My sweet, beautiful friend  Villdyr needs money and she is an absolutely incredible artist. Do her a favor and check her out. Maybe you'll be interested in what she has to offer. ;)

Seeing as it was just a link, I bet no one even looked at it last time. In any case, I'm posting this one more time.

I am starting commissions because I have nothing to do, I need the practice, and I could really use the money.

I do Cats and Canines best but I am willing to try anything.

The details go as follows:

Headshots are $5 for a Sketch and $8 for Color.

Busts are $8 for a Sketch and $10 for Color.

Full-body is $10 for a Sketch and $15 for Color. (Full-body is still being practiced and is not entirely recommended if you are looking for good art)

Sketches can be with or without shading. Color also applies to this. Since I am still practicing and haven't decided for a value of my shading skills, they are for no extra charge.

I hope some of you will give me a chance to build myself, help you all with commissions, and put myself out there a bit.

Thank you very much for reading and I hope to hear from you soon.

This is the original post and the site ALL commissions are to be sent to: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4414358/

They are cheaper than most so don't be shy. ^^

I have had this account for a long time and I thought it time I make an account for my fursona.

So, if you like me, go ahead and add my second account,  Nyle_Ferou.

There is no icon yet. I really need one -_-

I am an admin of  FurriesGivingBack

Be sure to watch us and keep up with all the good we do and don't be afraid to share your own good deeds, big or small. <3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4392666/

She desperately needs help.

Commission, donate, whatever. Please help her.

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ALL | ABOUT | ME MEME!
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- Name: Nyle Ferou
- Single or taken: Single
- Sex: Yes please
- Sign: Aquarius
- Hair color: White?
- Eye color: Blue
- Height: 5'9"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Bisexual (Female Preference)
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S P E C I F I C S
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- What kind of shampoo do you use? Head and Shoulders
- What are you listening to right now? Disturbed - Indestructible
- Who is the last person that called you? Tara (You don't know her)
- How many buddies are online right now? Fuck if I know
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F A V O R I T E S
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- Animal: Wolf
- Color: Blue
- Drink: Pepsi
- Element: Water
- Food: Edible Food
- Game: Too fucking many. Currently raping the shit out of enemies on Skyrim
- Movie: ....-shrugs-
- Song: Stupid Question! IDFK
- Subjects in school: Art/Animation
- # Toshiba? XD FUCK IDK
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H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
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- Given anyone a bath?: Yes
- Smoked?: Only stupid people smoke :P
- Bungee jumped?: I wish >.<
- Made yourself throw up?: Why would I do that!?
- Skinny dipped?: Once...I think
- Ever been in love?: Yes
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Maybe...when I was a baby
- Pictured your crush naked?: What crush?
- Actually seen your crush naked? Again, what fucking crush?
- Cried when someone died?: Yes
- Lied: All the time! I'm fucking great at it! Thus is the skill of an actor ;)
- Fallen for your best friend?: hahaha noooooo
- Used someone?: Yup. I love to manipulate my enemies
- Done something you regret? Yup. The bitch's name was Karla. It was awful
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C U R R E N T
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- Clothes: Baggy pants, a shirt that says "THIS IS THE SHIRT I WEAR WHEN I DON'T CARE", and a striped beanie
- Desktop picture: Shifting pictures. Quite a few.
- Song on Ipod: Don't have one

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L A S T | P E R S O N
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- You touched: I high-fived my friend at school
- Hugged: My friend, Meg
- You kissed: My friend, Meg. lol
- You IMed:  Vixen_Defea
- Talk to online:  Reinastorm
- You sexed it up with: That Karla bitch
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A R E | Y O U
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- Understanding?: Yes. Merciful doesn't count with that. I can understand and still react hehe
- Open-minded?: Very ;)
- Arrogant?: Sometimes hehe
- Insecure?: I scare myself sometimes hehe
- Random?: BITCH!! I EAT PEOPLE!!!
- Hungry?: Always
- Smart?: Quite
- Moody?: Can be
- Organized?: Fairly organized
- Shy?: Usually
- Difficult?: Always >]
- Bored easily?: I entertain myself
- Entertained easily?: hehe Maybe
- Obsessed?: With you ;]
- Lazy?: Can be
- Angry?: Wanna find out?
- Happy?: I wouldn't go THAT far >]
- Hyper?: YES >8D
- Trusting?: Not even a little.
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R A N D O M
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- In the morning I: Wake up and play with my dog, Felony
- Love is: LLLIIIIIIEEEEEESSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- I dream about: Think about the darkest thing you can...then add a psycho into the equation hehe
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W H O
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- Makes you laugh the most:  Ootek
- Makes you smile: A few
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Do stupid people count?
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D O | Y O U | E V E R
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: No
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Sometimes I get curious. I'd be fucking sexy though.
- Wish you were younger?: YYEESS!!
- Cry because someone said something to you?: Never
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N U M B E R
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: 3
- Of Cd's I own: A lot
- Of scars on my body: A LOT!
- Of bones I've broken: A few

Fuck yeah!...I'm having a wonderful fucking day.

Alright. I've grown annoyed.

Sluts and whores are being removed from my watch. If you have your fursona fucking everyone with enough money, I am taking you down.

I just...oi....no.

All porn artists are being removed too. Good artist or not, I don't want to see it anymore. I don't know what I was thinking is adding them. Some of these people, I have come to know and like but, I don't want to see it anymore. If you want to stay, convince me. Otherwise, bye to all of them.

I think that's it.

I've just been so out of it lately and so upset, angry, sad, and stuck in solitude that my tolerance level has severely dropped, even with myself.

I'm just the odd one out now aren't I? Just young and crazy and stupid. I'm 20 years old and what the fuck have I made of it. I go to an art school to make something of it. "Congrats!" is what I get. Yeah...this is after I failed a community college so many fucking times in a row that they threw my ass out because I was too fucking lazy to do the fucking work.

I lost my fiance last year. Yes, she died....to me. No not literally. I'm not gonna spread that lie anymore. The bitch cheated on me with some big, hairy, fat guy who buys her lots of food. Fuck her! Fuck her family! Fuck her new fuck buddy! FUCK EVERYTHING!!!

I'm bitching about random shit. I'm already at it. Might as well get it all out.

I'm going to a crazy expensive school and I have no fucking clue what I am going to do about finding a scholarship to help pay back the student loans because I did piss-poor in high school (again, due to my lazy tendencies) and made it through by the skin of my teeth. Nearly every friend I have every made in my entire pathetic life, is gone within' two years. I am thankful for the few that are still around. I have 2 furry friends. Ootek and Indra. I have never met them in my life. I have only known them for 7 years. Anyone on here who says they are my friend, I am sorry. You are only an acquaintance. I would LOVE to get to know you better but, as of current, I hardly know ANY of you. Hell if you'd care to get to know me anyways. You probably only watched me because I watched you, or you liked my crappy art, or for some other reason that I know longer understand because I feel like I have having such an emotional fucking escapade that I am getting the worst migraine of my life and shaking.

Honestly, I have no clue why I started this journal. It was never supposed to be a rant about me and others. It was supposed to be a calm, sweet message to everyone who is there for me when I need them and that I really appreciate the people who care to read these because they genuinely care about how I feel. That's...maybe 3 people...Thank you! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!! I don't know you but I appreciate the kind-hearted furries you are.

Someone, tell me why. Why am I like this? I was happy, then I got pissed off and started all this ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ and now I just want to cry. If you read that and it popped into your head that I am a loser for saying that, fuck you, you're probably right. I am a loser. I am fit because I want to impress others, not myself. I hardly admit to my own interests because I am too shy to face what others would think of me. I came on to FA and immediately began following the popular furries in search of acceptance. Wanna know the only bit of individuality I have left? My hair! My long, dirty blonde, parted-down-the-middle hair. No matter what anyone says, I will not cut it because that is what most girls find attractive. If you can't find me attractive because of my hair, you are a horrible person. I like to cuddle. I like small kisses. When it comes to sex (as fun as it is to go wild and crazy), I like it slow and sweet and I don't usually want to jump into it. I like to watch Disney movies. They are amazing. I am incredibly dominant but I act like a love-struck puppy when it comes to the girl I love, and I really have little faith that I can find a girl who accepts me this way 100%. I highly doubt it will ever happen.

I am Nyle Ferou. A white wolf with black-rimmed ears, a black mark across my muzzle, and an S shape on both sides of my body. I am incredibly shy but love to meet new people. With females, I get REALLY shy. Quiet, looking away, blushing, the whole nine yards. I can be crazy sometimes and a bit wild but that is just another side of me. I love strong and I love to last.

My headache is calming down and I am going to try to get some sleep.

I am me...You don't like that....please leave....Good night.

hehe Help me out.

I'm trying to develop my art some more and I'd really like practice. Rabbits, Cats, Canines, etc.

Drop a comment and I'll see what I can do about drawing it.

There will be a $0 charge for these suggestions. They will not depict anyone's character.

If it's a character you want me to draw, I'll charge $5 for a sketch.

Anywho, drop me some suggestions? :)

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9941734/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZZCSkK21sik

1. Are you single or taken?
Single

2. Chocolate or flowers?
Chocolate

3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
Not that I know of. You never know.

4. Do you like anyone?
I might :P

5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
Yes

6. Who do you want to spend Valentines with?
Someone

7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
When I'm spending it with someone special, kinda hehe

8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
Yes. She was also my stalker -_-

9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
Yes

10. Do you believe in Cupid?
No

11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
No

12. Do you still send out Valentine cards?
No

13. Do you like candy hearts?
Yes

14. What is something you got last Valentines?
A kiss, I suppose. I think sex too lol

15. Is Valentines depressing?
Yes

16. How is your love life?
Nonexistent

17. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
No

18. How many roses would you want to receive?
I don't need roses to feel loved

19. Will you have a girlfriend/boyfriend this Valentines day?
Probably not

20. Do you look forward to Valentines day?
Not at all

21. Who was your last Valentine from?
My deceased fiance

22. Who do you expect to get a Valentine from this year?
I don't know. Probably nothing.

23. Who would you most like to receive a Valentine from?
My valentine

24. How many Valentines will you be sending this year?
If a picture counts, just one

25. Have you ever not received a Valentine?
Yes

26. What was the most Valentines you received in a single day?
Hell if I know

27. Have you ever received an anonymous Valentine?
Yes

28. Have you ever sent an anonymous Valentine?
No

29. Will you be sending an anonymous Valentine this year?
No

30. What was the best Valentine gift you ever received?
???

31. What was the worst?
???

32. Have you ever started dating someone on Valentines day?
Nope

Yup.
You know what to do.

I woke up to my alarm at 7:00 am as I always do. Still tired, I set it for 7:15 and went back to sleep. At 7:15 I was up, through some pants on, and was just pulling my shirt from the dresser drawer when I thought I heard my mom yell. I waited for a moment and didn't hear it again. I pulled socks and underwear and went back to getting dressed.

As soon as I heard my mom scream "Hey! Hey! Hey!" I knew exactly what was going on. I slammed my door open and raced outside as fast as I could. I wasn't too concerned about my clothes anymore. I got outside and saw four of my dogs, hell-bent on killing each other with my mom scrabbling around in between them, trying to stop it.

Without the slightest pause, I jumped down the stairs and kept running till I reached them. One dog had my dog by the cheek. I took my dog into a headlock and pried the other off of him. The other wasn't stopping and turned around to attack another of the dogs. With the only solution I could think of to keep it from biting down on another, I grabbed it's lower jaw. It still bit down but stopped when it knew it was my flesh instead.

As the dogs tore at each other and struggled, I was coated in blood. Very little of the blood was actually mine. After a few painfully long minutes, my mother and I were finally able to subdue the four dogs.

Let's make quick introductions.

Baby Jay (B.J.) got his ear and muzzle cut. At how many times he was bitten, I'm surprised that he suffered so little damage.

Saltine (Salt), again, got her ear and muzzle cut. She wasn't as much of a target. I was glad she was ok till she turned around and snarled at me. I highly considered breaking her jaw right there but my mother changed my mind.

Felony (my dog) was the second worst. His ears, nose, lip, leg, and flank were cut up. Luckily, it was minor wounds and he'll be just fine.

Chais (my brother's dog) is the worst. He has deep wounds all over his body. The worst are around his neck where there was blood dripping all over the floor when we got them back inside. I was surprised when he was the one to stop fighting (based on past incidents). His wounds got to this point when B.J. charged him again after he had already stopped. Chais is at the vet now, being treated.

My mother took care of locking the dogs up while I held my dog out in the yard, covered in mud and blood. I am now in class and my hand looks ok. I got a few scratches and my thumb is still throbbing but everything will be ok...I hope....

You know the drill ;)

I have a pre-owned, used Wacom Bamboo that I bought about a year ago. I now have the upgrade to the Bamboo (Intuos) and the upgrade to Photoshop Elements 7 (Elements 11). I also am getting the full Corel Painter 12 very soon. In short, I have no need for these anymore and am looking to auction it off to anyone who wants it. It is a good start for beginning artists.

The price will start at $50 (Much cheaper then you'll find anywhere else. I bought it for $90) and all bids will increase by a minimum of $5. I look forward to getting rid of this. (Pass on the journal to all your beginning artists who may want to try for it)

Good luck! :)

I finally posted something that I put honest time and effort into and it's only up to 4 views. Seriously? Whatever, man..

So, I'm gonna make this quick because I don't like talking about stupid people.

So, met a girl and we started talking. Super sweet and very nice. We had fun conversations.

BOOM! Suddenly I'm blocked. Still, every once in a while, I get a comment or message from her to stop trying to talk to her.

Does the dumby know that she has been messaging me then blocking me again. She is keeping every conversation one-sided.

I CAN'T talk to here. So, I don't understand why she keeps messaging me. I used to think she was really nice but she's just a total jerk.

Guess who... >>>  mylawrex

lol I hate stupid people. It makes me look smarter in comparison though. I guess they serve their purposes. lol

I hope so.
Finally 20 years old.
Oh, what to do. What to do.
I still have school and too much homework.
Doesn't look like I'll be relaxing today.

Go nuts!
Let's see what kind of questions I get. Lol

1) Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your FA page for 13 seconds.
2) Tell you a color you remind me of.
3) Tell you my first memory of you.
4) Ask you a question.
5) Tell you something I like about you.
6) Tell you the object that is in front of me.
7) Dare you to do this yourself in your Journal

Thanks for listening.
Now send me a message. I want to get to know all my watchers ^^

DO EET!!!

I have absolutely nothing to day.
I am hungry.
I am thirsty.
This place is soooooo dull.

Ask me questions :3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gkfPvJQAaIE

I don't know what compelled me to look this up today but I've been listening to it over and over for the past two hours strait >.< WTF? XD