So...I haven't been on here for months. Nothing really new going on here. Trying to change that though. Thinking about eventually relocating to Washington as it is a beautiful state and there is always stuff happening in Seattle. I'll have to really think about it for sure beforehand.

I don't know what's been wrong with me but I don't like it. I've been out of energy, not wanting to really do anything, horribly unhappy and even crying in spurts. I feel okay now to the point where I can actually deal with life and get what I need to get done. Happiness seems to come and go for me. I think I just need get out of the house more often an actually go the gym cause that seems to help me a lot. Staying in the house for almost 3 days straight isn't good for me. It reminds me of how I was when I was in the military. I'd stay in my barracks room all week doing nothing but playing video games and being on my computer after work. It sucked...but every time I actually went to Seattle or went to the gym on base I'd feel more relieved and at ease instead of so defensive and tense. I might actually go around and take photos while I'm out too. I hope I feel better soon. Wish me luck. :3

I'm going to do some major taking of photos here soon as I've been lacking for a good bit. More will be here no later than the middle of this week. :3

I feel that me living with my mate has put some additional stress on me which has made me horribly uncaring and unloving in more than one way. I hate the way I feel towards him because I just make myself look like an ass but I know I can be loving and caring towards him. Sometimes I just wish I was the person I really am. I feel like I'm just repressing a lot of things but for some reason I can't really fully talk about it anyone no matter who it is for some reason kind of like it'd hurt my dignity just tell someone my problems. Like I'd rather fix it myself but I know I can't. I just don't know what to do anymore. If I try to drink my problems away I'll just end up hysterical and not fix anything while making my mate scared either for his life or mine. I don't know if it's a possibility of just sexual frustration or a multitude of other things. I just wish I could figure this out so that way I can better myself as a person and not revert to the kind of person I was when I was in high school. It just seems like I'm just becoming more of a heartless and cold-hearted person again and I'd rather be loving, caring, and understanding.

For all you furs that either don't have a tail or want another one you should probably enter this raffle. :3

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8252129/

Kind of bored so I'm "borrowing"  AMWULF his TMI Tuesday idea.

Just ask me anything. :3

Come check out this raffle to possibly win a pair of ears. X3

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3227715/

Come check out this raffle to possibly win a pair of ears. X3

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3227715/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3255808/

Come and get them while they're hot!!!

You could possibly get a full colored bust of your character but you have to follow the rules before 5pm Eastern time!!! Get on it people! X3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3213078/

Also...don't forget about the auction for various prizes as well. Check it out! X3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3197979/

Come and join in on this before it's too late! Free art done by  Mei5683 and  MessyMutt

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3230332/

There's the link and follow the instructions they give and you'll be entered.

Hope you win. X3

This guy sis doing a raffle and giving it away FREE! Come and enter before it's too late. :3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3221108/

Taken from  Morearty

About Yourself:
[X] 1. Think of yourself as a furry
[X] 2. Been in the fandom for more than 5 years
[X] 3. Ever barked or howled
[X] 4. Worn a collar before (Used to a lot when I was goth-ish looking)
[ ] 5. Room is filled with furry stuff (Kinda homeless at the moment so I don't have a room... >.>)
[X] 6. Feel cool about suiters in public (You have a lot of fun with them X3)
[X] 7. Looking for furry commissions
[X] 8. Like rave/Own some rave stuff
[X] 9. Furry 4 life (no escape it seems, inevitable)
[X] 10. Ever watched/seen yiff (Been watching Fuzzyroo for quite some time now. X3)

total:9

Every Day:
[ ] 1. Drawing furry stuff everywhere you go (If only I had any drawing talent...)
[X] 2. Thinking about people you see, can be furs (Sometimes....and I just found another one last night.)
[X] 3. Check furry art when you got Wi-Fi (When don't I do that? Lol.)
[X] 4. Getting fur related food/drinks when possible (Only if the area permits it...Lol.)
[X] 5. Looking at things and realizing they contain furry art
[X] 6. Fascinated by dogs and cats in the streets
[X] 7. Daydreaming about walking as your fursona
[X] 8. If it has a cool animal on it, get it! (Goes to many cheaper places to look for stuff like that. X3)
[X] 9. Listening to music made by furs (Faine, Granite Tail)
[X] 10. Make food that looks like anthro/feral animals (Only when I'm baking alone)

Total:18

Fursona:
[X] 1. Thought about your own fursona
[X] 2. Have your own fursona
[ ] 3. Drawn your own fursona once (If only I had the ability to draw.... *sniffles*)
[X] 4. Have your fursona drawn by friends
[X] 5. Been in love with another fursona (I'm in love with  hex666 right now :3)
[X] 6. Imagined your and their fursona together (Imagined it...possibly. )
[X] 7. Seen that fursona without clothes
[ ] 8. Have a fursuit of your fursona
[X] 9. Biggest wish is to become your fursona (I'm true to myself when it comes to that)
[X] 10. Acting like your fursona irl (Definitely the other way around)

total: 26

In Public:
[X] 1. Preferring to be named by your fur-name (When I'm around furs, yes.)
[X] 2. Some of your best friends is furs
[X] 3. Told your friends that you´re a furry
[ ] 4. Drawn some furry art for your friends
[X] 5. Using a furry background on your phone and/or PC (I need to find a PG one... >.<)
[X] 6. Seen one or more furs in real life
[ ] 7. Been to a furmeet (I wish!!!!)
[ ] 8. Been to multiple furmeets (I wish again!!!)
[ ] 9. Been on a public fursuit outing (I wanna do that sometime. X3)
[X] 10. Want to meet furs you have never seen before

total:32

Furcons:
[X] 1. Ever planned to go to a furcon
[X] 2. Planning to go to one
[X] 3. Get easily exited over videos from cons
[X] 4. Had a dream about being at a con
[ ] 5. Have been to a furcon
[X] 6. Planning buying tickets at first day
[ ] 7. Bought ticket at the first day
[ ] 8. Been to Anthrocon
[ ] 9. Been to Eurofurence (does across the street from it count?)
[ ] 10. Been to furcons multiple times

total:37

Hehe...I'm not to where  Morearty is but I'll get there someday. X3


Result:
00-10 = Minimum Furry (You like anthropomorphic art, and can call yourself a furry if you want to)
11-20 = Medium Fur Interest (You can look at furry art and think almost everything is normal)
21-30 = Default Furry (You´re on the furlevel of one that´s... normal, but not as a human)
31-40 = High Furlevel (Normal humans will look at you as weird, which is a positive thing)
41-50 = Super High Fur Danger (You are dangerous for the human society,but you will get a cookie)

Free art here at this guy's page! X3

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7308076