Hey guys. After the whole image limit fiasco (read my last journal) I am really unsure if I will ever be posting more pictures of me on here. I might but it is looking very unlikely. It is much easier to just upload onto tumblr. I even have a tag that shows my transition progress as well as all my selfies and photos taken of me. I also reblog a lot of random but awesome stuff. If you guys want to keep in touch with me or just want to follow my progress into an even hotter chick be sure to follow me on there.

http://amberstrike13.tumblr.com/

This isn't a farewell so no crying. Just go follow me on tumblr hehe

Hey guys. I was really excited to post these new pics. They really show how far I have come in my transition. I know its vain to say but I am an insanely hot chick now hehe. I had more pics to share but I got a Cease & Desist/warning from an FA moderator telling me to remove all but 6 of my pictures. Seems theres a rule where you aren't allowed to have more than 6 real life photos of yourself in everyday wear. Basically not allowed to have more than 6 photos of your real life self unless you are wearing a fursuit.

It has left me feeling a little butt hurt and no longer excited to post pics on here. I mean I can no longer just post pics and wait for the awesome messages. I now have to consider what pics I want to delete before uploading more.

I don't know, maybe this was the last thing I needed to walk away from the fandom completely.






But I am not gone just yet. Yes you can all sigh in relief. I also have a life update. Woo!

I have become sought after in the theatre department. I get asked to fill costume roles for all kinds of stuff. I actually had three grad student costume designers want me to assist them on their show. Only one of them fit my schedule and its a pretty boring show to help with unfortunately. But I am also the lead costume designer for a small production called SHAKESPEARE'S STAR WARS. Its the story of the first Star Wars movie but with Shakespearean style dialogue. R2-D2 even has soliloquies whenever hes the only one on stage hehe. Very excited to be apart of it.

Outside of school I have an amazing life with my fiancee and we now have a make out buddy. We hang out with her like any friend but we just end up making out now and then hehe.

One last thing. I got the green light from my fiancee to become a cam model since we have a spare room I can work from. So I will be starting that sometime next month. Super excited for that.

Just thought I would leave a little update about my life along with a few recent pics to wet your whistles, and other places.

First of all the big news. My girlfriend and I are engaged! Its so amazing. We both got each other rings and were competing on who would propose first. I managed to ask first only because my ring was being re-sized. A couple of weeks later she presented the ring in the way she had planned on proposing. Giving us two amazing stories I will gladly share for those interested in teary-eyed emotional stuff.

For those who know me well this will not be affecting our polyamorous relationship. We will continue to date and have sex with people the other person approves of. For those who don't know me well, this is not an invitation to RP with me. I don't do that anymore and have officially retired Mistress Dai Nichi as my fursona. She is now a character anyone is free to use for art and commissions long as I get a copy of the art or stories shi ends up being involved in.

Honestly I don't need hir anymore. My real life has been mirroring that fantasy life more and more. I am transforming into a hot girl with a penis. And I seem to be getting hotter and hotter every day. I have a very submissive partner that lets me fully embrace what a Domme I can be. I am free to explore sex with other partners. And she wants me to get into porn (I made sense of the title eventually). I live an amazing life that I still have trouble believing is real.

Anyways. As always comments are welcome. Lewd or otherwise.

And enjoy the pics I will be posting shortly.

Hey everyone. Look what I have. Another update! And this time I didn't wait a year to post one hehe.

So as the title should make it obvious I am now living in Long Beach, California. I live at the edge of downtown so I am literally around the corner from everything. Even better I am just 8 blocks from the beach. Which I go to very often. I am getting so tan. And the bus system in downtown is free for everyone. Not that it matters. My student ID gives me free access to all of the public transit in Long Beach. And it is a very effective system. The buses tend to arrive at stops every 15 minutes. The bus that heads to CSU Long Beach is just one block north of me and then its just a 30 minute bus ride to get to school. You can imagine I don't drive very often hehe.

On the transition side of things. I have been on hormones for 16 weeks now. And the changes have been fantastic. My breasts are now between A cup and B cup in size. I actually had to buy a larger bra today. My body hair is thin, blonde and grows super slowly now. Whats crazy is that my rib cage has begun to get smaller and my hips have turned outwards. Giving me wider hips. And my muscles are much slimmer and feminine now. Which is great I dont have to worry about them getting bulky and manly since I go to the gym three times a week to stay fit and slim.

So yeahs. There's my update. Hope you enjoyed. Any questions or lewd comments? All are welcome hehe.

Holy hell has it really been a year since I last made a journal entry. Well time to leave an update then!

A lot of wonderful things have been going on in my life. I graduate in less than a month and I will be transferring to Long Beach to start on my Bachelors degree. I have stepped away from the more technical parts of theatre and I have found a real passion in costume construction and design. I will be leaving with my girlfriend as she got accepted into the same school. We have been together for over a year and a half.

I also started hormone replacement therapy a week ago. The doctor put me on a very aggressive amount. We are talking 9 doses of estrogen every three months and 3 doses of progesterone every 6 weeks. Thats triple what is normally offered. The doctor and the director for his clinic plan on me being their next poster girl within 2 years hehe.

And thats all the news I have. I will be posting a couple of recent pics of me very soon. Enjoy!

And I do mean everyone.

Semester is over with, finally. Been a long one. Wasn't nearly as enjoyable as last semester. Guess school has to be tough instead of fun now and then. But despite all that I got straight A's again! Well accept for an incomplete in one class. Advanced Technical Theatre is run by the Theatre's technical director. She and I haven't been on good terms ever since I refused to work during spring break.

I say work cause I realized its not a real class. She never taught me anything. If I came to her asking how to do something she would get upset and tell me to figure it out on my own. I came to realize the "class" was a chance for her to squeeze out a lot of free labor out of the best technical people in the school. But I did my 100 lab hours (you read that right) and four major projects, though she said they didn't count and assigned me four more to complete in less than a month. I refused and now I have an incomplete.

So I will be going to the Dean of Fine Arts to plead my case. I got a number of students who will be acting as witnesses to the hard work I did. I have straight A's at this school and transferred here with a GPA of 3.29. I should be fine.

Oh and I am posting a few older pics from my stash. I am sure you will enjoy.

Hey look, I am alive! How about that. Not to mention my birthday has come and gone. Goodness I am 27. That seems crazy to me. Anyways, I have a couple of lovely pics I will be posting. Be sure to enjoy, I know you pervs will. Just letting everyone know I am still around, even if its only once and awhile.

On another note, I have been enjoying the hell out of Mass Effect 3. Im really only like half way through the campaign do to how addictive the multiplayer is hehe. If any of you have the game for xbox live let me know and I will gladly share my screen name with you.

Oh and this isnt an excuse to flame about the ending. Mostly since I havent beaten it yet and would prefer no spoilers. Plus its been talked about enough me thinks hehe.

Now get to enjoying those pics!

Yes I am still around and yes its still very easy to get all your attention ya pervs hehe. I am still about and will still be posting pics. Dont any of you fret about that just cause I have a wonderful girlfriend.

But what I am really on here for is Mass Effect 3. I would love me some early access to the co op demo. Wait till Saturday? I dont think so. I created a Facebook account just for Biowares facebook shenanigans. Leave me a link for your facebook and I can friend you. Then just follow the instructions the mass effect page gives you.

Oh and of coarse you may note me the link to be discreet and not let everyone else know your facebook.

Lets help eachother to get into playing the co op.

Oh and as a bonus, if we complete the single payer demo while linked together we get bonus co op swag when the main game releases.

You cannot resist the swag. SWAG!!

Even if you dont plan on playing Mass Effect 3, you can help me.

For those of you who actually plan on playing Mass Effect 3 on xbox, well we can play the co op demo together ^^

Well boys and girls I have a girlfriend now and I love her dearly. So no more teasing and no more RPing cause I dont want to hurt her. Its not fair that I take attention from her. To all those that are my friends and I care for, you saw this coming. I haven't really been very active in the fandom anyways. I dont know what this means for my fursona but I will figure it out

So I moved to a new apartment and its a much better place, despite being on the edge of the ghetto. But my room mates didnt have internet. First week I didnt have the money to get some internet cause my last landlord fucked me. Took forever before I got my deposit back. And then after getting the modem and such set up we still didnt have internet for some reason and it was a week before a guy could come over to check it. But I finally have internet again.

I missed porn so very much hehe.

Now then. Who wants to fuck?

Well I would have returned sooner but right after the three week run for the play I was running sound for, I got offered to run sound for a hip hop show that lasted two days. I accepted but wish I hadnt as it was the weekend before finals. Oh yeah and then finals happened. But thats over with and I am pretty sure I did great in my classes.

Now then lets see whats new with me. I am dating a girl in real life. An actress in fact. We have an amazing date planned for this Saturday.

Oh my landlord evicted me so I am moving to a new place on Sunday. To be fair shes a crazy bitch and the new place is with some amazing laid back room mates. And is far cheaper. So its a win really. But moving again after only a couple of months is still a bitch.

I did so well on my final project in lighting class the technical director for the theatre may make me the assistant lighting designer for the next two shows. She didnt say it officially but she did imply it. That kind of thing looks amazing on a resume.

OH ARE YOU WONDERING ABOUT THE HORNY THING?

Maybe I said it just to get your attention. I am an awful tease after all.

So after just two quiet weeks I am already crewing another play. So I am afraid that means you once again wont be seeing much of me.

I know, you are already worrying about your blue balls. Maybe I will take care of them when I return *MASSIVE TEASE*

But dont any of you fret too much. Its a smaller play in every sense of the way. It only takes up 3 hours of my time a night. The last one took up 6 hours a night. Has a much shorter run. And isnt super stressful.

You should still see me online. Just not with much frequency. Especially since I bought Skyrim and generally my free time goes towards that. Hehe

I am not leaving you without something to get your dicks hard though. So enjoy.

THATS AN ORDER BITCHES!

I'M BACK BITCHES!!

Miss me? Of coarse you did. I'm delightful. So yeahs was away longer than I thought. The show run was only three weeks but there was a week of rehearsals before that. And right after all theatre classes got busy with mid terms and reports. All my classes are for theatre hehe. So yeahs this is literally the first night I have had to relax in over a month. But hear I am!

Bit of info for those of you that are super nosy about my business, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!! I was dating the light board operator for a couple of weeks during the show. Literally the last performance we broke up. Short story: hes a douche. Long story: hes a major douche. Then a week later movie night with a girl I know turned into a date. By which I mean we made out. Next night we go to a party and we got hella shit from my ex's friends. I was kidnapped for an hour while he and two of his friends tried to convince me what an aweful person she was. You know the person I had gone on one date with.

DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA. Such high school shit. I feel like a 26 year old surrounded by 19 year olds. Wait I am. SHIT! Oh well. Least I am enjoying myself hehe

Porn posting will commence.......eventually.

Till then, DICK AND TITS FOR EVERYONE!!

I don't mean mine. I mean I'm gonna give you all dicks and tits. Weather you want me to or not! But you know you want me to.

I am talking about pictures of coarse. Not my herminizing spooge.

So I will be crewing for a show, which means I will be online very little for next month. I still have school to go to during the day. On top of that, what little freetime I will have is gonna go towards me moving. All goes well I will be officially moved in a week from now.

So I figured since I wont be on much. I would post a bunch of pics I have been too lazy to post when I first got them. And give you something to masturbate to while I am gone hehe.

Not sure how many I am gonna post. I was thinking 2 or 3 every couple hours till I go to bed.

Enjoy ^^

So in my last journal I set out to find as many games where you played as a female character or they had the prominent main character role. As it was a discussion there was a lot of descriptions. And it ended up making the list hard to read. So heres the list that came out of the last journal separated into Official, Gender Option, Multiplayer, and Iffy. If there's anything missing let me know. This list was generated from the last journals discussion. Theres plenty of games I have never played or heard of. Oh and theres some titles on here that arent out yet. They were added for funsies ^^

OFFICIAL LIST
these are the games with playable female main characters
being a badass is generally a requirement
(but in what way is debatable of coarse)

American McGee's Alice
Alice: Madness Returns
Bayonetta
Beyond Good and Evil
Borderlands
Dead Island
Heavenly Sword
Heavy Rain
Kameo
Kingdom Hearts: Birth by Sleep
Lollipop Chainsaw
Metroid
Metroid: Zero Mission
Metroid Prime
Metroid Prime 2:Echoes
Metroid Prime 3: Corruption
Metroid 2: Return of Samus
Super Metroid
Metroid Fusion
Mirror's Edge
Ms Splosian Man
Odin Sphere
Oni
Parasite Eve
Parasite Eve 2
3rd Birthday
Perfect Dark
Perfect Dark Zero
Portal
Portal 2
Resident Evil
Resident Evil 2
Resident Evil 3: Nemesis
Resident Evil Code: Veronica
Resident Evil 5
Resident Evil Revelations
Shante the Genie
Tomb Raider
Tomb Raider 2
Tomb Raider 3
Tomb Raider: the Last Revelation
Tomb Raider Chronicles
Tomb Raider: Angel of Darkness
Tomb Raider: Legend
Tomb Raider: Anniversary
Tomb Raider: Underworld
Tomb Raider (2012)
Wet

GENDER OPTION
games where you can choose your gender
often associated with western RPGs
doesnt always have much, if any, effect on the game itself

Dark Souls
Demon Souls
Deus Ex: Invisible War
Dragon Age Origins
Dragon Age 2
Dungeon Siege
Dungeon Siege 2
Dungeon Siege 3
Elder Scrolls III: Morrowind
Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion
Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim
Fable 2
Fable 3
Fallout
Fallout 2
Fallout 3
Fallout New Vegas
Jade Empire
Knights of the Old Republic
KotOR 2: the Sith Lords
Mass Effect
Mass Effect 2
Mass Effect 3
Mercenaries: Playground of Destruction
Saints Row 2
Saints Row the Third
Persona P3P

MULTIPLAYER
games where a female character is available for online play
even if the campaign had a male character
this includes games where the female is only available in co-op

Anarchy Reigns
Assassin's Creed: Brotherhood
Assassin's Creed: Revelations
Bioshock 2
Gears of War 3
Halo Reach
Left 4 Dead
Left 4 Dead 2
Monday Night Combat
Red Dead Redemption
Two Worlds 2

IFFY
games that dont fit in the other categories
but deserve some mention for giving women some spotlight
like RPGs with female main characters

Batman Arkham City
Final Fantasy VI
Final Fantasy X-2
Final Fantasy XIII
Jeanne D'Arc
Resident Evil 4
Soul Edge
Soulcalibur
Soulcalibur II
Soulcalibur III
Soulcalibur IV
Soulcalibur V
Suikoden III
Valkyria Chronicles
Valkyria Chronicles 2
Valkyria Chronicles 3
Valkyrie Profile
Valkyrie Profile 2: Sylmaria
Xenosaga Episode I: Der Wille zur Macht
Xenosaga Episode II: Jenseits von Gut und Böse
Xenosaga Episode III: Also sprach Zarathustra


So this list is far longer than I would have ever imagined it. And still I feel like were missing alot. Especially when it comes to games with a gender option. Theres plenty of medieval fantasy setting games I havent played cause Im not a big fan of them.

(re-upped cause someone messed up the spirit of this and I didnt feel like having 6 hidden comments)

So lately I have been in mood to play a female character in videogames. More and more I have been finding it difficult to play a male character as well. Like its hard to get into the game. I dont know if its cause I identify with female gender or if its cause theres more girls in videogames lately.

Anyways I need your help in remembering and/or finding all the games where you can play as a girl, present, past, or coming out in the future. I am only one person after all! With western RPGs this is a piece of cake. As most let you choose your gender. Japanese RPGs generally dont count cause your controlling a party, not a single person but theres some notable exceptions of coarse. Fighting games dont really count. Lets face it they are generally brokenly less powerful than the males.

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Dont just list them. Give me a bit of description of what made the girls so special and badass in the game.

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Fallout 1 and 2- female main character was famous for being nearly brokenly more powerful. couldnt take crotch damage (which was more than headshots) and the black widow perk increased damage against males. which made up 90 percent of the enemies and NPCs

Fallout 3- lady killer perk slightly increased damage against males that made up 60 percent of the NPCs but it was still something. and hearing Liam Neilson voice call me his little girl made me giggle with delight

Fallout New Vegas- balanced things out with the Designated Bachelor perk for men. gender wasnt particularly special. male NPCs only slightly outnumber females. not super memorable *shrugs*

Mass Effect 1 and 2- FemShep is the superior Shepard thanks to a far better voice actor

DA Origins- Allistair was a dork but charming and sweet in his own way. And certainly easier to get along with than Morigan. That was the only difference really. Other love interests were very very Bi

DA 2- femHawke is hot.....very hot

KOTOR- eh not much to say. Accept missing out on Bastilla and then the handmaiden in second game made it difficult to play as a chick.

Jade Empire- not Biowares greatest work but still not a horrible game. and theres three pre-made main characters to choose from.

Assassins Creed Brotherhood- can play a female persona in the multiplayer and each has some very unique and fitting kill animations.

Monday Night Combat- its like team fortress 2 but with some differences. one major difference is one of the classes is strictly female. namely the assassin. shes a sword wielding, shuriken hurling, latex wearing badass with one banging tight body

Left 4 Dead 1 and 2- yeah I wouldnt play unless I could be one of the gals hehe

Portal 1 and 2- though silent Chell has become a pretty damn famous female main character. and she so isnt fat.

Mirrors Edge- yeah this game was awesome. Whats funny is they had intended the camera to literally be the characters eyes. Like if you look down you see the whole body. Not just the legs. but became affraid what parents would think if you could look down at the characters cleavage. nuts hehe

Bayonetta- I dont think any game really captures badass and sexy female lead like Bayonetta does. To be fair the lead art designer was a gal and designed Bayonetta to be sexy from a female perspective. From what I understand shes intimidating for most men.

Metroid Series- long as we dont count Other M its hard to argue against Samus Aran being the most badass chick ever.

Halo Reach- I was surprised you could make a female spartan. I am not a big fan of Halo but do find the multiplayer fairly fun. and this knowledge suddenly makes buying Reach very tempting. even if your just slightly slimmer with a better ass and a different kill scream hehe.

Kingdom Hearts Birth by Sleep- I adore KH series and for there to be a strong willed female playable character, I was so happy hehe. The two males were forgettable if you ask me

Jeanne D'arc- normally a jRPG isnt gonna count especially a strategy RPG but with such a focus on the female lead who can transform into a badass Knight middle of combat hard not to include her

Final Fantasy 13- A game I enjoyed up until the first, the only, and one ridiculously large field in the game. Became so boring after that but deserves mention cause Lightning was pretty badass even if she was just a female Cloud and memorable cause you could only control one character in battle. So I have fond memories of using her.

Parasite Eve- been forever since I played it but I remembered it eventually. I loved the combat in first game. I swear each title in the series had a different combat system. Weird.

Perfect Dark- havent played any of the games. I have heard it described as golden eye but with a gal. certainly sounds pretty good to me hehe

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Thats all I can remember, mostly causes these are games I own or have played recently. But I know of some games coming out in near future.

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Batman Arkham City- nevermind I loved first game but giving me a chance to play Catwoman even only for 10 percent of the game is awesome. ^^

Gears of War 3- my interest in Gears has waned. But with female playable characters for co-op and multiplayer cant resist getting back into it. I heard Anya was played by like 80 percent of the people in the Beta. Most likely cause of the Achievement you get for her. But I hear the female model is harder to hit cause of their size and they hide behind cover better. Havent heard of any balance to this. But I cant see a problem with Multiplayer being full of chicks hehe

Mass Effect 3- with a mega hottie upgrade femShep is also getting the spotlight she deserves with her own ads and commercials.

Tomb Raider- never really been a fan of the series cause of lackluster gameplay. but the prequel/re-imagining has my interest for right now


help me expand the list!

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EDIT: added with help

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thanks  niwa for
Borderlands- the Siren had an awesome style and was super hot. I cant believe I forgot about her. My friends loved watching me play as her surrounded by flaming aura and flaming wings sprouting from her back.

thanks  kiba for
Resident Evil 5- wasnt a big fan of the series until 4 cause of the gameplay. and then 5 comes around with a playable female partner. and then had two DLC with Jill Valentine playable. pretty awesome.

thanks  kitsunelobo for
Wet- your basically Uma Thurman from Kill Bill but sexier, drink more, and less about revenge and more about kicking ass cause its awesome. I should buy this game.

Valkyria Chronicles- whole series deserves some props for the Valkur. super over powered beings that lie dormant within the genes of females. not to mention a great war plot that puts women center stage though it hasnt yet made them the main character. shame I dont have a ps3 anymore. but I can still enjoy 2 and the upcoming 3 ony my psp ^^

thanks  shadow-paws youve added a lot
Dead Island- imagine Left 4 Dead but with female characters. set on an island resort, a focus on melee combat, and its action RPG. hmm I guess the only thing they have in common is the 4 player co-op and zombies now that I think about it. if the reviews are solid, I will very likely buy this soon as it comes out. if reviews are mediocre I will still likely buy it but once the price drops significantly hehe

Elder Scrolls Skyrim- the series hasnt been known for gender creating much of a difference. but with the upcoming games vastly improved combat among the rest of the enhanced gameplay, certainly can play one badass chick.

Deux EX- while the latest version doesnt let you choose your gender, one of the orginals did. I believe shadow conspiracy. I forget. been awhile. I am so upset your forced to play a guy in latest Deus Ex. something no western RPG should ever force these days.

American McGee's Alice- latest game was lack luster but the original was one mind warping acid trip that shook you to the core.

Fable 2 and 3- ehhhh. in second fable you cant help becoming a gross looking overly muscular manish woman. and in third well the end ruins the game as a whole hehe. not to mention being female really doesnt have much impact on either game accept which randomly generated NPCs you can sleep with. oh and in second game if you had sex with a lesbian you couldnt use protected sex. which meant you always got STDs. wtf?

thanks  batta-kitty for
Heavy Rain- I completely forgot about this game. not having a ps3 anymore will do that. even though you only play as her a third of the game its clear shes a badass reporter who doesnt mind getting dirty to get the story. holy crap are her scenes awesome and often nerve wracking.

Heavenly Sword- another great though way too short ps3 title. leave it to the guy with a ps3 to keep reminding me of awesome exclusive titles hehe.

Lollipop Chainsaw- okay I love grasshopper games. and for them to be making a game with a female lead wielding a chainsaw leaves me very very interested.

thanks  dantethebunny for
Beyond Good & Evil- shiiiiiiit how could I forget Jade? she rocked green like no other. that game was the shit back in the day. I should download the HD update from xbox live sometime.

thanks  tahkashe for
Persona 3 P3P- in the psp version you got to choose your gender. and it actually had an effect on what relationships. and the female main character generally had a friendly bond with your party members than the male. if I didnt already own the ps2 FES version I would consider getting this game.

Saints Row 2- the sequel allowed you to play a female gangster. and while it has no effect on the game. you do get to go around blowing stuff up in lacre hotpants. pretty damn badass

For those who dont know. I couldnt stand living with my 66 year old aunt and uncle so Ive been spending the summer with my brother and his family in Utah. Yes my aunt and uncle are so annoying that I fled from Sunny California to Utah. To be fair they live on a very north eastern part of California so it was a 10 hour drive hehe.

Now while Utah isnt bad as a whole. My brother lives in a small-ish town thats 40 percent Mormon. And while I have nothing against Mormons, they do seem to have a problem with anyone who isnt. Esspecially those who arent Christian, like me. And those who have an alternative sexual lifestyle, like me.

Luckily my brother and his wife are super laid back with their religion. I call them Mormon Lite hehe. So its honestly been pretty nice, though oftentimes boring.

I go back to my aunts in the fall but with school she should be out of my hair a good deal of the time.

In case you were wondering. Like many of my journal entries, this is a precursor to porn posting. Prepare yourselves for sexiness!!

Since people are always amazed its me on there. I will assure everyone that yes http://www.f-list.net/c/Mistress%20Dai%20Nichi/ is played by me.

This feels almost like a meme. And I am normally not a fan of them. But this one seems pretty damn informative hehe.

Don't rush to F-chat hoping for a chance to RP with me. I am on there very rarely. If I have the time and energy I generally RP over an instant messenger.

Sooo I am looking through my file of commissions and gifts. Then it downed on me. I hadnt posted a lot of this stuff. I start sorting out anything not up my FA page. It ended up being 47 pics o.O. Holy shit. What have I become? A hoarder of porn or something. Some of it is from years ago. I even have all the pieces I got for my birthday which was more than a month ago.

I am gonna have to stop being so lazy and post all this. I wont do it all at once. But I will get it out for you all to enjoy. Though half of it has been posted on FA before hehe.

A friend of mine said I should print them out and lay on them going "Mmmmm all mine." Tempting for sure. And another says I should make small print of them so I can toss them up and have the porn rain down on me hehe. I figure it would be better to share ^^

Are you a curvy herm or shemale? go here!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2309193/

Can only imagine what kind of images that subject line conjured. But I am sure they were very sexy images if they involved me.

Anyways, I finally bought Portal 2 the other day and beat it just last night. It was epically amazing. I loved everything about it From the hysterical plot to the all new puzzle elements.

<<SPOILER>>

Potato

<<END SPOILER>>

But now I am left wanting more. And while replaying the single player campaign is certainly gonna happen. I would love to continue with some fresh and new stuff, asside from the free DLC coming out.

So I am looking to play co-op with anyone who has the game for 360. I would prefer to play with people who havent done the co-op already. I want to work with someone to solve the puzzles after all. But if you've played already and think you can keep yourself from barreling through, well then I wont dismiss your offer to play.

So anyone interested? I am free the next couple hours but I will have lots more free time tonight starting at 8 or 9 pacific time.

Oh and DIBS on Atlus. I am a fan of blue and purple hehe

You just can't

Okay you should really hit REFRESH on your browsers to check out my new icon. It is absolutely adorable.

It was made by my friend  batta-kitty She has been doodling for ages but just got on FA for the first time. Go bug and commission her RIGHT NOT! *Taps hir riding crop against hir thigh high boots*

But seriously she is super cheep. And her art style is absolutely adorable. And she has been my friend for years.

Just check my recent posts for examples of her stuff.

(Btw that magenta in my icon is her tail. I enjoy nomming it cause its tasty ^^ )

Lets make my birthday memorable!

So yeahs my birthday is in a few days. April 5th in fact. I dont expect anything from family. In fact my dad told me "Dont expect anything from me" hehe. Cause hes spent so much money getting me to California. In fact I dont expect anythingfrom him for birthday or Christmas for several years hehe. And my Aunt and Uncle are now providing for me, though they are jerks to me. They are still putting a lot of money behind me so I dont expect anything from them as well.

But a couple friends did send me a total of 100 bucks. I had to promise them to not spend it on food or bills and get myself something fun hehe. Im thinking Dragon Age 2, which one of them suggested, and using rest towards a small HD tv. I got spoiled on one at my last place. Going back to standard sucks.

Oh and I have a sexy shemale friend of mine thats gonna commission a piece of us together. So keep an eye out for some mega hotness.

So anyways. Lets get this orgy started!

And now I am exhausted hehe.

In all seriousness. Yes I am finally in California living with my aunt and uncle. The trip was long and full of stress. But I made it. Despite all the stress it was good to visit with family along the way, Had a blast with my brother and his family. His two kids are super cool. And my brother is still a big kid himself hehe,

Wish the stress could have ceased when I arrived at my aunts. It wasn't the welcoming I had imagined. In fact there wasnt any. They made it very clear I am a guest and not to feel like I am moving in. In fact they are putting all but what I need from day to day in storage. The guest room wasnt cleared out for me to move into. Its still very much a guest room. Ive been here a day and they already took me out job and apartment hunting. Didnt even give me a chance to relax. In fact this moment is the first chance I have had to unwind.

Seems they want to sell the house as quickly as possible. And want to make sure the guest room looks presentable. They even rented a shitload of paintings and shit so the walls dont have empty space. They gave me a 6 month time limit. But I may have less if they are selling the house.

Basically I am the most stressed and miserable I have ever been in my life. But hey least I am living in California now. I guess thats something.

Sorry for the rant folks. We now resume the scheduled program of hot sex. Did you all keep your coupons?

mmmm cum.....*licks hir lips*

So after two and half years of being stuck in Ohio with a crappy job and no plans for college. I am finally heading back to California to go to school. While the reason for me leaving sucks. The house owner is kicking me out. It lead to good things as my family stopped ignoring my plight. With my dad and aunt going above and beyond to make sure I get back to California and am successful there. Thank you family. I am so gracious about it. Just wish they helped me two and half years ago hehe.

Anyways. While the drive to California is 30 hours. My dad is making a vacation out of the trip. And were gonna be dropping by and visiting family along the way. Staying over for a few days at each stop. So it will prolly take two weeks before its over. And in that time my internet access will be very limited. So try to keep yourselves contained for a couple of weeks without me. And I leave Friday afternoon.

*Gives everyone who replies an IOU grope and hump coupon*