pigeongriffs on twitter! cosmo and wanda had been without homes for about a year or more, so it's nice to see their new parents having so much fun

remaining 2019 convention appearances:
Momocon, Atlanta, GA - 5/23 - 5/26 (just for fun, no selling, probably like one day)
Mephit Fur Meet, Memphis, TN - 8/30 - 9/1
Anthro Southeast, Chattanooga, TN - 10/25 - 10/27

it doesn't have its own domain because i'm saving my name domain for a permanent site BUT

BEHOLD

>>>>> https://sites.google.com/view/cyanideinsomnia/home <<<<<

features: updated TOS, links to order forms under most category examples, more mobile friendly than FA

the ref sheet examples are kind of old right now but i'm leaving them as a placeholder for the section because i know i'll forget if i remove it

if there's anything i missed or if some phrasing looks off to you, let me know!