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Posted 11 years agoI feel like my life is over.
I feel like it should be.
I epic failed this life.
Even someone said to me "you're not having a good life".
No, I'm really not.
My life sucks.
I only have a couple of people to live for (and my pets).
I'm trying my damned hardest to live for them.
It's hard.
It's so fucking hard.
What did I do?
Honestly, please tell me...
What did I do?
I feel like it should be.
I epic failed this life.
Even someone said to me "you're not having a good life".
No, I'm really not.
My life sucks.
I only have a couple of people to live for (and my pets).
I'm trying my damned hardest to live for them.
It's hard.
It's so fucking hard.
What did I do?
Honestly, please tell me...
What did I do?
So frustrated.
Posted 11 years agoRight now I'm so frustrated. Not just emotionally but sexually. So much so I think it might kill me.
I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
I lost my job and that caused me an immense amount of frustration but now being sexually frustrated I'm falling apart.
I feel my mind breaking into a thousand pieces and I'm clueless as to how to fix it.
I'm sorry if you know me personally and have to endure reading it but I really have no where else to vent my pains on this.
Talking of pain my frustration is so bad my chest hurts as do my "ovaries", I say it so as the pain is in that general area.
I feel bad inflicting all this on my amazing and wonderful boyfriend.
He does so much for me and helps my depression a great deal.
I love him to no end.
I feel I constantly punish him for my frustrations and the guilt contributes to tearing me up.
I keep flying off the handle and it scares me.
I dont want to be crazy.
I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
I lost my job and that caused me an immense amount of frustration but now being sexually frustrated I'm falling apart.
I feel my mind breaking into a thousand pieces and I'm clueless as to how to fix it.
I'm sorry if you know me personally and have to endure reading it but I really have no where else to vent my pains on this.
Talking of pain my frustration is so bad my chest hurts as do my "ovaries", I say it so as the pain is in that general area.
I feel bad inflicting all this on my amazing and wonderful boyfriend.
He does so much for me and helps my depression a great deal.
I love him to no end.
I feel I constantly punish him for my frustrations and the guilt contributes to tearing me up.
I keep flying off the handle and it scares me.
I dont want to be crazy.
Life.
Posted 11 years agoWell back on the dole. Yay >_>
Had a job interview today, hope I was successful. I can't be fucked with this shit again.
My depression is spiraling because this stupid fuck-tard forgot to fill her prescription for the 4th day running.
My life is looking up but I just feel so stuck at times.
Emotionally and physically.
I sometimes find myself caged in my head unable to express my feelings.
Like literally there's a version of me in my head who is completely different to the external me, she screams to be let out but I just can't form the expression to show how I feel.
I feel insane.
Like completely insane.
I just don't know what to do.
I'm so lost.
Had a job interview today, hope I was successful. I can't be fucked with this shit again.
My depression is spiraling because this stupid fuck-tard forgot to fill her prescription for the 4th day running.
My life is looking up but I just feel so stuck at times.
Emotionally and physically.
I sometimes find myself caged in my head unable to express my feelings.
Like literally there's a version of me in my head who is completely different to the external me, she screams to be let out but I just can't form the expression to show how I feel.
I feel insane.
Like completely insane.
I just don't know what to do.
I'm so lost.
Valentine's meme stolen.
Posted 11 years agoStolen from 
terror-run
1: Do you have a crush at the moment?
No I’m in a relationship. I have celebrity ones though.
2: Have you ever been deeply in love?
I think so.
3: Longest relationship you've ever been in?
This one I’m in.
4: Have you ever changed for someone?
Yeah… big mistake.
5: How is your relationship with your ex?
Most of them are history. Occassionally message others.
6: Have you ever been cheated on?
Yes.
7: Have you ever cheated?
Sadly I have. I no longer consider it an option.
8: Would you date someone who's well known for cheating?
Not sure. I don’t fall in love with reputations. I’d be wary though.
9: What's the most important part of a relationship?
Trust and happiness.
10: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
Serious of course.
11: When you are dating someone do you believe in going on "breaks"?
Not unless it’s needed for a reason.
12: How many people have you ever hooked up with?
What sort of question is that? Define hooked up.
13: What's one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship?
Staying with someone because I was afraid to be alone.
14: What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex?
17 or 18 but only if they’re mature enough to understand the situation.
15: Do you believe in the phrase "age is just a number"?
Yes once both parties are over the age of 16.
16: Do you believe in "love at first sight"?
Yes. <3
17: Do you believe it's possible to fall in love on the internet?
I’ve had relationships online so of course.
18: What do you consider a deal breaker?
Abuse of any kind, adultery/unfaithfulness.
19: How do you know it's time to end a relationship?
You can just feel it within yourself.
20: Are you currently in a relationship?
Yes with
neptunecolt
21: Do you think people who have dated can stay friends?
Sometimes
22: Do you think people should date their friends?
If they feel they can risk it for a relationship sure.
23: How many relationships have you had?
Many online, 4 in person.
24: Do you think love can last forever?
Yes, beyond the grave too.
25: Do you believe love can conquer all things?
Yes with the right person.
26: Would you break up with someone your parents didn't approve of?
No.
27: If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be?
Don’t try to be someone else, someone is looking for you.
28: Do you think long distance relationships can work?
If both people believe it can.
29: What do you notice first about another person?
Their face, mainly eyes.
30: Are you straight, bi, gay or pansexual?
Pansexualllllll.
31: Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness?
No. That would be hypocritical of me.
32: Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?
Not exactly…
33: Do you want to get married one day?
Yeah to the right individual.
34: What do you think about getting your partner's name tattooed?
Only in memorial do I ever get names tattooed.
35: Could you be in a relationship without sex?
It hasn’t worked so far.
36: Are you still a virgin?
Yes but I don’t want to be.
37: What's more important: Looks or personality?
Personality.
38: Do you enjoy love films?
No. Except Disney, P.S. I Love You, and Love Actually.
39: Have you ever given anyone/received roses?
Not yet…
40: Have you ever had a valentine?
Yes.
41: What's your imagination of a "perfect date"?
Just to be with the person I love in a situation we’re both happy and enjoy our time together.
42: Have you ever read "Romeo & Juliet"?
Yes in school.
43: What's more important: Your partner or your friends?
Both are pivotal to my mental health so I can’t pick one over the other,
44: Would you consider yourself "romantic"?
No, but I can be.
45: Could you imagine to date one of your current friends?
Yes… and my squishy knows that.
46: Have you ever been "friendzoned"?
Yes.
47: Which "famous couple" is your favorite?
I don’t have any… I’m not really in the whole famous people thing.
48: What's your favorite love song?
Kiss Me – New Found Glory (Cover)
49: Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yes…
50: If you're single, why do you think you are?
I’m not.
51: Would you rather date someone who's rich but a douchebag or someone who's poor but a nice guy?
The latter.
52: Are you good at giving other people advice regarding dating/ relationships?
Apparently I am. They always ask me.
53: Are you jealous of couples when you're single?
I am jealous even in relationships if I’m not with my partner.
54: How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on facebook)?
I like to but it’s not a deal breaker…
55: Would you consider yourself "clingy", "overly attached" or "jealous"?
Sometimes… *shifty eyes*
56: Have you ever "destroyed" a relationship?
Yes.
57: Do you think it's silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart?
Not if you were with the person for a long time, especially if you were married/committed.
58: Are you the "dominant" or the "submissive" part in a relationship?
I think dominant.
59: Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner's birthday or your anniversary?
Yes…
60: What's your opinion on open relationships?
It’s up to the people in the relationship.
61: Who's more important: Your partner or your family?
Your partner is part of your family so why does it matter?
62: How do you define "cheating"?
Being unfaithful in any way, going outside limits set by you and your partner.
63: Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate?
No. Should it be?
64: Do you think Valentine's Day is overrated?
A little but I do enjoy an excuse to buy cute stuff for my squishy. :3 <3
65: Would you consider yourself a "cuddler"?
Yes very much so at times.
terror-run1: Do you have a crush at the moment?
No I’m in a relationship. I have celebrity ones though.
2: Have you ever been deeply in love?
I think so.
3: Longest relationship you've ever been in?
This one I’m in.
4: Have you ever changed for someone?
Yeah… big mistake.
5: How is your relationship with your ex?
Most of them are history. Occassionally message others.
6: Have you ever been cheated on?
Yes.
7: Have you ever cheated?
Sadly I have. I no longer consider it an option.
8: Would you date someone who's well known for cheating?
Not sure. I don’t fall in love with reputations. I’d be wary though.
9: What's the most important part of a relationship?
Trust and happiness.
10: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
Serious of course.
11: When you are dating someone do you believe in going on "breaks"?
Not unless it’s needed for a reason.
12: How many people have you ever hooked up with?
What sort of question is that? Define hooked up.
13: What's one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship?
Staying with someone because I was afraid to be alone.
14: What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex?
17 or 18 but only if they’re mature enough to understand the situation.
15: Do you believe in the phrase "age is just a number"?
Yes once both parties are over the age of 16.
16: Do you believe in "love at first sight"?
Yes. <3
17: Do you believe it's possible to fall in love on the internet?
I’ve had relationships online so of course.
18: What do you consider a deal breaker?
Abuse of any kind, adultery/unfaithfulness.
19: How do you know it's time to end a relationship?
You can just feel it within yourself.
20: Are you currently in a relationship?
Yes with
neptunecolt21: Do you think people who have dated can stay friends?
Sometimes
22: Do you think people should date their friends?
If they feel they can risk it for a relationship sure.
23: How many relationships have you had?
Many online, 4 in person.
24: Do you think love can last forever?
Yes, beyond the grave too.
25: Do you believe love can conquer all things?
Yes with the right person.
26: Would you break up with someone your parents didn't approve of?
No.
27: If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be?
Don’t try to be someone else, someone is looking for you.
28: Do you think long distance relationships can work?
If both people believe it can.
29: What do you notice first about another person?
Their face, mainly eyes.
30: Are you straight, bi, gay or pansexual?
Pansexualllllll.
31: Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness?
No. That would be hypocritical of me.
32: Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?
Not exactly…
33: Do you want to get married one day?
Yeah to the right individual.
34: What do you think about getting your partner's name tattooed?
Only in memorial do I ever get names tattooed.
35: Could you be in a relationship without sex?
It hasn’t worked so far.
36: Are you still a virgin?
Yes but I don’t want to be.
37: What's more important: Looks or personality?
Personality.
38: Do you enjoy love films?
No. Except Disney, P.S. I Love You, and Love Actually.
39: Have you ever given anyone/received roses?
Not yet…
40: Have you ever had a valentine?
Yes.
41: What's your imagination of a "perfect date"?
Just to be with the person I love in a situation we’re both happy and enjoy our time together.
42: Have you ever read "Romeo & Juliet"?
Yes in school.
43: What's more important: Your partner or your friends?
Both are pivotal to my mental health so I can’t pick one over the other,
44: Would you consider yourself "romantic"?
No, but I can be.
45: Could you imagine to date one of your current friends?
Yes… and my squishy knows that.
46: Have you ever been "friendzoned"?
Yes.
47: Which "famous couple" is your favorite?
I don’t have any… I’m not really in the whole famous people thing.
48: What's your favorite love song?
Kiss Me – New Found Glory (Cover)
49: Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yes…
50: If you're single, why do you think you are?
I’m not.
51: Would you rather date someone who's rich but a douchebag or someone who's poor but a nice guy?
The latter.
52: Are you good at giving other people advice regarding dating/ relationships?
Apparently I am. They always ask me.
53: Are you jealous of couples when you're single?
I am jealous even in relationships if I’m not with my partner.
54: How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on facebook)?
I like to but it’s not a deal breaker…
55: Would you consider yourself "clingy", "overly attached" or "jealous"?
Sometimes… *shifty eyes*
56: Have you ever "destroyed" a relationship?
Yes.
57: Do you think it's silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart?
Not if you were with the person for a long time, especially if you were married/committed.
58: Are you the "dominant" or the "submissive" part in a relationship?
I think dominant.
59: Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner's birthday or your anniversary?
Yes…
60: What's your opinion on open relationships?
It’s up to the people in the relationship.
61: Who's more important: Your partner or your family?
Your partner is part of your family so why does it matter?
62: How do you define "cheating"?
Being unfaithful in any way, going outside limits set by you and your partner.
63: Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate?
No. Should it be?
64: Do you think Valentine's Day is overrated?
A little but I do enjoy an excuse to buy cute stuff for my squishy. :3 <3
65: Would you consider yourself a "cuddler"?
Yes very much so at times.
