But I'm pissed off as fuck. Not only am I being charged for enrolling on a WAITING LIST for last semester (a class that I didn't even get into because of the huge list), but I got an F for that class because nobody notified me about or OR dropped me from the Roster. So now I have to go to the school to petition the F for removal, AND I have to retake the class in order to wipe it from my transcript.

Grr...

I'm buying a pet tarantula very soon (G.Rosea), and I'm looking for a specific kind of enclosure to house it, something around 5-6 gallons that has a small divided section where you can keep food for your pet, like crickets, mealworms, etc. I don't wanna have to go to the feed store every few days just to get 2 crickets.

Anyone know?

I got some of the money back that I was deprived of after they ripped up my plane ticket, and they took me to dinner (Sizzler, a place I don't even care for), but it could've been worse. There was drama after I got home though, they took away my router after they saw some of my tweets.

I gotta get the fuck out of here. =/

In any case, I'm 23 now. I was really disappointed because someone that I thought I was really close to never even wished me a happy birthday, but it's no big deal. Thanks to those that did; I still ended up having fun.

Eh. Kinda want to stay away from my parents still. Thankfully they have to work tomorrow, so if they have something planned, it won't happen until later. I'm gonna forgive them and stuff, I just kinda want them to know how much it meant to me, and how I felt when they took it away from me.

But anyway, no idea what I'm going to do. Going to be 23 and I dread getting older now. Hnng. =/

So, yeah, I know it came as a quick surprise, but I saved a lot of money over the past six months so that I could attend my first con, AC. I was saving the money that I earned by working with my dad part time, helping him install stainless steel appliances in various restraunts. He was paying me $8 an hour under the table, and I had finally saved up enough to buy a plane ticket to AC, register, and get a hotel room at the Westin. I even had plans to buy a badge as soon as I got there so people could recognize me.

And now I have no way to get there.

I decided that I was going to wait until the day of my flight before I broke the news to my parents that I was going out of town, that way they wouldn't be able to contest it much and would probably be more accepting of it, knowing that it was already done. Boy was I wrong. My mom got home early today and I discussed my plans with her moments after she walked in the door. At first it was more or less what I expected to hear from her, "no you're not, you're not going across country by your self," etc, and she didn't believe me when she said I already had hotel reservations and a plane ticket. I pulled them out and showed them to her.

She got so mad at me for doing this "behind her back" (Jesus woman, I'm 22 years old, I don't need your permission for something like this), she took the ticket and receipt out of my hands and ripped them into little pieces right in front of me. Of course I tried to stop her, but by the time I yanked them from her hands they were already shredded to nothing. Then she walked away like she did nothing wrong.

So I've been sitting here crying for the last hour, not knowing what else to do. I don't have enough money to get another ticket, and even if I did, I have no way to get to the airport. Dad isn't home, my sister is at work, her husband is with friends, and my only local friend is out camping. I was looking forward to this for so long, I spent so much money on this, and I even kept it as a surprise for my friends until the last minute because I really wanted to see them and have fun...and now I can't make good on it.

I seriously feel like killing myself right now. I just want to run away and forget I was ever a part of this family. Living on the streets panhandling for change would be a better life then this. If I had anywhere else to go, I would be gone right this second. I can't stop crying right now...

Fuck it, I'm gonna go for a walk or something. I can't be here. If I stay here I feel like I might end up hurting someone, I'm so angry...

(please, don't respond saying that you feel sorry for me. I'm not looking for pity or sympathy, I'm only venting about this because I have no one else to talk to about it, and I needed to get it off my chest)

I'm sorry, you guys won't be seeing me at AC after all...I hope you guys can still have fun though...

and have an empty space in their room and want to fill it before they leave for AC. It's $120 each person with 5 and $110 each person if there are 6, so he says.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2455369/

If you need a room and are interested in bunking, discuss it with them and see if you can work something out.

That's it.

Dunno yet. We'll see. Looking at Amtrak tickets and stuff.

http://fursuittourney.livejournal.com/

Vote for him. He's losing. I already voted.

If you're going to AC, don't forget to preorder your Bandanna from and pick it up at her table at AC's Dealers Den. She'll be sharing a table with so you can take a look at whatever else they have.

Examples of her work: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5855487

These are awesome. Make sure to get yours. And maybe leave and a nice comment or two. They've been having it really rough at home and could use a little good cheer. =(

That's all I got. Peace.

Then I might be in better shape.form today. As it is, even though I'm swimming, off sodas, and eating much better, I still feel fat and ugly and like I'm not making any progress.

I've always been a lazy person, but...eh, I dunno. I know it's supposed to take effort and stuff, but even still I'm having my doubts. I really hope I'm not one of those people that are overweight because of genetics; that's something I'd never be able to overcome.

=(

Round 3 is underway, and my bud is still alive on the bracket. Go vote for him, right now.

http://fursuittourney.livejournal.com/108209.html

I already did.

Also, thinking about a name change. Cyclone doesn't come off my tongue that well. Some possible names I'm considering:

-Tempest.
-Twister.
-Derp.
-Poop.

Then stop by and 's table in the Dealers Den at AC. Among other things, they're selling some neat hand-made bandannas at affordable prices, between $3-$6.

Examples to get an idea of what you'd be getting: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5855487

Can't find their table? Then look around for a loud, stumbling drunk with glasses. Odds are that's Crush, and he'll point you in the right direction.

Other then that, I hope everyone has a great time at AC. I really wish I was going, to ANY con, but alas, the situation doesn't permit. I feel so trapped here. Ah well...someday.

Anyway, that's all I got. Rock that shit.

Felt good. Made the bite on my leg feel better, cooled me off, and I love the feeling of wearing almost nothing. Of course I don't go around the house COMPLETELY naked like someone I know, but meh, wish I had that kind of courage.

But it felt good. AFAIK it's the best kind of exercise, so weight loss, here I come.

On June 29th, I turn 23. God, I feel like I'm getting so old. lol

What should I do for my birthday? Ideas?

I'm staying up past 3AM almost every night now. I just lie awake at night, and when it fails, I get on my computer and game, and usually before I know it the sun is rising and I'm dead tired.

I've got sleeping medication, but it's really habit-forming and I try not to take it in fear that I might become dependant on it. Being off the caffeine for a week might have something to do with it, but I dunno.

Bottom line: I have Insomnia. Anyone have any advice for overcoming it?

Talked to Sean about it. Gonna be doing Racquetball once again, hopefully twice a week (2 hours a session). For an indoor sport, it's actually pretty tiring and brutal.

One month and I'll be fit. lol

Here's a list of words that I feel are retarded and overused. Don't use them around me.

-Epic.
-Fail.
-Pwned/Owned.
-Leet.

Catch phrases:
-umad?
-QQ.
-cool story bro.


I also hate when people make gay names in games like Halo and CoD, names like IKnifeYou or TripleKillSpree or whatever. Be a little more creative people; have a fucking imagination.

The backroads around where I live are perfect for this, and I can take my sisters dog for a walk while doing so.

Chris is gonna get in shape.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ro_fAj571j8

That's for who shares my love of the movie Hook, with Dustin Hoffman as Captain James Hook and Robin Williams as Peter Pan.

No, but I wanted to say thanks to Crush. He may be a dumbe and smell like complete booty, but he cares. Seriously, he IM'd me concerned about this little spider bite on my leg after I made a tweet about it, and that made my night, it really did, lol.

Thanks for caring dude. Luh you like family man.

Bring your bathing suits and your Black Ops. I'm breaking out the burgers and Coronas.

I hope you guys have a good time.

Now that the sodas are out of my diet (completely, went cold turkey, and it's hitting me in spades right now), I'm probably going to slim down, as a large portion of my calories came from the 6 or 7 sodas I once consumed daily, well over 1000 calories from those alone. My dad is diabetic which is what inspired me to kick them out of my diet.

I also plan to start swimming in my pool daily once it gets a little warmer here. I weigh 195lbs at the moment, and my goal by Christmas is 160. But I'll be happy if I can just shave off 20lbs and get to 175.

Wish me luck. I hope I can actually do it this time. I really want to get healthy and in shape.

For tomorrow, the Lizardmen and the penis monsters will descend to Earth to take all those fundamental Christians up towards the skies, to be with their beloved spaghetti monst....I mean, lord and savior, Jesus Christ.

Are you ready? I am. #rapturefarts

I like Classic Rock, Hard Rock, and a little Metal. So what? That's not a reason to berate me, for my choice in music. I could say the same thing about people who listen to rap and hiphop (because I dislike both), but I don't, because that's what some people enjoy, and I completely 100% respect that.

Do me the same courtesy. You'll never catch me telling someone that their taste in music, art, or anything else sucks. Give me the same respect please. That's all I ask.

and his girl would like to bunk with someone for FC to save money. This is like one of his favorite cons and it's right next to some of his family so he'd really like to do this.

If anyone can help him out or knows anything, please go to his page and talk to him about it.

Thanks guys.