twitter user adaylitdream has claimed "i HEART you"!

thanks for playing!

if you have a twitter account, help me decide what sort of YCH to do next (probably after FWA): https://twitter.com/CyanideInsomnia.....18858703122432 or comment on this journal with your suggestion! anything goes!

because i'm a goddamn night gremlin

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26324189/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26324189/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26324189/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26324189/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26324189/

if you miss out on this one, it's ok, i'll probably have more weird gore YCHs

launching them now while i still have time, will probably close them saturday

YCH #1 - i HEART you: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26324189/
YCH #2 - you stole my heart (give it back): http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26324221/

will be completed alongside other commissions/YCHs, just y'know a lil more prioritized on tuesday 2/13

other things: closed storenvy to catch up on shipping, shipping prices have gone up a bit to counteract USPS bullshit - if the label is less expensive than my price, i will refund you the difference

all of the domestic vore pin preorders are finally out now, 1 international ... primus i hope it makes it there

international shipping is nervewracking as hell ok

i've ordered SO MANY THINGS in preparation for FWA, mostly enamel pins.. hopefully they make it here in time.. on a related note, if you have a twitter account let me know what to do with my next order of clear charms: https://twitter.com/CyanideInsomnia.....14534328094726

personally i'm erring towards 'add another set' but $$$

i may have forgot lmao

all YCHs and adopt are closed, similar YCHs may be released in the coming months, idk about adopts

iiiii should probably close the Big Guns while i've still got a bit of a queue on my plate and the money's not time sensitive

next comm opening will probably be FWA badges so keep ur eye out for those!

ayoo i'm gonna go ahead and close my YCHs and adopt tomorrow (sunday 1/14, probably 10pm EST?)

i still have one slot left for the anthro corpsesicle and 2 for the feral, no takers on the blowjobs or the birb. birb will probably be removed from the gallery and a better ref posted the next time i try to sell her or if i decide to keep her

ALSO i have decided where your money is going for the corpsesicle slots: Direct Relieffor anthro and Furkids for feral. i wasn't originally going to go local with it but Furkids is one of the few southeast shelters that takes in FIV positive animals, and i figure DR can help out with the next environmental bumfuckery that comes up if not necessarily the recent environmental bumfuckery

please let me know if there's somewhere else you'd rather i send it, there are just so many options holy shit

YCHs:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25850066/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25893798/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25850225/

adopt:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25940125/

i made them before we knew about the bomb cyclone, because i was an overdramatic southerner in a cold snap, however it occurs to me that my corpsesicle YCHs might be a little bit tasteless in the face of very real people freezing to death

i still want to draw them because i'm gross, but now instead of going to me, the 60 dollars on each slot will be going to an org involved in helping out w/ the aftermath of the winter bomb/blizzard 2k18 - i don't know specifics, so please make a suggestion. i cannot abide by the stances of the salvation army, so don't suggest that one

anthro: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25850066/ - will probably be donated to a homeless shelter

feral: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25893798/ - will probably be donated to an animal shelter

they're all out of seats. my poor ass does NOT get to go to don bluth u, at least not this year

this: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25854890/ and everything else will be left open til the 22nd probably, after that we'll see how draining my school schedule is. thanks to everyone that donated and shared!

I GOT IT SORTED NOW

ITS FINE

anyway if u want an unholy mixture between vaguely leucistic serval and bearded vulture, i've got one right here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25940125/

50 gets you the anthro ref, 100 gets both anthro and feral, and 200 gets you both of those + bonus sphinx stage ...... after that i have no idea! the world is your pissed off candycane oyster bird

can't bid? share it and the other shit i have for sale! there's still a chance i could go to don bluth u!

(shit is still very much 4 sale)

""resolutions"":
-improve in art, comics + business
-collect more dead things
-don't die
-vote in november

past that is just extra tbh

i hope to revive zircon and finally fckin do the marilyn comic i've had in mind since 2012 so ya'll get to see both them and ateros in action, and push myself out of my comfort zone with shit like environmental studies and vehicles. also stream sketch commissions-- just. so much fuckin art. i'm HYPE about ART for the first time in a while and maybe it's the new medication but still

also i'm pretty sure im not gonna make it to don bluth u, but thanks for all your help anyway! i honestly didn't expect anything out of the gofundme when i made it so this was an excellent surprise. it's rekindled my thoughts of making something like a patreon for zircon or a kickstarter for merch, probably later in the year/next year

KEEP ON MONSTERING 2k18

since i uploaded these at balls o clock in the morning, have some incentives

1. STORENVY IS BACK OPEN
2. flatsale YCH - your character as an underwater corpsesicle (60) (another corpsesicle YCH is coming)
3. painted blowjobs but this time they're flatsale instead of an auction! 80 for each character!
4. cursed cybertronian christmas collection - 3 incredibly cursed hi res files for 3 dolla
5. HIGH DOLLA COMMISSIONS OPEN - break my fuckin back with a custom comic or a speedpaint!
6. donate at least 10 to the GFM or ko-fi, get a headshot sketch

tbh you could probably order just about anything from me right now categorically speaking, as long as you pay part of it upfront. comms and YCHs will be completed after the current queue, i haven't forgotten ya'll

i haven't asked if i still have a spot or not so i'm assuming i do, so you can still help get my ass to Don Bluth U!

AND POOR AS FUCK

vvvvvvvvvvv PLEASE SHARE THIS CAMPAIGN AND DONATE IF YOU CAN vvvvvvvvvv
https://www.gofundme.com/help-get-m.....to-don-bluth-u

you can also stick to PP or ko-fi if you don’t trust GFM, it all goes to the same place. if i lose my seat before this campaign gets up to 10,000, i’m still gonna make good use of it, don’t worry. (and i won’t hold it against you personally if i get nothin’, i get it, times is tough)

“what does this mean for commissions?” BUCKLE UP YOUR ASS CAUSE IM GONNA BE BOMBARDING YALL WITH OPENINGS WHILE THIS IS STILL A VIABLE OPTION

(screenshot from all dogs go to heaven belongs to bluth & co, i simply drew over it)

HAPPY HOWLIDAYS YALL THIS WASNT A TERRIBLE DECISION AT ALL

thanks for coming!

i may end up trying again at like 6 am or something stupid, i'm not sure

possibly with aux/mic??????? oOOOOooOOOO

18+ because my comms are made of dicks, no mic, bring your own music because OBS is a dick

idk how long it's gonna go bc the parents are being active again

picarto.tv/CyanideInsomnia

(reminder: EAT THE RICH enamel pin preorder still going! 1/20)

CLASS IS OFFICIALLY OVER FOR THE WINTER

I CAN FINALLY FOCUS ON 2D ART + MERCHANDISING AGAIN

i apologize for the ungodly delay on everything i owe, next semester should be a little better because it's a digital art based class rather than manual labor

i also took Junior Review, aka A Bunch of Professors Judge If You're Still Allowed to Be An Artist, with Zircon .... i think i did okay?? i mean i gave them a heckton of work and told them there was more planned..... of course no one but the narrative prof actually read the thing before that day because the PDFs were apparently too big to share w/ the other profs

narrative prof also suggested written supplementary work? i have an artbook planned but i'm not sure if some notes with some shitty sketches counts

WE'LL SEE I GUESS???

ENAMEL PIN PREORDER: EAT THE RICH

minimum 20 orders required before production starts, it would be really cool if all 50 were paid for BUT STILL

ORDER FORM: https://goo.gl/forms/YyPhD4JgTVEzkhvg2
STORENVY: http://cyanideinsomnia.storenvy.com.....l-pin-preorder
TICTAIL: https://cyanideinsomnia.tictail.com.....l-pin-preorder

(they all go to the same place bc i forgot i had the storenvy one, which was then copied when i ported the info to tictail, before making the order form)

BLACK FRIDAY PRINT SALE, 30% OFF PRINTS + POSTERS UNTIL DEC 1 (or i remember to change it back): http://cyanideinsomnia.storenvy.com.....1388180-prints

YCHs and custom shit will probably be coming later, maybe december

i have another enamel preorder goin but i'll save the pimping for the next upd8

remember to eat plenty of white colonials to prepare for the harsh winter ahead

on a more serious note (n posting now bc I'll forget to later) i'm thankful as hell for all my followers, commissioners, gawkers and fronds, without whom i probably wouldn't be doing what i do today, at least not in the same way. I may not have "made it" yet, but im still further ahead than 2016 me and light years ahead of 2009 me and thats all i can hope for tbh.

now go get stuffed, amen

ALL NEXT WEEK I HAVE OFF HELL YEAH

well, off from school, i hope to use it to catch up on art

6/13 preorders sent out - if you get yours before MFF and plan to wear it around the con, feel free to send me pics!

new merch, GLITTER BEE PIN: http://cyanideinsomnia.storenvy.com.....ter-enamel-pin

if you have a twitter account, please consider weighing in on the next pin preorder: https://twitter.com/CyanideInsomnia.....54378146156544

upcoming stuff: possible christmas headshots/couples YCHs, RESIST patch, GITD whorin for a vorin shirts/tanks preorder because someone on storenvy already made their claim and i'd hate to make them wait for 30 years

http://cyanideinsomnia.storenvy.com.....rin-enamel-pin

they came out so good you guys!!

preorders will be shipped out monday

.. and/or when the postman picks up 13 packages from the mail box XD i kept sleeping through post office hours ok

kinktober will probably run into november because im an idiot BUT ANYWAY

UV CHARMS FOR SALE:
http://cyanideinsomnia.storenvy.com.....rescent-orange
http://cyanideinsomnia.storenvy.com.....-moon-guardian

VORE PINS ARE LITERALLY GETTING DELIVERED HERE TONIGHT

I'M MAKIN GREASY GRIMY GOPHER GUTS AND PROBABLY GETTING HALLOWASTED

HAPPY HALLOWEEN

i honestly should have seen that coming but not a bite on the group YCH, which means if i want to do something for halloween i'm gonna have to do it for myself

i've been feeling hella low recently - sculpture class destroyed my free time and motivation for goretober, i feel like i'm failing in that class in general, commissions keep falling behind, amazon slapped me across the snout for submitting drawn dicks (which is on me, i didn't read the guidelines and assumed they'd be ok with it like lulu)..... and then you add on a YCH i knew wasn't going to get snapped up because people are still waiting on commissions but i tried to do it anyway...

and it's just like .... why bother?? should i just? not art?

but that's my brain garbage talking tbh and i can probably bury it again

anyway an actual update: due to workload, next official commission opening will be either in december or next year

i'll probably spend the rest of the year focusing on merch stuff for FWA and finishing comics and such

because of my dumb brain balking on this one, any commission over 3 characters is gonna have to be auto-rejected and you're going to have to wait for me to open for a group thing specifically. i'm really, really tired of vore, but i feel like it's a matter of the characters involved. i don't know when the next vore opening is going to be, if there is going to be one.

i might start offering simple shit like headshots/waist-ups etc like literally everyone else in the fandom to bridge the gap.. but like, in a cool way? i swear i can make it cool

let me know any suggestions you might have for dragging my ass outta the pit on this journal or at cyanidexinsomnia[at]gmail.com if you're so inclined

i made a thing for commission/YCH/merch updates that might be a little quicker than twitter/here?? i'm kind of technologically stupid though so i'm not sure how useful it's gonna be lmao

but it's there for people who want it!

currently private because i'm too chickenshit to release it into the wild public, apparently my invite limit is 200.. i'm not sure there are gonna be that many people interested but we'll see

invite link, use wisely: https://t.me/joinchat/AAAAAEOZTsqu8eRKd9rgQg

i only got 2 takers for kinktober and none for goretober, so i'll mostly just be doing the prompts with my own characters at my leisure and will try again next year. it's probably on me for not advertising enough, or not producing enough content beforehand, or just not wording the signup sheets well enough, something like that.

haaaaave a thing for people who don't feel like looking at trello

COMM QUEUE:
PAID
-anoymouscaptain - 1 character post-vore
-michaelgrey - vore with 2 preds, at least 6 prey
-k1rana - kinktober, asphyxiation
-oxidalius - kinktober, sadism/masochism
-ghrom - full scene tentacle smut

UNPAID
-ckret2 - gay goth ampithere (cell shade)

ZIRCON:
-finish coloring breakfast negotiations
-sketch/finish short bits (timed experiment, gendery wendery)
-thumbnail/sketch condoms, crude entertainment, awkward date, cult meeting
-post finished stories to gumroad/itch.io

OTHER:
-MAKE SOME NEW MERCH GODDAMN
-kofi incentive menu
-halloween YCH? gore YCH??? both??????

reminder that goretober + kinktober are still wide open, with only one taker so far overall and TWO DAYS LEFT

i'm going to be in washington DC for a convention + hanging out with friends sO art will probably even more sporadic, even if i am taking my laptop

after that is a midterm/workshop so i'm probably gonna be stone dead tuesday

if no one takes any goretober slots, i'm going to just do my own characters and spam post at the end of the month, try the comm thing again next year. i might do a halloween YCH? i'm not sure, my enthusiasm might be flagging a bit

GORETOBER INFO SHEET

KINKTOBER INFO SHEET

HOW TO PLAY:
submit one of these forms, email me at cyanidexinsomnia@gmail.com, or comment on this journal (or the relevant post) with the info below to be added to the list. due to the risk of outside vandalism, only i can edit the list, sorry.

COMMENT/EMAIL FORM:
Username/handle:
Paypal email:
Visual ref of character involved (OC/sona preferred, $10 off if you use one my OCs):

PLEASE NOTE: these are artistic liberty commissions! for incredibly specific scenarios, please refer to a regular commission post.

during signups week, i will be busting my ass on vore comms and zircon pages, probably the comms more than the pages, so don't worry, i haven't forgotten you guys!

hello children i'm steadily dying

the internet has been out since irma and i have a terrible tendency to not bother with my laptop without internet, which means not much art has been done outside of schoolwork

i'm hella behind on zircon and commissions aND GORETOBER SIGNUPS ARE COMING HELP

GOOD NEWS THO: the tech guys are coming tomorrow, so hopefully everything should be as it should be very soon

reminder to check twitter for more instantaneous upd8s: https://twitter.com/CyanideInsomnia