The only thing is that I need my Remilia. :3

I don't wanna be forever alone. ;w;

(and note: I am BORED BEYOND HUMAN COMPREHENSION!!!!!!!!!)

Hey guys!! Today is so far one of the best Saturdays I will remember. Ever since my RL sister got her iPod Touch, I am finally in possession of her iPod Nano, and Nintendo DS. I can finally play Pokemon HeartGold, kirby's Canvas Curse, and my most favorite I've ever played: Mario Kart DS. This time, I would try to connect to Nintendo's WFC at last, though I'm not sure if it will actually work. ;w;

Moving onto my new iPod Nano, I can finally remove most of the songs she had on it (Some really suit my taste), and add songs that I will always treasure, including the full version of Code Geass's 1st opening (Colors by FLOW, which I will make a journal for later, for you guys to listen to it's epicness).

So in other words, Today is a good day!

Oh and one last thing. For those of you who want to add me on Steam, try looking up Cyrus C. Britannia. That's my current Steam Profile Name. (Yes, I am such a Code Geass fanboy/otaku).

I love y'all, and next Friday will be my 17th birthday. ^^

Hugs & Kisses~
-Cyrus Draesia-Treywolf

Happy hatchday,  Sebek_5!!

I love you, Uncle Sebby~

Hi guys! Today is my daddy,  scion_z_g_r_v's birthday. please wish him a happy birthday~

Love you Daddy Scion~

Hey guys... I'm sorry for the journal I posted yesterday... I really don't want to end the Skype birthday call... I went insane for many reasons I will not explain. I really love every one of you, and I would never be an asshole like I was before. So... I will bring the Skype birthday call back. Only this time, I will start it Today. I hope you can all forgive me for my violent behavior...

See you all on Skype...
-Cy

no Skype birthday call for any of us... Why...? BECAUSE I'M A MISERABLE, UGLY-ASS, SELFISH, CARELESS, CRUEL, COLD-BLOODED, LONELY, EMO-ISH, SOULLESS, UNFORGIVING, SELF-CENTERED, HATEFUL, GREEDY, BACK-STABBING, MINDLESS, IGNORANT, SADISTIC FAGGOT THAT NOBODY FUCKING CARES ABOUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey guys... Umm... I'm sorry for being sad in front of all of you. Every time I talk to you, you guys always make me feel better... What I've been thinking about recently is that... I've been thinking about myself as a drama whore... And I need to ask you guys this...? Do you personally think I'm a drama whore? Please be honest with me. I will always accept your answers. Cuz... I might've made a couple of you mad at me, go through relationship things, and all that... but I would always be kind to let you give me your honest opinions. So... If you think I've been a drama whore to you, please feel free to say so... I really love all of you, and I would never do this type of thing...

Like I said... I love you all...

-Cy

Hey guys. this is a list who is invited to my Skype party from June 9 - June 12.

If any of you watched me, let me know if you have Skype, and you might be invited. ;3

And the people that I want to come are:

 Atemal99
 charizard14
 draylen_learth
 lead-fang
 Light-the-Lucario
 RyuujinGekijou
 scion_z_g_r_v
 ScraggyDraggy
 Sebek_5
 starfox246 (Who I need to add on Skype btw. :P)
 TaviMunk (Along with Ozzie ;3)
 Tendo
 Uhkam
 ZarelTheWindDragon
 Zeric (Don't know if he'll be on cuz I heard he's going to Europe)

Though. By now, you know the list. There might be some people you hate, but I really don't want any conflict going on. I love all of you so much, okay? So please don't fight. I would kindly appreciate it. Still... *excitedly does a back flip like a husky puppy* Can't wait to talk to all of you~~~

Hey guys. I told you in my last journal about what happened yesterday, right? Well, I thought my weekend was about to go down the tubes, but everything got better.

First, my RP family talked to me about the problem I was having, and they all cheered me up. I even finally got the chance to talk to my adorable son,  draylen_learth. ^^

Second, my sister and her friends invited me to go roller skating with them. I accepted their offer, and we went to the rink. As it turns out, I can actually roller skate pretty fast. Of course, I did fall about twice, but I never really got hurt. x3 The songs played there was "Baby Tonight" by an artist I forgot who sang it, "Teenage Dream" by Katy Perry, "Far Away" by Nickelback, and more I forgot about. Most of the songs just made my day... along with getting soda. x3

Third, my mother offered me to go to a Glee concert that we might go to on Monday. Quite fun! ^^

And finally, I won against my father in an argument on getting a new chair, due to my old one broken. Still, my father always assumes I will break every chair in the house, which I NEVER do. Oh well. Now, I'm on a way more comfortable chair than before, and I couldn't be any happier. Maybe this weekend won't be so bad afterall. ^^ Now if you'll all excuse me, I'm gonna masturbate... And yes, that was so necessary. x3 *blows each of you a kiss*

Hey guys... I went through possibly one of the most heartbreaking events of my life... Everybody in my 4th period class all lied to me, and said they actually never accepted me for who I was... I... don't know what to do now... I can't stop crying at all, and there's nothing that could stop it... *cries heavily*

Umm... I just... want everyone to know... I might not be online for a while...

For those of you who actually accept me for who I am, and what I'm interested in, I love all of you... but I need time away from life... Please do not disturb me unless I IM you first on Skype, or MSN... I will kindly appreciate that...

MY GOD THIS IS EPIC WIN!!!! Cher fans, prepare to orgasm. X3

I KNEW HE WOULD BE BACK!! YAAAAAY!!!

*does many backflips like a husky pup, not getting dizzy and then dances happily to Judas by Lady Gaga*

THAT'S RIGHT! THE PERSON WHO INSPIRED ME TO GET MY FA ACCOUNT IS BACK!!
And how I missed him so much~~

You know who you are. ;3

Still, AWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YEAW!

<33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

*continues dancing to Judas by Lady Gaga*

Song I'm talking about: S&M

How did I start liking this song? It's all due to my favorite artist,  kokuhane's picture of Raz. THANKS KOKU-KUN!! *blows you a kiss*

WEWT!

All I ever want for my birthday is artwork of MEEEEEEEEE MEMEMEMEMEME MEEEEEEEEEE! <3

Love y'all... Also for some of you who have me on Skype, I will be hosting a Skype group for my birthday, so those of you who are on my list are invited. It will last from June 9 - June 12.

Gentlemen... START! YOUR! DRAWINGS!!!!!!!!!

There are no buses in Gensokyo. :3

Tagged by  Uhkam

The Rules:
- You must post these rules.
- Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
- You have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
- Go to their pages and tell them you tagged them!

*sigh* ....

10 facts, here we go:
1. I'm autistic.
2. I love Touhou, and the music like this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m9pd.....eature=related (I WANT TO BE A SCARLET DEVIL!!!)
3. I absolutely HATE vore. No offence to people who do like it, but I hate it so much.
4. I am an otaku, meaning I love everything Japanese. Thank god I don't think I'm Japanese or else I would be a weeaboo. >.<
5. I can get a little demented at times...
6. I like a wide variety of music. As long as it doesn't involve country and Justin Beiber, I love it.
7. It turns out I'm European. How is this possible? My mother's ancestors were from all over Europe, especially Germany.
8. I am more of a "Final Fantasy" person than a "Kingdom Hearts" person. Sephiroth is my Final Fantasy god~
9. There are many anime shows I like; Including Code Geass, Naruto Shippuden, Death Note, Lucky Star, etc.
10. I play Team Fortress 2, Garry's Mod, and Audiosurf on Steam a LOT!

People who will now suffer like I have:
1.  starfox246
2.  charizard14
3.  Sebek_5
4.  Zeric
5.  atemal99
6.  ta-kun666
7.  lead-fang
8.  sightseer
9.  TaviMunk
10.  Kokuhane

After that last journal was posted a couple days ago, or whatever, I got over my "prom" problem! Yeeeee!

HOWEVER! ...I am a hypocrite and I will explain why... Now, I uploaded my true self to FA (plan to upload a new me soon), and I specifically told you guys I am NOT cute, which I am not. My fursona might be cute, but not me in RL... Anyway, I'm currently listening to Lady Gaga's "Born This Way" and part of the lyrics are "I'm beautiful in my way, cuz God makes no mistakes. I'm on the right track, baby I was born this way." So that means........... I'M A HYPOCRITE! YAAAAAAAAAAY! x3

My current mood: Alone, loveless, and asshole-ish...

Lately, I have been rejected by my best friend... I couldn't take him to the Junior prom, and I felt so heart-broken after school... I decided to stay home instead of going to the prom alone, without someone to be with in my arms... Also, I've been thinking about love. I only have two options in my life... I can either wait patiently for my love to find me (or me find him), or live a life loveless, and feel hated by everyone. This whole thing has been driving me crazy for some time now...Yes, this lonely husky now knows that love can always bite you in the ass like a boss. So to show how I really feel toward him and everybody else who rejected me, I decided to show you guys a video...

I HAVE BEEN NYAN'D FOR 1 MINUTE!!! HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLL YEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWW!!!! BEAT THAT! NYANYANYANYANYANYANYANYANYANYANYANYANYAN!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2270685/ Go here for free art. :3

Okay umm... Look. What I posted here last night was a bit odd. I was in a state where I officially lost my mind. I'm sorry I pretended I was my own form of Giygas, when it really doesn't look so cool at all... I'm sorry for that. And those of you (I forget) who are friends with me on Facebook, I posted about three statuses earlier. I can't handle people who want swear words removed from society. We usually use these words to express our anger. As long as we don't use it too much, you'll end up looking like a jackass... It's kinda true. Anyway, my mother wanted to remove one post of mine, or she would force me to remove my Facebook.... WHAT THE HECK IS THAT?!! That shows not only she's like a tiger mom, but she cares about me far too much. She is like wanting to make me see the world where it's all bright with rainbows, unicorns, and flowers... I HATE THAT!!!! I still rest my case that swear words are just words people use nowadays to express their anger. With that being said, I'm finally done ranting, and I got something out of my chest...

Soo.... I'm sorry guys, and if I'm ever in that position again, it's best to leave me alone, and ignore me until I feel much better. I will say I'm better in my description on MSN, Skype, Facebook, and other places I join the community of; Including here. Thanks guys, and hopefully I will also get Portal 2 for my birthday...

OH YEAH! That reminds me. My birthday is coming up in 2 months, and I would love some presents by you guys. I will be turning 17 soon. Hopefully I can comment on mature/adult content by then. And to the FA admin/staff/etc, keep in mind if I'm still not old enough to comment on content like that, please send me a note. I would appreciate it. But back to my birthday: The date will be June 10, so you got all the time in the world. Thank you guys, and have a nice day. ^^

Love y'all.
~Cy

Hey guys........

I uh.... got trolled by someone.... so hard.... So hard that.... it was like Anonymous from 4chan.... I uh.... Lost all hope in my life right now... He has my IP address somehow, and I uh... Am kinda scared to even do anything... I'm still kinda... strong enough to.... make this journal, and uhh....... Just... oh dear lord... I've never been so trolled in a long time... And I know, if you know me... I have been trolled in the past.... but.... I never got trolled.... so hard... All I need for every single one of you to do for me is... Please be there for me... If I don't do anything for a long period of time, I'm probably hacked.... just.... keep this in mind... I love you all, and I hope such an event will never happen... For those of you who... added me on Skype... I am staying off of it for the rest of the night... I will be on MSN, Steam, Facebook, here, and YouTube... Just... Please be there for me... Thank you... And I hope I will recover soon...