The usual

DM if you are interested

if you are interested, pls note me

Commissions are open

Please refer to this new sheet here

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62240023/

Message me on any contact if you are interested

Commissions are open

Please refer to this new sheet here

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62240023/

Message me on any contact if you are interested

I have a light bill that is due very soon so i have an extra five slots open rn if anyone is interested


pls refer to this sheet here to know of the prices

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60159436/

My commissions are open right if you are interested in anything. Need to pay bills and stuff

Commissions are open also including ref sheets and sketch pages

i also have some adopts that haven't been sold yet

Goth Sceptile from here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61221842/


Mega Salamence from here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60717381/


DM me if you are interested in any of that

Just a reminder that my commissions are open as i have Rent soon and i also have other places i upload like bsky and Telegram

Links:
https://bsky.app/profile/dhiroshiama.bsky.social
https://t.me/AlsDen

yeah just letting yall know

I Know you are all tired of this but i need help to pay rent before Tuesday. Any help is much appreciated if any. I have a Kofi if you can spare a few

I need some help on some bills that are coming in a few days and any help is appreciated

Hello Happy belated new year^^ I'm sure everyone is having a good time.

Me? I......not sure if i am gonna be truly okay. I have been having this feeling that everyone has been quite tired of me, my shenanigans, my perspectives on everything(lack there of).i lost or pissed off quite a few friends last year which makes me believe thatIi am truly am too much trouble to just be around. I can't really blame them. My own self-loathing has become my biggest downfall amd i kinda ruin alot because it and now...........I'm just scared to speak to anybody about these things now and soi kinda just don't wanna saddle anyone with that.

i wanna talk about my interests and what makes me happy but i always get the nagging feeling that i am talking too much and just pipe up. I always think that i am a pretty lousy friend(which is now a self fulfilling prophecy)

people like me yet i don't like me......idk why hate myself so much now.

this is just the ramblings of someone who's been through alot last year and just doesn't really talk about. sorry.

If anyone is interested in commissioning me, don't hesitat. I need all the help i can get right now so i can pay rent this month.

i'm not good with this stuff so please ....help.

I had gotten sick and i've fallen behind on some payments that have prevented me from working. I'm know it's not much i can offer


but i'm offering a pic like these for $50

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57172225/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58166964/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58135876/


If not, any help would be great rn

My commissions are open for anyone interested. Just send me a note if you are interested


also how are yall doing

Hello. how are yall? Been taking things to my pace and all. some things have happened since the last journal and it's made me realize that i have been lousy at keeping friendships as of late. i finally got to check out roblox and and figured out some new ways of coloring my stuff and all that


My Commissions are still open and i kinda got rent to deal with next week so any help would be appreciated at ...



and..... that's it. I'm not sure what else to say

so hey again it has been awhile. So as far as things go, i've been doing okay for the most part. a bit late but i got my Driver's license so that's pretty neat. I recently turned 28 this past friday so happy belated birthday to me haha.


I've been sketching a whole lot. just personal ocs and stuff nobody cares about at all/anymore. It's kinda why i never really show it much

Yeah i'm still not much of a talker so uh....how is everyone?

Well welcome to the new year everyone. hope it was a good one^^


For me....I realized alot of things and to start with the tldr: I kinda amounted to nothing in my life.

I watched friends get up in life, do great things, take part in really cool projects, participate in really cool things. It all makes me happy for them....only to realized I'm a pretty incapable guy. I never could help or take part in the things they wanna do cause i always would think i was gonna fuck it all up like i used to before. I have a hard time sharing things about my interests, characters, ocs, lore cause like i do believe that my friends have little to no interest in them and scared to talk about any of it. It's bad enough that took me till now to accept that i make good art but at realizing that it's let's be honest...pretty average most of the time. Now i stand here, realizing that i played right into the hands of people who said i will not amount to anything. It's overwhelming me and makes me think i did everything wrong. it's stupid to rambling about this..... but what else can i say? I'm just teetering on the idea that i've done nothing but wasted my and everyone else time and i should just let it all go. It hurts.......alot

Hello yall. Happy October.

Some things to get off my chest. Lately i felt my art is not good enough to share anymore. They say it's stress which i think about....it seems that way. It's why i'm a little slower on commissions.
I don't really talk much but it sure feels like talking to my friends is more of chore sometimes as at times the things i wanna gush about seem very boring to them....it makes me shut down alot.

At times...well alot of the time it does feel like that, but i try where i can. I felt i have not belonged for a while and had thought of just deleting this account for a while now.I felt people have hated the commissions i done recently in a way. I am unsure about myself rn if i am honest. I'm sorry if my thoughts are all over the place....it's just alot on my mind

It's been a minute. Rn things are little less okay. Lately things are going to change for me in the coming months. I'm not sure what tbh but one thing is for sure is that i will not have a home in the coming year or so. So i'm doing all i can to save up for when that times come. My commissions are open rn if you are interested. I need all the help i can get right now

I decided that i needed to scale down on how many i can do at a time so i can find time for my more personal work if ya know what i mean. do DM if you are interested

How we doing lately? Last i did a Journal, people weren't on FA's ass. They sure kinda flubbed it with that new policy i must say.
Be real. I can respect that FA stayed the same for so long, but it really needs to change or something...not like it will if i am honest.

I'll have a new batch of stuff on this weekend. I would have done it sooner but internet was being an asshole and uploading on FA is too much of a slog to do in other ways.

Some other things that have been on my mind is bringing Pokebeach back if that interests anyone.

for other sites i am

I have a twitter and a Itaku here:https://itaku.ee/profile/dhiroshiama

I'm do like troubling people with this but i have been struggling with bills lately and anyhelp would be great if you can. I have $400 rent that is due next week for one but again any help would be much appreciated..even if i don't say it much.

the thought of being utterly useless to everyone around has been eating me for a while now.

I feel i bring nothing to the table anymore and feel my time in the furry fandom should have stopped years ago.

Like idk... I make things nobody really gives a shit about and people and starting to think that i'm more of a loser than i thought. I'm just....not sure anymore. not that what i do mattered in the first place

Commissions are open rn. Do note me if you are interested