What a day.... Was at work, being burned down by the heat from 11am to 7pm...and when I got home, the a/c wasn't working...right now the a/c still isn't working.... It's 88 degrees right now in this house, and everyone here is sweating their eyes out, especially me...I just knew I'd come home from a long, STEAMING hot day at work, and be able to enjoy some cold air but sadly, that won't be happening... I've been getting stressed out all day long...so I'm sorry if I don't speak to anyone for the next couple of days, I'm really tired...and talking just seems to make things worse, especially when I'm being asked thousands of questions all at the same time by a bunch of friends and family and even work stress....
I called the A/C repair man, so he should be on the way right now, but it'll cost alot of money...and he might not even be able to fix it lol. My mom was mad at me because I didn't cut the grass, when it's 100 degrees outside....it's like she wants me to die or something. I told her no, and that I would cut grass on SUNDAY (aka my only off day) and I'll wake up super early to cut it, but sadly she didn't want to wait, and sent a random to come over and cut the grass....when the guy came and cut the grass, he ran over the wire connected to the fan of the A/C....now it's not working, and the guy who cut our grass didn't even say shit or let us know......I had to find out on my own....but at the same time it's my mom's fault for not being patient and waiting until sunday. So....right now, im babysitting for my sister, while sitting here in the heat watching TV and hoping for the best...
This might be one of the worst days I've had so far this year XDD but oh well...sorry again for any late replies or if I don't reply to any comments in this journal...I'm really hot right now, and sweat is dripping down my face from being hot literally all day long....

I definitely won't be meeting new people anymore heh..
For the first time in a while I finally decided to massage someone first so I could maybe make a new friend, but sadly that was a mistake. I mean... Why wouldn't I message and try to make a new friend when he's replying to my art posts and such.... Then once I message it's like.... I'm a ghost. I don't know.... But that has definitely encouraged me to not message new people anymore because now I feel like a nuisance. So.... Yeah.... Just wanted to vent a teeny bit I guess. Never felt so awkward and embarrassed for saying "hi" in my life.... definitely won't be doing that ever again....

Hope you guys are having an awesome week so far! Be safe and have an amazing day today! You got this!~ Don't let that work stress get to you x3 💛💛

Live on mk for 30min! Playing with Skartet for the first time

https://youtu.be/6y6gDiykzkA

Live on YouTube! Playing some mk11, a bit of kitana and Kano!

https://youtu.be/U2DEumjv0Bg

Streaming some MK11, so if you'd like tow atcj me get my ass kicked, come join! This game is very bloody by the way haha

https://youtu.be/d4Km9klBoq8

It's funny how friends will stop talking to you after they get art with you... Makes it feel like that's all they wanted in the first place... Which is the reason why I don't split comms anymore or have enough trust to get art with others. Especially ones I don't know. So sorry if some of you have asked me, and I said no.

You are amazing, you are sweet, kind, beautiful, Godly. Don't let anyone tell you differently. You got this.

If there's anyone who's looking for a sona who watches me, you should definitely check this one out by Naitel! A very cute cboy shark is up for grabs, SB is only $10!
He makes absolutely amazing designs to sell x3.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/31784412/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/31784412/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/31784412/

Why is it so hard to trust now?....
It's it because of my past? Is it just me?...
Is it weird to be so fearful and cautious of everything?... To be so negative and worrying? Is this some type of anxiety? Please let me know... I'll read all replies but I might not answer to them..

Thanks to those who wished me a happy birthday!! Well return notes and messages later tonight! I promise x3

I will only be doing this for today and ONLY today since it's my birthday x333
Since I don't use Koffees, I guess I'll stick with shinies and random PayPal gifts! Or any Birthday wishes granted here!!
Any and all support will mean heck of alot to me, and even special birthday wishes from anyone will make me feel so warm inside!!~
You definitely don't have to send me anything whatsoever, and this journal will be taken down tomorrow x33 but if you'd like you may send me any amount of shinies as a bday gift and/or support! I guess I'll be the type to wear a dollar on my t-shirt around school~~ 😹😹

And if you want to send something through PayPal instead, you can do so here!
dominowolfe1234[at]gmail.com
Or through shinies on my home page. Don't forget to state your name so that I can know who sent it to me and thank them properly 💛

Thanks again to any and all support, remember you don't have to send anything at all but anything you give will be thanked within!! 🎈🎁🎉🎉🎂 Hope you guys have an amazing day!! I'm now 19 by the way x3

Birthday Tomorrow! Can't wait!
Aka May 31sr, Friday.
Probably will work anyways XDD

For starters, I'd like to thank each and everyone for your amazing support. I don't deserve it whatsoever but I thank you anyways for being here for me, showing support through my rough times, helping me get better, watching me get better with my art, etc etc, thanks to those who's been there for me and hell, thanks to those who hasn't XDD. And I hope everyone here is doing well!

I'd like to start off with something of the Shinies!! ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
Since I don't won't to create a patreon, I will now start setting a TOP 3 goal for my top shinies supporters!!
Each month (hopefully I can reset the Shinies winners) the winner who has supported me the most and sends me the most shinies by the end of the month (LAST DAY OF THE MONTH) will receive a colored sketch commission by me! Maybe with bg, maybe not heh depending on how I feel and how busy I am, but it'll basically be a half body pinup commission, shaded, etc.
So whoever has the GOLD STAR ⭐ In the top 3 section, will be the winner supporter of the month and will be greatly recognized!
The winner may choose the pose of their likings! This will start NEXT MONTH
(JUNE ___th)
Each and every shinies will still help support me greatly and help me pay for my bills, so I thank those who has already sent me shinies to start me off X3.


For the raffle winners!!! 💛🎈💛🎈💛🎈 I will be starting your sketches soon! Almost done with my queue, aka I have one last commission to finish before I start on the raffle arts! Thank you guys for your patience.

Have a great evening!
(SHINIES ARE ON MY HOME PAGE! SCROLL TO THE BOTTOM TO SEE X33)

Anyone wants to play mk11 with me? PlayStation ONLY

You can now send shinies to me anytime through my Home Page x3, not asking but if anyone ever wants to for any or no reason at all, I'd appreciate any and all support whatsoever. Thanks again!
You can scroll to the bottom of my page to send them, hopefully you can see it XFF
Hope everyone has a great day!

Birthday in 10 days, May 31st to be exact. I'll probably just work on my bday anyways XD

Some and most friends will throw you away and replace you with someone else. They screw up, you forgive them. But if you screw up, they'll definitely replace you, remove you, etc etc. Friends have gotten so hard to come by and so hard to keep. But the ones who do forgive you and treat you like you're worthy, keep them as close to you as possible... You deserve that close friend... And they deserve you.. Those so called "friends" who will replace you for screwups aren't really your friends, they are fake. It's best to move on from them. Just know that you tried your best even if things went wrong at times... If they can't forgive you after an apology and they rather replace you, then oh well. They weren't your friends to begin with.

Me: *coughs at work and acts like I have the flu*
Boss: hey you okay?
Me: *fake coughs* I don't think I can continue today, I feel like shit
Boss: okay, we'll fill in for you tonight, go home and get some rest
Me: *goes home and gets on Mortal Kombat 11 and smirks*

Might draw some BDSM ychs one day~ anyone down?~

Hey, you. It'll be okay.... Continue being the best you can be...
Those people will try their best to crush you.... Belittle you... They will point out every single mistake that you've done, just know that you can change.... Just know that you can be that better person no matter how many people hate you. No matter how many people you upset..... Or anger....or hurt....
You can only do so much when it comes to forgiveness. Continue to push forward..... Don't let the horrible truths or the hurtful lies get to you...
You are an amazing person.... You got this..... You can change....You have changed .... You have made it this far.... Don't stop now....
Love yourself..... Love those closest to you.... Cherish those friends who care... You're not a monster..... You have made some horrible decisions, you have hurt others, but that does not mean you can't change.... You are beautiful..... You got this .... Stand your ground even if there's 20 against you.... They hate you, so beat it.... Not everyone is perfect. No one is perfect..... You got this ...

I have 2 colored sketch commissions to finish before I move on to the raffle winners. I'm trying my best, especially trying to find ways to make some funds and finish a bunch of arts, but it's more practice for me at getting better. Thanks for the commissioners who have been patient with me, if you're looking for my queue, here it goes (also on my home page)
https://trello.com/b/mItaRl1f/cwa-commission-queue
And I'll be making a subby cute ych for some of you subs, maybe it'll interest some of you but I'm still coming up with an idea. Thanks again for all of your support. My birthday is coming on the 31st, I'll maybe set up my PayPal link for any birthday gifts~ maybe....if I do place it on my queue, it'll only last for that day, the next day I will remove it. So on May 31st I won't be working on commissions XDD, I'll be trying to celebrate my bday for the first time in ....jeesh...5-6 years?.... I don't really celebrate it because it always feels like a normal day, well at least my family made it seem like a regular day XDD, hope everyone is having a good weekend

Thanks to the ones who care, you know who you are. Thank you