I do coloring so whoever does line art ill be willing to work with you just shoot me a note or a comment on this journal!!!!! :3

Lately I have tried to figure it all out, I keep wondering why is it I try to find someone I either don't ever get anyone that wants to try to be in a sweet, loving, a little on the yiffy side of a relationship.... I love romance, I love to be snuggled and kissed on from whoever it seems to be the one that becomes my mate... I know that I'm weird but that's who I am... My fursona is what I am on the inside and that is the part that matters and the part that I want a mat to fall in love with, and the only things I have gotten into are people who don;t seem to get it. I have recently had a roommate move in with me hoping that having someone around me would make me smile and be more happy, I mean yea it has helped a little bit however I still feel sad, I still feel that deep emptiness in my heart that still hurts and feels like it burns. I also have met those furs that hang out with me... we yiff once... then getting to want to hang out with them again is impossible cuz it seems like they just abandon me... and then the worst furs of all.. the ones that get with me, i fall in love with them and love them as good as I can... and as soon as they ask me for something and I give it to them.. they dump me and leave me there a shattered mess that locks itself in the bathroom to where I don't eat, sleep, or do anything till i got all the crying and sadness out....
To all the furs who read this..If you are single... there is someone out there looking for you... I am one of those girls that is out there to find her romantic prince...so please keep and open heart and I'm sure they will walk up to you and they will love you to the day they die....
And to all the types of heart breakers out there that i have listed... you all deserve to find someone who will do the same thing to you so that way you know how it feels and hopefully it will become a learning experience, so that way you buck up and realize what you did actually hurt and scared someone and you will start finding mates for the right motives and not some "booty-call" or "to get whatever you want."

I have found a fursuit maker that would be willing to make my fursuit!!! the thing is the style I dream of having would not be cheep and i need as much help as i can get... That's why I am hoping there are some nice fuzzy butts out there who would like to lend me a paw and help me get this so that way when I get to go to my fist con I can go it looking the best that I can, So please donate and help me make my dream come true!!!
plz drop moniez in my cookie jar!! gofundme.com/3j5hevb8
the nice ppl who would makes it. ---> http://lemonbrat.com/

i fell in love with a man in canida... so i decided to travel up there.. without him knowing i left my mothers and rode a bike from northern Kentucky and as days went on i worked my way up to laffetee Indiana. well he hasn't spoke to me for awhile and i finally seen that his account was on so i messaged him... and when i did they told me that it wasn't them that it was there fiancé... so after awhile of talking we got to know each other and we decided to hook up, so she came over and picked me up from Indiana [they lived in Ohio.] and when we got to her place we both just crashed on her bed and slept till she had to wake in the morning. on the drive we established that i was considering her as a mistress/mate and when we woke she went to work and i stayed at the house, I cleaned her house [witch was a mess.] and also did her laundry. by the time she was back, her home was spotless, almost all the cloths were done and dried and folded on her bed so she could put it up and had hot food for her on a plate as she walked in the door.. now we had fooled around a bit that morning and she was shocked that i did so much and then she went to her fam that was in the house near by for a while. later that night she said that i had to leave... no reason as to why... and she would not take me back to where i was... so i was lost in the middle of Ohio, nowhere to go.. and i walked to try to keep warm till i could not stand anymore in the show that was coming down and all i can remember was darkness till i woke in a hospital......

If anyone knows of or you are a Fursuit maker and are willing to accept installment payments that are a random intervals [but the amount will end up adding up in the end and i do not mind waiting to get the suit till the last payment is made] just please no scammers cuz for one i don't have much money to start with and two i just want my own special suit made so i can feel happy and ready to go to cons cuz i am afraid to go to a con as myself due to the fact i fell kinda "naked" without one. please don't judge me and my mentality on this it is only a personal feeling on it. any who... for people who want to help who have gotten this far in caring enough to read the build type I would absolutely fall in love with would be in the following link. If someone will help me and make this possible I will give you so many hugs your fur might fall off. so please help if ya can ^w^ i hope to get some kind of thing worked out soon.

[for the fursuit body and make style example is this]---> https://static1.e621.net/data/3f/97.....2b6951bd20.jpg